Confess to you, do you want to listen?

Chapter 92 The Past
Gu Shi'an's body remained frozen, and after a long time, he moved slightly.

Chen Xiao's hand was around her waist, she couldn't sleep, she moved a little and saw that he didn't respond, so she wanted to take his hand away.

It's just that this time, instead of taking his hand away, Chen Xiao tightened his grip on the contrary.

His voice was lazy and hoarse, and he asked, "Why, don't you want to sleep?"

It turned out that he was not asleep, so Gu Shi'an didn't dare to move now.Just lay there stiff.

Being so imprisoned, she couldn't fall asleep, forced herself to close her eyes, and didn't know how long it took before she fell asleep in a daze.

After the old lady left the hospital, she was in much better spirits than she was in the hospital. After staying for a few days, she didn't let anyone accompany her and let them do their work.

It is quiet here in the new house, no one comes except Luo Chan.

Both Gu Shian, Chen Xiao and Ye Qing were worried about the old lady's body, but they tacitly never mentioned it.

The old lady didn't know if she knew her physical condition, and she never asked, and she always smiled.

The more she behaved like this, the heavier Gu Shian's heart became.I always feel that this kind of peace is too unreal.

When Gu Shi'an checked the calendar on Sunday, she realized that Chang'an's birthday was the next day. During this period of time, there were so many things that she almost forgot about it.

She originally wanted to call Chang Ji, but after thinking about it, she still didn't call. She just called to order a birthday cake in advance.

She couldn't think of what to buy as a birthday present for Chang, so she went shopping in the mall for a long time and finally chose a set of knives.

When she got off work the next day, she called Chang Qi and asked where she was.

Chang is still at work, but not in the restaurant.Instead, help out at a hotel.Someone is having a birthday party at the hotel, and something happened to the head chef.The manager of the hotel was friends with Chang's boss, so he asked Chang to help.

Every year, Gu Shi'an celebrates Chang'an's birthday for her. She originally planned to ask for leave in the afternoon, but such an occasion cannot be ignored.I had to agree.

She was busy when Gu Shi'an called her. Gu Shi'an was used to her being busy, asked where she was, and went over to wait for her with a cake.

It was only after seven o'clock when she passed by, and many cars had already parked in front of the hotel.Gu Shi'an put the things in one hand, and then took out his mobile phone to call Chang Yu.

It didn't take long for Chang Yu to run out quickly, and when he saw Gu Shi'an, he smiled slightly and said something.

She was much more energetic than usual, wearing a white chef uniform, and her hair was meticulously put into a white hat.A serious look.

Gu Shi'an smiled, hummed, followed her into the hotel through the side door, and said, "You are busy with your work, don't worry about me. We will eat cake after you are done."

As she spoke, she raised the small cake in her hand.

Chang Yu nodded in agreement, looked at the time, and said apologetically, "I'm afraid it won't end until nearly ten o'clock."

Gu Shi'an said nothing, paused, and added: "Anyway, I'm fine."

Chang Li hummed now, she was busy, and took Gu Shi'an to a room where the employees were probably resting, and hurried there.

Probably because she was afraid that Gu Shi'an would be hungry, she asked someone to bring food to Gu Shi'an after a while.Serve exquisite snacks.

Gu Shi'an was not polite, and ate the snack thoroughly.

Although he was in the kitchen, he was thinking about Gu Shi'an's side, so he asked someone to bring some food over from time to time.

Gu Shi'an was stuffed to his full before he ate.In the end, the person who delivered the food brought her a message, and no more food was delivered there.

She was probably worried that Gu Shian was bored, so she asked someone to tell Gu Shian to go out for a walk, and she would call her when she was done.

She is like this, as if treating her like a child.Gu Shi'an was a little funny, so he let her do her work and leave her alone.She will take care of herself.

It was after eight o'clock, and Chang'an was probably officially busy.But no one came over again.

The room was quiet, Gu Shi'an couldn't find anything to do, so he started to look through a magazine when he saw a magazine beside him.

The magazine was an entertainment magazine. She lacked interest, flipped through it randomly and got up to go to the bathroom.

The hallway was dark and dimly lit.For some reason, Gu Shian suddenly thought of Qin Tanglai.Since he called that night to say he was going on a business trip, he hasn't called again, and he doesn't know when he will come back from the business trip.

She was slightly in a trance, and after a while, she rubbed the tip of her nose and walked towards the bathroom.

I went to the bathroom, washed my hands and was about to leave.As soon as he turned around, he saw Gu Su pushing the door and walking in.

Her makeup was exquisite, and she carried a limited-edition bag in her hand, looking smug.

The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, she obviously didn't expect to meet Gu Shian here, so she let out a yo, looked Gu Shian up and down, and said, "Why are you here? ?”

Gu Shi'an didn't even bother to look at her, and said lightly, "Who stipulated that I can't be here?"

Gu Su snorted now, folded his arms and looked at Gu Shi'an, and said, "What are you doing here?"

Gu Shi'an looked at her with a half-smile, and said, "Are you taking too much of your nosy business? Am I hindering you here? Or are you doing something wrong again?"

Gu Su choked up.Her eyeballs rolled around, she suddenly leaned forward, and said in a low voice: "Cousin, you appeared here for no reason, did you come to follow brother-in-law?"

After a slight pause, she then said to herself, "By the way, Sister Li Ran is here tonight."

There was gloating in her tone.

Gu Shi'an didn't want to talk to her either, so he just walked around her and left.Who would have thought that Li Ran, who was also dressed in full attire, came over as soon as he arrived at the door.

Gu Su didn't know when he turned around, and when he saw Li Ran, he stepped forward and took her arm, and said with a smile on his face: "Sister Li Ran, it's a coincidence that you came, I just mentioned you to my cousin just now. "

Her tone was very affectionate, and she didn't know when her relationship with Li Ran became so good.

Li Ran smiled now, looked at Gu Shi'an, and said, "What a coincidence. What did you mention about me?"

Gu Su put on a mysterious look and said, "You have to ask my cousin about it. But I don't think my cousin may be willing to tell, so please don't ask, Miss Li Ran."

She intentionally put on an innocent look, and looked at Gu Shi'an provocatively with her eyes.

Li Ran smiled and said yes, then looked at Gu Shi'an, and asked, "Shi'an, are you here..."

Now without waiting for Gu Shi'an to speak, Gu Su rushed to say, "Sister Li Ran, you can't even ask about this."

She spoke meaningfully.

Li Ran smiled now, looked at her, and asked curiously, "Why can't I ask?"

"Because my cousin is not easy to answer." Gu Su giggled as he spoke.Then he winked and said, "My cousin is here, of course because my brother-in-law is here. Cousin, you don't look like you came to the dinner party, did you secretly follow your brother-in-law?"

There was a bit of contempt in her words.

A little smile appeared on Li Ran's lips, but she reached out and nodded Gu Su's head, saying angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about. I'm not afraid that your cousin will be angry."

Gu Su smiled meaningfully at this moment, and said: "Sister Ran Ran, you are wrong. My cousin will not be angry. Who doesn't know that my cousin is the most powerful." After a slight pause, she Then he said: "Besides, who in this circle doesn't know that brother-in-law likes you."

As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere became slightly stagnant.

Under normal circumstances, Li Ran should refute, but she didn't.She glared at Gu Su and said, "You still talk about what happened so many years ago."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Gu Shi'an again, smiled reluctantly, and said, "Shi'an, please ignore her, Chen Xiao and I have nothing to do."

She looked as if I felt pity for her, and when she said this sentence, it was no doubt more like there is no silver 300 taels here.

After a long time, Gu Shi'an couldn't say a word, and the two of them seemed to be singing a double reed.

If she made a conversation at this time, it would really be as one wished.She just smiled faintly, and said without replying to Li Ran's words, "Sorry, let's take a step first."

After she finished speaking, she walked out of the bathroom without even looking at the two of them.

The two of them probably didn't expect her to react like that. Before they could react, Gu Shi'an had already walked a long way.

Gu Su, who didn't see it as a good show, curled his lips.Li Ran clenched her fingers tightly, then slowly loosened them after a while, nodded Gu Su's head, and said, "No nonsense is allowed in the future. You see your cousin is angry."

Gu Su took her arm and said with a smile: "She is angry with her. My brother-in-law likes you in the first place. I'm not wrong. She and my brother-in-law have no relationship in the first place. Sister Li Ran, you and My brother-in-law is the recognized golden boy and jade girl. If you hadn't left the country at that time, how could he have married Gu Shi'an. "

There was a bit of disdain in Gu Su's tone.

A glint of gloom flashed across Li Ran's eyes, he forced a smile and said, "It's all in the past, don't mention it in the future."

Gu Su curled his lips and said, "Why can't I mention it? My brother-in-law also likes you now. Otherwise, he wouldn't have stayed in the hospital all night last time when you had a fever. If it wasn't for her..."

Li Ran didn't know what she was thinking, she was a little lost.It wasn't until Gu Su called her again that she came back to her senses and forced a smile.

Gu Shi'an went back to the room the same way he came, and didn't go out again, just stood by the window and looked outside.

She didn't know what she was thinking, and she didn't move.He didn't turn his head until he heard the sound of the door opening.

It was Chang who came in, and she had already changed her clothes.Only then did Gu Shi'an realize that he had been standing for a long time.

She didn't let Chang Li see anything, she pretended to smile relaxedly, and said, "Get off work?"

Chang Cheng smiled apologetically and said, "Have you been waiting for a long time? I've already said hello, let's go."

Gu Shi'an nodded in agreement, and picked up the cake.

Chang Yi should have been here several times and is quite familiar with it.While walking, he turned his head to look at Gu Shi'an, and asked tentatively, "Where are you staying with me tonight?"

The two of them just went back now, and it must have been past twelve o'clock after eating the cake.

Gu Shi'an nodded, smiled, and said yes.

The expression on Chang's face became more relaxed. She knew that the old lady lived in the new house, so she asked again, "Did you call?"

Gu Shi'an hummed and said, "I told you so."

Chang Yan nodded and reached out to get Gu Shi'an's bag.Gu Shi'an just said no.

It was already late at this time, and the two of them took a taxi instead of waiting for the bus.The two didn't talk much, they just exchanged a few words along the way.After getting out of the car, Chang Wei paid the money first, and then led Gu Shi'an to the courtyard.

The small courtyard was deserted, and after entering the door, Gu Shian put down the cake in his hand and said, "I'll cook longevity noodles for you."

Although Gu Shi'an's cooking skills are not as good as usual, every year on her birthday, she always cooks a bowl of noodles for her.

Chang Li was slightly absent-minded, and then said in a low voice, "Thank you, Shi'an."

Gu Shi'an just smiled, and said seriously: "I should thank you."

She is her only friend, if not she is always there.In the dark days after her father left, she might not be able to get over it.

It is inappropriate to say these things on such a day, Gu Shi'an immediately changed the topic.

She wasn't very familiar with Chang's kitchen, she was cooking noodles and Chang'an was helping each other, and then the two of them chatted in a rambling manner.

After the noodles were cooked, Gu Shi'an brought the noodles to the table, and then said to Chang Xie, "Happy birthday."

Chang's eyes were slightly astringent, and he wanted to say thank you at first, but he didn't say it in the end.With a hum, he picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles.

Gu Shi'an was full, and she would not eat even if he wanted to share noodles with her, so she just sat at the table and watched her.

Chang Ji didn't know if he was hungry or what, he finished a bowl of noodles in three or two strokes, then pushed the empty bowl in front of Gu Shi'an, said with a slight smile, "Eat it."

Her eyes were sparkling, and it was rare that they were so mischievous.

Gu Shi'an couldn't help laughing, took out the cake, and said, "Blow out the candles and make a wish after eating, and then eat the cake. Time will pass later."

Chang Li let out a hum, and helped to insert the candle.Gu Shi'an turned off the lights and lit the candles one by one.Then urged Chang to make a wish.

Chang Li smiled and said hello, clasped his hands together to make a wish, and then blew out the candles.

After turning on the light again, Gu Shi'an took out the knives he bought.Said: "This is a birthday present for you, I don't know if you like it or not."

Chang Li's eyes lit up when he saw it was a knife, and he immediately unpacked it, and said with a smile, "Thank you, I like it very much."

Her tone was serious, not perfunctory at all.

Gu Shi'an breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "It's fine if you like it, but I'm worried that this birthday present will be a bit weird."

No, there is no such thing as giving someone a birthday present or a knife.

Chang Li laughed now, and said, "It's kind of weird. But I like it."

She was thinking about it so much that she put the knife away after looking at it again and again.Then they cut the cake and sat down to eat it.

The room was quiet, and no one spoke for a while.After a while, Chang Wei turned his head to think about it, and asked, "Would you like some wine? The boss gave me a bottle of red wine a few days ago."

She said without waiting for Gu Shi'an's answer, she got up and went to find a drink.It didn't take long to get the wine back.

Gu Shi'an originally wanted to say that he didn't want to drink, but seeing that she had already brought it over, he didn't disappoint.He took a small sip and drank it.

Chang Yan didn't try to persuade her, he drank half a cup and ate a small piece of cake, and then asked, "How are you and Chen Xiao doing?"

Gu Shi'an didn't expect that she would ask about Chen Xiao, so he smiled lightly and said, "That's it."

She didn't want to worry Chang Chen, so she changed the topic and asked, "How are you doing?" She remembered the events of the New Year, hesitated a little, and asked again, "Everything has been dealt with." ?"

Chang Wei was slightly absent-minded, smiled, didn't go to see Gu Shi'an, and said, "It's all taken care of."

Gu Shian nodded now.

The two of them didn't say anything for a moment, and Chang continued to drink.Then he looked up at the mottled ceiling.There was a bit of loneliness in her expression.

Gu Shi'an looked at her, was silent for a while, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Chang Ji shook his head and said, "No. I just think it would be fine if it was always like this."

It's good to be stable in this world.

Gu Shi'an nodded, but didn't know what he thought of and didn't move for a while.After a while, she looked at Chang Xie and asked, "Ah Chuan, do you have someone you like?" She paused slightly when she said this, and then said, "You are not young anymore, it's time to start a family and get married." gone."

Her tone is serious.It's like an elder.

Chang Li didn't move for a long time, and after a while, he forced a smile and said in a hoarse voice: "It's good like this. Alone, free."

She poured a glass of wine and drank it.

She looked like this and she had something on her mind, but her mind was always hidden very deeply.Including her past, she has never mentioned it to Gu Shi'an until now.

Gu Shi'an wanted to ask something, but he didn't ask after all.The two just sat in a daze in silence.

Gu Shi'an was in a daze, and after a long time, she finally said, "Chen Xiao, it seems...knows about your past. Chinese New Year..."

Chang Li seemed to know what she was going to say, but was interrupted by her before she finished speaking.There was a bit of bitterness in the corner of her mouth, and she said: "Shi'an, my matter has nothing to do with him. Don't think too much about it." After a slight pause, she continued: "It's normal for him to know. He should have known earlier I just didn't tell you."

Her voice was low, she didn't look at Gu Shi'an, and continued: "If you want to know, I can tell you too."

What she said later was serious, not perfunctory Gu Shian.

She has never mentioned the past these years, and Gu Shi'an naturally knows that she is unwilling to mention it.

She shook her head and said, "You don't have to tell me, I just want you to be well."

Yes, as long as she is good enough.No matter what she was like in the past, it will not affect anything.

Chang Li looked up at her, and after a while, he said in a low voice, "Thank you, Shi'an."

There were little tears in her eyes.As he spoke, he picked up the glass and drank again.

When she looked like this, Gu Shi'an was worried, and wanted to ask something, but in the end he didn't ask, and just sat quietly with her.

Chang Ji must have thought of the past, and had been sitting there in a daze.It wasn't until the bottle of wine was finished that he stumbled up and went to the bathroom.

She didn't come out for a long time after she went there, Gu Shi'an cleared the table but she didn't see her coming out, knocked on the bathroom door, there was no response, pushed the door and went in, only to find that she was leaning against the wall and fell asleep.

She was angry and funny, and went up to help her, only to find that her face was faintly stained with tears.

She was slightly taken aback now, and called out often.

Chang Li raised his misty eyes to look at her, smiled, and closed his eyes again.

After sitting on the ground for a long time, her body was icy cold.Gu Shi'an helped her up, took her to the bedroom, and fetched hot water to wipe her hands and face.

She usually drinks quite well, and she doesn't know what happened today.He even let her scrub her, but there was no response.

Gu Shi'an finished scrubbing her, and when he was about to lift the water to pour it out, when he turned around, he saw crystal clear liquid falling from her face.

She was slightly stunned for a moment, and she wanted to call her, but in the end she didn't.He just stepped forward and gently wiped the tears off her face.

Mostly because of the alcohol, I often shed more and more tears.Finally, he whimpered softly.

Gu Shi'an yelled a few times without waking her up and just sat by the bed.Wipe away tears for her.

Chang Li choked up for a long time before he stopped. He didn't show any sign of waking up, and fell asleep again.

Gu Shi'an waited until she was no longer choked up, then brought the water and poured it.

She was worried about her daily life, and did not go to the room where she lived before.After tidying up, he returned to Chang's bedroom, took a chair and sat beside him.

It was the middle of the night, and the surrounding area was quiet.She didn't feel sleepy at all, and her mind was extremely clear.

She just sat there in a daze, and after an unknown amount of time, there was a vibrating sound from her mobile phone.It took Gu Shi'an a while to realize that it was the cell phone that was always in his pocket.

The vibrating sound was harsh in the middle of the night, Gu Shi'an hesitated for a while, and then stepped forward to take the phone out of Chang's pocket.

There is no name on the phone, but a string of unfamiliar numbers.Gu Shi'an didn't answer the phone, he turned off his phone to silent and put it on the bedside.

The phone screen went off after a while, Gu Shi'an originally thought that there would be no more calls, but who knew that just as he sat down, the phone turned on again.

(End of this chapter)