Reborn lady my biggest

Chapter 332 Mother's Decision

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After returning to the hotel, Su Zi once put the notebook on the bedside table.This is a special notebook that accompanied Qiao Chu through the best time of studying, and also witnessed her transformation from an ignorant girl to a wife and a mother during the happy and painful years.Before Qiao Chu died, he chose to lock it with a lock, and then sent it to the other side of the ocean.

There are obvious scratch marks on the lock hole due to repeated attempts to unlock it.Su Zi once knew that she should open this notebook as soon as possible, and then look for many secrets that only Qiao Chu knows, but outsiders don't know.

Su Zizeng washed up first, and then asked the room service to bring a cup of soothing lavender tea, and then sat on the sofa. Outside the window was snow, and before her eyes, Qiao Chu's voice appeared in succession. thoughts.

When closing the book, Su Zizeng didn't speak, and her eyes moved to the window. Is this Qiao Chu's choice?Qiao Chu might be the smartest person in the whole world.She knew everything, Su Qingchang's scheming, Chang Mei's cooperation, and her husband's empathy, she knew everything.

"My Zeng Zeng baby, you have to replace my mother and live happily."

Instead of Qiao Chu, she lived happily. It turned out that her life was really bought by Qiao Chu. Qiao Chu, who had no attachment to the world, chose to end her life in this way.

"This is a secret that belongs to me alone. If it wasn't for Xiao Mei's introduction, I wouldn't have known Master Wang. When I first met him, I didn't believe in fate until I got the red love. This The red love was given to Zi Zeng by Tina as a birth gift, and I wore it on my hand because I liked it so much. On the third night when Qingchang left Mocheng to pick up Tina in Europe, I made I had a dream. In the dream, I saw a poor woman with a distorted face. There was blood all around her, and even the tears she shed were red. I was the most afraid of blood, but I was not afraid. The woman in the pool of blood gave me a sense of intimacy that I have never had before. At the moment when she was about to die, I heard a sentence from her mouth, "Su Zizeng, you'd better die, everyone wants to die." You die', that is my baby Zeng Zeng. The baby Zeng Zeng who was kicking naughtily in my stomach during the day, why did she become like that. Her eyes make me very sad, I want to hug Hold her and tell her that mother is here. But countless red blood bands separate us, my great great baby."

"When I woke up in the morning, Xiaomei had already opened the window near the balcony for me. After a night, the roses under the balcony had already bloomed, and there should be a sweet rose fragrance floating in the air, but in my nasal cavity, There is only the smell of blood flowing. With a sad smell of the blood of my Zeng Zeng baby. I dare not tell anyone about that dream, so that my son Zeng will be born with a bad burden. destiny."

"After Qingchang arrived in Europe, he still called me a few times, but in the next few days, his calls became less and less. At first I thought it was because of jet lag or work. But he The tone on the phone is always so excited, even more cheerful than when he was in Mocheng. Xiaomei also noticed the strangeness in it. It was not until the tenth day after he went to Europe that he suddenly changed his plan of returning home on time. He planned to go to Africa with Tina. My due date is approaching, but he refused to change his mind. I wanted to contact Tina, but she didn’t answer my call. "

"Xiao Mei said, Qing Chang fell in love with Tina, he has been possessed by the devil, and he no longer cares about me and the child, or even the Su family. I don't believe it, I believe in Qing Chang, and I also believe in Tina, they She is the most important person in this world to me. I had a fight with Xiaomei, and I let Xiaomei go, saying that she is the devil. When she was at Kelly Girls School, she wanted to arrange everything for me, including my friends, me The future. She was really angry this time. She cursed Tina and me with the most venomous words. She even cursed the child in my womb, saying that what Master Wang said was true. The scourge of Kefke's mother."

"Xiaomei left. For three days, only the servants came to serve me. When I was in the bathroom, no one helped me. Several times, I almost fell down. Wipe the piece that Xiaomei gave me. Rose essential oil soap, I feel the fetal movement in my abdomen, the baby's heartbeat is so strong, I can't connect it with that desperate woman. I regret that I shouldn't drive Xiaomei away, so I secretly called The driver sent me out. I wanted to find Xiaomei and ask her to rub the rose soap for me. In order to surprise Xiaomei, I stopped at her door without notifying her in advance. I wanted to tell her , I don’t blame her anymore, when I walked to the dilapidated street, I heard the scream of a woman crying, and the voice of a crying baby.”

"I want to cover my ears and close my eyes, so that I won't see Xiaomei snatching the baby while crying. The man who is called Xiaomei's husband by outsiders is beating and scolding Xiaomei, saying that she is The slut, pregnant with someone else's bastard, said she was a whore, after serving the men, she had to serve the women.

The neighbors surrounded him, but no one tried to stop the man. They all said that such beatings happened almost every few days.In my eyes, Xiaomei is gentle and considerate, but in their eyes, she is not a woman. She became pregnant before she was married, and then married in a hurry. Not long after the baby girl named Xiaochi was born. At that time, she left the baby and went to work as a servant for a rich family. "

"Xiaomei is not a slut, and she didn't abandon the baby, she just came to help me. I heard the beating and scolding in the room stopped, and the man came out of the room with his arms bare, and saw When I saw me, he spat at me, "You are not a good person, my husband didn't even know he kept his lover at home." The eyes of the people around were like needles, piercing my heart I didn’t dare to make a sound, so I ran out of the crowd desperately. It turned out that I was wrong. I have always been controlling Xiaomei. From the past to the present, my willfulness and selfishness have controlled her. "

"I don't know how I got to Master Wang's house. I begged him to change everything now. I want to return Qingchang to Xiaomei. I should have known that Xiaomei, who knew Qingchang earlier, is also love. It’s Qing Chang’s. But the master said that everything has already happened, and it’s too late. I can’t change what happened, so what I can change is to prevent what hasn’t happened. I took off the red love and wanted to use it The temptation of money made Master Wang change his mind, but Master Wang still refused me. Even so, I still refused to leave there, so I knelt outside and begged, but the master ignored me. The next day, two apprentices of the master They walked out. One of them was Japanese, and the other had strange eyes. They probably couldn't bear the pleading of a pregnant woman outside, so they helped me aside and advised me to go back first, saying yes Come back to me in a few days, and they will try their best to help me."

"I went home and wanted to contact Qingchang or Tina again. I just wanted someone who could tell me whether what I did next was right or wrong. But when I tried so hard to contact Tina He told me that Tina had eloped with someone, and the oriental man he said was my husband, the man I loved for more than five years. And the slutty woman he said was mine My friend, Yetina. All of this is the best answer for me."

"When those two well-meaning masters came to find me, I had made all the preparations. What they told me didn't scare me. It turns out that there is really a life-changing talk in the world. Changing lives to continue life, They need the strongest container in the world to carry the rest of my life, and release everything when Zi Zeng encounters difficulties. I chose to put my wish in Red Love, but they said it was not enough , I need another container to carry all of this, I don’t have anything comparable to Red Love for the time being, so I can only put the plan on hold for now.”

"When I got everything ready, Qing Chang came back. What made me happy was that he didn't come back with Tina. His leg was limping, and I didn't dare to ask where Tina went. All he said was that Tina wanted to walk around alone and gave me Musen's blessing. It was a beautiful set of jewellery, but I knew I shouldn't have all the jewellery, so I took out a yellow diamond from it Necklace. Then put it together with Red Love."

"The dream appeared again. This time, I didn't see Zizeng, which made me breathe a sigh of relief. What I saw was Tina. She looked at me with those beautiful eyes. I wanted to reach out and hold Hold her hand. I held her hand, her hand was cold and no longer warm, but the smile on her mouth was so beautiful. When I woke up from the dream, tears fell from the corners of my eyes for some reason. I found out that Qing Chang was lying to me. Tina didn't leave, she was dead. My friend Ye Tina is a passionate woman. We haven't seen each other for many years. She once mentioned in her heart that if she met me again, she would definitely Give me the warmest hug, unless she dies, she will definitely give me a hug as hard as a man's."

"My friends, my lovers, left me one by one. Looking at the beautiful yellow diamond necklace, I knew it was time for me to make a choice. When I carefully put the piece of rose essential oil soap When I wiped the entire bathtub and threw it on the floor, I heard the sound of Xiaomei pushing the door in. My friend, she forgave me again. But what was waiting for her was when I fell on the floor. I don't feel cold, or anything else, I just feel that my great-great baby has come out."

(End of this chapter)