Ode to joy

Chapter 38

Singularity also kills the scenery, he only cooks quick-frozen dumplings, and in order to flatter his girlfriend, he adds quick-frozen shrimp.As a result, the pot of dumpling soup was so cloudy that he couldn't stand it.He had to call for help in the kitchen: "Andy, can you cook?"

"Not at all."

"It's easy to be fooled if you don't know it." Qidian took the dumplings out and found no one in the living room that was not too dark even though the lights were off.But Andy didn't let him look for it, and quickly stretched out a hand from the back of the sofa by the balcony to indicate that she was sitting on the floor facing the landing balcony, sitting comfortably with two cushions.Waiting for Singularity to change into casual clothes, open a bottle of wine, bring over two glasses, and half of the dumplings are gone.

"You're welcome, fifteen per person, I counted, and I ate mine."

Singularity smiled, what he recognized was this kind of uniqueness.He poured two glasses of wine, handed one to Andy, and made a glass of wine for his own dumplings, and found that today's dumplings were extremely delicious. "At this time the year before last, I almost lost this house. At the time of the crisis, my book losses were six figures a day, so that I almost jumped off the balcony. Afterwards, I mortgaged everything valuable in the house, and finally waited until the national four. When the trillions were released, the bank loan was loosened. It was the white hair that was anxious for a while. I often couldn’t sleep at night, so I went to the BBS. I didn’t expect to know you. I paid attention to you very early, and I was still diving at that time. I saw that you once downvoted the moderator, and the article after article was very hearty, which was very suitable for my appetite. At that time, I just felt angry when I saw it. And you can understand the knowledge that you didn’t understand on the first day, and you will understand it on the second day. Knowing it seems to be clear and logical, and can justify itself. Is it overnight make-up lessons?"

"Yes. You really paid attention to me? I thought I would pay attention to you first. You don't talk much, but when you say something, there is a sentence."

"If I wasn't distracted by business at that time, I would definitely help you. I always thought you were a man. I heard that you were in Haishi after returning to China, so I wanted to be a good brother with you. Until you shy You didn't call me until you thought you might be a woman. It was love at first sight when I first met, how about you?"

"The first time we met, I almost retreated. You seem friendly and funny, but you are very wary and unpleasant. And..." Andy took a sip of wine, hesitated, and decided to go all out tonight, "You look average .If it wasn’t for the fact that I owed you a meal that day, and I had a good impression of you before, it would be impossible to see you again.” Such a casual chat, and the dim light, Andy’s nerves gradually relaxed.

"I don't think so. You had a crush on me earlier than you thought, maybe even when you were a netizen. That's why you tolerated my repeated temptations when you met for the first time or second time. When you ate wild turtle for the third time, you Throwing out the similarity between you and Nash seems to scare me away, but in fact it is restraining yourself. Don't be afraid, I am not improvising to trick you home and analyze you. I have been wondering why you always take the most The cruel facts hit me, as if they wanted to shoot me to death. Ordinarily, I am not bad, why did you treat me like that. I went back and sorted out our communication process in detail these days, and finally understood. I have a question , besides Lao Tan and me, who else knows your life experience? Do your good neighbors know?"

"Only you and Old Tan."

"Here it is, you already liked me to trust me so much, I understand. I'm happy. Cheers to the rare purity of our relationship that starts with dopamine instead of hormones."

Is this the reason?Andy was shocked, forgetting that someone was still waiting for a toast, and sipped the wine in a daze. "It's too rare, could it be a disease?"

There were many rebuttals in Qi Dian's heart, but today he had to speak well, so he could only explain positively: "Let's not say that online dating is very common, just say that I only knew that you were a man, even if I haven't seen you yet As far as you are concerned, I have agreed with you and decided that I can be a good brother and friend. Since a good friend and brother can do it, if I knew you were a woman, it would be another result. I don’t think it’s pathological. What’s more, you You are a smart person, your IQ is different from others, so you are different from ordinary people. If you think it is sick, you have to be strong to survive. Cheers, fool."

Andy couldn't help smiling, and drank the little wine left in the glass.Seeing Singularity pouring wine for her, she didn't focus on her, she said quickly: "From the time I was studying, everyone told me that I am special. For my background, being special is not a good thing, and children are easy to treat. The special showed unrestrained cruelty, reminding me who I am with fists and abuse. I have been used to avoiding ordinary people far away and not being special in the crowd. But the more I hide, the more special I am. At that time, Lao Tan was still in the United States. I went to see me, and saw me staring at a squirrel holding peanuts for burial in the yard. In the end, the squirrel couldn't bear my boredom, simply ate the peanuts, and left bitterly. Old Tan was worried about me and forced I moved to the urban area. But it was a luxury apartment, and there were almost no people coming in and out, and even the squirrels were gone. So after returning to China, I simply mixed in the life of fireworks... oh, it's full."

"What happened today shows that you get along well with your neighbors. It also shows that you are special but not weird, and everyone accepts you."

"Yes, I was very touched by today's incident. I thought it was no big deal, but they took it as their own business and handled it enthusiastically. I was always worried that they would not accept my loneliness, or think that I had nothing to ask for. There are sinister intentions in approaching them, but I never thought they would all regard me as a friend, and a good friend, I really love them."

"Then you don't have to worry about anything if you're with me."

"It's different from you. I once wrote a letter of authorization to Lao Tan. If you see my **** boyfriend, don't say anything, just tie me up to a mental hospital. If I am really ill after being identified, I ask for restrictions My words and deeds. I really don’t want to repeat the scene where my mother was with a man. It’s too exciting. I have been restrained very well in the past 30 years. Only after seeing you, I lost control twice. Being with neighbors is Relax, being with you is out of control, you stimulate me too much. This is one of the reasons."

"I guessed it. But you didn't resist my hug just now."

"I didn't realize it, I was stunned by you, it doesn't count. The second reason is that I can't do irresponsible things to you. Even though I don't have practical experience, I still know that if I leave my neighbors and friends, they will at most I regret it for a few days, miss it for a few days, and forget it later. If I go crazy in front of the person I love, and make a lot of ugly appearances in front of him until I am sent to the hospital, how much it will hurt him. Well, I will stop answering this question here So far, I can hardly take it anymore, I am very excited." Andy drank the wine in the glass like drinking water.But she doesn't want to take a deep breath in front of the singularity, it's ugly, and she can only control her behavior at present, so she can only hide on the balcony and overlook the lights of thousands of houses near and far.

"I've thought about everything you think, except that I don't accept that you are more out of control when you are with me. I think you mistake the excitement when you love someone as being out of control. As you said, a lover is different from a friend. Deeply When you love someone, it is normal to be fascinated, and hallucinations and hallucinations will appear. I can also tell you in advance that when lovers have intimate physical contact, there may even be a vacuum of thinking and uncontrolled limbs. That is normal, and It's not out of control as you thought. Your two times were not out of control at all, you just... My understanding is that you love me very much. When I analyzed this conclusion the day before yesterday, I was very happy. So your biggest problem is still me As I pointed out to you last time, what you are afraid of is the fear in your heart. You always lead the problem to mental out-of-control. Whoever thinks like this will be scared to death by yourself. Whoever said that you are a young woman in science and life sciences ? I now suspect that you are the doctor of Xitai."

Andy was shocked again, "You... nonsense."

"It's not nonsense." Singularity also got up and walked to the balcony, "We can really talk, one strange uncle, one strange aunt, I'm so sorry for the two little kids. Almost all the issues that should be discussed have been discussed?"

"No, I still have a lot of questions, but I can't go on. Well, I've been drinking too fast, and I'm a little sick."

"I know your question, and I will give you the answer." Singularity finally stretched out his evil hand and wrapped it around Andy's waist, "I am a mature man with a mature mentality, I can bear all the consequences, I can afford it All responsibility. Trust me."

"Of course I know, but you have a better choice, you choose to get it, and you don't have to carry a broken person."

"Do you believe in fate?"

"I really believe it."

"Then there is no need to explain. Now I want to kiss you. Under normal circumstances, if you love me, your heartbeat will speed up, your limbs will be sore, your body will be hot and your head will be dizzy. If you don't love me, you will feel that I am wretched..."

However, Singularity's life mentor only did half of it. This time, Andy was not fainted. After two glasses of red wine went down, she had the courage to quickly reach out and support them, keeping an arm's distance. "I have not decided yet."

This time, it was the Singularity's turn to get out of control.God, do young women in science have to find clear logical clues for their feelings before they can move on to the next step?Why are you so confused when it comes to love or not?
Until zero o'clock, Singularity only held a small hand and got a promise that they could be together on the next two rest days.

Andy really didn't think about it, and she didn't say many of the scariest details in her mind. Although, she also knew that Singularity must have thought of it, but she didn't expose it, and Singularity really could afford it.But if he is willing to take responsibility, can she let him suffer without any scruples?Such an unequal contract is inappropriate even in commercial contracts, let alone in life.

And what Andy wants to figure out the most is that she lost control twice, is it really because she loves singularity too much?Only after figuring this out, can she dare to let go.However, who can this be asked? Neighbors on the 22nd floor?She immediately thought of Fan Shengmei and Qu Xiaoxiao, these two experienced women.

▼Scrap

It seems to be a bit of a JQ flavor. Could it be that the singularity that falls below the issue price can really embrace the beauty?I think that although Andy is brilliant at work, he is still a cloud in his relationship.

▼kk
She lost control twice, really because she was too fond of Singularity—she was not in love too much, but she had never been in love.When we were teenagers, who didn't blush at a boy and lost his mind, and Andy didn't experience it.True love... Singularity is a good guy, but can we match Andy with a better one?Anyway, this is a novel, let's make it more novel...

▼VI
There are not many samples that can make Andy fall in love with...not to mention she still escapes when others seek her.

It is only when Andy is amazed by an affair that he is considered "exotic". When Anai writes about a handsome guy, the one who amazes is the reader~~

Uncle Singularity is such a reliable man, why do jms think he is not good enough?
▼kk
Because our Andy has no first love yet, so the first time must be crackling and sparkling.How can you smoke with a middle-aged bald man?Looking back on this kind of relationship in the future, it should be impossible to have it again, but I will never regret it once in my life.

A GG like Singularity is more suitable for the peace and stability after the sea. Only by truly understanding what is love, what is love, what is the forbearance and harvest in marriage, can you better feel the sweetness of this kind of love.Hey, because they are not good-looking, there is no crackling, poor GGs who are not handsome.

(End of this chapter)