Foster son and husband

Chapter 184 Race
185 running
Meimei stretched out her hand to grab the purple jade bead pendant on her left ear with some annoyance, and frowned slightly: "The problem is not here now! Whether it's Qin Meiniang or me, if we are allowed to choose independently, it won't be you! Having said that Many, don’t you still understand? We come from different social classes, and our identities and statuses are too different. People’s characters, tastes, knowledge and pursuits are all different. Being together will be tiring and insecure! For you, To love a woman is to take her as your own, to serve your parents and elders without complaint, to have children, and then you give her glory and wealth, which is enough, but you have to think about it: would the woman want Willing, willing or not? Not every woman likes that kind of life! In fact, your grandmother’s idea is right. Marriage pays attention to the right marriage. You should marry a lady from a rich family like Zhuang Yulan. On the next step. Qin Meiniang is a smart woman. She knows what the result will be if she marries into the Xu Mansion with her family background, especially if you marry a general like you who has been fighting outside all the year round and cannot be relied on. So she is very scared. She never thought of climbing the door, she just wants a lover who is like-minded and dependent on life and death! Fate is very unfair to her, she dare not fight, the only choice is to die. I am different, I will never die until the last moment! You Who doesn’t understand the rules and upbringing that grandma keeps talking about all day long? It’s something that binds people’s hands and feet. If you follow it completely, you’ll die. I’ll try my best to be flexible and try to protect myself. The things I did in your house, the mess that I caused, I am willing to take responsibility! Your grandmother asked the Empress Dowager to come forward and give up, if you just take this opportunity to let go, nothing will happen to us!"

Xu Junying's pale face gradually turned dark. He listened quietly to Meimei's words, and looked at her coldly: "I am so unbearable in your eyes? If you don't choose me, who will you choose? You despise Xu's strict and strict family. , the elders are strict, I agree with this one, but if you say that I am not as good as other men, I will not accept it! If I don’t have to go to the battlefield to fight for state affairs, I can also show up in time when you need it, like Zhang Jingyun and the others, to help you You, let you do what you want to do smoothly! Is that the same as your character, taste, knowledge and pursuit? It meets your requirements?"

Meimei was stunned, and stared at him with her mouth slightly open. It took a long time before she could speak: "Xu Junying! You, you are too outrageous! You are talking about the two of us, where did you get involved? What about them? What? You are like this every time, you know how to avoid the important ones, can you clarify the important points?"

"The point has long been clear, and it couldn't be more clear! Qin Meimei is my Xu Junying's wife, no matter what you say, no reason can change it! This is God's will, you have no choice, just accept it!"

Watching Meimei's face turn from pink to white, Xu Junying's eyes were sad and complicated: "As you said, you have inherited Qin Meiniang's body. When I face you, I will think of Lao Qi and Meiniang... When I face Heng Er, I have to bear the same pain! But I am willing to bear you and Henger, I am willing to be with you, life and death!"

Meimei said coldly: "Why do you have to endure that pain? Why can't you change it? No one forced you to do that! I know what you think, I will keep that secret, and guarantee with my life that your reputation will not be damaged, you Still not at ease? You are so painful, it means nothing to me, I can't understand your true feelings, I don't want to accept your heart, I don't like you! Do you understand? "

Xu Junying's face turned pale instantly, and her voice was hoarse: "Meimei, are you still the same Cen Meimei? Why are you so heartless? I am not your enemy, I like you, can't you?"

"Of course I am still me. I have never been affectionate. How can I be unfeeling? You can like it, but I don't have to accept it. It's just your wishful thinking-the emperor and queen promised me to guarantee my rights! I'm not afraid of your anger, you can If you kill me, you will not be punished, you will die if you die, don't think so much, if you let me live, I will fight for freedom!"

Meimei intentionally brought the emperor and queen into it. In fact, the queen didn't even know about her and Xu Junying. Although the emperor said a few words like that, he still favored Xu Junying. They are used to oppressing people with power. Why can't she just say it casually? Make up a sentence that is ambiguous, to shock and stimulate Xu Junying?

Living in the current era, with one's own brain, it is not difficult to live a prosperous life, what is difficult is to live a decent and dignified life.The feeling of being firmly grasped by someone is too bad. When Xu Junying was indifferent to her before, she felt that he was an upright and trustworthy person, and she had some good feelings for him. After that, she behaved one after another, which made her really dare not compliment her. How could she treat her like this A friendly person?Do you use military tactics with her? 36 The trick is not over yet, he treats her as a prisoner, and if she is caught, it belongs to him, there is no need to discuss it!It's really unreasonable to fall in love with him!

Fighting against the powerful, she knew that she couldn't resist, and the defeat was already set, as Xu Junying said, it could not be changed!The emperor has his own principles, the imperial decree can't serve Xu Junying's marriage exclusively, Meimei just thinks it's too awkward, a hundred people are not convinced, unwilling, and unwilling, it has already reached this point, and she has to go back to the Xu family's daughter-in-law. How should the Xu family headed by the old lady ridicule and despise her?And this Marquis Xu who was provoked and despised by her in every possible way, how he will punish her, come on!The former Qin Meiniang died decisively, leaving no trace of her soul. If she were to be tortured to death this time, she would definitely die in peace!
If only I could die and return to modern times, that would be great!
Meimei sat sideways, contemplating herself, staring at the white jade teacup in front of her as if she was in a state of concentration, without moving. loose.

The weather was gloomy, and suddenly a few pea-sized raindrops fell from the sky. Meimei jumped up, covered her head with her hands, turned around and ran, and ran a few steps to look back at Xu Junying. Sit still, Meimei ignores him, it's better to be stupid, when the heavy rain comes, just avoid it by yourself!
The heavy rain poured down, Xu Junying stepped up the three steps in one step, and stood on the porch panting slightly, Meimei broke free from his arms and pushed him away:
"Don't be like this, okay? I have my own feet, so I can run no slower than you!"

"You're going to get wet, why don't you come and try?"

Xu Junying adjusted his breath, smiled and pointed to the corridor: "I will compete with you, whoever runs the fastest will get to the end first!"

Meimei flicked her sleeves, turned around and left, this person hated her to death, she ran well, then suddenly flew into the air, and only when she reached his arms did she realize that she was hugged by his waist!How many people can accept this habit of only looking at their own preferences and imposing it on others without saying hello?Xu Junying, he is an independent and arbitrary guy, and he can't change it in this life, that's all!
Xu Junying watched her back flash into the upper room, the smile on her face dissipated, and she stood still. Meimei's attitude made him feel very sad. He admitted that he had used some means against her all the time, but it was all out of hatred. Her love is only protection, no malice!

She fell into his house and kept her because she loved her. Did she do something wrong?Besides him, Xu Junying, who is more qualified to protect her and love her?

She said that she didn't like the glory and wealth he gave, didn't care about his true feelings, didn't want to depend on him life and death, and didn't even like him as a person. He was heartbroken, but he could only bear it and never show that he understood her meaning. He will never give up, his status as a husband and wife remains, and his heart for her will not change. As long as she can't leave, and refuses to give in for a year or a half, ten years or twenty years, and stay together for the rest of his life, she still can't see his heart what?

I have been away for nearly a month, and since the day I left, I have wanted to come back quickly. Every time I dream of her, I wake up in the middle of the night and I am reluctant to go back to sleep. Excited for several days, if he is cold and silent, he will be depressed and restless, not understanding hunger and thirst, always afraid that something will happen to her at home.

What happened in the end, even though Meimei left the Xu Mansion voluntarily, he finally saw clearly the big family he was honored for and supported by his salary. Few people really care about him, understand him, and think about him. The second master is false, The old lady was even more unbearable, the brothers were powerless, no one could maintain his small family, and he had to clean up the mess himself.

Every time I talk to Meimei, I always like to be afraid at the same time. I like to face her, listen to her voice, and I am afraid that her words will pierce his heart like a knife. They are all the most direct and simple words, just like communicating with the generals in the army. The words are concise, direct and clear. No matter how beautiful thoughts are spoken by him, they will become meaningless at all. I don’t blame Meimei. I found him to be uninteresting.

Xu Junying was in a daze on the porch, watching the rain gradually decrease, and suddenly saw Baoju leading a person into the yard, wearing a coir raincoat, Xu Junying could still tell that it was Xu Junxuan, the sixth brother.

Xu Junxuan went to the corridor, Baoju removed the coir raincoat for him, the brothers saw the ceremony, Xu Junying brought the sixth brother into the upper room, there were not many women and servants in Cen's house, Meimei didn't let anyone guard the corridor, the rules of the rich family, can If you don't need it, you don't need it. Anyway, I live alone in my own private house, so I don't think it's inconvenient.

Brother Xu Junying was talking on the porch, Meimei heard it, it was Xu Junxuan who came, and she had to receive him once or twice, after all, he had a lot of care and help when he was in Xu's residence.

Meimei came to the door, greeted each other with Xu Junxuan, with a smile on her face, Xu Junying looked into her eyes, knowing that the smile was not for him, her mood brightened.

The three sat down in front of the painting hall, and Cui Lian served tea. Xu Junying said to Xu Junxuan: "I was away for more than 20 days, and I hurried home last night. I didn't see your sister-in-law and Heng Er, so I went back to the house overnight. Sixth brother, were you not at home last night, did you come to see me this morning?"

Xu Junxuan took a sip of tea, put the teacup back on the table, and replied respectfully: "Brother went home last night, and I was ashamed that I couldn't welcome you! Just because there was something wrong at home with my classmate friends last night, I went with a few classmates I went to stay with him for a night, and when I got home early in the morning, I heard that my elder brother was back, and I left the house overnight, so here I am!"

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