the time you love

Chapter 25 I Will Marry You Tomorrow (4)
Our bodies are entangled with primal attachment.

Pain and pleasure rush to the scalp together, as wonderful as flying.

He leaned against my face and said something in a low voice, which fell in my ear as softly as a lingering sigh.

There is nothing wrong with saying that people are in good spirits on happy occasions.

In the interview the next day, I was in good condition and performed outstandingly, and the manager of the HR department announced that I was hired on the spot.It can be seen that their company is in urgent need of manpower. I completed the entry procedures and promised to come to work the day after tomorrow. The team leader of the design department is a middle-aged man, Taiwanese, not tall, wearing a floral shirt with a subtropical style. Small, naked eyes are hidden behind black rubber glasses.I went to say hello to him, and he looked at me questioningly for a long time before he said slowly, "You just graduated this year?"

"Correct."

"I heard that you were an intern at BO before, why don't you continue to stay there?" His eyes were still not very friendly, with an aggressive and high profile.

"Our company is a better fit for me."

"Oh?" He pushed his glasses and looked at me, "What do you say?"

"My English is not very good, and it is difficult for me to communicate with those foreigners."

He gave a long "Oh" and then stretched out his hand, "Welcome to Yiyue, we will have a happy cooperation in the future."

I smiled and passed my hand over, "Thank you, you are a senior, please give me more advice."

Walking out of Yiyue's company gate, I called Wen Lin and thanked her for the gossip.

"Smart!" After listening to my statement, she praised me, "That group leader Qi is more jealous than women. A colleague of mine fell into his hands when he got his first job back then. The crime of incompetence is really worse than that of Dou E. Remember, Bixi, what he asks you to do is enough for you to spend seven or eight cents. You don’t have to keep improving, as long as you can’t find any major faults, you have done it too perfectly. There is no flaw at all, which will make him lose a certain amount of fun as a boss. Also, you must not do what he didn't say, it is thankless, unless you are sure to climb on top of him."

I couldn't help but say yes again and again.I'm still a little self-aware. I've never had great wisdom, but there are a lot of little cleverness.People don't offend me, I don't offend others, I am a happily married young woman now, and I have no interest in competing with that kind of old man.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly said, "By the way, Wen Lin, I'm married."

Fang Wenlin was startled, and screamed, "When? With Zhou Nuoyan? You damn woman—"

"It happened yesterday, we just went to register, there was no wedding."

"Why? Marriage is the most important thing in life. How can you be so casual?"

She spoke my heart out, but I still spoke good words for Zhou Nuoyan: "The matter of his mother and his brother is enough to bother him, how can he be in the mood to prepare for the wedding, and besides, he is so busy..."

"He Bixi, you're done!" Fang Wenlin smiled unscrupulously on the other end of the line, "You didn't think so before, you said that you were looking forward to having a wedding in a church, I still remember that you hand-painted a wedding dress design for yourself, you He said that he must wear it to marry his beloved in the future... Now it's good, everything is simple. If you are fascinated by Zhou Nuoyan, a marriage certificate is enough to satisfy you? It seems that love has really transformed you .”

I am speechless, as she said, I have been transformed by love. Before my lover appeared, the criteria for choosing a spouse were set to perfection. I wish I could add all the beautiful words in the world. Marry, but once the predestined person appears, go to hell with those rules and regulations, whether he is fat or thin, tall or short, beautiful or ugly, whether he has a BMW diamond ring in a mansion with a thousand acres of fertile land, he will always love you. error.

This unreasonable love...

Take a taxi to the western restaurant, Nuo Yan's mother is already waiting there.

I hurried over, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm late."

"I came early." She smiled, summoned the waiter, and ordered two black pepper steaks.Today she was dressed the same as when they first met, except that the necklace was replaced by the one Zhou Nuoyan gave her, and she put on a light makeup.Although the whole person's condition is not as good as before, after these few days of recuperation, and Zhou Shouxin promised to go back to Melbourne with her, her complexion has improved a lot.

"Tourma, I specially asked you out today without making a promise, because I have something I want to tell you alone."

I nodded and looked at her sincerely, "You say."

"About the matter between me and Nuoyan's father, I think Nuoyan must not have said too much to let you know that this child did not grow up by my side, but I know his temper clearly."

I waited for her to continue.

"His father was a very successful businessman. We met in an auction house in Melbourne. At that time, I was an overseas student working there to earn living expenses. We got married two years later and soon made a small promise. [-] was the happiest time in my life. When Nuoyan was three years old, our family moved to China because of his father’s business needs. I studied oil painting, but I gave up this major completely after marriage and devoted myself to being an artist. I became a housewife. After that, his father was even busier than in Melbourne, and the husband and wife often did not see each other for several days. His father was afraid of my hard work, so he hired a nanny for the family to take care of all the daily life of me and the children. Soon, Nuoyan was put into kindergarten by him, and I became very silent. Facing the empty big house alone every day, I always felt panic, so I started to find something for myself to do. I planned to get back to my old job, but his father didn’t allow it. I'm going out to look for a job," she paused and gave me a helpless smile.

I could sense her unbearable sadness, and couldn't help but ask her: "Then have you ever resisted? Tell him what you think."

She shook her head slowly, looking a little bewildered. "I will not resist, never have. Do you believe it? During the years we were husband and wife, I have never violated his wishes, except for... the birth of trustworthiness."

I couldn't bear to look at her, I lowered my head and silently took a sip of juice.

"Shouxin's biological father was our neighbor when we lived in that house. He was an honest and enthusiastic little policeman. His wife passed away due to dystocia in his early years, and he never remarried. I was very depressed at that time. No, we became friends with him after a long time. Our relationship is very innocent. We are just chatting together, and occasionally talk about our thoughts. Once I invited him over to taste red wine. He told me that the biggest regret in his life is Not being able to have a child with his wife, and then he talked a lot about his dead wife, and I could tell he still missed his wife, and it made him feel even more lonely when he thought about his unhappiness. We both drank a lot that night, put Treat each other as the person in your heart.”

I asked cautiously: "Well, since you have no love for him, why did you keep the child?" Listening to her talk about the past, I don't think she thought that delirious derailment was a betrayal of her husband. If it were me, I think I would have the same opinion.It's easy to love someone, but it's so hard not to love...

"It's unbelievable..." She smiled bitterly, and continued, "Soon, the kindergarten was on vacation, and Nuoyan's father arranged for me to take Xiao Nuoyan to go abroad for a walk. When I found out that I was pregnant, it would be two months later. I will come back I wanted to kill the child secretly, but I didn’t dare to go to the hospital alone, so I asked him to accompany me, and just before I entered the operating room, he suddenly pulled me out and begged me to give birth to the child.”

"You agreed?" I was surprised.

"Of course not, I always love my husband." There was a sadness on her face, as if she was trapped in a certain memory and couldn't extricate herself, "But, he died."

I looked at her with wide eyes, "Dead?"

She nodded and said, "Maybe it was fate. I didn't have the operation that day because I received a call from the nanny at home, saying that promise was kidnapped by strangers on the way to the kindergarten. I was so frightened at the time. Calling his father's cell phone didn't work, so I had to ask him to accompany me to look for it along the way."

When I heard that it was related to Zhou Nuoyan, I raised my heart, "Abducted by human traffickers?"

She shook her head, "It's not a human trafficker, it's a woman who just lost her son and went insane. When she found them under the overpass, she was clinging to Nuo Yan tightly and wouldn't let go, and kept saying that Nuo Yan was her precious son. I was terrified I was afraid that the hard snatching would hurt the child. At that time, the promise was only four years old, and he didn't cry, but his little face was pale with fright. After a long stalemate, the woman became impatient, and ran away holding the promise. Dad stepped forward to stop her, and quickly snatched promise back. The woman was stimulated, grabbed the wooden stick on the ground, and attacked us recklessly. He was hit on the head in order to protect me and promise, and there was no bleeding at the time , I thought it was all right, and then he sent me home, and before he left, he begged me to think about the abortion, who knew that he would..." At this point, her voice choked up, and she covered her face with her hands in pain superior.

I hurriedly took out a tissue and handed it over to comfort her: "Auntie, don't be sad, it's been so many years."

After a while, she finally calmed down her emotions and said: "After Shouxin was born, I put all my energy on this child, and gradually neglected to take care of the promise. Maybe there is a father-son nature. Of course, this is also related to his cowardly and trustworthy personality. Nuoyan is more like his father, with a strong and stable personality. Later, I couldn't bear the condemnation of my conscience and told his father the truth."

This was beyond my expectation. Normally, it would be too late for people to cover up such things, but she actually revealed it herself.

"His father was furious and gave me two choices on the spot. One was to send Shouxin abroad to be raised by others, and the other was to divorce. I thought about it for three days and three nights, and finally chose to keep Shouxin by my side. There are so many children, how can you bear to not want him anymore?"

"Your decision is equivalent to discarding another child who also needs your care and love."

"I know, Nuoyan has always blamed me in my heart. I have always been ashamed of him. He is a good boy and has done a lot for me and Shouxin. I understand it."

"The promise is not for your understanding," I sighed softly, the hand holding the handle of the stainless steel knife was a little numb, and my mouth was slightly astringent, so that the half-rare steak felt bitter when chewed, " Auntie, why are you telling me this?"

"You and Nuoyan are husband and wife, and you have the right to know these things. Nuoyan doesn't like to talk about other people's right and wrong. I'm his mother, and he wouldn't even talk about it, but you are the one who wants to spend the rest of his life with him. I'll tell you it will be better."

I was silent, and after a while, I said, "Auntie, have you ever regretted it?"

"Yes, many years ago." She looked at me calmly, "If there is a chance to do it all over again, I think everything will be different, but is it possible to do it all over again? Why give yourself such a good idea?" The more you think about it, the more painful the assumption. One wrong step, one wrong step, but you have already made a mistake, so don’t wallow in regret. Nuoyan’s father has passed away for so long, and I can’t figure it out with him.”

"Aunt……"

"Tourmaline, should you change your mind?" She looked at me with a smile.

After she reminded me, I realized that I didn't have the consciousness to regard her as a mother-in-law at all.Obediently called out: "Mom", a very strange sense of belonging suddenly surged in my heart. This title once again convinced me that the extraordinary relationship with Zhou Nuoyan really exists in reason and can be obtained. Blessed by the elders.

She patted the back of my hand softly and said: "I heard from Amber before that you and Nuoyan often quarrel. In fact, it is not difficult for two people who love each other to get along. Communicate with patience, there is no barrier that cannot be overcome, this is what my mother said from the bottom of my heart."

"Thanks Mom, I know what to do."

(End of this chapter)