The ugliest queen ever

Chapter 168 Chapter 179
At the beginning of the night, people are already asleep.In the silence and peace, the silvery moonlight shines on the ground, and the mournful chirping of crickets can be heard everywhere.The aroma of the night permeates the air, weaving into a soft net, covering all the scenery in it.What the eyes come into contact with is covered with this soft net, every plant and tree is not as realistic as in the daytime, they all have blurred and illusory colors, each of which hides its own Every detail keeps its secrets, making people feel like a dream.
Su Xueqing stood in the yard wearing a coarse shirt, quietly staring at the sky as thick as an inkstone.
The faces of Guoguo, Qing'er, Lu'er, Chu Yaofan, Su Yinfeng and others flashed in her mind one by one.In the end, it was fixed on Sikong Jue's face.
I haven't seen them for half a month, and in a blink of an eye, I am already in a foreign country.Will there be a chance to see them again in this life?I don't know, how are they doing, and he is really just using her to pretend?Or is it Fang Leyao's nonsense?
Perhaps, half a month ago, she was struggling every day on how to return to Xidan, how to approach the palace, how to expose Fang Leyao's viciousness, and how to put Fang Leyao to death.However, after half a month, she found that all those intense thoughts in the past had disappeared without a trace.
Hate, gone.The remaining nostalgia was also scattered.Yes, back to the palace, does she really want to go back to the palace?She had asked herself countless times, would she really choose to step into that dispute again?
She didn't know, she only knew that in the days when she left the palace, although she was tortured by pain every day, her body and mind were relaxed like never before.
At this time, it is like the night sky in the sky, and thoughts can expand infinitely with it.No more fatigue, no more boredom.
Half a month ago, she was still the empress empress of Xidan, but after half a month, she realized that everything was so far away from her.
Yes, the palace, the empress, those things did not belong to me in the first place. If it wasn't for the wrong time travel, she would be just an ordinary and ordinary person now.She should stay away from the power, fights, and incidents in the palace, and avoid the world of mortals. Should she choose her next path?
Just when she asked herself like this again, Alan's bright smiling face suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.
His teeth are very white, and when he smiles, he looks a bit like a modern spokesperson for toothpaste advertisements.
He said, "Ah Qing, what's the matter with you? Why don't you go to bed? Do you know you're going to Jincheng tomorrow, so you're so excited that you can't sleep?"
Looking back at Alan, I actually found that he was much more excited than myself.Su Xueqing didn't know how to answer him for a while, so she just nodded and said, "Yes, I can't sleep thinking about going to Jincheng tomorrow." She doesn't know that she will leave here tomorrow and go to a strange place How to plan her future.
This journey through life is so disturbing.Having been here for so long, she still couldn't see herself as a person here.
I always feel that I don't belong here, and I always feel that there is no place for me here.She wondered if all the traversers had such thoughts.
"Me too, thinking of going to Jincheng tomorrow, if I can still make a living in Jincheng, I will be happy!" Alang said directly without hiding his joy.
After hearing this, Su Xueqing just smiled, but saw Alan lower his head shyly.
The atmosphere instantly seemed a little awkward. Alang's big eyes didn't dare to look at Su Xueqing, and he held back a few words after a long time: "Ah Qing, what are your plans for the future?"
Su Xueqing was startled for a moment, then smiled wryly: "Planning? I haven't thought of it yet, let's just take one step at a time!"
However, Alang raised his head with great concern, and said eagerly in his eyes: "Then, have your memories come back?"
"Memory?" It was never lost, but she didn't want it.Instead of keeping those unpleasant things, it's better to live again while it's not too late."I can't remember," she said.
His originally hopeful eyes quickly faded away, and he said worriedly for her: "It's okay, take your time. It's just that in the future, you have nowhere to go, so why not just follow me..."
"No need, Aaron, I know your kindness, but even if I can't remember my memories, I still have to work hard to find my family, at least let them know that I am still alive, so don't worry about me!" Yes, Su Xueqing said this because she didn't want to hurt Alan's heart.It is impossible for her to live with Alan, they are different people with different ideals and goals.In addition, Alang's mother is so guarded against her, and if she is with Alang, what else can she do besides dragging her down?
After hearing this, Alan felt that it made sense after thinking about it.At that moment, he was silent for a while and said, "Ah Qing, after entering the city tomorrow, are you going to leave?"
Hearing his words, his tone was a little sad and reluctant.
Even though the two of them only got along for half a month, Alan's kindness to her had already made her treat Alan as a relative.
At that moment, she stretched out her hand, stroked Alang's head, and said lovingly like a younger brother: "Yes, I'm leaving, I think even if I lose my memory, my relatives will still miss me, I have to find them Go!" That's right, Su Xueqing's current plan is to find Yeran and the others, even if they don't return to the palace, they can't lose contact with Yeran and the others.
Moreover, Yeran and the others said that they had also established their own power in Jinyuan country, so she wanted to start with Jinyuan country.
Alan was blushed a little by her intimacy, and shrugged off embarrassingly, "But you are a weak girl who is hurt and has lost her memory, so I don't feel relieved to let you go, why not..."
"Alang, it's so late, why don't you go to bed? You're going to Jincheng tomorrow. How can you delay such an important matter?"
Before A Lang finished speaking, Sang Hua Niang came out of nowhere and interrupted his words fiercely.At the same time, father Alan coughed from behind.
All the words stuck in his throat after his mother drank like this, he forgot how to say it for a moment.He could only blushed and stammered, unable to speak.Even looking into Su Xueqing's eyes was full of guilt.
Of course Su Xueqing knew why Sang Huaniang appeared at this time, and of course she intended to prevent his son from talking further.
So, she didn't speak, but just wanted to see how Sanghua's mother would perform the play in the attitude of a bystander.
"Hey, Miss Ah Qing, you haven't slept yet?"
Sang Huaniang asked intentionally to please her, a pair of cloudy eyes flicked across Su Xueqing's face from time to time.
Su Xueqing bowed her head lightly, then turned her eyes to the distance and said, "I couldn't sleep, so I went out for a walk. The same is true for Alan, we chatted for a while just now."
In order not to let Sang Huaniang misunderstand, Su Xueqing was the first to confess.
Sang Hua Niang felt relieved when she heard this, but she was still worried that her son was here, so she grabbed A Niang's arm and pulled it aside, saying, "Tomorrow is such an important day, don't go to bed yet, get your spirits up." Your cousin will find you an errand. Go, go to bed."
After finishing speaking, Sang Huaniang seemed to be very embarrassed and turned her head back and said: "Ah Qing, don't you want to leave tomorrow? You should go to bed early too, you will wake up this morning, you see you are so thin , how can you bear it?"
"I understand!" After hearing this, Su Xueqing was neither angry nor happy, but just stood where she was, watching A-Lang being entrusted away.
Along the way, Alang always looked back reluctantly, his eyes full of self-blame and helplessness.She knew that he wanted to help her, but he didn't have that ability at all.Because his parents didn't allow it.
In the distance, Sang Hua Niang's voice reprimanded her son: "Mother, you are really obsessed. In the past, your father and I really shouldn't have listened to you to save her. You are all focused on others."
"Aniang, what nonsense are you talking about?" Alan said in a slightly shy and annoyed voice.
Sang Huaniang deliberately raised the volume: "Don't think that I don't know your thoughts, you were born by me, how can I not understand you? Although Ah Qing is beautiful, a man will be fascinated when he sees it. But because In this way, you can't even get close to her, how many catties and taels do you know how much you care about? Can a good flower from someone else be rationed to this pile of cow dung for you?"
"Auntie, you..."
"Don't forget, when she was rescued, her attire and dress made her look like a rich family. Moreover, she is still a married woman. You, just stop beating her and let her go away by herself tomorrow." Just, stop thinking about it. We can't afford to mess with people like that."
"Mother, she is very pitiful, she lost her memory, and..."
"I don't care. Anyway, I always feel that this girl is not extraordinary. Don't be attached to her. It is impossible for her to fall in love with children from poor families like us. A Niang is also thinking about you. She doesn't want to hurt you or make you sad. You can't keep this girl. Even if you could keep it, Mommy and your daddy wouldn't dare to take it. Such a beautiful woman, it's just a disaster to keep her!"
"Aniang, I didn't..." When Alan said this, he was obviously low-key.
"It's not the best, anyway, after tomorrow, A Niang doesn't want to see her anymore. You don't know these few days, A Niang is always flustered and restless. A few days ago, those few people in the village A hooligan heard that we rescued a girl, and has been hanging around our door for several days. If you want them to see such a beautiful girl, is it okay?"
"Auntie..."
In the distance, Sanghuaniang and Alang were arguing.
Su Xueqing took a deep breath, and stared fixedly at the clear night sky.I suddenly felt sad and uncomfortable in my heart, stuck in my chest, feeling uncomfortable.
Why does Sang Huaniang dislike her so much?Why is it easy to cause trouble by emphasizing her appearance?
Could it be that her appearance has changed again?
Although she used to be soft and plump, she didn't reach the point of disaster.So now is it true that she has become beautiful again, or that Sang Huaniang has never seen a beautiful woman in the countryside all her life, so she thinks that her beauty is comparable to disaster?
The more Su Xueqing thought about it, the more strange she became. In order to solve the mystery, she found an ancient well in the backyard. Looking at the thin moonlight shining into the well, she walked over slowly.
Stepping on the dead leaves, the sound of "Zhizhi——" temporarily covered her panic.
She stood by the well, like a resentful female ghost.After a long time, she still stretched her head over.
The well water is cool, and there seems to be a chill on the face.A long-haired woman in the well was lost in thought facing the water.
The woman's appearance was absolutely empty, on her white and tender jade face, a pair of pear dimples appeared slightly between her cheeks, she didn't wear rouge, but she had a natural blush, which made her cheeks look like a viburnum flower that had just opened, white and transparent. red.The long black and curved eyebrows look like a painting, and a pair of eyes that yearn for light are fascinating, black and white, and rippling with fascinating charm.
Her long black hair was tied up with a wide pearly white ribbon, and when the night wind picked up, the flowing long hair exuded a fairy-like aura.
Reflected in the well, the dynamic and luxurious beauty of beauty flashes, and the solitary beauty of the two is added to the unique charm because of the clear and beautiful face. It seems to be like a fairy.
That's right, even the rough clothes can't hide her smooth and charming beauty like pearls, and her icy muscles and fine bones.
Who is this, she frowned slightly, even she almost didn't recognize herself.
If she hadn't seen the woman in the well doing the same thing as her, she really couldn't believe that her appearance had changed again.
Zeng Cheng's plump and sexy body has now become thin and misty, like a fairy falling from the sky.
When she lowered her head again, she in the well, her cold and proud eyes seemed to have no focus, and her dark eyes were filled with peace, but when they flowed, they were as cool as the sweet spring in the desert, as clear and bright as a pool of clear water, which made people feel ashamed. I feel sorry for you.
It's so beautiful, except for the shadow of the past, she can't believe it, this is really her current self!
Why did the two injuries change her appearance drastically?
This time, even she was fascinated by her appearance. Could it be that this is what "Su Xueqing" looks like?
No wonder, Sang Hua Niang would say such a thing.Her appearance is really too amazing, ordinary people, how dare to get close to her!

(End of this chapter)