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Chapter 27 Faithful Believers (2)
Qiu Jiwu's eyes were instantly filled with tears, and he sighed and said: "Yes, I regretted it later. But after all, I was too young at that time, and I was like a demon at that time. Once such a thing happened I couldn’t control myself anymore. Soon, I proposed to that female classmate, and we started discussing about the wedding. In fact, I couldn’t bear it all the time, because I really didn’t know how to say this to Qi Min. But I knew I had to tell her. One night, I finally went to Qi Min. At that time, she was very happy and asked me if I was too busy recently, why I hadn’t contacted her for two weeks. In my heart It was very uncomfortable and very guilty, and I almost couldn’t say it. Later, I was cruel and told her about me and that female classmate. But I didn’t tell her the truth. I said that I was drunk during the class reunion , and ended up having a relationship with that female classmate, and now the other party insists on marrying me, I really have no choice. What makes me feel very strange is that after listening to my words, Qi Min was very calm. She sighed softly Said to me, 'I knew it would be like this'. I was surprised to ask her why she said that, but she didn't answer me. I don't know the answer to this question until now, because since then I have I never had a chance to ask her this question again. At that time she said to me, 'I can wait for you, I will wait for you for 10 years, if you are still with her after 10 years, I will give up completely'. At that time, I was in tears and said to her, 'You don't need to do this'. She looked at me and said, 'I will definitely wait for you'. After she finished speaking, she suddenly ran away crying."

Having said this, Qiu Jiwu stopped suddenly.Shen Yue felt the heavy atmosphere around him.Perhaps Qiu Jiwu was still immersed in memories, but Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin were already enveloped by that heavy breath.At this time, Kang Ruxin had stopped sobbing, and Shen Yue was in the uncomfortable suffocation.

Shen Yue looked into the distance, and saw a middle-aged man hitting a golf ball gracefully, and the white ball drew a beautiful arc and flew across the small pond.Shen Yue's mood became a little more relaxed. He looked at Qiu Jiwu and asked, "That female classmate of yours is your later wife, right? Then what happened later? Why did you introduce Qi Min to Kan Sitong?"

Qiu Jiwu said: "Kan Wang is the one who knows the most about the matter between me and Qi Min. In fact, I know that Kan Wang also likes Qi Min very much, but Kan Stone has other arrangements for his son's marriage. Kan Wang He got married shortly after graduating from university, and he never had the chance to pursue Qi Min. Kan Wang understands my marriage very well, because his marriage is similar to mine. In the final analysis, it is tied to interests. For myself, he was for the family. In the following years, I never had contact with Qi Min, but Kan Wang often visited her. I resigned shortly after I got married and started the business with the support of my father-in-law. His own company quickly made a lot of money; later he became a shareholder of the Stone Group, of course, there is Kan Wang's relationship in it. More than 10 years ago, Kan Wang's mother passed away, and his grandmother died a month later. Gone. During that time, Kan Sitong seemed to be a different person. He didn’t eat or drink for several days, and then he was in a trance for a long time. One day Kan Wang came to me and said to me, “Father, you can’t go on like this. The Stone Group is in a period of rapid development. If the old man's health collapses, the Stone Group will be over'. I asked him what to do, and he said that it is best to find a new woman for his father, and it is best to look good. Beautiful, high-quality woman. I knew what he meant when he said that, and I said, 'You have such a good relationship with Qi Min now, why don't you tell her yourself?' He said, 'I know Qi Min is waiting for you, and now the 1-year period she agreed with you has not yet come. And the person I introduced to her is my father, how can I speak?' He said to me again, 'Jiwu, you have already I'm sorry for her, you see she is a woman in her 10s now, wouldn't it be best to introduce her to my father? My father is kind to her, and she will give me a little brother or a little sister after she marries into our family , she will have something to rely on for the rest of her life, isn’t this the best arrangement for her?” I think Kan Wang’s words make sense, and he is my buddy, not to mention that I am still a shareholder of Stone Group, no matter from which angle The superiors were all responsible for this, so they bit the bullet and went to find Qi Min."

Kang Ruxin asked: "Then Qi Min agreed?"

Qiu Jiwu nodded and said: "Yes. I told her about it, and she said, 'I said I would wait for you for 10 years, since you don't want me to wait for you anymore, then I will marry him'. "

Kang Ruxin didn't really believe it: "That's it?" Qiu Jiwu nodded and said: "That's it. Actually, I know that Qi Min has been completely disappointed in me and love, and the death of her parents has caused her a huge loss. Psychological shadow, she said she would wait for me for 10 years, it was just that she was looking for reasons for herself and escaping from reality. But no matter what, I was sorry for her. Seeing her agreeing so readily, I felt even more uncomfortable Yes. But I can only endure that kind of pain. After all, mistakes have been made, not to mention that my wife and I have gradually developed a true relationship after marriage. Our children are smart and cute, and my career is booming. It is impossible for me to give up."

Kang Ruxin looked at him and asked, "Boss Qiu, if you had to choose again now, would you choose to marry Qi Min?"

Shen Yue couldn't help smiling wryly: "She is indeed too emotional, maybe this is the common place of most women."

Qiu Jiwu smiled wryly and said: "How can there be an 'if' in this world? All this is an arrangement of fate. Some people say, 'If our parents hadn't been happy at that moment, we wouldn't have appeared in this world'." This is actually a false proposition. Because the 'if' does not exist, it is inevitable that we come to this world, because we already exist in this world."

This is a realist, and a thoughtful amateur philosopher.Shen Yue thought to himself.He gestured to Kang Ruxin and asked: "Boss Qiu, maybe I can understand why Qi Min agreed to marry Kan Stone, but I don't understand why Kan Stone accepted Qi Min so easily?" Qiu Jiwu said : "Chairman Kan accepted Qi Min only a year later, during which time Kan Wang asked Wu Qingshan and several other shareholders to lobby, Qi Min was also more proactive, and the matter was done like that." Shen Yue pondered for a moment, Said: "Boss Qiu, you don't have to answer after I ask you something, but I have to ask you."

Qiu Jiwu nodded and said, "You want to ask about my wife, right? She died of liver cancer last winter. That rough man Qiao Dahuai thought that I caused the car accident in Kansitong, and brought someone to beat me up. Said To be honest, I originally wanted to call the police, and I could even pay someone to retaliate against him, but I didn't do that. Everyone knows my relationship with Kan Wang, and now it is the matter of the election of the new chairman of Stone Group. At this juncture, I can't add trouble to Kan Wang, so I have to hold back. Shareholders know about my relationship with Qi Min, so I don't need to say anything myself."

This person is indeed very smart and has a good sense of the big picture. It seems that Kan Wang is much better than his father in making friends.But this person puts too much emphasis on interests and despises women, which is why Qi Min's life is tragic.Thinking about it this way, Qi Min is the saddest.Shen Yue sighed secretly in his heart.

Coming out of the golf course, Kang Ruxin suddenly asked Shen Yue: "Are all of you men like this?"

Shen Yue pretended not to understand her words: "What?" Kang Ruxin pouted and said, "You are all loyal believers of Liu Bei—brothers are siblings, women are like clothes. I heard what Qiu Jiwu said just now, and my heart turned cold. Half. How can you men do this?"

Shen Yue shook his head and said: "First, not every man is like him. Second, men's ideas are often different from women's. Men actually live very tired lives. Love and marriage are not all we have, because Men should think about their own careers, as well as their responsibilities. Men should not only be responsible for their lovers, but also their parents, and their future. There are 5 levels of human psychology, as you know, Survival is the most basic need, followed by security needs, emotion and destination needs, respect needs and self-realization needs. For most men, this psychological level of needs is more obvious, Qiu This process of Jiwu’s psychological needs fully illustrates this point. In the final analysis, this is human nature. Human nature cannot be simply measured by good or bad, it is the instinctive choice of each of us.”

(End of this chapter)