Confess to you, do you want to listen?

Chapter 234
Gu Lan was in a trance as if he had returned to that time.The fingers clenched tightly unconsciously.At that time, she was already in a desperate situation.She even thought about death.Living is hard, and only when you die can you be done.

The Qiu family was overbearing, and his parents, for the sake of their own interests, still hoped that they would return to the Qiu family.It was a desperate situation, if it wasn't for them, she might not be alive anymore.

Even now, she can still feel the despair.Surrounded by suffocating grayness, she couldn't breathe.There is no other way but to die.

What she said just now was just blurted out out of the situation.After regaining his senses, he didn't continue talking at this moment, took out a card and pushed it in front of Gu Shi'an, smiled at himself, and said, "You know, I can't help you much. If you don't mind, Pass this to Chen Xiao. I listen to gossip from those people in the company..."

There was concern in her eyes.They have helped her a lot, and what she can do is only a little bit.

Not knowing whether she was afraid of Gu Shi'an's questioning or her refusal, Gu Lan stood up.Her mobile phone rang at this moment, she squeezed out a smile and said to answer the phone, and then hurried to answer the phone.

After answering the phone, no one continued this topic.Gu Shi'an had a cold, so Gu Lan found ginger and boiled ginger water for her.Then he kept talking about interesting things in the company.

Gu Shi'an also cooperated and listened carefully.Nod from time to time and say a few words.

Gu Lan bid farewell to Gu Shi'an after lunch. She was still in the internship period and worked harder than others.I will go back to prepare some materials in the evening.

Gu Shi'an sent her downstairs, and when he was in the corridor, he suddenly asked in a low voice: "Sister, what did Chen Xiao tell you at that time?"

Gu Lan didn't expect that she would ask this question now, so she couldn't help being startled for a moment, then forced a smile and said, "I didn't say anything..."

She couldn't find a good excuse for a while, and the atmosphere froze here.

Gu Shi'an lowered his head and said seriously: "He must have said something."

At that time, she didn't ask about it, but when she thought about it now, she realized whether she had overlooked many things.

With Gu Lan's character, she is like Chen Xiao, she will not accept his help.After accepting Chen Xiao's help like that, it means that Chen Xiao must have said something to her.

Including Chang'an's side, in the past, she didn't wait to see Chen Xiao.But later, she never stopped her from saying anything, which was obviously not right.

Her tone was firm, and Gu Lan didn't know what to do for a while.Some flustered.Gu Shi'an asked like that, it was not difficult to see the current state of her and Chen Xiao.Gu Lan struggled for a long time, but finally raised her head to look at Gu Shi'an, and said with some effort, "He doesn't want you to get involved in the Chen family's affairs."

Chen Xiao said much more than that, Gu Shi'an didn't ask any more questions, and Gu Lan didn't say any more.

The car arrived not long after, and Gu Lan got into the car.Gu Shi'an stood still for a long time.She once again remembered the scenes of that night, and after a long time, she returned to the community.

The corridor was dark, she stayed at the window, wanted to call Chang, but in the end she didn't.

Back home, Gu Shi'an stayed for a long time.Changed clothes and went downstairs.

She went out this time no longer aimlessly, and drove to the supermarket.I bought daily necessities such as pots and pans, as well as firewood, rice, oil and salt.By the way, I bought some bread.

Chen Xiao arrived home earlier tonight than last night. He was still at the gate of the yard when he saw Gu Shi'an sitting at the gate.There were big and small bags in front of her, and she found a small stool somewhere to sit on. She waited for a long time, and kept looking at her mobile phone, rubbing her hands together to keep warm.

As if sensing something, he stopped in his footsteps when she looked up.She looked as if nothing had happened, her body was a little stiff from the cold after sitting for a long time, she didn't stand up, but said: "I'm back."

Chen Xiao kept his face sullen and didn't speak. When he got closer, he sarcastically said, "You have quite a thick skin."

Gu Shi'an didn't say a word, he relaxed his frozen body a little, stood up and let Chen Xiao open the door.

But after only coming here once, she already knew the people in the yard better than him.Then take the stool to return the big lady opposite.The other party looked in the direction where Chen Xiao was standing, and enthusiastically asked her to come and sit at home when she had time.

The noise in a yard was a little louder, and other houses could hear it, but Chen Xiao didn't immediately drive her away.After entering the room, he asked coldly, "What are you going to do here again?"

He has no habit of reaching out to pick up Gu Shian's pile of things.

"Cook." Gu Shi'an's tone was calm, as if he was at his own home.He went into the house with his things.

The corner of Chen Xiao's mouth curled into a hint of sarcasm, and he said, "Do you think it's interesting to stalk like this?"

Gu Shi'an looked at him calmly, and said, "That eye of yours saw me stalking me?"

Chen Xiao folded his arms, looked at her coldly, and said, "Aren't you stalking me like this? Did I tell you to come here?"

Gu Shi'an didn't speak anymore.He took out the induction cooker he bought and put it on the low table beside him.

In Chen Xiao's room, there is nothing but a bed, a table and two simple stools.Later, Chen Xiao taunted her from time to time and didn't speak, cleaned everything one by one, and then started cooking.

The room was damp, so she went to the elder sister's house opposite after cooking.Not knowing what to say, he quickly came over with a small stove, some firewood and briquettes.

She went into the house without carrying it, and started a fire outside.She has almost never done this kind of thing, and it takes a long time to start a fire without burning it.Finally, a well-burning coal was caught from the eldest sister next door, and the fire was ignited.

When she was doing these things, Chen Xiao looked at her coldly in the room, not driving her away, nor helping her.

His gaze was sharp, Gu Shi'an's scalp was numb, and he tried his best to act as if nothing had happened.

It was a bit difficult to start cooking the first meal, and it took a full two hours to make this meal.There are only simple three dishes and one soup, but fortunately they are all hot.

The dishes were fried and placed on the table, and the fire outside was also burning vigorously.She picked up the fire and put it aside, then took out a bowl to serve the rice.

Finally, there was some warmth in the house, and it was no longer freezing so badly.She closed the door a little to keep out the wind, leaving a gap.

She thought that Chen Xiao wouldn't eat the food she cooked, but he didn't know what he thought of, and sat down at the dinner table.This is obviously what Gu Shi'an wanted to see, but for some reason, she actually had a bad premonition.

The room is small, and soon it will be warm.No one spoke during the meal.After eating, Gu Shi'an boiled water to wash the dishes and put them away.

It was past ten o'clock after such a stay, she looked at the time and said, "Go to bed early, I'll be leaving first."

Sitting on the bed, Chen Xiao glanced at her with a half smile, and said, "I haven't washed yet."

The meaning couldn't be more obvious, it's like treating her as a hired nanny.

Gu Shi'an didn't say a word, and brought water to boil again.

Now she didn't leave in a hurry, she waited for Chen Xiao to wash up slowly before leaving.Unexpectedly, just as she turned around, Chen Xiao reached out and grabbed her.He took her to bed almost immediately.A handsome face approached her little by little, and said with a half-smile: "Since they are all delivered to your door, will I feel sorry for myself if I don't sleep?"

His tone was frivolous, and he looked like a rascal.As he spoke, he looked at Gu Shian's chest covered by the down jacket.Her lips touched her ears, and her palms got in from the hem of her clothes.

He thought Gu Shi'an would resist, but he didn't.She stretched out her hand to hug her, and pressed her lips awkwardly to his.

Chen Xiao's body froze, and now he rolled over from Gu Shi'an's body without saying a word.I fell asleep and closed my eyes.

It was snowing heavily outside, and when the door was opened, it was already a vast expanse of whiteness.Traffic control has been implemented on many roads at this moment.Gu Shi'an didn't go back, and lay flat on the bed after washing himself.

Chen Xiao completely pretended that she didn't exist at the moment, and fell asleep on his side.

Gu Shi'an was very stable here, and she quickly closed her eyes.It didn't take long for an even breathing sound.

Chen Xiao, who had already closed his eyes, opened them now, got up, opened the door, went outside, lit a cigarette and started smoking.

The fireworks between his fingers suddenly went out, he closed his eyes and leaned against the wall.

Gu Shi'an slept soundly this time, and when he woke up, Chen Xiao was no longer around him.She was slightly startled now, and quickly got up.

Chen Xiao was not inside the house, nor was he outside.Gu Shi'an was a little flustered, but he quickly calmed down seeing that his things were still there.Get up and light the stove, then go out and buy some coal.I borrowed it last night, so I have to buy it and pay it back to someone else.

The older sister on the opposite side was kind-hearted, not only took Gu Shi'an to buy coal, but also took her to the nearby vegetable market.Tell her where to buy things cheaper.

Chen Xiao was everywhere, so the elder sister tentatively asked where they were from.Gu Shi'an vaguely prevaricated.

Knowing that she didn't want to say it, the elder sister didn't ask any more.When I got home, I invited Gu Shi'an to watch TV at her home.It's boring to be alone.

She has children at home and she cannot go to work.So I took some manual work from a nearby factory to do it.Gu Shi'an sat down and had nothing to do, so he helped her out.When the children are out of school, I start cooking.

When she went out in the morning, she bought a chicken, and used the small pot she bought to cook chicken soup on the fire.

Chen Xiao came back after eight o'clock, and frowned when she saw that she was still frowning.Gu Shi'an acted as if he hadn't seen it, took out a bowl to hold the rice, and said, "Let's eat."

Chen Xiao looked at her silently, and after a while, said, "Haven't you stayed enough?"

Gu Shi'an took another bowl of chicken soup, lowered his head and said, "I'll go back when you go back."

Chen Xiao snorted, looked at her, and said coldly, "Didn't Assistant Sun tell you that the house has been mortgaged?"

He obviously knew where she was talking about, but he deliberately mentioned the new house.

Gu Shi'an was about to speak, but he turned around and went out to wash his hands.

Gu Shi'an obviously didn't plan to stay here for a long time, and Chen Xiao wanted to leave after eating.

Gu Shi'an didn't say a word, closed the door and followed behind him.

Chen Xiao was impatient, stopped outside the yard, and said coldly, "Why are you following me?"

Gu Shi'an pursed his lips and remained silent.

Chen Xiao was very impatient, and immediately turned around to leave.After walking a few steps, I heard Gu Shi'an from behind say, "I'm pregnant."

Chen Xiao's body froze, and his footsteps stopped.

Gu Shi'an repeated what he said just now.

She lowered her head, Chen Xiao couldn't see the expression on her face.Standing for a long time without moving.Standing in the ice and snow for a long time will catch a cold.After three or four minutes, Chen Xiao said in a muffled voice, "Go in, I'll come in after I smoke a cigarette."

Gu Shi'an obediently said hello, and then went back to the yard.

Chen Xiao smoked this cigarette for about [-] minutes, and when he returned, Gu Shi'an was just sitting on the bed.I didn't know what I was thinking, but I came back to my senses when I saw him.

Chen Xiao's eyes stayed on her face for a long time, and after half a century, he said, "I asked Assistant Sun to make an appointment with a doctor, and I will go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow."

His gaze was sharp, as if he refused to let go of the expression on Gu Shi'an's face.

Gu Shi'an's fingers were pinched together, but his face was pretending to be calm, and he simply said yes.

It took several tens of seconds for Chen Xiao to look away. He simply said to wash up.

Chen Xiao didn't go to bed as early as last night tonight. He smoked countless cigarettes outside before lying on the bed.

The next day, Assistant Sun came over early and the car couldn't get in, so he called Chen Xiao at the entrance of the alley.

Chen Xiao was not as eloquent as he was two days ago, and remained silent for a long time.Sit in the car and close your eyes and take a nap.

Assistant Sun at the front also didn't speak, and kept looking at the road ahead.

Gu Shi'an sat with his back straight, his palms sweating a lot from the heater in the car.

Not long after the car drove away, Assistant Sun's cell phone rang.He looked at it, pulled the car over to the side of the road, and picked up the phone.

Not knowing what was said on the phone, his face gradually became serious.He turned around and called Mr. Chen in a low voice.Handed the phone to Chen Xiao.

Chen Xiao answered the phone and gave a hello.He didn't speak, it was always the person on the other end of the phone who was talking.Before reaching the end, he hung up the phone directly.

Although he didn't say anything, he could guess without thinking that something bad must have happened.

He quickly returned the phone to Assistant Sun, his eyes fell on Gu Shi'an, and he said, "I have something to attend to, and the doctor has already made an appointment. Assistant Sun will accompany you there for a checkup."

Assistant Sun immediately said, don't worry.

Chen Xiao didn't speak, opened the door and got out of the car.Standing on the side of the road quickly flagged a taxi and left.

Gu Shi'an's heart was heavy, and he asked Assistant Sun what's the matter in a low voice.

Assistant Sun and Chen Xiao are of the same mind, how could they tell her.He said vaguely that there was nothing wrong, and Chen would always take care of it.

Knowing that he didn't say anything, Gu Shi'an didn't ask anymore.

After all, Assistant Sun still has some contacts on hand, so there is no need to queue up.After asking a few words, the doctor directly ordered her to do a urine test.

Gu Shian bit the bullet and took the list.

Assistant Sun followed her every step of the way. Gu Shi'an squeezed out a pale smile and said, "I can do it myself. It will take a long time to wait for the examination. If you have something to do, go and do it yourself."

Assistant Sun said politely, "It's okay, I'm idle."

Gu Shi'an squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying.Assistant Sun took the bill in her hand and went to pay.

It took a long time to wait for the results, so Assistant Sun simply stayed at the window.As soon as the list came out, I went to see if there was Gu Shi'an.

Gu Shi'an calmed down now, and sat obediently by the side.

As a result, it took more than an hour to come out. Assistant Sun looked at the inspection report when he got it, and immediately called Chen Xiao.

Chen Xiao didn't know what to say. After leaving the hospital, Assistant Sun said: "Mr. Chen told you not to go there anymore. It's cold and humid there. You're no better than before. If you catch a cold, it won't be good. .”

He probably knew what Gu Shi'an was trying to say, so he added after speaking: "Mr. Chen's matter over there has been dealt with, and he will go back to collect the things over there. Come over later."

Gu Shi'an breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded his head in agreement.

She is obviously different now from before, the two were still on the way and Chen Xiao called again.I don't know what was said, but Assistant Sun just agreed.

Gu Shi'an strained his ears to hear what he had said, but Lai He couldn't hear anything.

The hospital is not far from the old house, and it didn't take long to arrive.Assistant Sun directly drove the car into the community, sent Gu Shian upstairs and told her not to go out, and Chen Xiao would drive the car back for her.

There is no parking lot over there, Gu Shian's car is parked on the side of the road.Chen Xiao actually noticed it.

The more Chen Xiao ordered, the more Assistant Sun instructed.After talking a lot, he left.

After waiting for him to leave, Gu Shian breathed a sigh of relief.Almost sat on the ground.

Chen Xiao meant what he said, and he came back before six o'clock in the evening.Obviously he didn't pack all the things over there, he only brought a small suitcase.

He bought vegetables and brought Gu Shi'an pastries that she liked to eat before.

After he changed his shoes and put down his things, Gu Shian took out the inspection report and handed it to him.

Chen Xiao picked it up after a while. He looked at it for a while, and then said in a stiff voice, "It's not convenient to go up and down the stairs here. I'll call Aunt Ye later, and you can live there."

Gu Shi'an never expected that he would throw himself back into the old house.I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, then lowered my head and said, "I won't go. I'll be where you are."

Chen Xiao was irritable and wanted to say something.Gu Shi'an suddenly raised her head, her eyes were foggy, she looked at him with her lips tightly pressed, and asked, "Do you not want it?"

Chen Xiao stretched out his hand to touch the cigarette, remembering that she is in a special period now.He endured it again.Said: "It's not safe for you to live here alone. Aunt Ye has experience, and she will take good care of you.

Gu Shi'an didn't speak, just looked at him.She bit her lip like she was about to cry at any moment.

Chen Xiao looked away, handed her the cakes he bought, and said, "Stuff your stomach first. I'll cook. I'll stay here for a while. If you can't take care of yourself, go over there."

His voice was harsh, but he still didn't force Gu Shi'an to go over.

He knows how to cook, but cooking is always said to be a difficult task for him.The last dish was fried by Gu Shi'an.

The dinner table was peaceful, Chen Xiao no longer only ate his own.Instead, he added food to Gu Shi'an from time to time.After dinner, Gu Shi'an didn't need to tell him to wash the dishes.

It was still early, so she asked Gu Shi'an to wash up after coming out of the kitchen.

Gu Shi'an didn't object, and went to wash up obediently.

When he was sitting on the sofa watching TV, Gu Shi'an asked, "Is everything going well today?"

Chen Xiao nodded casually, saying something went well.

After nine o'clock, Chen Xiao asked Gu Shi'an to go to bed.

She originally wanted to say that she was not sleepy, but she thought of her current status.I had no choice but to nod.

Chen Xiao told her to go to sleep, but he himself had no intention of going to sleep.

Gu Shi'an asked in a low voice, "When will you go to bed?"

He vaguely replied that there was something else to do, and seeing Gu Shi'an lying on the bed, he turned off the light and went out.

When he returned to the bedroom, Gu Shi'an was already asleep, and Chen Xiao didn't turn on the light.Lie lightly on the bed.After waiting for his hands to warm up and stop freezing, he hesitated for a long time before gently placing his hands on Gu Shian's stomach through his pajamas.

The belly was still flat, and it was completely unimaginable that there was a small life conceived inside.

He has always taken measures, except for the time on the roof.

After a long time, Chen Xiao withdrew his hand and closed his eyes.He stretched out his hand to hug her vaguely.

Gu Shi'an seemed to feel his approach, and retracted his whole body into his arms.

Chen Xiao was afraid of touching her stomach, so he distanced himself from her a bit.Who knew she posted it again right away.He could only lie there stiffly.

That night, Chen Xiao slept with his body stiff, with many things on his mind.He closed his eyes tightly.He didn't fall asleep until the middle of the night.

Chen Xiao slept soundly that night, and when he woke up the next day, Gu Shi'an was no longer around him.He was slightly stunned for a moment, then immediately turned over and got up.Put on your slippers and open the door to go out.

There was no sign of Gu Shi'an in the living room, only slight noises from the kitchen.Chen Xiao heaved a sigh of relief for no reason.

He habitually touched the cigarette, but stopped in the middle of the movement.After standing for a while, he went to the kitchen.

(End of this chapter)