GodfallTwo-dimensional

Chapter 603 Lonely genius
Since it has something to do with her, it doesn't matter if I listen to it.

Thinking of this, Shiina Mashiro showed a natural look on his face, and obediently stood aside, ready to continue listening.

"That's right, the reason why I don't continue painting is because of Zhenbai. In fact, it's not just me, there are many people who gave up painting because of Zhenbai."

Rita laughed at herself, she thought of the days back then, and it still makes people feel so painful to think about it now, but now that she has a listener, she is still willing to speak out and tell the other party, but when she speaks, she seems to be talking to herself The self-talk is ordinary: "The children in Grandpa Zhenbai's studio are different from the innocent children in the painting classrooms outside. Everyone is learning professional painting, and they only hope to become famous painters. Come all the way from all over the world."

"These children have always thought that they are special. After all, if they are not special, they cannot enter Grandpa Zhenbai's studio. In the art world, that studio is like a holy place. Those who can enter are the proud sons of heaven. .”

"Although it may be a little inappropriate to say this, I was once a member of it, and it was quite good, because I have been drawing since I was sensible. For me, drawing is the future, no matter what I draw. , My parents and grandpa will praise me. I am very happy to hear their praise. I practice painting desperately in order to draw better, and I keep painting all the time just to get their praise.”

Speaking of this, the expression on Rita's face began to become a little scary, and she said in a cold voice: "But, everything has changed little by little since Zhenbai came, yes, everything It's different, so are my parents and grandpa. They are all obsessed with Zhenbai's talent, and they don't pay attention to other things at all, and I'm just one of them, so I started to look for it constantly. I did not give up on the Mashiro competition, I kept failing, just to be able to win that Shiina Mashiro just once, so that my family could pay attention to me again."

"I don't know how many times I failed, but I never gave up, but one day my grandpa and parents told me to forget it, because I couldn't win Zhenbai, so forget it, and it's meaningless to continue drawing, so forget it! That is to say I was an unwanted child, so I was just given up."

"The result is like this, not unexpected, the reality presented is very cruel, because everyone is like a waste in front of Zhenbai.

But in the comparatively talented world of fine art, all of this is taken for granted.

That's right, it's a matter of course, the strong prey on the weak is the same no matter where it is, the waste will be eliminated by the strong.

If you want to become a real artist, you will inevitably eliminate many people, and use these people as stepping stones to keep moving forward.

But our situation at that time was a little different, because of the existence of Zhenbai. "

"No matter how hard we try, we can't become the same as Zhenbai. We are completely inferior to her. Zhenbai is always so dazzling, and Zhenbai's eyes don't look at us at all. Zhenbai easily destroys us with invisible weapons. The children who gathered in the studio for painting have trampled on the dreams and hopes of all our peers who aspire to be painters, just like they are now, and never show a trace of guilt."

"And as long as you look at Zhenbai's paintings, you will feel that all of us are different from the world she exists in. It makes people realize what real talent is, and incompetent people are fakes.

It seems to be mocking us, incompetent people can't succeed no matter what, even if they try their best, they can't see the shadow of Zhenbai, even Zhenbai has never looked at anyone in the painting!This is the biggest insult to us as painters! "

"I still remember that Zhenbai once told me that I will definitely be able to become a great painter. People like you must not be able to understand my feelings. Since Zhenbai told me that I can become a great painter, let me do it A dream, even if it was abandoned by my family, I still did not give up because of Zhenbai's words, but I was wrong from the beginning, and in the end it was useless and took away the dream from me without authorization! I even saw it with my own eyes As a painter, I, all of this is the fault of Zhenbai, it is all the fault of Zhenbai!!"

Rita's heart-piercing voice resounded nearby, as if she had been abandoned by the world, full of unwillingness and resentment.

There was a bang, as if something had fallen to the ground.

The sudden sound made Rita and Wang Hao startled, they turned around together, and looked at each other where the sound came from.

What fell on the ground was a plastic bag containing three bottles of black tea, and a beautiful girl stood there at some point.

Shiina Mashiro's face was already pale, and the usual indifference disappeared long ago, his eyes were empty and full of confusion, he kept mumbling to himself, repeating the same words: "Rita, I'm sorry...I'm sorry ……sorry……"

Zhenbai kept apologizing on the spot by himself, his face was full of bewilderment towards the world, like a drowning person who couldn't find a straw to save his life, so helpless.

It was as if I had suddenly re-acquainted with the world, I didn't know what to do next, I just stood there in confusion and fear, everything was full of fear.

"Is it still useful to say this now? I don't need your apology! I hate Zhenbai the most, if only Zhenbai didn't exist from the beginning!!!"

Rita shouted excitedly, showing a terrifying expression that Zhenbai had never seen before, making the latter even more at a loss, feeling so strange to her friends from childhood to adulthood at this moment, she just kept apologizing , repeating the three words "sorry".

Seeing this scene, Wang Hao had a complicated look on his face. It was a bit unexpected for Zhenbai to appear here. He never thought of involving Zhenbai in such a thing.

But it's too late to say anything now. Although Zhenbai is simple, he is not stupid. Even if Wang Hao said some remedies, it would not help.

Now that Zhenbai knows, there is nothing he can do. Although he really wants Zhenbai to be a carefree and innocent girl, it seems impossible now.

It is not a bad thing to let the other party understand some things.

"enough!"

Thinking of this, Wang Hao turned around and looked at Rita, his face was already indifferent: "Have you finished what you want to say?"

Originally, Wang Hao thought that the other party should be more different, and he should also know what Zhenbai thinks.

But obviously, after listening to Rita's words, Wang Hao realized that the other party didn't know the truth at all.

He was a little disappointed, and looked at Rita and continued with a blank expression: "If that's all you want to say, it's really boring. I didn't expect that the friends that Zhenbai trusted since childhood would be so miserable. Talking about my own misfortune, I never tried to understand Zhenbai's thoughts."

"What do you mean by that? Mabai and I have grown up together since childhood, do you think I don't know what she thinks?!"

"Literally, I said that you are a selfish and arrogant guy who doesn't care about other people's thoughts at all! Can a childhood sweetheart who grew up together be able to understand another person's thoughts? It's so simple! You really know the truth now In this case, do you know what she likes now? Do you know how much effort she has put in behind the scenes? You don’t know anything at all!”

"Ho! Stop talking about Rita like that! It's all my fault, I was too stupid to notice..."

Shiina Mashiro said to Wang Hao, trembling all over, like an abandoned cat.

Because she was afraid of being hated by Rita, she was afraid and fearful, just like being abandoned.

Rita is such an important existence to Zhenbai, she usually doesn't care about other people's eyes at all, perhaps the only person she cares about is Rita.

In the ten years since the age of six, I have been painting with Mashiro, the only friend who has been face to face.

So Zhenbai cares about Rita very much, because Rita is a childhood sweetheart and the only friend, even Zhenbai has unknowingly regarded her as a relative, so she is afraid of losing.

For Zhenbai, who has only been around Rita since she was a child, Rita has become an important part of her life, and it is for her to get in touch with other things besides painting.

I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the light.

Rita Einsworth is a ray of light in Shiina Mashiro's life, bringing a light of hope.

"Sorry, Zhenbai, I have to say something now."

Wang Hao wanted to stretch out his hand and rub Zhenbai's head, but he stretched it halfway and then retracted. Now Zhenbai must know everything clearly.

However, he looked at Rita even colder, and continued: "Surely, even if one person is injured, he will not tell others what happened, but a silly child who will bear everything silently behind his back, what are you talking about? Have you ever thought about the grandiose words?"

"To shut up!"

"You haven't thought about it at all! If you use other people as a reason, then it's fine, but don't you know? You are drawing when you are drinking coffee, and you are drawing when you are playing. Even you Zhenbai is also drawing while sleeping, even you who is regarded as a friend by Zhenbai never know what Zhenbai is doing and thinking, I thought Zhenbai still has you as a friend, it seems that you are just to satisfy yourself Don’t you really know that Zhenbai has nothing but paintings? A guy who gives up halfway has no right to say that about a person who has been working hard!"

"Shut up! Shut up!!"

"It's Zhenbai's fault for what you say. You know that Zhenbai doesn't understand these things at all. She won't understand these things if you don't tell them to Zhenbai, so you just keep making excuses for yourself. Work hard in response to other people's expectations, blame others when you fail, and never say what you want to do. You seem to have no explanation at all? You keep talking about other people's faults from beginning to end, but you are constantly anxious, Fear, sorrow, suspicion, self-blame, depression, hatred, hostility, resentment, revenge, jealousy! In fact, you are the one who has made mistakes! Why don’t you say these things? It’s because you are unwilling to face the reality at all !"

Words are like frost, ruthless and cold, and realistic and explicit.

Wang Hao's words ruthlessly broke Rita's disguise like a sharp sword, and the latter said excitedly: "Shut up! You don't know anything at all! You are so high up, you obviously don't know anything People who just analyze others by themselves, and then talk about it are really bad! What fun is there in doing this? You bastard!!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Rita ran forward, reaching out her hand to hit Wang Hao.

Wang Hao looked at Rita who was rushing over expressionlessly, and when the other party approached, he dodged to the side lightly, and sarcastically said mercilessly: "Is this the only level you have?"

"Ah! Shut up! If you're a man, just stand where you are and watch if I don't tear your nasty mouth in half!!"

After being dodged by the other party, Rita was depressed and even more irritable. She felt like a clown.

Wang Hao turned a blind eye to all this, still mercilessly sarcastically: "If you can do it, try it."

The irritability that could not be vented filled Rita's heart, and she was so angry that she picked up her bag and threw it at Wang Hao, but unfortunately, the latter dodged it one by one.

She picked up the drink that fell on the ground and threw it over, but Wang Hao easily dodged it aside. In the end, when there was nothing to throw away, Rita gave Wang Hao a vicious look with red eyes, and turned around and ran away alone.

There was a slight drizzle in the sky, the wind rolled up the fallen leaves, and the pedestrians in the amusement park began to leave in twos and threes.

Wang Hao just looked at all this coldly, he would not go to Rita, because Zhenbai's current situation made people more worried.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there were gradually no people around.

Shiina Mashiro is like a homeless cat, curled up alone next to the streetlight in the amusement park.

Wang Hao approached the other party quietly, silently covering the real white hair with his clothes.

Cold air, freezing rain.

This world seems to have lost its warmth to Shiina Mashiro.

Rita's words completely negate Shiina Mashiro's past life.

"Hao, I don't know anything, I never thought of hurting Rita, I'm a bad boy..."

Shiina Mashiro raised her head in a daze. Those were a pair of empty eyes, which made people feel distressed when they saw it.

"No, Mashiro, you are not wrong. From the day you met me, I knew that the girl named Shiina Mashiro has always been so kind and innocent, as if she was carefree and shouldn't Existing in this society is like an elf. You have brought me and everyone in the Modern Dimension Research Institute a lot of joy. I always believe that I can meet Shiina Mashiro, it is really great!"

　Alas, the military training is really a bit tiring, and thank you for the reward QAQ
　　
　
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