I wish you never knew that I loved you so much

Chapter 60

There is so much love hidden everywhere in the world, there is so much sorrow hidden everywhere, we will never find all the love and sorrow.If love cannot show, let it sink forever.Day by day, Shengran's eyes began to blur.With Shengran's persistence and the support of his family, Dr. Zheng pushed Shengran into the operating room.Lying on the operating table, looking at the blurred shadowless lamp, Sheng Ran burst into a smile, as if he saw the colorful flowers blooming all over the mountains and plains, and there was a faint fragrance.He had this illusion when he saw Xiaoye for the first time.Three hours later, Shengran was pushed out of the operating room, and at the same time, Xiaoye was sent into the operating room on the other side.Two weeks later, in the ward.The doctor removed the gauze from Xiaoye's left eye layer by layer.Xiaoye's left eye blinked a few times due to light stimulation, and then slowly opened. "I can see with my left eye!" Xiaoye cried excitedly while hugging Mona.Xiaoye went to inquire about the cornea donor as usual, but the hospital still refused to inform them because it had signed a confidentiality agreement with the donor.Everything seems to have gone seamlessly.But looking at Xiaoye's eyes, Mona still couldn't help shedding tears, Xiaoye thought it was tears of excitement and didn't care.Walking on the way to school, Xiaoye felt that everyone seemed to be watching her quietly, like a national treasure, a panda.Shi Feng and Lu Lu were already waiting for Xiao Ye at the Ripple Pavilion, but their expressions seemed to be mixed with many complicated elements.

"Shi Feng, aren't you happy that I'm back?" Xiaoye asked with a smile on her eyes.Shi Feng and Lu Lu smiled reluctantly.Shi Feng gritted his teeth and said: "Xiaoye, I think I have to tell you the truth, otherwise I will never feel at ease in my life! In fact, the 'Mr. Left Eye' you are looking for is not me but Shengran, and now donate to The cornea of ​​your left eye is also Shengran." Xiaoye's head suddenly seemed to be struck by lightning, her thoughts were completely disrupted, and her mind went blank.The person who read with one eye on the subway, the person who was ridiculed for looking at the world with only one eye, the person who appeared in time every time she was sad... Scenes of the past replayed in Xiaoye's mind.I'm so stupid, he is obviously by my side, but I don't know it at all.He clearly saw the picture of the left eye with Shi Feng, but I never thought it was him. ... "Sheng Ran just came to school to say goodbye to us two hours ago, and said that he would fly to the United States at four o'clock in the afternoon. Now there is still half an hour to catch up with him." Shi Feng's words woke up Xiao Ye, and she hurried He turned around and ran towards the school gate. "Wait for me, Xiaoye, I'll drive you there!" Shi Feng shouted while running.When Xiaoye and Shi Feng arrived at the airport, the flight to the United States had already set sail.Looking at the slowly rising plane, Xiaoye smiled helplessly, but there were clearly two tears streaming down her cheeks.Maybe this is fate.After Shengran left, Xiaoye embarked on a journey to re-understand Shengran.

From the subway he took, the home he lived in, the place where he played, the place where he was sad...as long as it was about Shengran, she paid attention to everything.But to really understand his heart is to read the monologues on his blog. "On April 4, I met her for the first time. She is very special. I don't know why I feel very kind when I see her eyes. Her eyes are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen..." "May On the 3th, I saw her again at an outdoor activity. I don’t know why I was afraid to see her eyes, how could there be such a cowardly person like me in the angel’s eyes..." "On July 5, I I was ridiculed by others as a "blind man", and I became my cowardly self again. But she said that fate is in her own hands and can't give up. Although it was her drunken words, maybe she didn't know it was her It is encouraging me, but my heart is still full of strength..." "On April 6, it is a kind of happiness for me to be with her in the CCD club every day and see her charming eyes..."... …"On July 7th, I was struggling. Should I confess to her? Will she accept a person with impaired eyesight..." "On July 12th, I accidentally discovered one of her secrets It turned out that she was blind before the age of 4. I can imagine what a strong girl she was in those 20 years, but now she needs the protection of others. I said to myself in my heart, never let her get hurt again .

"..." On March 3, we went to the riverside for a barbecue. I was going to confess my love to her today, but she fell in love with another person. At that moment, my heart seemed to be cut to pieces, and I lost consciousness at all... "" On March 2th, I tried to bless her, but I couldn't do it. Every time I saw her with someone else, I felt uncomfortable..." "On April 3th, my heart began to slow down. Slowly calmed down, and began to accept her being with others, I tried to bless her..." "On April 7, I held her hand for the first time, but not as a lover,..." "May 4 On July 7, her love was not going well, I thought I should help her, I persuaded my uncle and aunt to let them be together..."... "On July 4, I accidentally discovered that It turned out that my corneas were donated to her. No wonder I feel her eyes are so kind.I don't know what will happen if she finds out?But forget it, let's not disturb her life. ""On July 22, I saw her tears again, and I started to sting again..."..."On May 5, she returned to the person she liked again.Seeing her smile, I also laughed in my heart..."..."October 9th, everything should be over, the last thing I can do for her is to let her have a pair of perfect eyes. "After reading the article on Shengran's blog, Xiaoye was flooded with tears. The result of finding love is often cruel despair. There is no more important thing in life than love. If you can keep it in your heart forever For that love, even if you lose your eyes, there will be someone who will not hesitate.

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