The wedding color is rippling: Gu Shao, you are enough

Chapter 466
Sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor, Cheng Kexin felt exhausted, Yang Zuo's appearance reminded her of those past events, and she began to reconsider her relationship with Gu Chi.

Originally, she had already made up her mind, since Mengbao wanted her father so much, and Gu Chi also began to pursue herself again, so why should she care so much about those things in the past, just give Mengbao a complete home.

But now she realizes that she still overestimated her ability to bear. What happened in the past is like a thorn in the flesh. She can ignore it when she is fine, but there is a slight irritation. The pain will come back again, which is unbearable.

If she is really with Gu Chi again, can she completely forget about those things and spend the rest of her life with Gu Chi without any grievances?Cheng Kexin asked herself in her heart.

But the answer is uncertain, she can't guarantee it.Moreover, if the two of them are separated again because of this in the future, the harm to Mengbao will only be greater.

Taking a deep breath, and then exhaling it heavily, Cheng Kexin felt that her head was in a mess, and she really didn't know what to do now.

Forget it, Cheng Kexin shook his head vigorously. If he can't figure it out, let's not think about it. If he keeps struggling like this, there will be no results. After all, this is between the two of them, so we should find a chance to have a good time with Gu Chi. Talk it out and then make a decision.

Standing up and walking towards the ward, Cheng Kexin wanted to see if Cheng Ruoer woke up.As soon as she arrived at the door of the ward, she heard Cheng Ruo'er's voice, as if she was talking to someone.

Pausing curiously, Cheng Kexin saw through the window that Gu Chi was standing in front of Cheng Ruoer's hospital bed with his back to her, and Cheng Ruoer was crying and apologizing to him.

"Gu Chi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what happened back then was my fault, can you just forgive me once? I beg you, please forgive me. I promise I will never do such a thing again." While crying, Cheng Ruo'er reached out and grabbed Gu Chi's sleeve.

Shaking Cheng Ruo'er away with a look of disgust, Gu Chi said in a cold voice: "Cheng Ruo'er, I never thought that you were responsible for my kidnapping back then. It is absolutely impossible for me to forgive you! If you weren't injured, I would have sent you to jail."

"Don't! Gu Chi, you can't treat me like this." Cheng Ruo'er cried miserably as she clasped her hands on the edge of the bed, "I was wrong, I really knew I was wrong, I did that on impulse back then, but I also For the sake of the Cheng family, I can't just watch the Cheng family collapse like this."

"So you can just watch me die!" Hearing Cheng Ruo'er's defense, Gu Chi became even angrier, with obvious hatred mixed in his tone.

Ever since he knew the truth of the matter, he felt like a fool who had been kept in the dark for so many years.After the accident that year, he always thought that he killed Cheng Ruo'er. If he hadn't taken her to play in the suburbs, how could his beloved girl lose her life at such a young age.

Guilt and despair tormented him so much that he couldn't sleep all day long. As long as he closed his eyes, the scene of Cheng Ruoer struggling and crying in the fire would come to his mind.He doesn't even remember how many nights he held his head in tears and kept saying "I'm sorry". It's because of him!

For two whole years, he couldn't get himself out of this guilt for two whole years. He suffered from insomnia night after night, and sometimes he was so sleepy that he couldn't fall asleep, but within half an hour he She would wake up in fright, and the dream was full of Cheng Ruoer's cries.

When he was almost dying of torture, he went to see a psychiatrist.It took a year of physical therapy and mental therapy before he freed himself from this pain, but Cheng Ruo'er was still an untouchable scar in his heart.

Even though he later met Su Kexin and fell in love with this kind and gentle girl, he still left a small corner for Cheng Ruoer in his heart.He has never been able to let himself forget this girl whom he once loved so deeply and who lost her life because of him.

When Cheng Ruo'er appeared in the cemetery, his first reaction was shock, but after the Cheng family heard her story of being rescued, he realized that he was happy and relieved at the same time.The stone that was pressing on his heart finally shattered into powder at that moment. After so many years, it was the first time he could breathe so easily.

At that time, he had already fallen in love with Cheng Kexin deeply, even if Cheng Ruo'er was still alive, there was no possibility between them.But he never doubted what Cheng Ruo'er said or did. Although she was no longer the person in his heart, she still had a special place in his life.

Later, when he separated from Su Kexin, he began to know Cheng Ruoer's femme fatalistic methods, and began to hate her, loathing her, but what he hated was only Cheng Ruoer who had turned bad. Regarding their young relationship, from beginning to end, he never regret.

It was a beautiful memory in his life, and it had never been tarnished by Cheng Ruoer's temperament change. At least, they were sincerely facing each other at that time, and they were pure happiness.

Thinking about it now, Gu Chi only felt full of sarcasm, what beauty?What simplicity?It turned out that everything was just his own opinion.All of this is just a trap. The relationship he cherishes and has kept in his heart for so many years is just a stepping stone for her interests.

"I didn't intend to harm you!" Cheng Ruo'er panicked even more when she heard the hatred in Gu Chi's words, "Gu Chi, I really didn't intend to harm you, I untied you in the end, I didn't want you Fate, you believe me, I love you, how could I harm you?"

"Do you think I will still believe what you said?" Looking at Cheng Ruo'er coldly, Gu Chi was not at all moved by what she said.

"Gu Chi, can you think about it from my point of view? I really had no choice back then. I made such a big mistake on impulse. Just forgive me once, and I will never do this again. It's gone." Cheng Ruo'er cried so hard that she couldn't help herself.

"We grew up together, you can't treat me like this. Gu Chi, we used to love each other so much, and we were so happy when we were together. Have you forgotten all of this?"

"Stop talking!" Hearing Cheng Ruo'er mentioning the events of that year, Gu Chi instantly lost his temper.Back then, she had the guts to mention her relationship with him back then!She was just playing him for a fool.

"Cheng Ruo'er, liking you back then was the most regretful and stupid thing I have ever done in my life! If I could go back to the past and choose, I would never know you!"

Staring at Cheng Ruo'er angrily and seriously, Gu Chi spoke every word very clearly, completely negating the ignorant feelings he had when he was young.

(End of this chapter)