the time you love

Chapter 16 The Carousel Horse (2)
"Zhou Nuoyan... Isn't he your friend?" He asked hesitantly.

I am tall, and Shen Su's mother raised her chin slightly, "Friend? What an excuse to keep secret."

I was about to say something when my hand hurt from Shen Su's grip, "Do you believe what your mother said?" I asked him in a low voice.

He looked at me helplessly, then shook his head, "I believe what you say, as long as you say no."

I didn't bother to explain, but Shen Su's expression made my heart twist, "No, it's not what she said."

He seemed relieved, and said firmly, "Okay, I believe you."

I was so moved that I wanted to cry, but Shen Su's words and deeds completely angered his mother. She said something that made me lose all reason on the spot. She said: "He Bixi, I really underestimated you. Don't blink, it's really on par with your immoral father."

My blood rushed to my forehead and I stretched out my hand to push her.

Squatting on the edge of the lawn, I didn't want to stand up until my feet were numb.If Shen Su hadn't pulled me desperately just now, I'm not sure what I would have done.Pushed by me like that, Tong Keshu staggered a few times and fell to the ground. When a group of friendly interns and nurses rushed into the advanced ward, she still didn't forget to turn around and humiliate me.

It's okay for her to humiliate me, but she pointed her finger at my father, which I can't stand.

After an unknown amount of time, I grabbed the railing next to me and stood up, my steps were sloppy, and my legs were numb as if I were stepping on cotton.Look up and see the sky full of stars.Shen Su chased up from behind, and stood sideways in front of me.

His complexion was not very good, I barely moved the corner of my lower lip and said, "Is your mother okay?"

"I went with her to take a film just now. Fortunately, there is nothing serious. Bixi, can you stop being so impulsive in the future? My mother is old and can't stand the trouble." When he spoke, he tilted his head unnaturally, and I could see that He is avoiding my gaze.

I couldn't help sneering, "What did she tell you again? Haven't you said enough bad things? Do you want me to go back and listen carefully?"

"Xixi, calm down," he said impatiently, "I admit that my mother's attitude is not good. She asked someone to investigate you and your family background. It was a bit biased, but she is my mother. Please understand that she just wanted to know more about her son's girlfriend."

"You think she's trying to get to know me better? Do you think she's out of good intentions? You even think she's right to spout blood?"

"Xixi, can you look at this matter rationally..." Seeing that I was emotional, Shen Su pressed my shoulder helplessly.

"I can't!" I slammed his hand away, "Were you deaf just now? Can't you hear what nonsense your mother said? She actually said that my father and his female students... You, you bastard!" I I really can't go on, thinking of Tong Keshu's face and malicious slander, I feel so angry that my stomach cramps, the most hateful thing is Shen Su, he is clearly present, but he can still speak to me so confidently What kind of understanding is what reason!The biggest mistake I made in my life was to come here with him, thinking that this man would be desperate for me.

"I know those words hurt you. My mother's words may be too sharp, but she is not a person who makes up and distorts the facts. She has also been a teacher and will not accuse your father of messing with the teacher-student relationship for no reason... "

"Shut up!" I clenched my fists, trembling slightly, "Shen Su, we're done."

"Why do you talk about two things together? What kind of person is your father? It has nothing to do with my love for you. No matter what my mother says about you, it can't change my determination to love you." In the end, he added as if convincing himself: "I don't care about that at all."

"But I do care, in your heart you have already abandoned me to your mother's side, you believe every word she says," I stared at him intently, and said every word, "I will never talk to you A person who insulted my father's personality like this."

"Xixi—" He took a step forward, trying to block my way.

"Get out of the way!" My patience reached the limit, I tried my best to push him away, and rushed into the vast night.

Finally, we have come to this point, I know that Shen Su and I are completely over.The relationship that has been carefully cared for for three years turned out to be so fragile. I imagined it too beautifully, thinking that he was my safe haven. Seeing that the ship was about to reach the shore, an unnecessary fire came over, and everything was wiped out.

Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water are doomed to come to nothing.Running for two hours at night like a lunatic, broke into the all-night canteen to order cigarettes and alcohol, curled up at the door of the dormitory apartment with knees hugged until dawn, my heart trembled to the point of convulsions.

Early in the morning, the dormitory manager came to open the door and shook me awake, and said with a smile: "Last night, you played crazy, and you will divide your things in a few days. I understand this feeling. The students in the previous classes are crazier than you." .Go back and freshen up, didn’t your class say that they will take a graduation photo today.”

With squinted eyes, he climbed up to the third floor while leaning on the wall, and knocked on the door of his bedroom for a long time, until the neighbor poked his head out and said, "Stop knocking, there is no one in the room, Wenlin, Tang Ningning and the others went to sing karaoke last night." I didn’t come back, I was looking for you everywhere, why don’t you bring your mobile phone with you.”

"Oh, it's charging." I emptied all the things in the bag and squatted on the ground to find the keys.Then I opened the door, and there were several thick guestbooks piled up on the desk, I flipped through them, there were Wenlin's, Tang Ningning's, Yao Jia's, Lu Yifeng's, Cheng Hailin's... I picked up the highlighter and read one by one Writing, belated tears burst out at this moment, quickly blurring my vision, I couldn't see my handwriting clearly, but I continued to write, I just wanted to find something to do, I had to find something to do.

When I took the graduation group photo, I went there with my red and swollen eyes open. No one asked me why I was crying except in our dormitory. At this special moment, crying is allowed.It is not uncommon to be broken in love after graduation.

I called He Amber, she was probably on the set, her tone was impatient, and she kept urging me to speak quickly.I held the phone hot and whispered, "Do you know why Dad was suspended for half a year?"

Suddenly there was no sound on the other end of the phone, I bit my lip and waited, when I heard her say in a blunt tone, "Why do you ask this?"

"They said that Dad was forcibly suspended by the school because he had an affair with a female student and had an emotional entanglement. Later, that female student committed suicide by jumping off a building because of her father. Is it true?" I stated to Tong Keshu The so-called finding a special person to investigate and verify the results, I was at a loss.

"Is it true?" He Amber repeated and let out two sharp laughs, "He Bixi, is your brain broken?"

"Can you tell me if this happened?" I bit my lower lip to bleed.

"He Bixi, you dare to ask such a question! In vain, your father loved you so much during his lifetime, yet you actually believed it."

I shuddered and shouted anxiously: "No, I don't believe it, I don't believe it!"

"Very well, if you dare to believe their nonsense, I will fly over and hack you to death right now! He Bixi, let me tell you, I have heard these words no less than ten times, but my mother and I believe in father's character. It is my sister If so, go tear those people's mouths apart."

I laughed through my tears: "Okay."

He Amber didn't expect me to agree so readily, she was taken aback for a moment, and then said awkwardly: "What's the matter, are you happy to find me? You also know what I said casually, it's been so many years, I don't understand why There are people who are so boring... By the way, who told you?"

"Just boring people."

She seemed to be muttering something, but I couldn't hear it clearly, and asked, "What?"

She was not happy anymore, and yelled ferociously: "What, what! Hurry up and hang up if I have nothing else to do, I'm going to film, and my good mood has been ruined by your girl's film!"

She suddenly said such a sentence about Beijing movies, which stunned me, and said with a smile: "Is there a handsome guy from Beijing who will act with you?"

"What's none of your business? Hey, are you still going to finish? Hang up!" After speaking, he choked the thread.She has nothing to ask me now, and she doesn't have to play tricks on me anymore, and she has returned to her previous "I just don't like you" look like a queen. On the contrary, this kind of He Amber is more acceptable to me.

She said that I ruined her mood, but I was in a much better mood. I stuffed my phone into my trouser pocket and went to the gym to watch the junior boys play basketball. Then I received a text message from He Amber.

"Zhou Nuoyan has a new girlfriend, why don't you hurry back and grab it."

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so I was playful for a while, and I told her: "I can't grab her, beautiful men are popular everywhere."

After a long time, I almost forgot about this matter, and the notification tone of the text message on my mobile phone rang again.

I opened it to see, one word - "cut".

After watching from the sidelines for a while, I rolled up my trousers and left the court, and I shot a few three-pointers neatly. The teacher in charge called: "Tourmy, come to my office as soon as possible, right now!"

I said with a smile: "Okay, what is it that makes you anxious?"

"Your degree certificate has been withheld!"

There was a buzzing in my head, like an alarm bell ringing.

Tong Keshu made a phone call to the principal, and my degree certificate was immediately frozen by the Academic Affairs Office on the grounds that I deliberately hurt others. It is said that after the principal dissuaded him, Tong Keshu gave up the idea of ​​calling the police and arresting me. I went to the hospital to apologize.

"No, I won't go." I told Lao Ban that way, and she was so anxious that she almost lifted the table.

"Why don't you go? How can you not go?"

"I didn't mean to hurt anyone."

"Hey, I said you are usually the most clever person, why did you get confused at the critical moment?" Lao Ban is not old at all, he is 32 this year, married late, and his son just turned one year old.She has been with us for four years and has a deep relationship with each other.Hearing what I said, I put on a heartbroken expression, "Are you doing it on purpose, don't I know? But it's not good for you to provoke anyone, but to provoke Tong Keshu! Now she says you are what you are, so why not?" You said nothing."

"Anyway, I won't go, let her call the police and arrest me."

"You child..." Lao Ban became angry for a while, and suddenly remembered something, his eyes lit up as if he saw the dawn, "You go to Shen Su for help, isn't he your boyfriend, yes, let him accompany you. There is no need to wait any longer!"

I couldn't bear it, but I could only say truthfully: "Teacher, it was before today."

"What do you mean? Divided?" The old class was stunned, and he knocked on my head resentfully, "You, you, let me tell you what is good about you. Now is not the time to be angry, our class will leave you For such a provincial scholarship holder, I still count on you to give me a chance to exhale and raise my eyebrows at the commendation meeting! No matter what, you have to get this degree certificate back as soon as possible."

I stayed on the sofa in the old class and refused to get up. She dug out a beautiful notebook without saying anything. When it comes to the three-dimensional blood type constellation, there are only things you can't think of, and nothing you can't find in it.I saw her pick up the phone and asked casually, "Teacher, what are you doing?"

"Find your guardian."

I screamed and rushed over to snatch the microphone, "Okay, I'll go! Teacher, please forgive me, can I go now?"

The old class patted my head with satisfaction, his eyes looked like the schnauzer looking at her family, "You are good, Tong Keshu just wants to frustrate your spirit? Tourmaline, you listen to me, the hero is not This time, let's bear with it. She has power, status, and prestige, and you, a student who is about to graduate, will have no fruit if you confront her head-on."

It's really a wise saying, but the truth is the truth. There are a lot of people who understand the truth, but unreasonable things don't happen every day.Before going to the hospital, I went back to the dormitory. Wen Lin heard my footsteps and ran out of the room, "How is it? What did the old class say?"

On the way back, I received a call from her and told her about it, but she was more anxious than me.Taking her hand in, I pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's okay, just let me apologize, the sky won't fall."

Fang Wenlin looked at me with a complicated expression, "Have you talked to Shen Su?"

"What do you want him for?" I changed into a white T-shirt and said flatly, "It has nothing to do with him."

"How can it be okay? At least he is with you, and his mother will restrain himself."

Of course I know this, but it's not that I haven't experienced Tong Keshu's verbal swords, how can I let Shen Su see how I was scolded bloody by his mother?Wen Lin was still persuading me endlessly, so I smiled and said, "Don't worry about it, I can handle it myself, why don't I just look down and see if I hit back or not? I'm mentally prepared." After a pause, he added: "Shen Su's presence will only embarrass me more."

"But……"

She still wanted to say something, but I changed the subject with a smile, "By the way, is there any show tonight? When I come back, let's go out and have fun, and we'll celebrate my graduation without missing a relationship."

Fang Wenlin patted me on the shoulder sympathetically, and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you in the dormitory, I wish you good luck!"

I'm glad she didn't offer to accompany me to the hospital, I think she still understands me, I'm the kind of person who would rather jump into a sandpit and hide than someone else to give me medicine No matter whether that person is Shen Su or her, I can't accept it.Wandering around the hospital gate for a long time, the face of Zhou Nuoyan flashed in my mind, if he was by my side at this time... Thinking of this, I suddenly shuddered, I am embarrassed and unlucky now, if he knows He will scold me severely, and then say He Bixi, you idiot, I have already reminded you to leave Shen Su, if you listen to me earlier, you will not end up where you are today.

I said to myself in my heart, even if it is not for the degree certificate, it is for the earnestness of the old class.After countless deep breaths, I stood in front of the door of the advanced ward and knocked three times in a polite manner.

Soon someone came to open the door, it was Shen Su.

I took a step back, calmed down immediately, and said, "Hi, I'm here to apologize to your mother."

He was startled, with a slightly embarrassed face, "Don't talk to me in this tone, Xixi, you are my girlfriend."

"We broke up." I reminded him calmly.

"We didn't break up, who agreed to break up with you?" He walked out, closing the door behind his back, "Stop it, Xixi, my mother is angry, give me some time, I will convince her."

I looked at the exhausted man in front of me, and my heart was slowly filled with an unprecedented sense of strangeness. I thought I had made it clear, but it was not enough. I watched him approaching step by step, and I retreated step by step. On the wall, I stretched out a hand to ask him to stop, "Shen Su, let me say this for the last time, whether your mother is willing to make it or not, I will never be with you again. You are very distressed, and it has caused unhappiness between you and your mother, I came here today to apologize to her, if possible, please let me in alone."

Shen Su's eyes showed deep sadness, I silently lowered my head.

"Okay, you go in." After a long speechless confrontation, he whispered, "My mother has a bad temper, don't take offense, I heard about the degree certificate, in fact, even if you don't come, I won't come Stand by and watch."

I hooked the corners of my lips and said, "Thank you, I made the trouble, let me solve it myself."

Going in, facing cold people alone, full of papers are useless at all.Tong Keshu sat on the hospital bed like a queen, with a contemptuous sneer, and only threw me one sentence: "Want me to forgive you? It's very simple, let my son give up on you completely."

I looked at her expressionlessly, saving the phrase "I'm sorry" that would make me sick if I said it, turned around under her gaze, touched the doorknob with my hand, and changed my mind again. Withdrawing his hand, he turned his head and smiled slightly.

Tong Keshu was furious and asked me: "What are you laughing at?"

I walked over and looked down at her, "You were eavesdropping on us just now?" She must have heard what Shen Su said, so she took her anger out on me.

"You get out! I don't want to see you."

(End of this chapter)