monologue

Chapter 235 Backflow (2)
Kang Ruxin has already discovered that the password she said just now doesn't seem to have any effect at all.But she didn't want to give up. She looked at Shen Yue and said it again word by word: "I came from hell, I want to go to heaven, and pass by the world. Shen Yue, you told me that day, if you are really Taro Asaoka was hypnotized, so let me tell you the wake-up password in front of you. You also told me that only you know this password."

Shen Yue was stunned.He remembered that when he read Stendhal's words back then, his soul was instantly trembling.But why can't I remember anything?Suddenly feeling a severe headache, he couldn't help squatting down, groaning in pain.

Kang Ruxin was shocked, and hurried over to him and asked, "Shen Yue, what's wrong with you?"

Shen Yue waved at her and replied, "It's nothing, just a little headache."

Kang Ruxin hurriedly rubbed his temples, but was blocked by Shen Yue: "I'm fine, I'm fine..."

Kang Ruxin once again felt Shen Yue's instinctive rejection of her, she could no longer restrain herself, the pain in her heart poured out, and she burst into tears beside Shen Yue.

Long Huamin never got out of the car, he knew that maybe only Kang Ruxin could wake up Shen Yue.At this time, when he suddenly saw Shen Yue squatting on the ground and Kang Ruxin crying beside him again, he hurried towards them and asked with concern: "What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"

Shen Yue stood up slowly, looked at Kang Ruxin with apologetic eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, I really can't remember..."

All of a sudden, Kang Ruxin hugged him recklessly, and said cryingly: "Shen Yue, I don't want you to think about it anymore, you told me that I must wait for you, so that you and I can meet again." A chance to talk about love. I am willing to wait for you, always waiting for you..."

Long Huamin sighed in his heart, walked over and patted Shen Yue on the shoulder, and said, "Dr. Shen, I'll take you home. Ru Xin, you can come too."

Entering the family area of ​​the factory, Shen Yue walked in a familiar direction, and soon came downstairs.Shen Yue stood there and looked upstairs, the sunlight shining through the treetops was very dazzling.But Shen Yue still felt that the last time he came back was a few years ago.

Shen Yue quickly went upstairs with a small suitcase, ran to the door of the house in one breath, and knocked on the door eagerly.

The door of the house opened, and it was Lele who appeared. She said in surprise: "Cousin, you are back." Behind her was the face of her mother.His mother was looking at him and smiling, but then greeted Long Huamin and Kang Ruxin behind him: "Come in quickly, it's good to be back."

The mother quickly noticed Kang Ruxin's red eyes from crying, pulled her to Shen Yue, and asked, "You really don't remember her?"

Shen Yue looked at his mother, shook his head and said, "Mom, I really can't remember."

His mother smiled kindly and said to him, "It's nothing, I'll remember it later."

At this moment, Shen Yue no longer had the slightest doubt in his heart.He looked at Kang Ruxin and said sincerely: "I see, you are my wife. But I have forgotten a lot of things, don't worry, give me some time, okay?"

Kang Ruxin wept with joy, nodded incessantly, and said, "Okay. Let's start over."

Lele smiled and said, "Cousin, I think this is also very good. It's so romantic to have a relationship with my daughter-in-law again."

The mother gave her a light slap and said with a smile, "You girl..."

Kang Ruxin laughed immediately, and Long Huamin also laughed.

The next day, Kang Ruxin came to Shen Yue's house early in the morning.Shen Yue still felt awkward when he saw her, but he kept telling himself in his heart: She is my wife, she was.After such self-psychological hints, he finally smiled at Kang Ruxin.

Last night, Kang Ruxin woke up several times from her dream, and every time she woke up, she found that her face was covered with tears.But at this moment, the smile that Shen Yue showed her made her feel extremely gratified: Lele is right, this is actually a kind of romance.

During breakfast, Kang Ruxin asked Shen Yue: "How did you arrange today?"

Shen Yue replied: "I just want to stay at home."

Kang Ruxin's mouth moved, but no words came out.She found that she was still too impatient.Now Shen Yue has forgotten the experience of the past year, and he just learned about his ex-wife and children from Mr. Wilson, so he needs time to adjust his mood.

At this time, Kang Ruxin suddenly thought: Maybe the person who can really understand him now is my mother, and she also lost her memory for a long time.No, Mom closed herself off, and her time stayed at the point before Dad died.Thinking of this, Kang Ruxin suddenly felt sorry for Shen Yuelai - his heart must be very painful.

However, Kang Ruxin still felt uncomfortable. She felt that she had become a superfluous person in this family, so she prepared to leave after breakfast.At this time, her mother said to her: "Come back for lunch at noon."

Kang Ruxin looked at Shen Yue, Shen Yue didn't speak, Kang Ruxin understood: this is a tacit attitude.

After Kang Ruxin left, her mother said to Shen Yue: "Mom knows you are in pain now, but Ruxin is really your daughter-in-law. You have been back for more than a year. You and Ruxin have been in love since they first realized love, and until recently Obtaining a marriage certificate, these all prove that you have true feelings. Son, can't you treat her better?"

Shen Yue sighed and shook his head: "Mom, I can't do it, at least I can't do it now. Think about it, I don't have the memory of more than a year, and she is a stranger to me. Moreover, in In my current memory, my ex-wife and daughter are still alive, and it was my mentor who told me that they had encountered misfortune, but I cannot accept this reality in my heart."

The mother shed tears and said: "I understand when you say that. Mom will never force you again."

Maybe it was affected by his mother's emotions, or it was more likely because of the pain in his heart, Shen Yue's tears couldn't help but fall down.He choked up and said to his mother, "Mom, I'm sorry..."

Everyone in Kangde 28 wanted to see Shen Yue, but was stopped by Kang Ruxin.She said to everyone: "Let him be alone for a while. Now I also understand that maybe none of us can help him. The only one who can help him is himself."

Hou Xiaojun said: "I don't think this is enough. He must be allowed to work. This will not only divert his attention, but also allow him to slowly adapt to the current environment. Wasn't it the same when he first came back?"

Peng Zhuang nodded and said, "I think Miss Xiaojun is right. But I think the power of love is also very important besides getting him to work immediately. Sister Ruxin, what do you think?"

Kang Ruxin blushed a little, stared at him and said, "Are you joking with me like this too?! Well, what you said makes sense, so let me try."

At noon, Kang Ruxin went to Shen Yue's home with the relevant materials of Xin Fen's case. She said to Shen Yue: "This is a case that you haven't completed before you go to Singapore. If you think the status is good, you can take a look."

Shen Yue smiled wryly and said, "How can I be in the mood to watch such things now?"

Kang Ruxin said softly: "Okay. I'll put these materials here. It's okay to just watch them to pass the time. It doesn't matter if you don't want to read them."

After lunch, Kang Ruxin helped her mother wash the dishes, and her mother said to her apologetically, "It's hard for you, son."

Kang Ruxin shook her head and said: "Mom, I believe he will be able to recover his memory soon, but we can't force him, it will put a lot of pressure on him, and it will cause problems easily. What do you think?"

The mother nodded and said, "How is your mother now?"

Kang Ruxin said sadly: "I dare not tell her about Shen Yue, and I dare not go to see her. I am worried that she will ask Shen Yue, and I don't know how to answer."

Mother thought for a while and said, "I'll go see her with you this afternoon."

Kang Ruxin thought: that's fine, Shen Yue stays at home alone in the afternoon, maybe he will read that file when he's bored.

Although Shen Yue was hypnotized, the habits he had developed over the years would not change.After taking a nap, he found that his mother was no longer at home. He read the book for a while, but he couldn't calm down. The words on the page were blurred.After closing the book and coming to the living room, he saw the case file at a glance - it had been placed on the coffee table, neatly placed there.Obviously, this was Kang Ruxin's deliberate arrangement.

For some reason, Shen Yue had an instinctive dislike for Kang Ruxin's actions. He glanced at the file, turned around and went back to his room.But he suddenly thought this way: She said this is a case I haven't finished, so why not take a look?
He never thought of it, and he fell into it just by looking at it.

It was past five o'clock in the afternoon when the mother and Kang Ruxin came back. As soon as Shen Yue saw Kang Ruxin, he asked eagerly, "Who am I investigating this case with?"

Kang Ruxin was secretly happy, and replied, "Zeng Yingjie."

Shen Yue looked at her and asked, "Can you invite him to come?"

Kang Ruxin smiled at him and said, "I'll call him right away."

Her smile was as fresh and elegant as a lotus flower blooming, and as refreshing as a ray of spring breeze blowing on her face.Shen Yue stayed there for an instant.

At this time, my mother said, "Ru Xin, by the way, let's call Le Le too."

Not long after, Zeng Yingjie arrived.He habitually called Shen Yue: "Cousin, are you looking for me?"

Shen Yue was stunned: "Cousin?"

Kang Ruxin whispered in his ear: "He is Lele's lover."

Kang Ruxin didn't wear perfume on her body, but she exuded a faint intoxicating fragrance, which made Shen Yue's mind go blank for a moment.Shen Yue said blankly: "Oh."

After Zeng Yingjie sat down, Shen Yue asked: "Sorry, I can't remember the investigation process of this case, can you tell me in detail?"

Zeng Yingjie began to tell.After all, he is a criminal policeman, and he narrated the whole process very clearly and methodically.When Shen Yue heard the end, he suddenly felt that something was wrong, and asked, "I handed the case back to the police at this time? Why?"

It was only then that Zeng Yingjie realized that he had forgotten that Shen Yue had lost a piece of memory just now, and said, "That's right, you had come to a conclusion about this case at that time, and the rest was how to find the murderer. The team originally hoped that you could continue the investigation, but you were in a hurry to go to Singapore, so you handed the case back to the police."

Shen Yue asked: "Oh? Then what was the conclusion I drew at that time?"

Zeng Yingjie replied: "You think this is an accidental case. The deceased was a young official, not low in rank, and he was arrogant. The deceased touched his nose in front of his beautiful female classmate, and entered the road in frustration. The alley, you think the deceased may have gone there to find a tavern to spend his sorrows alone, but he met the murderer in it. Maybe the murderer looks like someone from the bottom of society, for some reason, or accidentally I ran into the dead man, which caused the dead man to be furious. Few people entered that alley at night, and it is estimated that the murderer went there because he was in a bad mood. It ended up being a tragedy."

Shen Yue thought for a while, nodded and said, "Maybe this is the only explanation for the crime scene."

Zeng Yingjie sighed in his heart: his mind is still so quick, but unfortunately...he nodded and said, "Yes, you said that too at the time."

Shen Yue rested his elbows on the tea table, rubbed his temples on both sides with his fingers, and asked, "Did I say anything special at that time?"

Zeng Yingjie thought for a while, and said, "Well, at the beginning, you were very interested in the words written by the murderer on the wall, especially the quantifier in them."

Shen Yue was stunned for a moment, and said to himself: "This quantifier is quite strange..." He raised his head to look at Kang Ruxin, and said, "I want to go to the office tomorrow."

Kang Ruxin was very happy, nodded and said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

Shen Yue glanced at her, and Kang Ruxin found that there was a rare warmth in his eyes.But at this moment, Shen Yue stood up immediately, and shut himself into the room.

Zeng Yingjie looked at Kang Ruxin with a sympathetic look, but Kang Ruxin smiled and said, "It's okay, I've already felt the change in him in less than a day."

What everyone didn't expect was that during dinner, Shen Yue took the initiative to care about Lele and Zeng Yingjie: "When did you get married?"

Lele pouted and said, "Cousin..." She laughed suddenly, and said, "I almost forgot that you don't remember these things anymore. You were the one who shut me down when I fell in love with Yingjie. Just came back from abroad."

Shen Yue said with a little apology: "I'm sorry...then I will bless you again now."

Lele smiled mischievously at Shen Yue, and said, "Thank you, cousin!"

Shen Yue looked at Zeng Yingjie and asked, "From what you said about the case just now, you should be a policeman, right?"

Zeng Yingjie nodded and said: "Yes. I once wanted to be transferred to your Institute of Psychology, but later I chose to continue to be a criminal police officer. But now Sister Ruxin and I are both the contacts of the police and the Institute of Psychology, so Most of the time I basically work at the Institute of Psychology."

Shen Yue said: "Thank you for your hard work."

Zeng Yingjie felt a little awkward at once, but he immediately understood: after all, he was still a "stranger" to him now.

Shen Yue didn't have a good rest that night, his mind was full of this case.When Kang Ruxin came in the morning, he found that his eye circles were a little blue, and asked with concern: "Didn't sleep well last night? Why don't you go today."

Shen Yue shook his head and said, "No, anyway, I have nothing else to do at home, and I really want to see what the psychological research institute I founded looks like."

Hearing his answer like this, Kang Ruxin didn't say anything more.

(End of this chapter)