Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 28 Emerald quilt cold who share (2)
I pulled Mi Yao down and said, "Don't act like you're checking your household registration. I'll tell you later."

Hana smiled, Mi Yao stopped talking.

Hana asked where Mi Yao lived, Mi Yao mentioned a place name, and Hana said that he happened to be on the way and could give us a ride.Mi Yao said no, Lin Ning came by car, so Han Ya gestured to call me, but I ignored him.

In the car, Mi Yao asked me how Han Ya and I met, so I told her what happened two years ago.

After hearing this, Mi Yao said, "He seems to have that intention for you."

"Don't talk nonsense."

"The way he looks at you is very special."

"You are too sensitive."

"Hehe, I hope I'm too sensitive, I will take good care of you for my brother-in-law."

"Did An He tell you to do this?"

"Of course my brother-in-law is not this kind of person. The man's eyes gave me a dangerous signal, so I came up with this idea."

"trouble making."

Mi Yao smiled and fell into my arms. She still likes to cling to me as before.I am very grateful to Mi Yao, I stole her sister's husband, and others would hate me, but Mi Yao didn't, instead she treated me so well, it made me feel guilty.

Mi Yao found the scar on the back of my hand, was shocked, and asked me how I got it.I smiled and said nothing, shook my head, I don't want her to hate Milan, even though I don't like Milan.Later, Mi Yao guessed the reason, stopped talking, just put the back of my hand to his mouth, and kissed me lightly.Her lips were moist and warm.

Lin Ning didn't talk much and concentrated on driving.

I looked at the high-rise buildings outside the window, and remembered that An He once said that he hoped that I would be in the same city as him. He could see me when he missed me, but now he couldn’t see me when he missed me. I miss him I can’t see him even when I’m in bed. How I wish I could be in the same city with him. I can see the other person’s face, smell the breath on the other person’s body, and feel the other person’s body temperature with just one phone call.

Things that seemed easy in the past have become very difficult now. Everything can only be recollected, but there is a sore feeling when reminiscing.It turns out that it is so uncomfortable to want to see someone not to see. If I go back to An He, I must enjoy every minute and every second with him, and cherish every hug, every look, every kiss.

Lin Ning parked the car in a neighborhood that looked good, with well-manicured grass, lively flowers, and rockery fountains. It seemed that the daughter of a rich family would not wrong herself wherever she went.

Mi Yao's residence has two bedrooms and one living room. The house is stylishly and exquisitely decorated, with all the furniture and electrical appliances. The air smells of perfume and tobacco mixed together, and there are bright roses on the window sills.Sitting on the sofa is a girl who looks like a rose, but her expression is not as gorgeous as a rose, a little blurred, like mist, and intriguing.Mi Yao said that Miss Rose is her roommate.

The rose girl gave me a faint smile. To be precise, it shouldn't be considered a smile, but the muscles on her face moved slightly.Her skin is delicate and delicate, and it feels like it will break at a blow, so although she smiles very, very lightly, she is very good-looking.She greeted me with this faint smile, then got up and went into the bedroom, she is very tall, estimated to be 1.7 meters [-], and has a very good curve, her hair is very long and thick, like seaweed, very beautiful , Such a girl can definitely be a model.

Mi Yao said that she was a model, named Maomao, which was not her real name, but Mi Yao said that this name was very suitable for her, because when she was not on stage, she was the kind of cat that was nocturnal.Later, I also felt that the name was very suitable for her, because she, like a cat, knows how to get along with people, just like a cat.She was friendly with us but never opened up.She spoke with a Beijing accent and a Beijing rhyme, and Mi Yao said that Mao Mao was a native of Beijing.Since you are a native of Beijing, why do you still rent a house?Is it because the family is poor and the house is tight, but it can't be seen from Mao Mao's clothes at all, she even has famous brand socks.But I'm too lazy to inquire about her personal privacy. I think An He can't even think about it. How can I care about cats and dogs?

I called An He to report that she was safe.An He asked me if I had eaten in the car, if I slept well, and asked me how the weather in Beijing was like, and told me to take good care of myself, etc.

Yes... His voice was full of concern, like telling a child who was away from home.

When I hung up the phone, I was very disappointed and wanted to cry, but there were no tears.

After packing everything up, Lin Ning drove us out for dinner. He was very attentive, but I had no appetite.

I was a little tired, so I went back to sleep after eating.In a daze, I vaguely returned to An He, and he said he would take me to a place where there is no distinction, no hatred, no revenge, only warm love.I followed An He, and I didn’t know when An He disappeared. I hurriedly called An He, but there was no response, and I panicked and looked for An He, but the surrounding area was a vast expanse of whiteness that was too thick to dissolve. The fog that opened, I looked around in the fog, but there was no sign of Anhe, the fog was getting bigger and thicker, as if it was going to surround me, I wanted to leave there, but I couldn't find the exit, I was trapped in the fog...

I woke up with a start, and saw Mi Yao standing by the window, the setting sun was shining on her, like a painting.

I called Mi Yao, and she turned around. I saw the sparkle in her eyes and the tears on her face, but she smiled at me.

I told her about that dream, saying that I was afraid that Anhe would leave me alone in the white fog, unable to find a way out.

Mi Yao hugged me and said that An He would never abandon me.Yes, I believe An He will never abandon me.

I started my life in Beijing. Although Beijing is an international metropolis full of charm and prosperity, there is no peace here, and everything is eclipsed.And I have no interest in this city at all. I will leave it in the near future and return to a peaceful city.I am waiting for that near future, but the days of waiting are extremely long.

In fact, time has not slowed down its pace, it is still moving forward day by day.How sensible time is, it has long been used to seeing the joys and sorrows in the world, and will never stand still because of someone's joy and sorrow.

Unconsciously, I have been in Beijing for half a month, and I have slowly adjusted my mentality.The moon waxes and wanes, and people have joys and sorrows. This is the law of nature, so I have to adapt.Even if there are thousands of hatreds and sorrows, I can't put on a look of not thinking about food and tea in front of Mi Yao every day, it will only make Mi Yao make fun of it, or report it to An He, and add to An He. worries.

Lin Ning helped me find a job, playing the piano in a hotel cafe, a bit like my internship.Originally, Lin Ning was going to introduce me to the art troupe, but unfortunately, a leader just happened to stuff a girl who played the piano into it.Lin Ning then told me to wait and help me find a solution.From Lin Ning's words and deeds, it can be seen that he seems to have some family background, maybe he is a high-ranking son, but Mi Yao didn't want to say it, and Lin Ning didn't mention it either, so I have no way of knowing.

But I know Lin Ning likes Mi Yao.Mi Yao didn't deny it, saying that Lin Ning had helped her a lot when she first joined the art troupe, but although Mi Yao was grateful to him, she had no love for him.

To be honest, I would not fall in love with a boy like Lin Ning, maybe because he has been dancing ballet with girls for a long time, he speaks a bit sissy, and has a shy personality, lacking the masculinity of a man.But Lin Ning is kind-hearted, even though he knows that Mi Yao has no feelings for him, he still often takes Mi Yao and me out to play.Because of Lin Ning, the life of Mi Yao and I, two outsiders with no relatives and no reason in Beijing, will not be boring.Sometimes I feel a little sympathetic to Lin Ning, knowing that it is impossible and still working hard, love is sometimes blind.It’s a bit like me in the past, but fortunately, my dedication has finally brought about the possibility of peace, but now I have to live in two places, causing so much sorrow, maybe I was wrong at the beginning, hey, how to put it clearly .

Maybe I thought the process of love would be very happy, so I didn't care about the ending, just like moths to a flame.

The job of playing the piano in a hotel is not tiring, and of course the salary is not high. It is just a job that can be used to pass the time, but it is very suitable for me. Now I don’t have much time to work.My thoughts are all on An He. When I wake up in the morning and open my eyes, I am An He. At night, I sleep and close my eyes. All the time, I can't imagine how I will face and endure if An He disappears from my life one day.Of course, this situation will not happen, An He will never disappear from my life, he said he will live with me for the rest of his life.

I am just a display in the coffee shop, few people listen to the pieces I play attentively, I am my own audience.The one I play most is "Moonlight Dust". The music is like moonlight, and the longing for An He is also like moonlight.

Not long after, I regretted coming to the coffee shop to play the piano, because there were many dating couples here. Seeing their intimacy, my longing became more intense, flooding my body in waves.I kept reassuring myself that I had nothing to envy. In the near future, I would be as happy as them, sitting opposite An He, drinking coffee leisurely, and talking about my thoughts on him.Of course, I also want to hear him say how much he misses me.

I believe that An He misses me as much as I miss him, maybe he misses me no less than me, but he doesn't say it, he just calls me often and asks questions that have been asked thousands of times, such as whether Are you used to the weather in Beijing, are you used to life in Beijing, how are you doing at work, are you eating on time, are you sleeping well...

I deliberately said that I am not used to Beijing at all, I can't eat and can't sleep...

Hearing his distressed voice on the phone, I smiled on purpose and said I was teasing him, so he pretended to be angry and wanted to hang up on me, and he was willing to extend the call time after I "apologized" to him... …

Every call with Anhe is happy and sweet, but when I hang up the phone, there will be some unspeakable sadness in my heart. This is lovesickness.

The sun is full of flowers and smoke,
The moon is bright and wants to be sad and sleepless.

Zhao Sechu stopped the Phoenix Pillar,
Shuqin wants to play mandarin duck strings.

This song is intended to be passed on by no one,
I would like to send Yanran with the spring breeze.

Yijun is far away across the blue sky,
Yokohama of the past,
This is a fountain of tears.

I don't believe my concubine is heartbroken,
Come back to see the mirror.

Finally, I understood the artistic conception of this poem.If you have to separate to understand, I would rather not understand.

I never called Hana, because I had no intention of calling him at all, and I also threw away his business card.Because Mi Yao threw Hana's business card into the trash can when she got home that day, maybe she threw it for me on purpose, so I did the same.

I think Hana would be furious if he knew that his business card was treated like this.I think I'm going too far, but what can I do? Love is selfish, so I don't want to add unnecessary trouble to myself.On one side is an old lover whose business is down, and on the other side is a proud upstart, Mi Yao, who is ice-snow and smart.

I thought that if I didn’t call Hana, I would never see him again. After all, Beijing is too big, so it’s not so easy to meet in a sea of ​​people.There has already been a chance encounter, it is impossible to have a second time.

However, the fact is like this, and there really is a second time.

The moment I saw Hana, I remembered the two words he said, fate!

Could it be that I really have a fate with him, and I can't even hide from him?

No, I have no fate with him, and if I have to say there is, it is not a good fate.Because we met at the wrong time, I had An He, and there was a woman beside him.

She was a very charming woman with exquisite facial features and fashionable clothes. I believe many men would fall in love with such a woman.She was sitting opposite Hana, with a charming smile on her face, her eyes never seemed to leave Hana's face for a moment, it could be seen that she fell in love and was obsessed with the man in front of her.

When that scene caught my eye, I played a wrong note, but I quickly recovered.My fingers left the keys immediately, and I was going to leave for a while before Hana saw me, I was afraid he would be entangled.

However, Hana still saw me.He blocked my way, with a surprised look on his face, "Hey, Ye Mei!"

I had no choice but to say hello to him.

He said with a smile: "The Buddha said that it took 500 years of practice in the previous life to exchange for a look back in this life. It seems that we have practiced for thousands of years."

I said, "Don't talk nonsense."

He smiled and said, "Why haven't you called me? Make me wait."

I looked at the woman on the seat and said deliberately: "Your girlfriend is very beautiful."

He looked back at the woman, smiled, and said, "How can you be sure she is my girlfriend?"

I said, "You seem to hit it off."

He smiled and said, "MY GOD, is that an exaggeration? By the way, do you work here?"

I say yes."

He asked, "What time do you leave work?"

"10:30." I deliberately postponed it by half an hour.

He said: "Well, I will look for you later. How can I say that I took good care of you on the train last time, and even helped you carry your bag. It's okay to buy me a cup of coffee."

I reluctantly said, "Yes."

He smiled and said, "It's really stingy, you put it so reluctantly, well, see you later."

He returned to his seat and didn't know what to say to the woman. After a while, the two left the coffee shop. The woman looked back at me. Her eyes were big and beautiful.

I'm not sure if she is Hana's girlfriend, but she and Hana are standing together, and the two seem to match in appearance and temperament.

(End of this chapter)