Cyan Lotus of Space Clearance

Chapter 4 Mother's Love
"Ma'am please."

"Where's the girl?" Satisfied to see Chunyu Qiushi loyally guarding the door of Su Yierha's room, Zhang Jia asked with a calm face.She knew that her daughter often refused to let the maids around her sleep with her at night because of the damp and cold floor in the room. Although she didn't say it on the face, she was often worried that her servants would be too soft and considerate and would be deceived by some arrogant people. Now it seems that , these two maids are still good and know how to measure.

"Still resting..." Chun Yu's voice dropped.

Zhang Jia's face darkened, a glint flashed in his eyes, and he said softly: "Go down first and pack up all the things that the girl usually uses and don't use, and then go to Mother Zhao to listen to her orders. I and your girls I have something to say." After speaking, he slowly opened the door and walked in.

The bed curtain was raised, and Zhang Jia stretched out his palm to touch Su Yierha's forehead, and then patted his daughter's face: "Yu'er?"

"Er Niang." Su Yi Erha buried her head in Zhang Jia's warm and fragrant embrace, and rubbed against her childishly, just like she acted like a baby with her mother in modern times. "Why are you here?"

Zhang Jia caressed her back lovingly, and said after a while: "How about Yu'er and Er Niang go to Fangshan's Zhuangzi to live for a while?"

"Er Niang?" Didn't you say yesterday that after two days she would be better and take her to greet the old lady? Why did she suddenly want to live in the manor?Can the mistress of such a big Niu Hulu mansion just leave?
Her Yuer, her precious daughter...

Zhang Jiashi looked at the naive appearance of her daughter in her arms, her heart was full of love and pity, and she thought that this child was honest and kind, even though she suffered such grievances, she kept it from herself, but it was like this, no one in the whole house saw her Well, on the contrary, those cunning people are even more arrogant.

Feeling sad in my heart, I have been wronged in this life, so I want my baby to suffer even more?It's just a fourth-rank official's back house, and the conspiracy is so fierce. If she goes to a higher place, without her protection, will her daughter be completely tempered, or will she be lost in a bunch of women? In the fight for favor?Thinking of this, Zhang Jiashi shuddered.

Zhang Jia's face was pale, but Su Yierha could still see the complexity and frustration. After thinking about it, could it be that what happened in the morning reached her ears?Then she...can't help but feel a little sour. For a woman in this era, family support and a stable marriage are important guarantees for her to live well.Obedience to father, husband, and son, especially the second half of a woman's life, depends on the respect of her husband's family and the continuation of her heirs, but today, Zhang Jia has given up in despair.

"Emiang, have you heard about that place?" Su Yierha sat up straight and said, "I don't care, it's just a pity for those flower seedlings that Emiang specially asked someone to find for me. Fruit seedlings..."

Besides this mother, there are Mother Zhao, Chunyu Qiushi and the others. She doesn't have much affection for the people in the Niuhulu Mansion. They haven't visited her since she fell ill, and even the old lady just sent someone to ask. .The planting land was destroyed, and she only felt the disappointment of these so-called relatives and the ridiculousness of the destroyers, as well as the displeasure of her own interests being violated and Zhang Jia's authority being offended...sadness, it's really out of the question.

However, if it was the original Su Yierha, he would be sad, after all, he is his relative...

Zhang Jiashi will also feel sad and angry about what happened to her daughter.

So she couldn't even comfort her with confidence.Saying it will only make you appear hypocritical, and speaking it will only make you appear "soft and cowardly", and it will only hurt Zhang Jia's heart even more.

After straightening out her daughter's hair, Zhang Jia's expression turned pale: "What are you talking about! You are Er Niang's only daughter, and Er Niang's heart. How can you let you live a life of being bullied and harmed by others all the time! Just remember, although we women are filial to our parents at home, respect our parents-in-law when we get married, and love our husbands and children, we must also be sensible and know how to advance and retreat. If I have no intentions, I will rest' is not a joke. You have to follow the trend when you do things, but you can't bear it again and again. You must know that there are many people in the world who are aggressive. The more you let her be more bullied, one day you will retreat to nothing Even the land is gone!
Now the old lady is pretending to be deaf and dumb, and you, Ama, are devoted to protecting his two precious children. Not to mention Er Niang is taking you out of the house to live, even if the estate is separated and they live in another place, they dare not make a fuss!Although there is no one in your maternal grandfather's house, my cousin is still there, the family members are still there, and my mother has a dowry property, so I can live a comfortable life.Furthermore, you are the concubine's daughter of the Niu Hulu Mansion, and your Ama's official position is not high. If you refer to the clan, I'm afraid you won't be able to get a good position. "

The original Su Yierha was chubby, not tall, and her facial features were not very outstanding. She believed that the talent of the female celebrity was lowered a few levels. She believed that she would have a good chance of losing the draft. Erha's body grew a little taller, his body became thinner again, and his facial features began to grow... The whole person unexpectedly looked several times better than before, especially those dark black eyes, which were so deep and crystal clear as to be like the first class. The black stone will inadvertently reveal a kind of spiritual light, which makes people involuntarily want to look at it again and again, and be intoxicated by it.Also, this skin is becoming more and more tender and smooth... Thinking of the vision that happened to her when she was most dangerously ill, Zhang Jia couldn't help feeling deeply worried. The daughter is still her daughter, but the daughter is still her daughter. As the metamorphosis continues, this fate will become more and more involuntary.

Thinking of this, she made up her mind even more: "If the news of us leaving the mansion to live in another place secretly leaks into the ears of the nobles in the palace, thinking that...the house in Niu Hulu's mansion is not stable and the house is not quiet, and the marriage can be independent, that would be the best. We don't look for those high-ranking officials who are promising, and the family has a large population and it's hard to take care of them. We just need to be honest and loyal to my son. At that time, you can live a comfortable life with the generous dowry that my mother gave you... ...If the marriage reference cannot be avoided, then it is also good to avoid the royal family, and the chances of being accused of being the royal family are also higher."

Hearing these words, Su Yierha was stunned, moved and helpless.

What is dumbfounded is that Zhang Jia's view of marriage is more like a time-traveling woman than herself. When she wants to follow the history and follow the arrangement of her family to live a peaceful life in this ancient time, this mother-in-law is desperately trying to lose her marriage. Plan a more free life for yourself with the most important reputation of women.

She was moved by the deep, brave, and unconcerned maternal love.

The helpless thing is: in this era when the imperial power is overwhelming, individuals are not stronger than the situation, even if they succeed in their plan and she marries an honest and caring person, can she leave Zhang Jia, who is guarding the marriage in name only, to grow old alone?You must know that people in this era attach great importance to whether there will be any heirs to serve the incense after a hundred years. Maybe the descendants of Niu Hulu's mansion will not do so well, but she has to consider Zhang Jia's.

Bring Zhang Jia's family to marry?That's even more unrealistic.

She is willing not to marry, but to live with her freely, the problem is that Zhang Jia is also unwilling to do so, right? !
Shaking his head, he still couldn't agree: "I can't put you in that situation for me... I'll just bear it. Anyway, I don't have much time to stay at home after the draft, so how long can I get along? And you Losing the draft is only a possibility, and we cannot lose your...reputation for that tiny possibility." And marriage.Su Yierha swallowed the last word, although she also doubted whether Zhang Jia's marriage was happy.

"You have grown up, and you know how to think about Er Niang, but," Zhang Jia looked at her with a smile, straightened up after a long while, pulled her out of bed, and helped her change her clothes in a semi-forced manner: "I have been with her." The old lady said, she said that our mother and I will live in Zhuangzi for a while... It’s too late to change our minds! Don’t worry, Er Niang doesn’t have to do everything. Response. If she stays in this mansion again, Erniang is afraid that she will be unable to reach out, and then Erniang will have nowhere to cry..."

Guess Ling Zhu didn't expect his wife to have such a big reaction. Su Yierha curled her lips in her heart. This is much more serious than a husband and wife quarreling and going back to her mother's house. You must know that Zhang Jia has been tolerant of his wife for more than ten years. The image is well played.Well, even for the sake of face, Ling Zhu couldn't let Er Niang live in Zhuangzi forever.

"Besides, living in Zhuangzi is much more free than living in the mansion. There are enough flowers, plants and trees for you to fiddle with. You can plant whatever you like, and Emiang will give it to you as a dowry in the future!"

Su Yierha's eyes lit up: "Really? I can grow anything?"

"Really." Zhang Jiashi looked at her with a smile, thinking of the old lady's speechless and stiff face when she heard the news in the morning and went directly to the old lady to tell her her own decision, she couldn't help feeling relieved. Why do you think she will always swallow her anger, without Niu Hulu Mansion and Niu Hulu.Ling Zhu and her Zhang Jia.Huiru can also lead a good life with her daughter.

The various benefits and freedoms of going out of the mansion to live in Zhuangzi...

Su Yierha, who was a bit bored with recuperating from illness and studying hard in secret, was moved.

"Er Niang, what's the matter of calling your son over in such a hurry?" Ling Zhu, who had worked hard for a day, stepped into the door of the house when he was invited into the old lady's room by the servant who had been waiting for a long time. His worried eyes saw that the old lady was not physically After feeling uncomfortable, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Seeing that her son hurried over without waiting for a change of clothes, the old lady's expression paled.Although this son is not as smart and wise as he is, he is more down-to-earth and filial and obedient to himself. Unfortunately... he lacks this wife and children and the happiness of happiness.

"Er Niang?" Seeing the old lady looking at him with complicated eyes and not opening her mouth, Ling Zhu was a little confused, "Are you okay?"

"I'd rather be the one who has something to do." The old lady sighed, staring at Ling Zhu with some resentment, and said, "Your wife told me this morning that she would take Su Yierha to Bie Zhuang to raise her."

"Isn't it safe to live in the mansion?" Ling Zhu responded casually, "Where does she want to live?"

I just want to relax.

Because of the incident of Su Yierha falling into the water, the husband and wife who were originally respectful to each other were completely indifferent to the end.

"You haven't realized it yet? She is going to live in Fangshan, her own dowry village." The old lady said angrily, "She wants to separate from her estate." Jiashi was very dissatisfied that he dared to have such an idea.Speaking of which, the daughter-in-law's ability to manage the family is good, and her handling of affairs is also commendable. Unfortunately, she didn't like her son, and she couldn't give birth to more grandchildren for herself.

"No way..." Ling Zhu finally understood what his mother said, and decided to split up and live apart?This is a scandal in the wealthy class, unless the husband's conduct is extremely bad, and he really can't live with it, otherwise he will not do it.

"She only owes a clear statement!" The old lady waved her hands hesitantly, "I just let her take Su Yierha to live for a while. There are many things at the end of the year, and she is missing as the head of the house. I will make people laugh at that time. As for that girl An Min, I also punished her for copying the filial piety scriptures a hundred times, and she was not allowed to leave the room without permission."

"She leaves as soon as she wants," Ling Zhu frowned, "What's the matter with Guan Anmin?"

The old lady glanced at her son, and said dissatisfied: "You really think she didn't intervene when Su Yierha fell into the water last time? I saw that you were protecting her and couldn't catch her, so I turned a blind eye and closed my eyes." After that, she gave her courage, and just after the ban was lifted, she instigated someone to smash up Su Yierha's land... She thought everyone was a fool, thinking that it would be okay if she didn't do it herself. Everything will be fine when people see it? At first, I thought it was a smart person that could be cultivated, but I didn't realize it, but I lost my scruples even more.

A concubine, a concubine, no matter what, she is a concubine, not to mention being submissive and respectful, but also deceiving and ruthless. As long as she has a deeper vision and a better means, I will let her go. Which one in the backyard of this deep house does not have these fights? ?It's a pity that she acts impetuously and has short-sightedness... With this temperament, let alone pointing out a good one, it is God's blessing to come out smoothly after the audition. "

"Emother..."

No, it's impossible!If it was An Min who did it, then Duanhai will come forward to testify... No matter what, he is unwilling to believe that his son and daughter who he loves so much are so cruel that even his own sisters can kill them.

But the whole Niu Hulu Mansion knew that the planting land was specially reclaimed by the mistress for her daughter to pass the time for the second girl, and it was the second girl's treasure. Who would dare to touch Yi Er?
Ling Zhutou walked back and forth, maybe it was his subconscious alienation, maybe it was because of Su Yierha's own personality, the father and daughter have never been very close, but Su Yierha is also Niu Hulu.Ling Zhu's first daughter, fell into the water and suffered a serious illness during this time, and now her beloved planting land has been destroyed... It's impossible to say that he doesn't have a little bit of pity in his heart.But An Min?Thinking of An Min's delicate and sweet smile, he hesitated again.Could it be that Er Niang made a mistake?

The old lady gave him a sideways look, not bothering to argue with him about the issue.She is old, but not blind.She is also a grandson and daughter-in-law who survived and was born in a wealthy family. She has seen so many people and experienced many things, not to mention the outside, she is confident that there is nothing to hide from her fiery eyes in this house.

Ling Zhu turned his eyes away sweating, he also knew how powerful his old lady was.The problem is: if you believe this, you have to doubt that, they are all his flesh and blood...

He stopped, "Then, what did An Min say?"

Speaking of this old lady, she became even angrier, and she couldn't help but see the unnatural flash on An Min's face when she was asked about this matter, the panic flashed in her eyes, and the reply that stuck her neck: "It has nothing to do with me anyway. If you can frame me for pushing her into the water once, this time it must be her own sabotage and planting it on me!"

Angrily described her words and deeds at that time.Being angry with her daughter-in-law can be regarded as her being treated badly by the Niuhulu Mansion, but being angry with her granddaughter?There is no way to justify the collision.The old lady is still angry when she thinks about it: "I dismissed her nanny and went home. After raising her for so long, even the original gentle aura has turned into a black-bone aura, and the nanny abetted her instead of persuading her." The bad servants who imitated the master also sold it to me! Su Yierha’s nanny is also old and out of use, and she gets sick every day. I thought about it, and the two of them are also grown up. Mammy's care is not enough, Nanny Sun, who only taught manners and manners, will concentrate on teaching An Min in the future, and Su Yierha will ask someone to find a good parenting nanny again."

"What Erniang says is what she says, don't get angry, it's important—"

He gave his son a hard look: "I won't be angry for long, how many years can I live at this age? I'm worried about you, no matter how much you love your concubines, you can't be indifferent to your first wife, and you can't treat your back house in a wrong way." Biased, otherwise, how can you uphold the family style, and how will your wife manage the family? Don't you think that Huiru will just be tolerant, and a woman is a mother? If Su Yierha has a good or bad, what does the whole Niuhulu Mansion do to her? use?"

Yes, what use is it to her?Her parents died young, and the only one closest to her is this daughter. If even her daughter is gone, what is the hope of her life? It is better not to live...

Ling Zhu was stunned for a long time, as if his head had been hit by something, thinking about the woman he had been looking forward to marrying, thinking about the years since the marriage, thinking about how she was becoming more and more distant from him , more and more cold eyes... To her, she is just her husband.

I have never been gentle and considerate to her, nor have I treated her with sincerity and respect, and some are just unconsciously perfunctory or subconsciously biased...

What if she leaves herself?

No, it won't.Which woman in this world would voluntarily leave her husband's house?
But why not, since she has never taken care of her in her heart, would she really regard herself as her reliance?
If it was the former Ling Zhu, maybe he would not care about it, thinking that his wife regards her husband as her god and his will as her will. No matter what he does, she will be obedient and considerate?But now after the old lady's beating reminder, he thought deeply for the first time and became suspicious.

His wife intends to split the property and live separately, which is an insult to him as a man!But, he was not thinking about it in a bad way, and he really didn't treat her very well...

However, he changed his mind and thought gloomily, that's what she asked for, didn't she?

He did nothing wrong!
(End of this chapter)