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Chapter 91 The Virgin Complex (2)
Shan Yong asked indifferently: "That depends on what kind of big event. Although I have some relationship with the underworld, I never do anything that violates the law."

Shen Yue said: "Oh? Are your entertainment clubs and spa clubs all formal operations?"

Shan Yong suddenly smiled and said, "Then how do we look at such a thing? With so many companies evading taxes, do you think they have violated the law? There are so many hair salons on the street, who doesn't know what they do in them? Why can they exist? ?Some things are not as simple as you imagined, and they cannot be generalized. Dr. Shen, I know what you want to ask me. To tell you the truth, I don’t do things like murder and drug trafficking. I’m already old. I still want to live for a few more decades, and have a good death in the future, and I have no other ideas other than this."

Shen Yue sighed in his heart: Some people say that material deprivation and spiritual emptiness are two major tragedies in life, and it is not surprising that the person in front of him has such thoughts.Shen Yue nodded and said: "Maybe I will have the same thoughts as you when I reach your age. Boss Shan, in fact, I knew that Lu Wenhua's death should not have much to do with you after we met last time, but there are some things that you haven't talked about yet. Come out, things like you used to work with him, maybe a lot more."

Shan Yong sighed and said, "Well, some things can't be hidden from you in the end. In fact, it was my idea for Lu Wenhua to marry Song Mei."

After Tan Huade revealed that Shan Yong had worked in that factory, Shen Yue immediately thought of this possibility.But at this time, when he heard such words from Shan Yong himself, he was still shocked, and couldn't help asking: "Why?"

Shan Yong sighed and said, "I'm here to help Song Mei. Since I can't marry her, she must get married, right? Otherwise, what will happen when the child grows up? At that time, the factory was already inspecting Cheng technicians, so I went to ask Lu Wenhua , "Do you want to be the director of this workshop?" Lu Wenhua said, "How can I have such an opportunity?" I said, "If you promise one thing, this workshop director will definitely be yours." Immediately I said to him After learning about Song Mei's situation, he said to him, "You can take the initiative to ask Director Song to propose marriage, but at the same time, you must put forward your conditions. Director Song is a person who cares about face, and your conditions are not bad. There is no marriage in the factory." There are not many college students here, so this matter is probably okay’. Later, Lu Wenhua married Song Mei and became the workshop director at the same time, but I never thought that Technician Cheng could not think about it for a while and committed suicide by jumping off the building. I I began to blame myself and felt that I was responsible for the death of Technician Cheng. Every day when I went to work in the factory, I was terrified, and I always felt that Technician Cheng’s eyes were looking at me. I resigned soon..."

Shen Yue looked at him and asked in a low voice: "Actually, you have real feelings for Song Mei, don't you?"

Shan Yong waved his hand again and said: "What's the use of talking about those things now? I was young at that time, and I thought I was very smart, and I thought I was thinking of Song Mei and her children. Later, I finally figured it out. From me and Song Mei From the beginning of the relationship, I kept making big mistakes. At the beginning, I betrayed Lei Meng, and later I made my own proposal to arrange a marriage for Song Mei, but in the end, I made more mistakes..."

"If it's not bad, you've actually been making mistakes later on." Shen Yue said thoughtfully, "Although you resigned later, you have always been in touch with Lu Wenhua. You hope that Lu Wenhua treats Song Mei better, that's why you keep making mistakes. The relationship with Lu Wenhua is very good. I think if I were you, I would do the same."

Shan Yong nodded and said: "I really thought so at the time. For a while, I often invited Lu Wenhua to drink, in order to know how he treats Song Mei. Lu Wenhua is very boring, and he seldom tells me about his family affairs. But once when Lu Wenhua was drunk, he suddenly asked me, "Is Zhenzhen your child?" I didn't expect him to be so sensitive, so I hurriedly swore to him and said no. I told him that Zhenzhen was Lei Meng's child, Lei Meng was still in jail, so he believed it. I made some money later, but I didn’t dare to support him. I was worried that he would doubt the child again, so I gradually stopped going to him for drinks. I don't want to disturb Song Mei's life anymore. Until two years ago, after Song Mei passed away, Lu Wenhua came to me one day, that is, in this place, and I invited him to drink, good wine. He drank a little that day, and he Said to me, "Shan Yong, actually I know why you often bought me drinks before. You were afraid that I would bully Song Mei. Let me tell you, I have never bullied her in these years. But I don't like her because she married It was already unclean when it was given to me. Now that she is gone, I feel that I have been worthy of her in this life. I heard that you have a lot of beautiful women here, can you let me enjoy it too?' At that time I listened to him Having said that, what else can I say? Immediately, someone called more than a dozen girls to let him choose. As a result, he chose three at once. I didn’t say anything, so I asked someone to go I opened a room for him in a five-star hotel nearby. At this time, he was scared and asked me if I was safe. I smiled and said to him, "I know what you are worried about. You go to the hotel first, and they will come soon." .I guarantee you are absolutely safe'. He hasn't come to me since then. To be honest, I shouldn't have told you such a thing, after all, death is a big deal."

Shen Yue didn't expect such a thing to happen, and asked, "He must not have paid the money for the three girls that night, right?"

Shan Yong said: "It's impossible to ask him to pay. The girl here is top-notch and beautiful, and the price is not cheap. He can't afford it with his little income. He has made such a request for me for decades. Of course I I have to satisfy him. Besides, money is nothing to me, as long as he is happy."

Shen Yue asked: "Didn't you ask those girls what happened that night? I don't mean anything else, I just think you should have that kind of curiosity, it's human nature."

At that time, when Lu Wenhua went to Shan Yong, he probably had made up his mind before going to experience what the high-end entertainment he had heard about was like, and maybe that idea had been brewing in his heart for a long time, but Song May's death gave him a fitting reason.And Shan Yong is a man in the world, he can't refuse such a small thing, not to mention Song Mei is no longer around.But he knew Lu Wenhua well. He must have been surprised when Lu Wenhua suddenly made that request, and it should be a normal psychological reaction to be curious after being surprised.

Embarrassment flashed across Shan Yong's face, and he said with a wry smile: "It seems that nothing can be hidden from Dr. Shen. Yes, the next day I called the three girls to ask about the situation. The three girls Said that Lu Wenhua tossed them like crazy all night. One of the girls said that Lu Wenhua repeatedly asked them when, with whom, and what it was like for the first time. They thought this person was very strange.”

It should be that he thinks he is abnormal, but it's just hard to say it in front of Shan Yong.Shen Yue thought so.

Coming out of the Dynasty Entertainment Club, Shen Yue took a few deep breaths.What Shan Yong said just now made him feel a little tight in his chest.Now, Shen Yue knows at least one thing: even after many years, Lu Wenhua still hasn't got rid of the virginity complex deep in his heart.This is not abnormal, it is a typical psychological disorder.

Shen Yue still walked home, thinking about Lu Wenhua's character all the way.Vaguely, Shen Yue felt as if he had caught something, but that trace of inspiration was so erratic that he couldn't catch the core part of it.Later, he returned to the door of the house again in a dazed state, and he still couldn't remember how he had walked such a long distance.

After returning home, Shen Yue took a shower, talked with his mother for a while, then turned on the computer and sent an email to Dr. Robert in the United States.Just as he was about to put the computer on standby, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't opened the chat software for a long time.

The QQ icon is blinking, and after clicking it, there is a message to add friends.It's Song Zhenzhen.Only then did Shen Yue remember that she had given her a QQ number when she was in Zhuhai.Face-to-face counseling is best, followed by online counseling. At that time, he felt that Song Zhenzhen might have such a need.

Just after Song Zhenzhen's request to add friends was approved, the other party sent a message: "Mr. Shen, you finally added me. Thank you!"

Shen Yue: "I'm sorry, I've been too busy recently, so I haven't used the chat software."

Song Zhenzhen: "Mr. Shen, I know you are very busy, thank you for doing so much for our family. Recently, he and I, my dad, are going to come back. We will treat you to dinner then."

Shen Yue: "I'm very happy that your family can be reunited. You don't need to eat, and your family can get together well. By the way, go and see your mother after you come back. Her life is not easy."

Song Zhenzhen: "Yes."

Shen Yue: "Bless your family again."

Song Zhenzhen: "Mr. Shen, wait a minute, I want to tell you something. There is a man in our company who has been pursuing me, and I think he is good, but every time he asks me out, I can't help myself to refuse him. I know this is my psychological problem, but I just can't get out. Teacher Shen, can you tell me what to do?"

Shen Yue: "Is it still the same recently? Or are you afraid of having intimate contact with men?"

Song Zhenzhen: "Well. He sent me flowers today. Although I accepted it, I just couldn't convince myself to agree to go to lunch with him."

Shen Yue: "Very good. This shows that you are slowly coming out of the psychological shadow. Such a thing must go through a process, and perhaps family affection will finally let you get rid of the shadow in your heart."

Song Zhenzhen: "Thank you, Teacher Shen."

At this time, Shen Yue's heart suddenly moved: Maybe there is something else in the shadow in her heart.He immediately asked, "What's in the dream you often have recently?"

Song Zhenzhen: "Dream? Let me think about it... By the way, I had a dream a few days ago, and that dream often appeared before. Teacher Shen, it's hard for me to say it..."

Shen Yue: "I'm a psychiatrist. Don't have any worries. Of course I'll keep it a secret for you. I also had some unbearable dreams, which are normal. I want to know more about your psychological state. In this way Maybe you can find other sources of your psychological shadow."

Song Zhenzhen: "I dreamed that I was in a hair salon, wearing revealing clothes. Many men came to ask me how much I could spend the night, and I said I don't do such things."

Shen Yue seemed to understand, and asked, "Did Lu Wenhua appear in your dream?"

Song Zhenzhen: "It happened before, he gave me a lot of money, called me a 'miss', and then came to take off my clothes. I woke up at that time every time. In the dream a few days ago, he It didn't show up, but in my dream, when I found myself in the hair salon with such revealing clothes, I cried, and I woke up crying all at once."

Shen Yue: "Zhenzhen, I'm asking you a question as a psychiatrist. You're still a virgin now, aren't you?"

After a while, Song Zhenzhen replied: "Yes."

Shen Yue: "I know what your biggest psychological shadow is. You hate yourself in your heart, look down on yourself, and feel that you are inferior, just like some girls in the hair salon. But another voice in your heart is resisting, she I am telling you that you are not a 'Miss', you are still flawless. Zhenzhen, close your eyes and think carefully, isn't that true?"

The best way to analyze your dreams is to meditate.Through meditation, part of the true meaning of dreams can be restored.This is the most basic method of psychology.

After a while, Song Zhenzhen replied: "It seems like that."

Shen Yue: "That's right. Zhenzhen, judging from your situation, there are two reasons for your current situation. One is the harm Lu Wenhua once did to you; the other is your inner inferiority complex, and you The contempt for yourself in your heart. Judging from your dreams a few days ago, the psychological shadow caused by Lu Wenhua’s harm to you has been gradually eliminated by yourself. Because Lu Wenhua is dead, he will not cause any harm to you anymore , your heart has agreed with this. But your biggest problem now is yourself, you have not really come out of inferiority and self-contempt. Zhenzhen, you are complete, of course you are pure, this cannot be tolerated Doubt. Since this is the case, why do you still feel inferior and despise yourself? You should love boldly and don’t be afraid. Your lover will find out that you are a rare and purest girl. I firmly believe in this, and I believe even more The person who pursues you really loves you, otherwise he would not have persisted for so many years. You should firmly believe in your purity and your future is happy."

Song Zhenzhen: "Yes. Mr. Shen, you are really good."

Shen Yue sent her a smiling face: "Just kidding, some people say that virgins are now rare animals. Zhenzhen, you are a rare animal."

Song Zhenzhen: "Haha! Thank you, Teacher Shen!"

Shen Yue finally let out a long breath of relief.Psychotherapy is not a simple, easy thing.The first step is to gain the full trust of the other party, otherwise it is impossible for the other party to open up to the psychiatrist; the second is to find the root of the other party's psychological abnormalities, and then carry out targeted psychological counseling.A psychological problem is like a tightly tied knot. To untie it requires superb wisdom. After untie it, you need to stretch it, smooth it, and let the knot finally disappear into the invisible.Just now, Shen Yue used very strong psychologically suggestive language, and that was the purpose.

Then Shen Yue chatted with Song Zhenzhen for a while, but they only talked about trivial matters.This was to let Song Zhenzhen relax completely—the psychological counseling was over, and Shen Yue didn't pay attention to her privacy at all, it was just for her treatment.This is also a very important process, otherwise it will be easy for the other party to have a new psychological shadow.

After the chat between the two of them ended, Shen Yue fell into deep thought.The hint of inspiration that appeared on the way back became more and more clear, it seemed to be not far away, although it was slightly foggy, but it poked its head out from time to time.

"Miss"... Suddenly, this word lit up Shen Yue's mind.Got it, I got it!Shen Yue suddenly stood up... Wait, wait, let me think about it again, and reorganize the most critical points.

He lay on the bed, closed his eyes, and started sorting out from Shan Yong's persuasion of Lu Wenhua to marry Song Mei... That's it, it should be like this, the truth is likely to be in the next investigation.That's right, such a possibility exists, and it is completely in line with Lu Wenhua's psychological development track.

Shen Yue jumped up from the bed, picked up the phone and called Long Huamin: "I seem to have found the reason why Lu Wenhua was murdered. I need to talk to you about Lu Wenhua immediately."

(End of this chapter)