There are spirits in the rebirth space

Chapter 119 Confused
Li Zhiheng is really dumbfounded, Ye Hui is really forgiving sometimes.

As Ye Hui said, the two of them really visited places of interest, art galleries or museums in the past two days.Ye Hui also specially bought a few sets of ballet videotapes, and prepared to give them to Yuqian when she went back.

On the third day, Ye Hui naturally became obedient.Woke up in the morning, had breakfast, and started practicing the violin in the hotel.The repertoires for the competition were selected by Ruan Shufang for Ye Hui, and Ye Hui has been practicing these repertoires for the past few months.

On the fifth day after Li Zhiheng and Ye Hui arrived, Ruan Shufang also arrived.However, Ruan Shufang was not alone, Bai Ling also came with Ruan Shufang.This was unexpected by Ye Hui.But after thinking about it, Bai Ling has great talent in the violin, so it's no wonder that Ruan Shufang is willing to bring her here. I'm afraid she wants her to get in touch with the violin more and get familiar with the competition process, which will be better for her future development. .

Ruan Shufang naturally lived in the same hotel as Ye Hui and Li Zhiheng.Ruan Shufang was very relieved to learn that Ye Hui had been practicing the violin in the hotel very hard these two days.Ye Hui is always considerate.Ye Hui's skills were tested, but she has mastered them very proficiently, and she has mastered the skills very well. While Ruan Shufang was happy, she also advised Ye Hui not to be nervous. She should relax and reduce the amount of practice these two days.

Ye Hui really didn't expect Ruan Shufang to do this, and while excited, she couldn't laugh or cry.If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have to spend so much trouble pretending to be a good baby.

This time the competition is divided into two parts. After entering the preliminary round, it will be the final. This time the interim rematch is banned, but this is not necessarily easier than before. On the contrary, it will be more difficult.

Before the exam, Ruan Shufang specially taught Ye Hui the exam skills.Although this is somewhat opportunistic, an exam, no matter how rigorous, is still a part of the violinist.What's more, in such an international competition, even an unborn genius may not necessarily be able to stand out in such a competition.Therefore, the necessary skills are indispensable.

The pieces that Ruan Shufang chose for Ye Hui were all plain and unpretentious, emphasizing the basics of the violin and not very technical.Originally, Ye Hui didn't quite understand why Ruan Shufang made such a choice, but Ruan Shufang's explanation to Ye Hui made her understand Ruan Shufang's painstaking efforts.

After all, the judges and teachers are also mortals with seven emotions and six desires, so they naturally have their own preferences.If Ye Hui's repertoire selection is too factional, it's hard to say whether it will touch the taboo of a certain judge.If there is that piece that the teacher doesn't like, no matter how well Ye Hui plays it, still want to get a high score?So using this basic tune is the safest.

Including etiquette in the examination room, as well as self-regulation skills.Because the repertoires are all optional, it is difficult to guarantee that you will not encounter the same repertoire during the exam.If one's own music is played by others first, then there must be certain psychological barriers in the heart.Teacher Ruan has provided Ye Hui with counseling for all possible situations. He only hopes that if he has done enough work in the early stage, the competition will be smoother then.

While listening to Ruan Shufang's instructions, Ye Hui sighed in her heart, no wonder Ruan Shufang always felt that she didn't care about the violin.

I always feel that I have worked hard enough on the violin, and whenever I have free time, I will practice the violin hard.Make full use of the time difference in space and spend several times more time than others to practice the violin, but in just a few years, it has the same effect as others practice for ten or eight years.But Ruan Shufang still said that she didn't care.Only then did I understand why Ruan Shufang said that!

In terms of violin, I really put in a lot of effort, studying and practicing very hard.But this does not mean that he really has a heart for the violin.From the beginning to the end, I was studying mechanically, but I didn't think about other things about the violin.

I used to like the violin, and I kept saying that I wanted to make some achievements.However, in the end, Ruan Shufang reminded herself to make some plans for her violin career before embarking on the current path, saving up tickets to enter the Curtis Institute of Music.Another example is today's violin competition. I believe that if I am participating in a fashion design competition today, I will definitely prepare a lot in advance, including collecting information, purchasing fabrics, preparing design drawings, and making full use of the right time, place and people to prepare for the competition.But this is a violin competition. Knowing that I was still thinking about how to play on the eve of the competition, I didn't even think about how to deal with the possible situations that may arise during the competition.Should I learn from Ruan Shufang, ask some precautions, etc.Their minds are all blank, and they have no desire to seek answers.In the end, I really didn't put the violin at ease in my heart, and put it in the same low position as fashion design to work hard, think, and struggle.

Thinking about this, Ye Hui suddenly felt uneasy and guilty in her heart.What's more, she even had a little fear and shrink back from the upcoming violin competition, because she suddenly felt that she had paid too little for the violin.

Li Zhiheng, who had been by Ye Hui's side all the time, keenly felt Ye Hui's mood swings.Seeing the game approaching, Ye Hui suddenly became a little annoyed and a little irritable, so Li Zhiheng had to try his best to enlighten her.

As a relative and lover who grew up with her and went through difficult times together, Ye Hui has always been the most honest in front of Li Zhiheng.So when the depression in her heart was tangled, she chose to confide her troubles to Li Zhiheng.

"So you feel ashamed to treat Teacher Ruan?" Li Zhiheng concluded after hearing Ye Hui's depression.

Ye Hui nodded, then shook her head again, "It's not just that. Because I finally found the reason why Teacher Ruan said that I didn't pay attention to learning the violin. What's even more frightening is that through these reasons, I discovered that I really didn't care about it from the bottom of my heart. Put learning the violin in my heart, and give it with the same enthusiasm as fashion design. The violin is not in my heart, so I didn’t make real efforts to fight for it. What I do now is more like a It is a kind of coping and mechanical practice, but the soul of the violin cannot be found."

Ye Hui's expression was a little annoyed.

Li Zhiheng thought for a while before continuing: "I think the biggest difficulty for you is not that you don't take the violin into your heart, but the sudden discovery that dispels your enthusiasm. You feel that you haven't worked hard on the violin because you haven't. Turning the violin into a part of your life like clothing design will greatly deny the importance of the violin in your life. Even, you begin to suspect that you have lost your original intention to learn the violin. Not to mention the original ambition, simply put , that is, you have lost the motivation to continue studying!"

Ye Hui nodded hurriedly, Li Zhiheng's analysis was very thorough, it was absolutely right!

"That's it! I suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. After working hard for such a long time, I suddenly found that I had never paid for it. I felt that everything I had done before was fake, or that what I had done was fake. The effort I made turned out to be so insignificant. So after thinking that if I want to keep going, I need to put in more effort, I feel that I can’t afford such a dream and future at all, and my strength is not enough to support myself to reach that peak!" Ye Hui frowned, looked at Li Zhiheng and said.

"Then what do you think? The exam is about to start, and your mood is really not suitable for participating in the competition."

"I don't know either." Ye Hui lay down on the table annoyed, "The hard work I thought was not enough. Now I not only question my hard work, but even my ability."

"Doubt your ability, do you not believe that your ability can support you to achieve good results?" Li Zhiheng asked doubtfully.

"Of course!" Ye Hui raised her eyebrows, "So much hard work is careless, so with careless practice, how much real material can my skills have?"

"I think I've found the crux!" Li Zhiheng laughed suddenly, looking at Ye Hui who was full of doubts and explained, "You question your ability, the best way is to find an opportunity to prove your ability. And if you don't The entanglement of daring to participate in the competition is that you question your ability and whether you can get good results. But, Ye Zi, you seem to have forgotten your original intention for participating in the competition. You are not here to participate in the small marriage proposal competition to get a ranking! Ruan The teacher mainly wants you to experience the process and competition mode of the violin competition in advance, so that you can have a bottom line in future competitions. So you should put your mind right first.”

"How to straighten it up?" Ye Hui still looked at Li Zhiheng a little discouraged, not understanding what he meant.

Li Zhiheng sat down next to Ye Hui, stroked her hair lightly, and said softly: "I want you to correct your purpose for participating in the competition! You are not here to get a ranking, but to familiarize yourself with the process! Not to say Even an unborn genius may not necessarily get good grades in an unfamiliar exam? So your task is to get familiar with it. As for your confusion, I think a large part of it is the nervousness of the exam, plus Some things that you suddenly understand in the Internet make you confused, and you have doubts about your ability and even the things you have been insisting on. I can’t help you with these, you can only rely on yourself to figure it out.”

Ye Hui looked at Li Zhiheng anxiously, pouted with displeasure on her face, "But I'm still very conflicted! You want me to continue participating in the competition. But given my current situation, it's extremely bad. I really can’t imagine what the outcome will be.”

Li Zhiheng turned Ye Hui's body and made her face him, "I didn't say that you can only solve your confusion by yourself. But don't be so obsessed with the result, just think about your original intention for participating in the competition That's good. I think that after you finish the game, all the problems that troubled you will be solved!"

　Hey, it seems that today I have to make up yesterday's, and it's only a minute away! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)