Rebirth Entertainment Strong Woman

Chapter 226
Invited into the room by Huang Furen, the living room was full of the smell of wine bottles and smoked tobacco. Ou Shinan frowned and opened all the windows to let the stale air out of the room. Then she sat on the sofa in the living room and watched With Huang Furen.

"How do you know I'm here?" Huangfuren asked first, and then he laughed at himself, "Look at the stupid question I asked, with Wen Tianfan's ability, it shouldn't be difficult to find out my whereabouts!" He picked up the phone in his hand Wine, just put it in your mouth.

"Enough, stop drinking!" Ou Shinan knocked down the wine glass in his hand, and the wine glass fell on the white carpet in the living room, soaking a faint yellow color.

"Don't you have a lover? What are you doing here at this time to pretend?" Huangfuren roared out his pain like a wounded cub.

"Sorry, I don't know!" Ou Shinan apologized.

"You are so cruel. Even so, you don't say a word, and you would rather be with me." Huangfuren's accusation was very sharp. Ou Shinan could come over to comfort him desperately, but he didn't want to be with him.

"We're not suitable, you don't know me, that's why you like me!" Ou Shinan said such words in a difficult way, but she didn't have any convincing power.

"Okay, if you don't want to be with me, just go, I don't need sympathy!" Huang Furen drove Ou Shinan away with red eyes.

Looking at Huangfu Ren like this, she really didn't know what to say. How much this man missed and loved his mother. Even the brand name was named after his mother.However, Huangfuxiong was critically ill, Li Wei's identity was exposed, his mother was discussed a lot, and his identity was also pointed out in the open.Such a proud man had his wounds opened, and in the future, he could only heal his wounds here alone.

"Do you know, since I was 15 years old, I always have a dream. In the dream, I am another person. I have a mother who loves me very much, and a father who loves me very much. But one day, my father passed away. In order to support me, my mother got worse and worse, and finally got sick in bed, but I couldn’t earn my mother’s medical expenses. In the dream, I also had a stepfather, who lied to me that there was a chance to make money, and asked me to follow The director went to bed, and then exchanged for the opportunity to act. In my dream, my life fell into hell, again and again, different people, I really wanted to be a prostitute in my dream, oh no, worse than a prostitute, in order to make more money, I serve anyone, as long as I am given money, I am willing to do anything, even if it costs me my life, I want to save my mother's life." Ou Shinan said suddenly, her words made Huangfuren calm down, quietly He opened his eyes and listened to her talking about her unbelievable dream.

"Do you know that every day in my dream, it is so dark and painful, and then I open my eyes, and I become Ou Shinan again, a young actor with a career, doing a job I like, and being liked by many people. Day by day, the me in the dream grew up slowly, and then at the age of 29, my mother passed away. Because of the delay in treatment, the me in the dream couldn’t live in pain. Even if I was buried deep in the dirt, I couldn’t The person I wanted to save was finally lost, I chose to commit suicide in my dream, and also took away the life of the person who hurt me." What Ou Shinan said seemed to be true, Huang Furen also listened carefully.

"After that dream, I woke up again, and then it didn't continue. I started to repeat the previous dream again, as if it would never end. Whenever night fell, dark dreams, as if they were real, eroded me. Serious Sometimes, I can’t even tell which is the reality.” After Ou Shinan finished speaking, she looked at Huang Furen and said with a smile, “Is it hard to believe? But this is my life, my dream. I was tortured by these dreams, but when I wake up every day, life is so beautiful, so I always face life with a smile, because she has given me so much beauty."

"I said this not to tell you how strong and brave I am, but to let you know that you have the right to choose your attitude towards life. Do you think your mother is shameful? No matter the people in the world, No matter how you look at her, he must be the most beautiful person in your eyes. You even let her name be known all over the world. No matter what you have seen or experienced in the past, it is not because you are indulgent or pessimistic Do you understand?" After Ou Shinan finished speaking, she looked into his eyes, "Don't just sit here dejectedly and look at yourself, go out and let everyone see, the children born to those so-called lowly singers, How extraordinary, how radiant and confident!"

Huangfu Ren's eyes began to exude the vitality of life, no longer only pain and sadness.People are like this, because they have experienced pain, they will always think of those difficult pasts. In fact, sometimes forgetting is for a better start. Remembering too much will only make your life unhappy.Huang Furen is very smart, he will choose the path that suits him best.The Huangfu family was in chaos, now was not the time for him to look at himself, he had to fight hard, or get out in time, he had to get out of that quagmire as quickly as possible, that was what he needed to do.As for those pains, mother's suicide, father's betrayal, and the instigator of all these things, Huangfuren, all of them should be forgotten by Huangfuren. Only by forgetting can we live a good life and see the warmth in this world. thing.

I don't know if Ou Shinan's words had an effect, or if Huangfuren finally figured it out, after Ou Shinan finished speaking, he fell asleep, Ou Shinan dragged him to bed, covered him with the quilt, and left.

This environment made her suffocate. The painful experience she told just now was a challenge to her. She did not lie to Huang Furen. Before she went to Europe, she would dream about her previous life experience almost every day. A lot, only occasionally nightmares.

One week after Ou Shinan returned to BJ, Huangfu's family was always a hot topic on the front page. A week later, Huangfuren announced that he would give up his right of inheritance and completely withdraw from the whirlpool of Huangfu's family. After all, Huangfuxiong didn't make it through and left In this world, the brothers and sisters of Huangfu's family cannot succeed in their careers like Huangfuren, so naturally the competition between you and me is very lively.

A week later, in the afternoon, Ou Shinan and Huang Furen sat in a corner of a remote coffee shop.

"Decided?" Ou Shinan looked at him and asked

"Well, those things made my biological father abandon my mother easily, and my mother was looked down upon by countless people, which made me experience the pain of loss. I don't know what pain there will be if I still hold those things To welcome me, you are right, you who were troubled by nightmares chose to cherish the happy days of the day, and I also want to choose another life, no longer the prodigal son of the Huangfu family, a dandy, but a Ordinary, self-reliant designer!" Huang Furen seemed to have realized everything, and easily left everything behind, without revenge or care, which was not easy.

"Is this a difficult decision?" Ou Shinan asked him.

"It's not easy, but I don't want to be looked down upon by you!" Huang Furen said, he made his feelings for Ou Shinan public, and he spoke a lot more straightforwardly. Maybe he was too careful and didn't confess, so he lost to Qiao Yusheng.

"Can you tell me why I can't do it?" Huang Furen finally asked what he had been wondering all along. In terms of the time of acquaintance, he knew Ou Shinan before him, and the time of acquaintance continued. For more than half a year, the two got along It's also very good, but why did she choose Qiao Yusheng? Even after his heart for her was known, he never wavered.

"You know, none of our family members want me to be with you. You should know the reason for this, because you have been too much in the past. Of course, they are only subsidiary reasons. The most important thing is that I myself attitude." Ou Shinan explained seriously.

"What kind of person do you think I am? Cheerful, lively, sensitive and delicate?" Ou Shinan asked Huang Furen, seeing him nodding, Ou Shinan smiled, "So, the one you fell in love with wasn't me at all, remember I told you mine Dream? The real me is haunted by nightmares every night, and I can’t escape. The real me, my smile becomes a mask. No matter what I encounter, I smile happily. This is my way to cover up my true emotions. Mask. The most important thing is that I am not as simple as you think. My hands were stained with blood. Because I was tortured by nightmares, I was once stimulated to lose my mind and do terrible behavior. We are all people with wounds It’s okay to lick your own and recover slowly, but if we are together, we will only see each other’s pain, and forget how to find the sun, and we will fall into a tragic mood of self-pity and self-pity. There won't be any good results, do you understand what I'm saying?" This was Ou Shinan's conclusion after thinking for a long time.

Huang Furen is like another her. He lost his father and mother when he was young, and his mother even committed suicide in front of him. He has experienced too much darkness and pain, like another Ou Shinan.Both of them are wounded, and there is no way to heal each other, so Ou Shinan said that they are not suitable.

"Also, I'm not as kind as you think. I'm also afraid of trouble. Your family is too troublesome, so I subconsciously exclude you." , if it is hypocritical, it is too much.

"If I had no family background, would you consider me?" Huang Furen looked at her and asked.

"Yes, because you are really good and excellent, but I have already promised others! So!" Ou Shinan said.

"That's enough, nothing else is important!" Huangfuren laughed when he heard Ou Shinan's answer.

"Okay, it's time for me to go. I won't be able to catch the plane any later!" Huangfuren got up, "I still remember that we agreed to go on a trip together in the future. This time, I will go to explore the road first. When the time comes, I can be your guide." Already!"

Ou Shinan opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by Huang Furen, "Don't refuse, no one knows what will happen in the future, right?"

Ou Shinan nodded, but did not say any words of rejection after all.

"I'm leaving, I'll be back! Remember to wait for me, and remember our agreement! I'll be at your service at any time, waiting for you to realize it together!" Huangfu Ren walked out of the coffee shop in a chic way. In order to adjust his mood, he asked to be alone. go on a trip.

Ou Shinan watched him go farther and farther, and then suddenly saw him turn his head, and shouted at him, "Remember, I will come back, I haven't given up yet!" Then she left without looking back.

The back figure got farther and farther away, until it disappeared, Ou Shinan looked away, the words were still in her ears, the person had already left, and she didn't agree to wait for him, because she had already made an appointment with another person.Ou Shinan sat at the position just now, picked up the pen, wrote a few words on the paper, then rubbed it up, threw it on the table, turned and left.

After she left, the waiter came to tidy up, picked up the ball of paper and opened it, and found that there was such a sentence written on it: People who experience darkness always want to pursue sunshine. You think I am your sunshine, but you don’t know that I am also gloomy. Seeking my own sunshine!Miss it, just because you found the wrong sunshine, but I found the right one.

Maybe one day, Huangfu Ren will grow up to be a warm man and come back, and become a warm man who can be absorbed by Ou Shinan, but at least at this moment, Ou Shinan, a sunny plant, tends to be that warm man named Qiao Yusheng!

(End of this chapter)