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Chapter 479 I want to try again

Sirens sounded.

Doctors and staff hurriedly opened the door and walked in.

The hand holding Chen Anxin still had residual warmth.

Chen Anxin was in a daze for a moment.

It wasn't until the staff member in charge of Cheng Yuansen asked her whether the following matters were handled privately or if they needed their assistance, did Chen Anxin react and said that she needed assistance.

Cheng Yuansen is now in Jiangcheng, so it's not entirely true that he has no relatives at all, but the relatives of the Cheng family have also divorced him after he was imprisoned. At this time, it is impossible to hold a funeral.

Chen Anxin was not generous enough to hold a funeral for such an emotionless biological father who even made her miserable.

"We will help place the ashes in the cemetery prepared by Mr. Cheng Yuansen before his death. A list of the expenses will also be made. I will ask Ms. Chen to settle the bill. If there are no other arrangements, please wait for the notification later. .” The staff member said with a usual look.

Like Cheng Yuansen, who had been sentenced for more than ten years and died of illness before he was released from prison, many family members didn't care about it. Those who could buy a cemetery for themselves in advance like Cheng Yuansen were already a minority.

Chen Anxin nodded.

From now on, Chen Anxin will have nothing to do with her except that she needs to sign the family confirmation letter from the hospital.

After signing, Cheng Yuansen's body was sent to the mortuary of the hospital.

Chen Anxin walked out of the hospital building.

She was about to take out her phone to check the time, but when she pressed it, she realized that the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power.

Chen Anxin sighed, looked up at the ink-like night sky, a little tired, and squatted down beside the flower bed in front of the hospital building.

Jiangcheng often rains from time to time at night.

I don't know if she was unlucky, but she had only squatted down for 2 minutes when the raindrops fell.

Chen Anxin felt the raindrops hitting her body, sighed, and was about to get up when an umbrella fell on top of her head.

Chen Anxin raised her head in surprise.

He met Shen Shiyu's clear and light eyes.

In the darkness of night, there was unexpectedly a touch of deep gloom.

"you……"

Chen Anxin made a sound unexpectedly.

"It seems that I did not recognize the wrong person." Shen Shiyu stretched out his hand towards her: "What are you doing squatting here?"

Chen Anxin looked at the hand. She didn't want to pull it at first, but when she got up, she realized that her feet were numb from squatting. She could only grab the hand that was offered and stood up.

Because her legs were weak, she was a little unsteady for a moment, and staggered a little towards Shen Shiyu.

Shen Shiyu's grip on her hand tightened.

Chen Anxin hastily let go of his hand.

"Why are you here?" Chen Anxin asked.

"My sister's child had a high fever in the middle of the night, and my brother-in-law was not at home, so I came here with her. Just after the infusion, I went out to buy some supper." Shen Shiyu explained unhurriedly, and then asked her: "What about you? "

Chen Anxin lowered her eyes, did not raise them, and was silent for a while before saying: "Cheng Yuansen is dead."

Shen Shiyu was taken aback.

Cheng Yuansen, this person is Chen Anxin's biological father, and also the person who separated him from Chen Anxin.

At that time, if Cheng Yuansen hadn't stepped in, even if he and Chen Anxin hadn't been together in the end, such a thing would not have happened.

People always have to find an excuse for their occasional cowardice.

So many times, as long as he thought of Cheng Yuansen and what Cheng Yuansen had done, he wished Cheng Yuansen would die countless times.

It's just that I didn't expect that I was so caught off guard when I heard that this person died.

And this person was Chen Anxin's father.

For a while, Shen Shiyu really didn't know what kind of mood to say something. After being silent for a while, he remembered that Chen Anxin was alone in the hospital in the middle of the night, and there must be no one to help.

So I asked, "Do you need help?"

Chen Anxin shook her head and fell silent again.

There was only the sound of rain pattering on the umbrella, which seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.

"Want to eat something?" Shen Shiyu asked.

Chen Anxin was very tired and sleepy at first, but after tossing around like this, she couldn't fall asleep anymore, so she nodded: "Yeah."

Shen Shiyu held an umbrella, and the two left the hospital together.

There are many 24-hour restaurants next to the hospital. Shen Shiyu estimated that Chen Anxin would not have much appetite, so he took her into a 24-hour fast food restaurant.

There were not too many people in the fast food restaurant at the moment, so Shen Shiyu casually ordered something for Chen Anxin, and took it to the second floor.

The second floor is very quiet.

The rain outside the window was clattering.

Shen Shiyu inserted the drink into the straw and handed it to Chen Anxin.

Chen Anxin took it, and looked out the window in a daze.

"It feels a little inappropriate to mention him to you. If you don't want to hear it, just take it as I said it casually." Chen Anxin didn't turn his head to look at Shen Shiyu, and said as if talking to himself, "He said he regretted it. If I hadn't done those things back then, if I had tried, maybe I would have had a happy family, instead of being like this today, when I left, the only one who went to see him was an unimportant me."

"Shen Shiyu, do you feel that life is really strange?"

Chen Anxin frowned, "When I was in school, I never felt that it would matter if I had biological parents or not, what kind of people they were, anyway, it didn't matter much to me, I lived a good life, every day I am very happy and very positive, except that my test scores are a bit worrying, it seems that I have no worries."

"But since I came back, everything has changed. At the beginning, I still felt that nothing mattered, but after a long time, there are too many things that need to be faced and accepted. I can no longer always feel the same as before. There's nothing to be afraid of."

Chen Anxin actually didn't know why she suddenly wanted to say this, probably because she saw someone like Cheng Yuansen who had calculated all his life, even his relatives, but in the end nothing was left behind, he suddenly felt a little emotional.

Also a little dazed.

It was as if all of a sudden, I didn't know what I wanted.

I wonder if the current life is what I like.

She didn't know anything when she first entered the workplace, and she worked hard to study hard to be able to do a job with ease today, but suddenly began to doubt herself and life.

"I used to think this way, thinking that God is somewhat unfair, and hated Cheng Yuansen for ruining a lot of my things." Shen Shiyu looked at the girl sitting opposite him, with a wavering and uncertain heart, as if he finally calmed down at this moment,

"But not now."

"Because of something, I want to try again."

(End of this chapter)