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Chapter 53 His Injury

However, she is already in the mortal world now, she has her own thoughts, can she let go so easily?
It is said that mortal cultivation is much, much more difficult than animal cultivation, because human desires are always endless, while animals, on the contrary, are much simpler and more persistent.

Although she has the body of a beast, she has the soul of a modern person. Isn't she a bit different like this?

The mood suddenly became very bad. These are actually things buried in Liang Muxi's heart. She usually doesn't think about Ah Q, and lives heartlessly to avoid these things.

However, once triggered, it is easy to fall into the fog of self-made, unable to extricate oneself.

In the scene I saw just now, there were obviously so many people on the street, Liang Muxi really thought that even if she was one of the most ordinary among them, she could at least live like a human being, no matter how hard or tired she was, she would be willing Yee.

But what?
After all, it was just her own wishful thinking.

Feeling a little depressed, Liang Muxi lay on Cang Moyuan's lap sullenly, without saying a word. Seeing Xuehu's appearance, Cangmoyuan raised Xuehu's front legs so that Xuehu could face him.

Those deep and boundless eyes crashed into Liang Muxi's clear pupils, and Liang Muxi could feel that those eyes seemed to be stained with magic power, making it easy to be attracted into them!

Eyes as bright as five-colored glazed beads were deep and boundless. Looking at those eyes, Liang Muxi always felt that he really couldn't see through this man.

Even though he is young, he always looks like a young adult, which makes people feel awe and dare not make mistakes.

Sure enough, worthy of a prince of a country, at such a young age, that incomparably noble temperament can also be brought into full play, but what is he going to do now?Why did you let yourself look at him?
Liang Muxi was wondering what Cang Moyuan wanted to do, and was struggling in his heart. He didn't dare to look at those deep eyes. He always felt that his heart would throb inexplicably every time he saw those eyes. , Liang Muxi was very strange, and also a little scared.

"Rou Tuanzi, don't think too much, look forward, the problem will be solved!" Although he didn't know what Xuehu was thinking, Cang Moyuan understood too much from those sad eyes, he Knowing that Xuehu's identity is not simple, he didn't ask too much, but just tried his best to enlighten Xuehu.

"It's useless to think too much, it's better to think about how to solve the problem, don't you think so?" Looking at Xuehu seriously, looking at the fragility in those clear eyes, Cang Moyuan felt a little distressed, "If you want to come out to play , I will take you out if I have a chance in the future, don't be unhappy, there will always be a solution to the problem!"

It can be seen that Xuehu is very interested in the outside world, and Cang Moyuan is also self-reflecting whether he is restricting Xuehu's freedom too much.

He has been used to loneliness and being alone for more than ten years, but Xuehu is different. After all, Xuehu is still young, and his temper is not determined. He is already like this. He doesn't want Xuehu to be like him. They all have no desires, no desires, indifference, and in the end, they are like walking dead. There is not much difference between living and dying.

"Rou Tuanzi, do you know? As soon as I was born, my mother and I were in danger because of my mother's difficulty in childbirth. My mother gave birth to me for a day and a night, but failed to give birth to me, and finally died of exhaustion. It was the father who rushed in. I went to the delivery room, broke my legs in the mother's womb, and pulled me out, which saved my life!
Since I was a child, the imperial physician has diagnosed me countless times that I cannot survive. It was my father who did not give up and found the most precious medicinal materials for me, pulling me back from the gate of hell again and again.

do you know?Since I was a child, I have been different from normal princes. Several times, I thought that if my father didn't keep me, it would be great to let me go with my mother. In this way, I don't have to suffer too much pain, and I don't have to live. So hard, even so fragile!

I want to give up my life countless times, because I know that my existence is a burden to my father. If he wants to keep me, he must resist all kinds of pressure from the court, resist the endless open and secret fights in the harem, and even pretend to be with me. The concubine I don't like has to deal with it.

When I was young, I didn't understand, I just thought that my father had so many princes, why did he have to leave me to suffer?I have had no freedom since I was a child, and my life is too fragile. I myself feel that it is a kind of torture, and I really want to end it quickly.

I gave up on myself, and it caused a lot of trouble for my treatment, until one time I couldn't stand the torture and refused all treatment!

However, when I was dying, I saw my father, who had always been strong, cry!

That was the first time I saw my father crying. I always thought that my father was powerful and omnipotent.But that time, crying because I was about to leave!

I listened to him tell the story of his mother, and listened to him say that my mother lasted to the last moment for me, and gave up her life for me!

At that moment, I knew that my life carried all the sustenance of the two people who loved me so much, and I knew that I lived not only for myself, but also for the mother who passed away for me, and For my father who is struggling so hard!
My life is no longer my own, I can't choose to leave because of selfishness!My mother and empress have not avenged their revenge, and my father and emperor are in a whole situation, my responsibility is much more than the pain I have to bear..."

This is the first time in Cang Moyuan's life that he has spoken so many words, and it is also the first time that Cang Moyuan has expressed his inner pain and struggle. Although he is only facing a snow fox, it can be seen that Cang Moyuan has long been I trust Xuehu wholeheartedly.

"Routuanzi, there are no obstacles in life. Look at me now, don't I feel pretty good?" The smile on the corner of his mouth was a bit bitter, with a faint emotion that Liang Muxi couldn't see through. His snow-like face and smile, but Fragile as if it will melt soon.

Only he himself knows how hard it has been in order to survive these years.

However, it's all over, and now he has the ability to protect himself, and will no longer be a burden to anyone!
Although the man was smiling, the fleeting smile like melting ice, obviously so pure and beautiful, made Liang Muxi feel that his heart was in pain.

(End of this chapter)