Flowers are expensive

Chapter 281 The Last Tenderness 1
"Why do you care about him so much?" Yuan Yin's tone changed.

"He's my friend!"

"Friend?" Yuan Yin said with a self-deprecating smile, "You regard your husband's enemy as a friend? If I unfortunately fall into Qing Yi's hands one day, do you think he will make it easier for me? Maybe you will become Widow!"

Lihua drooped her brows, let out a sigh of relief, and didn't answer.Yuan Yin squeezed her shoulders hard, and said in a soft tone: "Just now my tone was a bit heavy, that's because I really didn't expect you to go there. I'm afraid that when you see those people and things, your heart will Scared. Are you still mad?"

"Zhao Yuanyin," Lihua raised her face, reached out and touched Yuanyin's face and asked, "What kind of person are you?"

"Don't you know? What are you suspecting?"

Lihua thought for a while and said: "I think you are very different from when you were in Zique Village. To be honest, I still prefer Xie Manting at that time, and Zique Village."

"Come here," Yuan Yin asked Li Hua after she sat down on the soft couch, holding her hand, "do you feel unhappy now?"

Li Hua nodded and said: "I can't say I'm unhappy, but I just feel that things don't go my way before. You see, I've been in Jingyou City for so long, it feels like a year has passed, and every day seems to be like this—" She said and counted with her fingers: "Get up every day and let Wuye comb her hair and eat, and then either go to the street, or go to the nurse's to talk, then eat and take a nap, then dinner, and finally sleep..."

Yuan Yin pinched her hand before she finished speaking: "Stop talking, I know what you do every day. Are you bored?"

"It's really boring. It feels like waiting to eat, drink, and sleep. Life is meaningless. I still feel that I used to have fun in Zique Village. I can hear roosters crowing every morning when I get up in the rain. The porridge and pickles made by Tong, I went to the flower field to tidy up, and gossip with those flower farmers... let’s not talk about it,” Lihua said with some frustration, “The more I talk about it, the more I miss Yutong and the others. I don’t know Yutao and Manchu How about Xiang? They really have no conscience, they really forget me as soon as I leave, don't they even write a letter?"

"Man Xiang was not very literate..."

"Yutao or Moxiang can write, right? Moxiang also has a husband!" Lihua pouted, "Isn't it too busy to write a letter? Those two girls are really ungrateful! They have a good friend Forget about me as a matchmaker!"

Yuan Yin hugged her distressedly and asked, "You really want to go back to Zique Village?"

"I think so, but..." Lihua raised her eyes and glanced at Yuan Yin and said, "But I still can't bear you. I want to go back to Zique Village alone, and I will definitely miss you."

"It's good to know," Yuan Yin felt warm for a while, squeezed the pear blossom a few times like a pillow and said with a smile, "So you should stay here honestly. When the New Year is over, I will accompany you back?"

"That's fine, anyway, it's only been half a month," Lihua clenched her fists and said with an "angry" face, "When I go back, I must take care of those two heartless girls, and Thank you Manxiang!"

"Ewha," Yuan Yin looked at her and asked earnestly, "Do you really want to know what kind of person I am?"

Pear Blossom hesitated a little, and lowered her head involuntarily.Yuan Yin lifted her chin with his index finger and asked, "Don't you want to?"

"Think...but..."

"But what?"

"A little scared..."

"afraid?"

"Well, let me tell you the truth! My standard for choosing a mate in the past was actually not that high. I just wanted to find an affordable man who was attractive to me. I wanted to buy a set of two, buy a polo, and have two babies. If you can travel once a year in four seasons, it will be complete!"

Yuan Yin frowned and said, "Why can't I understand what you are talking about?"

"If it were for you, it would be to find someone you love who can support your family on your own, whether it's a scholar or a businessman, it's enough to live anyway; and then buy a house with a front yard and two entrances. A small carriage driven by two horses, having two babies, and going out for a walk when you have time, that would be considered complete!"

"Then you think I'm not even as good as a self-reliant scholar?"

"It's not inferior, it's too tall, sir!" Li Hua patted Yuan Yin's shoulder and said seriously, "To be honest, from the point of view of the family, I have indeed climbed up to you. No matter what you do, Mr. Zhao You need to be matched with a princess like Banna Jingtai to be considered a good family, right! When I ran for the first time, I was not only unhappy that you had a concubine in your family, but also worried that you and I were too different. To grow old together. At that time, I thought, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain! It’s only when God sent me a welfare, let me have such an affair like you.”

"What happened later? Didn't you come back with me willingly?"

"It's willing, I swear!" Li Hua raised two fingers and said, "When you found me, I was thinking that I would never be separated from you again in this life, really. Even if you are a big devil, It doesn't matter if it's Yama with ten faces, I will follow you for the rest of my life."

"Then why did you say you were afraid just now?"

"Because there is a difference between reality and imagination after all."

"What do you mean?" Yuan Yin asked a little nervously, "Do you want to run again?"

"I thought I could really accept everything about you calmly, including your secluded pass, but when I walked in today, I suddenly felt that I didn't know you. In the secluded pass, Bingshuai mentioned your Sometimes, I feel like I'm talking about someone else, not my husband, you know that feeling?"

"Understood." Yuan Yin's tone was a little helpless.

"I know the intention of Bingshuai bringing me in, and it is also a good intention. When I was lying on the window and lost my mind just now, I wondered whether we should be more honest between husband and wife, and hide our secrets in our hearts. Talk about all the things that can pass without asking, and spread them out, so that each other can better understand what kind of person the other is."

Yuan Yin lowered his head and squeezed her hand, and asked, "Have you never been completely honest with me?"

"No." She said seriously.

Yuan Yin immediately raised his head and asked, "Really?" There was a hint of surprise in his eyes, but more joy with anticipation.Lihua looked at him hesitantly and asked: "I didn't confess to you, why do you seem very happy? Do you like that I don't confess to you?"

"No," Yuan Yin said, staring intently into her eyes, "I don't mind if you didn't confess to me before, as long as you confess to me from now on. Tell me all the things you hide in your heart, okay ?"

"Then can you answer my question first?"

"Say."

Lihua hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Are you checking me?" Yuan Yin didn't expect Lihua to ask about this, but since they both agreed to be honest, he also told the truth: "Yes, I I did check you out."

"The reason for arresting Zhuang Yunxian is to check on me, right?"

"Correct."

"Why do you want to check me? Who do you suspect I am?" After Lihua asked this, she couldn't help tightening her sleeves, and her heart beat faster.She knew that she was afraid of hearing the answer that would make her sad, but she was not reconciled, and still wanted to ask what happened.

Yuan Yin stared at her face, carefully looked at her forehead, eyebrows, nose bridge, and lips one by one, and finally asked: "Do you really want to know?"

"Aren't you the one who wants to know the most?" Li Hua asked back.

"You once said that you can't remember some things from the past, so are you sure you are Qin Lihua?"

"If not, then who do you think I am?"

"Perhaps," Yuan Yin looked at Li Huadao meaningfully, "Maybe your name was not Qin Lihua in the first place... Those lost memories can just prove your other identity, and I just want to know what your real identity is ..."

"Is it Tang Xuanrong?"

When those three words came out of Li Hua's mouth like smoke, she really wanted to slap herself, because she didn't ask, didn't answer, and even pretended to live with Yuan Yin without knowing anything.As long as she categorically denies that memory and denies that she is Tang Xuanrong, Yuan Yin will have nothing to do with her.But... when Yuan Yin looked at her more and more confused and complicated, she felt that Yuan Yin was looking at another person, that is Tang Xuanrong!
"You know?" Yuan Yin's voice was suddenly as light as a feather flitting across his back, a little nervous and a little surprised.

"Can I not know?" Lihua stood up from the soft couch and sneered, "Someone has suspected me long before you."

"Who?"

"Chai Xing, Zhuang Yunxian, and everyone in this world who thinks I'm Tang Xuanrong!"

"What do you mean?" Yuan Yin stretched out his hand and pulled her over and asked, "What do you mean by all the people in the world who think you are Tang Xuanrong?"

She bent down slightly, looked into Yuan Yin's eyes and asked, "So, do you think I'm Tang Xuanrong?"

Yuan Yin froze for a moment, looked at her face and didn't answer immediately.She asked again: "So, do you want me to be Tang Xuanrong?"

"I just want to know the answer..."

"What answer?" Li Huacao interrupted Yuan Yin's words and asked, "Am I Tang Xuanrong's answer? Zhao Yuanyin, are we doing well? Does it matter if I am Tang Xuanrong? Do you say you marry me, say you like me Is it just because my eyes look like Tang Xuanrong? Or, once Tang Xuanrong comes back to life, will you abandon me to find her?"

Yuanyin suddenly remembered that night when Lihua asked her what looked good on her face, he said eyes by the way.At that time, he didn't care about Ewha's intentions, he only thought that Ewha was acting like a baby, but now when he heard what Ewha said, he realized that Ewha asked on purpose.

Lihua straightened her back and smiled self-deprecatingly: "You probably don't know, once I overheard Tang Xuanzhen talking, she said that the only thing about me that resembles Tang Xuanrong is my eyes. I remember that night I asked you Which part of me do you like, you said without hesitation that it was the eyes, and you also said that when you first saw me clearly in the cabin, you thought my eyes were pretty. It is conceivable that you fell in love at first sight It's not me, but my eyes that look like Tang Xuanzhen!"

"Pear Blossom..."

"Zhao Yuanyin," Li Hua turned around and said, "Tell me, does it matter if I am Tang Xuanrong?"

"It doesn't matter who you are..."

"It's just - you want me to be Tang Xuanrong, right?"

Yuan Yin couldn't answer for a while.He who usually has the upper hand in bickering with Li Hua can't say a word at this time!Lihua's words vaguely spoke of his selfishness, but he never thought that Lihua would be Tang Xuanrong.But when he knew that there was such an eventuality, his heart couldn't calm down.

Lihua suddenly turned her face away, wanting to go inside.Yuan Yin hurriedly got up and took her back, and said, "Speak well, why are you playing with your temper and leaving?"

Lihua smiled coldly, turned her head and said, "Do I still need to ask? Do I need to talk? Your expression has already told me the answer."

"What answer are you guessing? You knew what I wanted to say before I even spoke? Didn't you agree to confess to each other? Then let me ask you, what exactly is it that you said just now that you were hiding something from me?"

(End of this chapter)