supernatural farm girl

Chapter 182 Chapter 064
Episode 064
Wu Mingying's family letter did not tell too much about He Shusheng's marriage to another wife.His letter stated that he passed the No. 9 of the top three exams. Although he could not enter the Hanlin Academy, he could still be sent to the official position of Zhizhou.However, the affairs of the DPRK and China are busy recently, and it is always not my turn. I guess I have to wait.

Then he said: He Shusheng has become Huo Shangshu's good son-in-law, and it was the wedding night when he was named on the gold list.

Anxiu's hand was tightly clutching the letter, her knuckles were livid, she couldn't bear it any longer, and said to Nangong, "Let's go to the Qin Mansion, I want to know if Wu Mingying is lying or not. Brother Qin probably knows..."

"Sister Xiu!" He Yu'er ran out suddenly and stopped her loudly, "Don't go, it's true! The third son and I came here to tell you this personally. My brother is already the son-in-law of Huo's family. It's..."

A basin of cold water fell from the sky, and Anxiu felt the cold from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. There was a piercing pain, one after another, and he couldn't stand on his feet. Anxiu supported the chair and sat down, his face was bloodless.

Nangong didn't say anything, just stared at her blankly, wanting to help but fearing that she would be even more sad.

"You go..." Anxiu raised her eyes to look at Nangong after a while, and said in a low voice.

Nangong retreated respectfully.

Anxiu sat on the chair, neither crying nor smiling, without any expression on her face, but her heart was full of turbulent waves.The child I raised by myself, from the age of 11 to the time when he entered Beijing at the age of 15, has carefully planned every step of the way for him, but he did not expect such a result in the end.

Anxiu remembered an old saying: repentance teaches husband and son-in-law to find a marquis.

He Yu'er squatted beside her, held her hand and said in a low voice: "Sister Xiu, Yu'er knows that your heart hurts, if you are sad, you should cry..."

Anxiu didn't cry, but smiled slowly, "There's nothing to be sad about. Shusheng has been very smart since he was a child, and he knows what's good for him. As for men, power and beauty are fatal temptations. If I can't stand it, I can only blame me for not teaching him well..."

How sad are these words, how could He Yu'er not hear it?Thinking of Huo Jue, thinking of the suffering she had suffered in the past ten years, she couldn't bear the sadness anymore, tears rolled down and hit the back of An Xiu's hand.Only in front of Anxiu can she feel at home.

"Yu'er..." Seeing her crying all over, Anxiu's heart was filled with moisture, but there was not a single tear in her eyes, maybe she hadn't reached the point of real sadness yet, "Yu'er don't cry, sister really It's all right. Even if my sister and your brother reconcile, you are still my sister and my family..."

He Yu'er nodded slowly, and said after a long while: "You have always been unreserved for me and my brother, sister Xiu, Yu'er has a lot to tell you... In this world, only you are my relatives..."

Anxiu hastily helped her up and asked her to speak slowly when she had something to say.

The servant girl moved a chair for He Yu'er, and then withdrew.

The door of the room was closed tightly, and the chirping of insects outside was still lively, which could be heard inside the room. He Yuer's voice was very soft, and she spoke extremely slowly: "...I don't know where you came from..."

He Yuer suddenly said such a sentence, Anxiu was slightly taken aback, not knowing where it came from, what exactly did it mean?Is it her body, or her soul?

"This used to be mine..." He Yu'er touched Anxiu's hand, and said with a faint smile, "Sister Xiu, in fact, like me, you are not a natural person. We are all outside of reincarnation, right?"

"You..." Anxiu slowly tasted the meaning of these words, and her expression changed slightly. The impact of He Yuer's words surpassed the impact of the He Shusheng incident on Anxiu. Her meaning could not be more obvious. She is the original soul of the body owner. "It's you?"

Knowing that An Xiu understood, He Yu'er nodded slowly: "It's me, I'm Shangguan Xiu'an, the former queen of the Celestial Dynasty..."

"This... this is impossible..." Anxiu felt a chill on her back, and her hair stood on end. Then, for so many years, He Yuer has always known her identity, and she has been pretending, and then watched other souls use her body .

This... what kind of weirdness is this?

Seeing An Xiu like this, He Yu'er sighed: "I thought you could understand. You are here, so I will go to Shangguan Xiu'an, why is that impossible? It is true that you resurrected your body, and I am lying?"

Seeing her displeasure, Anxiu immediately took her hand and smiled slightly: "Yu'er, you know that sister doesn't mean that! It's just... I didn't expect that there are people like me around me..."

"There are not only the same people, but also the same dog, they are all blessed, right?" He Yu'er said in a low voice, her voice was soft without any ups and downs.She is good at controlling the atmosphere and pinching everyone else in her hands, so she speaks in a low voice.The more low and steady she is, the harder it is for others to grasp her meaning, and she has taken the initiative.

Anxiu wasn't surprised now, she figured it out in a flash, and said with a smile, "I don't think you know everything. I thought you didn't understand anything, and I am the only one who is outside the circle of fate."

In this way, the two people's hearts are like mirrors, illuminating each other and seeing themselves clearly.

Anxiu asked the servant girl to serve refreshments and new tea, the two drank the tea slowly, and then talked about the past in detail.

He Yuer asked where Anxiu came from.Anxiu did not hide anything, and briefly talked about her previous life, parents, friends, work, etc., and finally said: "I used to know nothing in my life, and I always needed others to take care of me. But when I met you and Shusheng, we Feeling like a mother…”

When He Shusheng was mentioned, Anxiu felt another silent pain in her chest.If he made it clear to himself, how could Anxiu block his future?Even if you don't want to give up, you won't.But this one is silent, really like a wimp, with no responsibility at all.

He Yu'er doesn't quite understand the life An Xiu talked about, after all, it's been so many years.

Anxiu asked how she was.

"Once upon a time, I thought that life was a constant struggle..." He Yu'er smiled faintly, "My father, Shangguan Chengzhou, used to be a slave of my mother's natal family. He is very smart, let him out of slavery, recommend him to take the scientific examination, always say "friends of the general manager, friendship is like Kunji". Scholars, my eldest uncle was replaced by the vacancy in Kyoto, and became a fifth-rank official of the Ministry of Households..."

"Later, my mother fell in love with him when she saw his handsome appearance. My grandfather loved his mother the most, so he recruited Shangguan Chengzhou as his son-in-law. But everyone in the family didn't know his heart. He didn't appreciate it, but felt that his mother's family was in Insulting him, let others remember him as my mother's domestic slave for a lifetime..."

"My eldest uncle has always been inaccurate in judging people. In a few years, he was impeached and his official position was cut. My grandfather was in poor health and soon died of anger. Once the family background of my grandfather fell, Shangguan Chengzhou showed his hideous face. I Every step of the way in Shangguan's house with my mother was difficult. Shangguan Chengzhou had a group of wives and concubines, and everyone could bully my mother and me. When I was five years old, my mother was pregnant again, and it was difficult to give birth. dragged by my mother..."

"My mother died, and my unborn brother also died. I was only five years old... I knew how to calculate others when I was five years old. Sister Xiu, what were you doing when you were five years old?"

Anxiu gave her a distressed look, but didn't answer.Anxiu doesn't really remember what happened when she was five years old, but she was born in an ordinary family and had a very happy childhood. The biggest pain is going to dance classes, right?
"I know that Shangguan Chengzhou's favorite younger sister is the aunt who married into Yao's family, so I deliberately went to make out with their family. When I was young, I was very beautiful and cute, and adults liked me. I flattered my aunt and Shangguan Chengzhou's favorite aunt To please my younger siblings." He Yuer seemed to open her wounds to Anxiu bit by bit, she herself was a little numb from the pain, and she had never told anyone about these things for many years, "I am like a puppy begging for mercy... "

"Maybe it's God hanging down the curtain. I met Huo Jue. I was seven years old and he was ten years old. Although he was born in the cruel royal family, he has always been loved by the emperor and empress. He is also the eldest son. He was named the prince when he was born." , the younger brothers went to the fiefdom when they were very young. He has never suffered any setbacks, never knew the dangers of the human heart, and is a silly young man..."

"I knew what he likes, so I held him firmly in my hand. The queen met me once, and she liked me very much, so she introduced Shangguan's family. Shangguan was very thoughtful all day long, and he was very tactful in handling affairs. Well, I climbed very fast, and within three years, I became Huo Jue's master...Shangguan also treats me better and better, everyone says I will be the empress..."

"Huo Jue treated me with affection as deep as the sea. The more he was like this, the more I felt sorry for him, and I treated him better. He is a very good man, gentle and considerate, but as a monarch, he always lacks something. Courage...I didn't like such a man at the time...After Huo Jue ascended the throne, he appointed Shangguan Chengtian as the grand master, and I also became a queen...There are many concubines and women in the palace. Huo Jue treats me sincerely, but he can't compete The queen mother always needs to continue the incense. At that time, once a concubine was pregnant, she would inexplicably have a miscarriage or even die... The queen mother was shrewd, and she realized that I was playing tricks behind her back, and wanted to restrain me... After Huo Jue found out, she ignored the court His objection dismissed the entire harem, and many old officials were so angry that they said they were sick and unable to go to court... Until that moment, it was when I really loved him..."

An Xiu didn't interrupt He Yu'er's narration, but just poured tea for her herself.

"Sister Xiu, do you think I'm bad?" He Yuer suddenly asked An Xiu.

Anxiu thought for a while, then smiled and said, "If I were you, I would do the same. Yu'er, you are very afraid of entrusting your fate to others, aren't you?"

He Yuer froze for a moment, then nodded after a long while: "I'm afraid of dying on the bed alone like my mother. Sister Xiu, whether it's in Shangguan's house or in the royal family, I always feel that I am a spectator and a conqueror. Stepping on my feet, I use everything I can use to be ruthless..."

"Then what did you do in the end..." Anxiu asked.

"How did you die?" He Yu'er smiled, "It must be retribution! I was seriously ill, for no reason, and there were always many ghosts haunting me day and night. Huo Jue invited the best mage to pray for me day and night... Finally I got acquainted with Master Kong Bei, the abbot of Huangwu Temple, and he explained a lot of truths to me. He said, I have committed too many crimes in this life, and the disease can no longer be cured. It's the emperor, and Huo Jue always has no intention of governing for me. At that time, I thought, he was always for me, and I wanted to do it for him once, so I chose to commit suicide..."

"Didn't you jump into the river?" Anxiu asked curiously.

He Yuer looked at Anxiu suspiciously: "You know?"

"There is a bit of residual memory in my head." An Xiu said honestly.

"It's jumping into the river. Master Kongbei told me the time, and asked me to tell Huo Jue to wait for me for ten years. At that time, I thought that Master Kongbei wanted me to give Huo Jue a thought, but it didn't work. He was also an outsider. Master. After my death, my soul floated for a long time... Master Kongbei took me in Huangwu Temple for three months, let me be baptized by Buddhism, and then released me... At that time, I don’t know who this body is, she Kind of silly, I always taught her behind her back... I was relieved until you came five years ago..."

"You came when Yu'er was three years old?" An Xiu asked.

"Well, at that time, her lifespan was over. Master Kongbei helped me to do it and got it here..." He Yu'er laughed, "This world is very strange. If I didn't die once, I really don't know. There is another time and space. There is, and I will not believe that people will have power beyond the heavens..."

"What do you know?" Anxiu asked.

"I don't know anything, but I know you will..." He Yuer smiled, "Are you able to control other people's thoughts and let them give you money?"

Only then did Anxiu burst out laughing and shook her head.There is a pot of Qiumei placed in the corner, the green leaves are lush in summer, and the decoration of the room is also extremely beautiful.With Anxiu's thought, the pot of Qiumei slowly climbed up the window lattice and sealed the window.

He Yuer's eyes widened, she was extremely shocked: "It turns out..."

Anxiu's mind was moving, and the pot of Qiumei returned to its original appearance, as if it had never changed.

"No matter how old you were, I respect you as my elder sister. Sister Xiu, I haven't figured out one thing until today... Master Kongbei asked me to live another life, not for Huo Jue, but for myself Let me understand what friendship is, what is love between a man and a woman, what is family love... Sister Xiu, if Huo Jue can be sent away smoothly this time, Yu'er is willing to ask for nothing in her life, to be good to you and father, and to third brother, Treat Sister Ningyan well, don't count anyone or anything...I didn't realize until today that I don't like Huo Jue that much...I don't want to live in the days of life-and-death struggles in the Royal Courtyard..."

Anxiu hugged He Yuer, neither of them spoke.

After a while, An Xiucai said: "Yu'er, why are you going to the Huo family? Do you really like the old lady?"

He Yu'er told An Xiu about the conditions for entering the palace. The reason why she went to Huo's house was to be able to enter the palace to accompany Huo Jue.She wanted to go back and defeat Shangguan Chengri to avenge the murder of her mother; to defeat her sister Shangguan Shenwei to avenge her husband's death.

But it was only a moment to change my mind.

Huo Jue can fall in love with "He Yuer" today, and he can also fall in love with other women in the future.He no longer loves himself wholeheartedly, He Yu'er doesn't know how to fight in the palace.She is so vicious, one day he will know, he will get tired of it.

Isn't it better?After his death, he will live in his heart all his life, and no woman can take her place.For the sake of her own words, Shangguan Shenwei has been just a concubine all her life, and even if Shangguan Xiu'an is gone, she cannot take the throne.

"This is the best ending in my life. Sister Xiu, I want to go home and live..." He Yuer said.

"But, according to what you said, the Huo family raised you for the sake of power, so how can they let you go when you come back?" An Xiu asked.

"This needs Huo Jue's help... Sister Xiu, don't go to the palace. It's good to have good clothes and good food, but I'm very tired, and I can't even sleep well..." He Yuer persuaded, "You are rich, and your life will not be better than that in the palace. Difference…"

The night was getting dark, but the two of them didn't feel sleepy. They kept figuring out how to get Huo Jue back, but He Shusheng's betrayal was forgotten.

"My brother pretends to be a sister in his heart, so he won't marry someone so easily. Sister Xiu, do you know that the chief examiner for this exam is Huo Simiao, the eldest son of Huo Dongran? Do you think there will be an accident in the examination room?" Why, my brother has no choice but to go to the step of joining the Huo family?" He Yuer said, "Perhaps the Huo family has taken a fancy to my brother early in the morning, so they used tricks... Sister Xiu, do you want to send someone to the capital to investigate?"

"If it's true, the current status of the Huo family is something you and I can't afford to offend. What's the use of finding out? If not, then He Shusheng is greedy for glory and wealth. Wouldn't it be more sad to find out?" An Xiu thought Thoroughly, "Maybe he is destined not to be my beloved. Since he has already married another wife, I am afraid that the divorce letter will be sent back...No matter what it is, Yu'er, you and my father are my family..."

"If I knew this, I shouldn't have let him study at the beginning..." He Yuer sighed, "You don't have to suffer such grievances."

"Yu'er, brother Qin came over to talk to me this morning. Now that I think about it, it makes sense." Anxiu smiled, "He said that in a person's life, gains and losses are predestined. Where is it?" What to gain and what to lose, when to gain and what to lose, it has long been doomed... We are just working hard to get to that place and at that time. I think it is very right. I am going to be abandoned by He Shusheng, but it is doomed a long time ago. This is the trajectory of my destiny. Even if he doesn't study, my destiny will not change..."

He Yuer pointed to Lamei in the corner, and suddenly laughed: "A person like you actually believes in fate!"

"Do you believe it?" Anxiu didn't smile, "Yu'er, you have been fighting all your life, and you couldn't escape in the end..."

Hearing this sentence again, He Yu'er felt very normal, calm without joy or sorrow, she smiled: "Sister Xiu, what you said is quite right...then won't you pursue it with my brother?"

"Let him go." Anxiu thought for a while before saying, "I remembered Zhenzhen's words again, I treat him mercilessly, but I must let others treat him mercilessly, otherwise it would be too selfish. In my heart, Shusheng... It's not the beloved who must be him..."

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