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Chapter 153 Here and There (3)

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"Auntie, I'm thirsty."

Little Zhao Qi ran to Zhang Hanlu with a blushing face, and said to her with a relaxed and happy expression.

As for Zhang Hanlu, it was actually the eight younger brothers and younger sisters of her aunt's family who caught her attention at first.So far, she still clearly remembers that one day after she just transferred to the current kindergarten, on that afternoon after school, the aunt who came to pick up the eight little brothers and little sisters was so gentle, kind, and kind , so that she could be shocked!
Everyone said that her father and mother are gone, they have gone to a far and beautiful place, and they will never come back!After the beginning, she didn't know what these things meant, what they all meant, she just felt very lonely, very scared, her heart was so sour, and her eyes really wanted to shed those salty tastes. , bitter tears...

Because she couldn't understand what everyone said to her, she felt very, very confused, and even more wanted to know what those eyes that made her feel very, very uncomfortable represented, very, very wanted to know, very, very wanted to understand, That is to say, in such a mood, it didn't take long for her to find that whenever she desperately wanted to know or see something, her head would feel hot, and her eyes would feel hot. After feeling the heat, you will be able to see farther and have better eyesight!
Although she still didn't know what it was all about, the feeling wasn't bad.It didn't take long for her to understand what those people said, and she also knew that her parents had left this world, and those eyes and eyes that made her feel very uncomfortable, she also quickly knew that it was pity and sympathy , that's pitiful, because I have become an orphan whose parents both died! !
Because she knew everything, because she felt very lonely, very lonely, and very scared, so she was very afraid of other people approaching, as long as other people approached her, she would feel a very, very strong discomfort And fear, even developed to the point that as long as other people were close to her, she would not unconsciously tremble with fear.Even those who were close to her smiled brightly, and everyone said that the smiles were warm and sincere, but in her eyes, those people's faces, their expressions, and their smiles, It will always overlap with another ferocious, terrifying, and distorted face, which makes her feel scared, terrified, and at a loss from the bottom of her heart, and she is more eager to hide herself deeply, wanting to urgently to find a place that would give her a safer feeling...

Therefore, no one is willing to adopt her, and no one is willing to play with her and live alone. Although she feels more lonely, more lonely, more afraid, and more insecure, she has no way to go Change can only be accepted.

However, Aunt Zhang is different, Uncle Shu is also different, and the eight little brothers and sisters are also different. She can see their faces and looks clearly, and she is no longer looking at other people. At that time, it will be completely replaced by that ferocious, terrifying and distorted, inexplicably scary face!This is why when I saw Aunt Zhang for the first time, I was deeply attracted by Aunt Zhang at the first sight, and my eyes were firmly fixed on Aunt Zhang, and I couldn't move away The only reason!

From them, she can feel very safe.The breath emanating from them also made her feel very comfortable and warm, which she never felt from other people.In order to enjoy these comfortable and warm feelings more, from then on, every day, she got up early, came to the kindergarten first, and then hid aside and waited for Aunt Zhang and their car. My sister got out of the car, and Aunt Zhang and the others left in the car before she walked into the kindergarten and waited for the end of school time.

In this way, every morning and every afternoon after school, she has been hiding aside, watching quietly, until she was stopped by the kindergarten teacher, and it ended helplessly.After that, she could no longer quietly hide and watch Aunt Zhang's family as before, and she could no longer enjoy that kind of comfort and warmth.

She very, very much wants to return to the old one, with expectations, waiting, comfort, and warm days. However, because the orphanage and kindergarten strictly control the time when she leaves and returns, as long as If the prescribed time is exceeded, she will be punished, so after she was stopped, she never saw the hope of returning to the past...

Seeing no hope, she felt very, very sad, very, very disappointed, and the urgency in her heart was so deep that, after that, not long after that, she unexpectedly found that she could travel a long distance Besides, Aunt Zhang and the others can be seen, as long as she thinks in her heart, she can see if she wants to see!Moreover, after several attempts, she was pleasantly surprised to find that the scenes she saw were all real!

So, she finally saw the hope of getting back that kind of anticipation, that kind of waiting, that kind of comfort, that kind of warm and good life! ! !She was very, very excited and thrilled! ! !
Later, when she went to see Aunt Zhang's family again with a force she didn't understand, she found that Aunt Zhang's family was so close to her! !and!and! !After that, Aunt Zhang's family even went to visit her orphanage and kindergarten! ! !
and! !and! ! !

She actually talked to Aunt Zhang's family for the first time! ! ! !

God! !God! ! !

At that moment, she felt so happy in her heart, so happy, she wanted to fly in a good mood! ! ! ! !
Later, when Aunt Zhang and Uncle Shu were sending their eight little brothers and sisters to school, they would abduct them to the orphanage and take her with them. It was the first time she sat in a spacious and comfortable car!It was also the first time she ate a delicious, hot breakfast!Also received a brand new, cute looking bento for lunch!When school was over in the afternoon, Aunt Zhang's family took her back to the orphanage in a spacious and comfortable car!

On that day, the beauty was like a dream! !She was so happy that she really wanted to be intoxicated, and stayed in the dream all the time, never, ever, never wake up! ! !
Later, later, she really kept dreaming, for a long, long time!Every morning, Aunt Zhang and the others will come to the orphanage to pick her up and go to school together. At noon, Aunt Zhang carefully prepares a bento with love, which is the same as that of the eight little brothers and sisters. When school is over in the afternoon, she will still Same as when I came in the morning, sitting in Aunt Zhang's car, eating delicious fruits and food, and returning to the orphanage!

and also!and also! !

After that, she also received an invitation from Aunt Zhang's house to visit Aunt Zhang's house! ! !And, and! !Of the children in the orphanage, she was the only one who was invited! ! !Really too~~too~~too happy! ! !

After being invited for the first time, she will be like today, as long as she wants to, as long as she shows a little idea of ​​wanting to be a guest at Aunt Zhang's house, she will be invited and warmly welcomed almost immediately! !Especially when it's weekends, as long as she wants, she can stay at Aunt Zhang's house all day and all night! ! !Here, she didn't feel the slightest bit of unwelcome and bored! ! !
She often couldn't help thinking, if her biological father and mother were still living in this world well, if she had a mother like Aunt Zhang, a father like Uncle Shu, and a little brother and a little sister. Brother and sister, or younger siblings, will their family be the same as Aunt Zhang's family, so warm, so warm, so people can't help falling in love with it crazily? ! !

She has tried to think like this many, many times, and she has had many, many nights of sweet dreams!In the dream, she has a dear father and a dear mother, and a small but warm and lovely little home!Such a dream is really beautiful and beautiful! !

Of course, there was also this night of nightmares. In the dream, there was a man who couldn’t see his real face. It was not very clear who that man was, let alone what that man did. However, in the dream, as long as When that faceless man appeared, her dear father and mother in her dream would feel sad, cry, and bleed, so big, so bright red, so bright red blood! !
Sometimes, at the end of the nightmare, she would feel that she had been flying aimlessly in the air for a long, long time, and then fell heavily, into a very cold, very cold place!In that place, she will feel more and more difficult to breathe and feel more and more uncomfortable, as if, as if she is going to die~~~It is really terrible! ! !

Although after every nightmare, she would tremble all over, wake up in fear, and return to the real world, and after waking up from the nightmare, she would think about breaking her head and want to know why she herself would do such a terrible thing. Horrible nightmare, but every time she thinks about it, her head gets bigger, she feels a pain, it hurts, she feels very, very uncomfortable, her head hurts as if it is about to burst, and she still can't think of anything Woke up without a single clue.So, nightmares are still nightmares, still inexplicable nightmares! ! !

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