monologue

Chapter 87 Mental Hospital (1)
Seeing Shen Yue come out of Shan Yong's office with a dejected face, Kang Ruxin's bright eyes dimmed instantly. She knew that this trip was fruitless again.Shen Yue didn't say anything, and walked straight towards the elevator.Kang Ruxin thought that he was in a bad mood, but she didn't expect that after getting out of the elevator, Shen Yue said in a daze: "We were all wrong, I should have come here alone."

Kang Ruxin couldn't help asking: "Why?"

Shen Yue glanced at Zeng Yingjie and said: "We are all used to and stubbornly think of a person as bad, but in fact this person is not as bad as we imagined. From a certain point of view, he is just an ordinary person. Same."

Kang Ruxin pursed her lips and said, "Didn't you find that his office was an obscene den when you entered? Isn't such a bad person?"

Shen Yue smiled wryly in her heart: Women's thinking is often so simple and direct.He said: "There is a kind of sadness in life called decadence. A person who has no goals and direction in life is either depressed or decadent. They have no choice but to choose to be drunk today. Although Shan Yong's entertainment clubs and spa centers It is very profitable, but after all, the structure is too small. The real estate industry has been so hot these years. Why didn’t he get involved? There are so many opportunities for people like him, but they gave up so many opportunities. Why? Maybe, only him You know the pain yourself."

Why is he always able to look at problems from another angle?At this time, Kang Ruxin suddenly remembered what Shen Yue said that night: Our perception of others is often one-sided.

After a moment of silence, Kang Ruxin asked: "Then, what shall we do next?"

Shen Yue raised his head to look at the sky, time passed so fast, it was already the beginning of the lights.It hasn't snowed a few days ago, and the sun has melted all the white on the trees in the past two days, and the weather has become colder.There are more white clouds in the sky, the sky at night is extremely cold, the moon is hazy, the stars are far away, and there is a trace of reality in the dream.Shen Yue's voice seemed a little ethereal: "I can feel that the truth is getting closer and closer to us, and now there is only one trigger point missing, but I still don't know what the trigger point is."

Kang Ruxin suddenly became excited, and said: "Tell me, let's discuss it together, maybe it can trigger your inspiration."

But Shen Yue shook his head and said: "It's not a question of triggering inspiration. Up to now, I feel that I have understood the main character traits of Lu Wenhua, and I have also entered a part of his inner world, but I still can't fully understand him. Wait. Wait, maybe it's just a little bit closer. I can feel that it won't be long before I can fully enter his inner world."

Kang Ruxin joked: "Don't... don't you want to try to find such an ugly woman?"

Zeng Yingjie couldn't help laughing beside him.Shen Yue didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but of course he knew that Kang Ruxin was joking with him, so he said: "To enter the other party's soul, it doesn't mean that you have to do that. I have a beautiful girlfriend like you, and I am completely satisfied." I don't have any special hobbies like Lu Wenhua's."

Kang Ruxin was embarrassed all of a sudden, she didn't expect this guy to be so straightforward in front of Zeng Yingjie.Zeng Yingjie was also a little embarrassed, and said: "I'll go back first, Lele asked me to have dinner with you. Call me anytime if you have anything to do."

"Why are you like this? Yingjie was here just now." After Zeng Yingjie left, Kang Ruxin blamed coquettishly with a blushing face.Shen Yue said nonchalantly, "What's the matter? I like you and I should tell you face to face. Traditional Chinese culture is not always good, so why be restrained? Sometimes the result of restraint is lack of communication, conflicts and barriers." origin."

Kang Ruxin couldn't help bursting into laughter, and said, "It seems that you have almost been assimilated by Western culture."

Shen Yue still smiled and said: "Western culture is not all bad things. For example, you are holding my arm now. If you go back a few decades, this would be unimaginable. In fact, this is also Western culture. The result of the influence. Today's young people are still kissing in public."

Kang Ruxin stared at him: "You are not allowed to act like that from now on!"

With a strange smile on Shen Yue's face, he asked her in a low voice: "You mean, we can do that, as long as it's not in public?"

Kang Ruxin felt that her legs were a little floating, and her body limply leaned towards him: "Don't..."

The investigation of the case has been in a state of confusion, which made Shen Yue feel a little anxious.But at this time, after the two people's different love words, in the warm atmosphere, all troubles seemed to go away in an instant.

The next morning, Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin went to Lu Wenhua's house again.Lu Zhan had already left the city, and the photos of Lu Wenhua and Song Mei hung on the wall, and the room was filled with a desolate and desolate atmosphere.

Kang Ruxin still didn't understand why Shen Yue came to this place again, and asked suspiciously: "Do you think our police missed something?"

Shen Yue shook his head and said: "I want to go deeper into Lu Wenhua's inner world. He has lived here for so many years, maybe there is still some of his breath left in this room."

Kang Ruxin couldn't help shivering: "Your words are scary."

Shen Yue smiled and said, "Isn't it daytime? What are you afraid of? I'm here."

Kang Ruxin followed behind Shen Yue, and together with him entered each room in the house one by one.The police had already searched these rooms carefully, and found nothing special.Shen Yue also read the case files carefully, but now he didn't come here to find clues.

There is a double bed and a wardrobe in the master bedroom, which are very old.There was no dressing table, Shen Yue thought, maybe there was such a piece of furniture in the beginning, it could fit in the room.When he came to the bedside, a faint musty smell wafted into his nasal cavity, making him sneeze.He sat on the edge of the bed and lay down slowly, the bed made a creaking sound.

Although Kang Ruxin had long been used to him being like this, seeing him lying flat on the bed with his eyes closed, he still couldn't help feeling a little worried: he wouldn't really think of himself as Lu Wenhua, would he?Suddenly Shen Yue said: "This bed is too hard. It's not comfortable to sleep at all."

Kang Ruxin couldn't help but laughed: "You... Let me ask you, if you were alone in this room, would you be afraid?"

Shen Yue still closed his eyes and said, "Maybe. I'm not an atheist."

Kang Ruxin was surprised: "Do you believe that there are ghosts and gods in this world? Although I am also afraid, I don't believe that there are really such things in this world. I am just afraid."

Shen Yue sat up from the bed at once, looked at her and said, "No, what you believe is just that your long-term living environment, your philosophy, and your career make you not believe it. But your subconscious is There are those things, otherwise why would you be afraid? Any emotional reaction comes from within us."

Kang Ru thought for a while, and felt that what he said seemed to be right, and asked, "So, is there really such a thing in this world?"

But Shen Yue shook his head: "I don't know. But psychology does not deny the existence of ghosts and gods, nor does it think that past and present lives are superstitions. There are psychologists in the world who specialize in research in this area, and have achieved some results. You Think about it, if there are ghosts, wouldn't we be like that after death? If so, what is there to be afraid of? In fact, we all know that it is not the ghosts that are really scary, but our hearts. "

Kang Ruxin smiled and said, "Anyway, what you said makes sense." Just as she was speaking, she saw Shen Yue leave the master bedroom. The sense of fear struck again, and Kang Ruxin hurriedly followed out.

Shen Yue entered the next room, the furnishings inside were still simple: a desk, a men's sportswear hanging on the wall.Shen Yue came out after taking a look, and said, "This is Lu Zhan's room. I think Lu Wenhua seldom came in during his lifetime. His thoughts were not on this son at all."

With that said, he went straight into the room in the innermost corner.This is Song Zhenzhen's room. A single wooden bed is placed against the wall, and a meter-high color sticker is pasted on the bedside and the wall on the right.A beautiful small desk is next to the head of the bed. On the other side of the small desk is a dressing table and a white wardrobe.

Shen Yue turned around and said to Kang Ruxin, "Go and lie down on the bed."

Kang Ruxin was startled: "What are you doing?"

Shen Yue smiled and said, "What are you afraid of? I'm not Lu Wenhua."

Kang Ruxin was worried, but also curious.She went to the bed and sat down, glanced at Shen Yue, blushed slightly, and lay down slowly.At this moment, there was a trace of panic in her heart, and it seemed that she also had a trace of expectation, trembling in her heart, she closed her eyes.After a while, she suddenly felt something was wrong, she felt that a pair of eyes were staring at her face, and then she felt Shen Yue's breath, just above her face.

There was a strange reaction in her heart, and she was looking forward to it.

At this time, Shen Yue had already quietly walked to the head of the bed, leaning over to look at Kang Ruxin's face on the bed.The face in front of her is so fair, delicate and soft.Her lightly closed eyelids were trembling, and her lips were slightly opened... Shen Yue found that he really couldn't enter Lu Wenhua's inner world, because the Kang Ruxin in front of him was the one he really loved.Only love, no evil thoughts.

After a while, Kang Ruxin didn't feel any movement from Shen Yue, and the air was filled with terrifying silence.Did he leave?Suddenly a sense of fear struck, and Kang Ruxin hurriedly opened her eyes... Shen Yue was looking down at herself, with soft eyes and a sweet smile on her face.At this moment, Kang Ruxin seemed to have forgotten where she was, her eyes instantly became hazy, and she called softly: "Shen Yue..."

Shen Yue suddenly woke up, stood up straight from the bent over state, and said softly: "Let's go."

A trace of disappointment flashed in Kang Ruxin's heart, but she immediately thought: Even if something happened to him in such a place, it would be unlucky.She asked, "Just leave like this? Didn't you say..."

Shen Yue smiled wryly and shook his head: "I can't enter the state. Lu Wenhua is like an ascetic at home, but he is full of desires everywhere. I have some doubts that he has a dual personality. But he is not a dual personality. Personality, he simply knew what he was doing at all times."

Went to the living room with Kang Ruxin, Shen Yue looked at Song Mei's portrait on the wall, and asked: "Tell me, what kind of person is Lu Wenhua? Well, maybe you don't know him well, and you never thought about it. Go get to know him in the future.” Then he shifted his gaze to Lu Wenhua’s portrait, looked at Lu Wenhua’s melancholy eyes and the aloof expression on the corner of his mouth, and asked again: “Lu Wenhua, tell me Me, what have you done? Who gave you the deadliest knife?"

The silence and emptiness in the room made his voice echo in the air, and Kang Ruxin felt a chill running down his back, so he couldn't help but grabbed Shen Yue's arm.Shen Yue suddenly felt her nervousness and fear, felt apologetic, patted her hand on his arm lightly, and said, "It's okay. Let's go."

When she got downstairs, Kang Ruxin let out a long sigh of relief. At this moment, she suddenly found that the air outside was so fresh and free.Yes, freedom, no fear, no sorrow, no depression.The air with a hint of chill enters the lungs through the warmth of the respiratory tract, the oxygen is absorbed, and happily enters the blood, nourishing every cell in the body, and feeling refreshing and pleasant from the body to the soul; the carbon dioxide is freely absorbed Filter it out, exhale it into the air, form a wisp of white mist, and dissipate between the sky and the earth... This feeling is really amazing, it can make people really feel their own existence, and realize that they are really in this world. sprites.

The police still haven't made any progress on Lu Wenhua's case. There are no cameras in the family area of ​​the factory, so it is difficult to find the whereabouts of suspicious persons through such channels.The houses in the family area were relatively closed, and the time of the incident was winter night. People were either immersed in the TV series or had already gone to bed. The police visited and investigated for several days and still found nothing.

Long Huamin was not in a hurry, the cracking of Kan Sitong's car accident gave him full confidence in Shen Yue's ability.In the afternoon, he called Shen Yue directly: "Xiao Shen, I'll treat you to boiled mutton tonight. Do you have time?"

Shen Yue felt dizzy every time he received a call from Long Huamin, and asked, "What happened again?"

Shen Yue is a pure scholar, serious in work, sometimes stubborn, and hates certain rules in the system.Long Huamin knew all about this.He chuckled and said, "Don't worry, there is no new case for you. We just chat, we will have a lot of cooperation in the future, and it is necessary to increase our understanding."

Shen Yue breathed a sigh of relief. He also wanted to know more about Kang Ruxin from Long Huamin, so he stopped refusing.

The winter night comes very early, and the night has already fallen quietly before the end of get off work time, and the lights of the city are brightly lit.The road is full of car lights that look like searchlights, and roadside stalls appear one after another, and the steaming food stalls are particularly eye-catching.Shen Yue walked to the place agreed with Long Huamin, and the scene was like this all the way.

Shen Yue once again felt that his choice of returning to China was very correct.The pain of the past is slowly dissipating, and God bestows on me a new love, as well as the warmth of this city.He likes to walk on the streets of the city like this, and what he sees along the way are pictures of the lives of ordinary people in the city.He stood in front of a wonton stall for a while. A middle-aged couple was busy. There was no sorrow on their faces, but smiles from the heart.Although their lives are difficult, they are very happy.

Long Huamin deliberately found a private room, and when Shen Yue entered, the shabu-shabu was boiling hotly, and the heat filled the small space.On the table are meat and vegetables ready to be boiled, and a bottle of Moutai.Shen Yue smiled and said: "Officer Long is going to bleed heavily today." "It is necessary. These dishes are worthless. I have treasured this bottle of Moutai for more than ten years." Long Huamin smiled, and then moved closer to Shen Yue, whispering Said: "This bottle of wine was given to me by Kang Ruxin's father back then, and I have always been reluctant to drink it. Now, I think it's time to take it out."

Shen Yue's heart moved, and he instantly knew the real purpose of Long Huamin's invitation to come here today. He was inexplicably excited for a while, and didn't know what to say.Long Huamin is a senior policeman with blazing eyes. Seeing Shen Yue's distraught look, he smiled slightly, filled Shen Yue and himself with the Maotai wine that had already been opened, raised his glass and said, "Little Shen, your excellence is obvious to all, and even more so." What is rare is that you are kind and have a strong sense of responsibility, so I feel at ease if Ruxin is with you."

Shen Yue was a little embarrassed, and said: "How can I be so good? To be honest, I really have low self-esteem in this matter. I have been married..."

Long Huamin waved his hand at him and said, "Xiao Shen, that's not important. Come on, let's talk after drinking this cup."

After clinking glasses, the two drank it all in one gulp. A stream of heat slid from the mouth to the esophagus and stomach. The warmth instantly spread to the whole body.

Long Huamin smiled slightly and said, "Actually, you have always wanted to know about my relationship with Ru Xin's father, right?"

Shen Yue nodded and said: "I have long felt that the relationship between you and Ru Xin is very special. You don't need to ask others. It is easy to see from your love for her."

Long Huamin laughed loudly, and said, "That's why you, a doctor of psychology, can see it so easily. Tell me, what else have you observed?"

(End of this chapter)