Chapter 22 Self
Sitting in the taxi to Chuancheng, Ou Shinan fell into deep thought.When they left the crew, Fangfang, Zhang Yue and Xu Jing were all very worried and wanted to come out with her, fearing that something would happen to her.Ou Shinan rejected their relationship because she knew that no one could help her with the problems she was facing now, and she could only find a suitable path for herself.So she went on the road alone, turned off her mobile phone, and just quietly searched for what love is, and found the self who can love others.

Entering the urban area of ​​Sichuan City, Ou Shinan got off the car and walked alone in depression.She was wearing light blue denim trousers, pink sneakers, and a red long-sleeved T-shirt on her upper body. Her shoulder-length hair was loose and her hair was loose, and a pair of big black-framed glasses covered half of her face. Wearing a white bag.Simple and casual clothes make Ou Shinan look like an ordinary high school student, and no one connects her with Ou Shinan, a newcomer in the limelight.Ou Shinan walked forward aimlessly, casually observing the passers-by on the road, and fell in love with the little girl with a sweet smile. Love made her so beautiful.There are also couples who quarreled and cried bitterly.

In this way, Ou Shinan walked through every street and alley, experiencing the most ordinary life.In her previous life, she had never wandered so aimlessly and freely. She was always busy, taking care of her father, lightening her mother's burden, and earning medical expenses for her mother.She missed too many scenery. In this life, she has time to observe this world, this world of different time and space.

In her previous life, she closed her heart for self-protection.Maybe it's because I'm used to keeping a distance from people, and I'm used to self-loathing.She doesn't believe in the goodness of this world, and always looks at the world with the darkest and most negative emotions.However, she has now entered a new world. In this world, as the psychologist of the SWD told her, no one can hurt her.So, should she also let go of her closed heart and try to accept this world?
Perhaps, she will still be hurt, and her love and care for others will not be rewarded, but, just like what everyone experiences in the process of growing up, she will get up after getting hurt, and she will find her own happiness step by step.All pain will be healed by new happiness, she can!She can do it in this life, right?Yes, she believed it could.

It is not easy to open the closed heart door, but Ou Shinan wants to try to look at this new world with a softer heart, because this is her new life.Stopping and stopping, it was already night, and Ou Shinan was sitting by the fountain in the central square, slowly thinking about her knot.Stars twinkle in the night sky, children laugh and play in the square, and young couples talk and laugh while taking care of their children.The elderly couple supported each other and walked slowly past Ou Shinan.In the past, she always felt that she didn't know how to love, but it was just her wishful thinking, but it turned out that in her previous life, she already knew that love is acceptance, intimacy and even sacrifice.

Looking at other people's happy lives, she seems to have begun to understand why young couples can quarrel for the first minute and become gluey for the next minute. This is love!That kind of emotion from the heart, I just hope that two people will be together, I just hope that this person is holding my hand.She smiled. Although she had never really loved, she seemed to know how to express love.

It was late at night, and Ou Shinan finally figured it out, turned on the phone, and just after turning it on, text messages and incoming call notifications kept ringing.Ou Shinan checked them one by one, the first one was Geng Maidong's text message, asking where Ou Shinan had gone, expressing that he was worried about her, and asked her to at least contact her.After that, there were several text messages from brother Han Xin, who came to worry about Ou Shinan.In the end, there was even a text message from Huang Yu, who was also very worried. In the end, he even said that he blamed the director for reprimanding her for being merciless, a rare separation between public and private.On the contrary, Li Jia's text messages were more comforting words, asking her to go out and relax by herself before going back.

Ou Shinan carefully read every text message and felt their concern. Could it be that the love and concern of these people is not enough to make her believe in this world?It's time to open your heart and welcome the new world.Ou Shinan raised the corner of her mouth, and a beautiful smile returned to her face again. At this moment, she finally thought about it!
Here she was feeling the concern of her friends and relatives with a smile on her face, but the Han family in the capital was turned upside down.Originally, Ou Shinan didn't know about the fact that Ou Shinan broke contact with him and went out. Han's father and mother Han didn't know about it. Han Xin wanted to hide it for fear that the two elders would be worried.Unexpectedly, Ou Shinan has not been in touch with anyone. They even found the driver who took Ou Shinan to Chuancheng, but lost Ou Shinan's trace again.Han Xin looked for Ou Shinan in a panic, but she didn't expect to be heard by Han's mother when she called. Now Han's father and Han's mother were in a hurry. The daughter they recognized was so sweet and obedient. They had suffered so much before, and they all regarded her as her daughter. She coaxed like a baby, and now she was scolded in the production crew, not to mention being scolded, Xiao Nan left the production crew sadly, what a big deal this is! !How can mother Han and father Han not be in a hurry.The two old men even mobilized their relationship and almost mobilized the army to find Ou Shinan.

So within 2 minutes after Ou Shinan turned on the phone, Han Xin called immediately.Han Xin was really going crazy. She called Ou Shinan over and over again, but the phone kept shutting down. Her parents panicked. Ou Shinan is also a public figure now. If she is recognized or knows her relationship with the Han family Someone kidnapped Ou Shinan, Han's father and mother Han became more and more afraid.Han Xin didn't know how to comfort his parents, he was also very worried, after all, Ou Shinan was only a 17-year-old girl.He just dialed the number over and over again, but at ten o'clock in the evening, Ou Shinan's call was finally connected.

"Hi! Xiao Nan, parents, hurry up, the call is connected!" Han Xin greeted Ou Shinan on the other side of the phone, and told Han's father and mother that the call was connected.
Mother Han was crying anxiously, when she heard the call connected, she hurriedly took it over, "Ah! Damn girl, where have you been? Do you want to kill your mother?" It was the first time that Mother Han spoke to Ou Shinan so harshly. The night kept crying, and Mother Han's voice was a little hoarse, scolding Ou Shinan while sobbing.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were looking for me again. I told Fangfang and the others that I was out for a walk." Listening to Mother Han's sobbing voice, Ou Shinan knew that she really made her anxious this time, and also Knowing that she was wrong, she apologized to Mother Han.

"You...you stinky child..." Mother Han burst into tears when she heard Ou Shinan's voice

Seeing this situation, Han's father answered the phone, "Xiao Nan, you are not alone anymore, you know? I can't reach you. Your mother, brother and I are very worried. If you go out like this, the phone still won't work. We all I'm worried that something will happen to you!" Papa Han's voice was low, but Ou Shinan could feel his suppressed worry.

"Dad, I really didn't think of this. I just wanted to think about something quietly by myself. I didn't think of so many things. I won't do this in the future." Ou Shinan apologized again.

"Back then, Xiao Jing was like this. We couldn't find it for a long time. When we found it, we were in the hospital. We were really afraid that something might happen to you." Han Xin also said on the phone.

"...I don't know." Ou Shinan felt that no amount of explanation would be effective, so she just made a secret note in her heart that she should not be so selfish in excluding herself from this world in the future.It turned out that she had already had so many ties to this world before she knew it.

After finally contacting Ou Shinan, the Han family finally felt relieved. Mother Han cried for a long time, feeling a little weak, so she went to rest.After hanging up the phone, Ou Shinan's eyes were wet. She was reprimanded by Han's mother, and she didn't feel wronged, because this time she did not think carefully, but her family's care made her really feel warm. I have received so much love, and I don't even know it.

Unexpectedly, just as she hung up the phone, the phone rang again. It was Huang Yu's call.

"Girl, where are you? You don't contact me in my territory, huh?" Huang Yu's voice rose, but he was angry because Ou Shinan didn't contact him

"Brother, I just want to walk by myself, how could I cause such a big mess?" Ou Shinan heard him angry, and acted like a baby
"Hmph, I think you look down on me! Don't consider me a friend." Huang Yu was still a little angry. He thought he was Ou Shinan's bosom friend, but Ou Shinan didn't look for him this time when he had something to do. Of course, he was disappointed.

"I didn't! I was going to call you as soon as I turned on the phone, and I received a call from home before I had time. I just hung up the phone at home, and you called. I was wrong, and I dare not again , don't be angry!" Ou Shinan begged for mercy resignedly.

After hearing her explanation, Huang Yu knew that she didn't do it on purpose, so he didn't bother anymore. "Where are you now?"

"I'm next to the fountain in the downtown square, come and pick me up!" Ou Shinan hurriedly told her where she was.
"Wait there, I'll be there in a while." Huang Yu hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Ou Shinan curled her lips, this time she really hit a hornet's nest, her day off tomorrow will probably end with constant explanations and apologies.

In less than ten minutes, Huang Yu rushed over.When Ou Shinan saw his car, he jogged up to meet him immediately, "Hi, handsome guy, good evening!" She smiled flatteringly.

Seeing Ou Shinan's ingratiating smile, Huang Yu couldn't get angry, "What's the matter, because you girl almost drove me to death!"

"It's not been a day since we've known each other, what could happen to me? You forgot that the first time we met was when I went out for a walk!" Ou Shinan muttered

After hearing this, Huang Yu realized that if this was the case, this girl could not be evaluated by the status of an ordinary 17-year-old girl.He cares about chaos and forgets Ou Shinan's personality.This girl is so strong and confident, how could something happen just because of a few words from the director.

"Anyway, be careful in the future. No matter how mature your character is, you are only 17 years old. If something really happens, you can still run away? Be careful in the future, you know?" Huang Yu patted Ou Shinan's head and ordered.

"Okay, okay, I know, I won't dare to do it again!" Ou Shinan knew that Huang Yu's side had passed.

"By the way, you didn't really look for the director, did you?" Ou Shinan wondered if Huang Yu was in such a hurry, whether she would report her disappearance to the crew.

"Now you know you're afraid?" Huang Yu didn't answer Ou Shinan, but teased her

"Understood, you didn't tell me! If you find the director, how can I see him in the future!" Ou Shinan really wanted to cry
Seeing Ou Shinan's gloomy face, Huang Yu smiled, "I didn't tell the director, but Li Jia knew that Geng Maidong told him not to spread the word, it's fine! You can go back to the crew without worry."

"Really? That's great." Ou Shinan immediately turned from cloudy to sunny after hearing this.

"I haven't been in this circle for a year or two, how can I not know what to do? Just don't do this in the future, it's really worrying." Huang Yu said.

"Yes, I got it. I won't be so careless in doing things in the future." Ou Shinan really learned a lesson.In her previous life, she always did this when she wanted to be alone.At that time, it was to avoid her stepfather's harassment, but in this life, there was no need to do so. I believe that as long as she explained her whereabouts, her family and friends would give her space to think about things quietly.

"Did you eat? If you haven't eaten, eat with me! If you eat, watch me eat!" Huang Yu changed the subject
"I didn't eat, I was thinking about things all the time, so I didn't have time to eat. Didn't you eat too?" Ou Shinan said

"No, who do you think it's because of?" Huang Yu said angrily
"Never mind who it's because of, let's go eat first, I'm starving to death!" Ou Shinan hurriedly grinned and urged to eat

"You!" Huang Yu has nothing to do with this girl, she can be as wise as a wise man who has lived for a long time, but she can be childish all of a sudden.

"By the way, you can help me book a ticket to fly back to the capital." Ou Shinan said

"Well, I'll ask my secretary to make an appointment in the early morning! You can go to bed after dinner!" Huang Yu promised

"Okay, you are the best!" Ou Shinan cheered
"Don't talk about this, you should think about how to put out the fire when you go back!" Huang Yu hit her
"Ah..." Ou Shinan didn't think about it at first, but when Huang Yu reminded her, she had to think about it. Going home, putting out the fire is not an easy task!
The car drove farther and farther away, listening to two people bickering in the car, the night was getting deeper and deeper, Ou Shinan's life turned out to be so wonderful.

(End of this chapter)

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