The world is full of poisonous women

Chapter 789 Besieged on All Sides 7
"This imperial palace has too much concern for you and carries too much desire for you. And these, I can't give you at all. As long as we stay in the capital, we will still be in our current status, and you and I will always only think about it from a distance." Look. Even staying together is an extravagant hope."

He Lianrui can deceive others, but cannot deceive herself.

Even if his sincerity is sincere, it will be entrusted to others.

But the feelings that have been buried in my heart for so many years cannot be abandoned just by giving up.

He is not willing, and it is difficult to give up.

However, he understood that there was only so much he could give her.

No matter how much, he couldn't afford it, and he wouldn't promise her casually.

Even if in this life, he is destined to only watch each other from afar, he is the only one who will hurt anyway. She has never been sincere to herself, so she will not be sad.

In fact, thinking about it, it might not be bad, she won't be sad for him, and he doesn't have to force himself to do what he doesn't want to do.

After all, I can’t afford it, and there’s nothing wrong with it.

"That's not necessarily it!" Helian Yueru said, she took his hand actively and felt his slight resistance, but she still didn't push her away after all, she smiled secretly, "Fourth brother, you I can't stay together now, it's a trick of good fortune, as long as we are willing, it may not be impossible. As long as..."

Before she could finish her words, Helianrui suddenly reached out to hug her, and Helian Yueru smiled, and she knew that he couldn't bear to part with her, and as long as he still had heart for her, she could continue to use him.

He Lianrui's hug was sincere, but he whispered in her ear: "There is no 'only', even if it is good luck to trick people, it has never had anything to do with you. Today, I don't understand, everything is I'm just wishful thinking. I can't help you, and I've never been qualified to fight for anything. Minzhou is about to move, and I have already told the empress that I want to leave the capital and go to Minzhou. If you are willing to go with me, on the day I go to war, Waiting for you at the Shili Pavilion outside the city. When everything is over, we will wander the world! If you don't show up, from now on..."

He paused, as if he had made up his mind, "You and I have nothing to do."

Helian Yueru's complexion changed, and she pushed him away violently, "Are you forcing me?"

He Lianrui's heart hurt so badly, he tried his best to smile, "I really want to join hands with you for the rest of my life. If you have the slightest sincerity to me, I will do anything for you. But if I just use it, I still have to lose it. Why should I always feel guilty about you? Do you know? These days, I am in the palace, refusing all entertainment and seeing no guests. Has anyone ever come to see me? I never knew. Because the housekeeper wouldn't tell me. However, the reason why I have been refusing to see anyone is because, I just think, if you will come to me, I will be satisfied. I only want you People’s news. But you haven’t. Until today, I came to see my mother and concubine, and Baoling came to me. If you didn’t have no support, if it wasn’t that King Ning is now crumbling, you still wouldn’t come to me. I know !"

"Are you really treating me so cruelly?" Helian Yueru looked at him in disbelief.

She never thought that this man who was always for her, who she thought would never leave her, would one day leave her.

"Because what I want is to be the only one in your mind. It's not your second choice after King Ning is gone."

(End of this chapter)