Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 6
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The autumn rain is very calm, a little cold.

Milan went to play mahjong, and I taught Jing Jing to play the piano. Jing pressed the keys with immature fingers and knocked out a series of simple notes.

Outside the window, the surface of the lake was shrouded in drizzle, and a layer of faint smoke rose up, making it difficult to see the distant mountains clearly.I don't like rainy days like this, I like sunny days, I'm not the kind of person who likes to worry about writing new words.

Mi Yao came and said that she happened to pass by here and came in to play.She asked Quiet how my piano was going.

Jing Jing looked at me and said, "Sister plays very well."

Mi Yao laughed and said, "Little sycophant, my sister plays really badly."

Quietly, "It sounds good."

Mi Yao deliberately said: "It doesn't sound good."

Quiet became impatient, and defended me, "But, but, auntie, you still don't know how to play."

Jingjing called me Auntie Mi Yao, but she called me sister, so Mi Yao took advantage of me. At first I wanted to call me Auntie, but Jingjing liked to call me Sister, and she didn’t change it several times. Later, I had no choice but to follow her Yes, Mi Yao is very proud.

"But my aunt sings better than my sister." Mi Yao majored in vocal music, and she is indeed better at singing than me.

Quiet and persistent, "My sister sings very well, too."

I was taken aback, this little guy actually protected me, I have never sung in front of her, how did she know that I sing well, I smiled, touched the little guy's head, and said: "Quiet, to sister So confident!"

The little guy was in my arms with a happy smile on his face.

Mi Yao deliberately pretended to be angry and said, "Do you like my aunt or my sister? Answer me honestly!"

Quiet looked at Mi Yao, then at me, and said with a smile, "I like both my aunt and my sister."

Mi Yao glared at An Jing, and said, "I'm so stupid, I won't play with you anymore."

An Jing looked aggrieved, ran to Mi Yao's side, leaned on her, and asked Mi Yao to play with her, but Mi Yao just ignored her.

While playing around, An He came back and said, "Why is it so lively today!"

Mi Yao laughed and said, "Quiet is playing tricks on me."

An He then asked An Jing: "Why are you cheating on my aunt?"

Jing Jing said: "My aunt said my sister's singing was not good, but I said it was good, so my aunt doesn't like me anymore."

An He glanced at me, then asked An Jing, "I see, is my sister singing really well?"

Quietly nodded vigorously.

Mi Yao made a face at An Jing, and said to An He, "Brother-in-law, why did you come back so early today?"

An He said, "I have nothing to do today, so I came back early."

Mi Yao said: "Brother-in-law, why don't you invite Ye Mei and me to sing, it's been a long time since I went to the karaoke hall to practice singing."

An He glanced at me again and said, "No problem."

An He took us to the karaoke club where Mi Yao celebrated her birthday last time, because it was daytime and the lights were not as dazzling as last time.The foreman seemed to know An He very well, so he called him "Boss An" with a smile on his face.There were scantily clad girls passing by in the corridor, who smelled strongly of inferior perfume. One of them winked at An He, who looked like An He's old friend, but An He turned a blind eye. I couldn't help feeling that he Being too fake, like a sanctimonious hypocrite.

We met Pang Xie, he and Qiqi came to sing and asked us to play together, saying how lively the crowd was.Pang Xie knew Mi Yao very well, and he smiled and called his sister-in-law.Mi Yao looked disdainful, "You are a crab in the water, I am a fairy in the sky, who is your sister-in-law?"

Pang Xie was not angry at Mi Yao's ridicule, he still made friends with Mi Yao with a playful smile, his joking and joking revealed the shrewdness of a businessman.

An Jing sang a lot of nursery rhymes, singing and dancing at the same time, very happy, children are easy to be happy.Mi Yao's singing received a lot of applause, and Pang Xie kept flattering Mi Yao, saying that he was indeed a professional.Pang Xie and Qi Qi sang a lot of love songs duet, even "Husband and Wife Return Home", they sang affectionately, like a couple of gods.It seems that they are not enough to sing love songs by themselves. It is not appropriate for An He and Mi Yao to sing love songs duet, so I was pushed to him, so we sang "When Love Is Made "The Past" was a little more peaceful. Later, I felt that this seemed to be a hint in the dark, but I still refused to believe it.

Don't mention the past

Life has been stormy
Even though the memory can't be erased

Love and hate are still in my heart
really gonna stop

let's continue tomorrow

don't ask me for news

love it's a problem

dazzling
Forget about the pain, maybe

It's too easy to forget you
you never really left

you are always in my heart

i still love you

I can't help myself
……

If the Overlord has no love for Concubine Yu, how can life and death be painless?

Can a love really become a thing of the past?I don't know, I haven't loved or been loved anyway.

But then I understood—no; at the same time, I also understood the word—

Even without wind, dance to Zhu Lan,
Love is suffering for the king.

Not crossing the Wujiang River is a beauty,
Forbearance makes the fragrant soul return to the east without a master.

After singing, Pang Xie treats the guests to dinner, but An He pays the bill, because Pang Xie bought the bill for the karaoke hall, and An He seems to have his principles of life and does not owe favors.This man looks a bit complicated, at least not a glass of plain water, which can be seen through at a glance.

Mi Yao's house is relatively close, so An He sent Mi Yao home first, and then sent me back to school.

"You seem to like moonlight very much." An He said suddenly on the way back to school.

An Jing fell asleep, and I hugged her with all my attention, afraid that she would bump into her, and I didn't understand the meaning of An He's words for a while.

He added: "The last time I heard you sing "Moonlight in the City" in the karaoke hall, you sang it again today, and you like to play "Moonlight Dust"."

"Oh, yes, I like moonlight." I came to my senses.

"Is there any particular reason?"

"I can't say a particular reason, but when I was a child, I liked to look at the moon and talk to the moon when I felt lonely."

"Why do you feel lonely at such a young age?"

"I don't know why, but sometimes I feel that way."

"Don't you like to tell your parents what's on your mind?"

"They died when I was very young."

He was a little surprised, looked at me, and said, "Oh... sorry, I don't know, did it make you sad?"

"It's nothing, I don't feel anything anymore."

"So who are you living with now?"

"My uncle."

"Are you ok?"

"It's so-so, anyway, it's under the fence."

"Stay under the fence? It seems that you have suffered a lot of grievances. You are very self-reliant, and you have taught so many times."

"It's nothing, why don't you do it if you have the ability to make money."

"Has life been difficult?"

"nothing now."

"If there is one in the future, don't forget to tell me."

"Ok."

"Are you perfunctory? I mean it from the bottom of my heart."

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

"Because you are my daughter's teacher and you make her happy."

It turns out that everything is conditional, I smiled and said nothing.

After driving for a while, he looked out the window and asked, "Spring, summer, autumn and winter, which season do you like best?"

"autumn."

"why?"

"I like to watch the fallen leaves fall."

"It's beautiful, isn't it?"

"Yes. What about you, which season is your favourite?"

"It's also autumn."

"why?"

"Just like you, I like to watch the fallen leaves fall."

"Really, such a coincidence?"

"I was born in the countryside. There is a forest behind my house. When I was a child, I often went to the forest to watch the fallen leaves fall. I collected a lot of leaves that had just fallen from the trees."

"Why collect freshly fallen leaves?"

"Maybe I think life is like fallen leaves, too hasty. Hey, I was just thinking about it. Actually, I don't know why I need to collect them."

"Did you really collect a lot?"

"Yes."

"Is it still there?"

He shook his head, "It's gone, I lost it when I moved, it's a pity."

"Oh, so, do you like trees?"

"like."

"But your business seems to run counter to your hobbies."

"Wish and reality are not the same thing." There was a hint of vicissitudes in An He's tone.

We haven't gotten to know the point of speaking our hearts, so he didn't explain the meaning of this sentence to me, and drove seriously.The smell of tobacco and plants on his body lingered on me, just like my lingering indescribable feelings.

I looked down at An Jing in my arms, she was sleeping peacefully, breathing evenly, her body was warm, like a kitten, I couldn't help but secretly kissed her forehead.

Outside the window, the rain is floating silently, and it is floating, giving birth to many hazy feelings and clear sorrows.

The rain has been going on and on for several days, and it makes people feel gloomy.For me, there is something more depressing than this autumn rain - my unlucky uncle was hit by a car.

Fortunately in the misfortune, the uncle passed by the god of death and saved his life, but the driver who caused the accident escaped, and the uncle was seriously injured and had to be hospitalized for a period of time, so the medical expenses became a headache.Life was already very tight, but after this incident, my uncle's family was in a difficult situation, even desperate.My aunt probably borrowed all the money from her relatives and couldn’t borrow money anymore. She was in a hurry and went to the doctor. She cried on the phone and asked me if I could think of a way, saying that if I didn’t pay the medical bills, my uncle would be kicked out of the hospital. How much does it cost, my aunt cried and said a figure. Of course, that amount of money is not much for rich people, but it is an astronomical figure for me.

I was stunned, what can I do as a poor student, it is not easy to maintain my own life, but my uncle has been kind to me after all, I can't just watch him being driven out of the hospital, but I really can't think of it what way to do it.

My aunt's words lingered in my ears all the time, my mood was terrible, and my face was gloomy like this weather.

Mi Yao asked me what was wrong, so I told her about my uncle.She wanted to lend me her pocket money, but she usually spends money lavishly, and her pocket money was far worse than the medical expenses that my aunt said. That little money couldn't help me at all, so I declined her kindness.

Mi Yao told me not to worry, and said to help me think of a way.I didn't take it seriously. She could come up with any good idea. No matter how rich her father was, it would belong to her father. I guess she would give her hundreds or thousands of pocket money at most.

I underestimated Mi Yao, and within two days, she handed over 4 yuan in cash to me with arrogance and arrogance.I was very surprised, and asked her where she got so much money, but she refused to tell me, saying it was a secret, and asked me to help my uncle pay the medical expenses first.

I don't want money from an unknown source, and I'm worried that Mi Yao has stolen her father's money, and I'm afraid I'll hurt her.Seeing that I was determined not to accept it, Mi Yao had no choice but to tell me the source of the money—it was given by An He, and she told An He about me.

I was very surprised. I didn't expect that Mi Yao would find An He, nor that An He would lend me so much money. For a poor student like me, this is a lot of money.I called An He, but he asked me in a calm tone to help my uncle pay the medical bills first.

Mi Yao looked aggrieved, "Brother-in-law didn't want me to tell you, but now he will blame me. It's hard to be a good person!"

I hugged Mi Yao, "Thank you, Mi Yao, and thank you brother-in-law, I will definitely return the money to him in the future."

"That's your business, by the way, don't mention it to my sister, remember it."

I'm a little confused. Is she Milan's real sister?

(End of this chapter)