I wish you never knew that I loved you so much

Chapter 38

I don't know who said it, if there is no love, human eyes will never shed tears, and the so-called loneliness will never exist.The subway shuttles quickly, and the buildings on both sides also move backward quickly.Shengran sat blankly on the seat of the subway, without moving his eyes, a little absent-minded, a little empty, as if everything around him was still.Time flows like this until the moment the subway stops.At home, Li Haifang cooked a large table of meals as usual.Walking to the door of the house, Sheng Ran packs up all the sad emotions, then opens the door with a smile and enters.As a grown man, no matter what discomfort you have outside, never bring it home to worry your relatives. This is a Chinese tradition.There was one more guest at the dinner table, and it was Dr. Zheng Kaiyuan, a former colleague of Shengran's parents in the hospital.Dr. Zheng, 40 years old, has a square face and a very friendly smile. "Old Ye, how many years have we been gone?" Dr. Zheng's face turned red after drinking a few glasses of white wine. "It's been about four or five years!" Ye Jian said with his drunken eyes narrowed. "Yeah, I still remember that after the operation for Shengran, we haven't seen each other again." "Where have you been all these years?" "I went to the United States, and the hospital sent me to study for three years." " Then you must be a well-known ophthalmologist now." "It's all a false name given by your peers. How about you, how have you been these years?" "That's it, open a small clinic, and make do with it." "Time has passed It's so fast, it's been five years if you don't pay attention.

Think about how Shengran was a kid five years ago, but now he has grown into a handsome boy! "Yes, how many five years can there be in life!"In five years, I will be 55 too! The more Ye Jian and Dr. Zheng talked, the more emotional they were, and they clinked their wine glasses several times. Seeing the faint white hair on his father's hair, Sheng Ran suddenly felt that his father was really old, and felt inexplicably sad. "Uncle Zheng, let me drink with you, my dad doesn't drink very well! "Sheng Ran blocked the wine glass that Dr. Zheng was about to touch with Ye Jian and said. He knew that his father's heart was not good, so he shouldn't drink too much alcohol. "What a filial child.OK, Uncle Zheng will drink with you. "Dr. Zheng laughed heartily. Sheng Ran doesn't like drinking liquor very much, but he still had a few drinks with Dr. Zheng. "Sheng Ran, thinking about what happened five years ago, uncle feels ashamed. It’s because the level of medical care at that time was so poor that you couldn’t save your left eye, and the cornea that fell off couldn’t be restored and had to be donated to others. "Dr. Zheng blamed himself. When Shengran was injured and sent to the hospital, Dr. Zheng was also one of the doctors who participated in the operation. Dr. Zheng is a person who pursues perfection. Regrets are left. But Shengran’s operation was an exception. Due to the lack of medical equipment and medical level at that time, Shengran’s left eye could not be preserved in the end. Although the appearance of the eye was restored to the original, it could only be used as a decoration The product is usually placed on the left side of the right eye, because there is only darkness in its world. For this reason, Dr. Zheng has always blamed himself.

In order to make the future operation more perfect, he accepted the arrangement of the hospital and went to the United States for further study for three years. "However, the donated cornea finally did a good deed, allowing a little girl who hadn't seen the world for 13 years to see the light again." Dr. Zheng continued. "Really, how is that girl doing now?" Shengran didn't know much about his cornea being donated. He was autistic back then and didn't ask his parents, nor did they tell him. Now Dr. Zheng brought it up. He was a little curious. "That little girl, oh no, is now a tall and slim girl. She is very beautiful, her eyes are charming, and she is cheerful and sunny. She comes to our hospital every year for regular eye examinations. Her parents are both lawyers. , to thank the hospital for being a legal consultant for the hospital for free." Thinking that his cornea had changed a person's fate, Sheng Ran felt a little relieved. "Xiao Zheng, don't just drink and eat more food!" Li Haifang greeted warmly. "Thank you sister-in-law!" "Xiao Zheng, you must be an authority in ophthalmology after studying abroad for so many years. Do you think it is possible for Shengran's left eye to recover?" Actually, Li Haifang and Ye Jian invited Zheng The doctor's visit is not only for reminiscing about the past, but also for Shengran's left eye. "Actually, when I was in the United States, I have been paying attention to the topic of whether the eyes can recover after being severely injured. I think it is still feasible, but it depends on the specific recovery of the eyes. Let Shengran come to the hospital, and I will give you an answer after a careful examination , How are you, sister-in-law?" "Well, I will thank you on behalf of our family!" Li Haifang said with tears in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)