The marriage order is urgent: the ex-wife is a little busy running away

Chapter 74 You are here

"You're here?"

"I'm here, sorry, I'm late."

All the sadness flooded Anyang's heart, and he didn't understand this feeling.

He knelt down next to Bai Lulu and hugged her tightly. He wanted to warm her up and say a few more words to her, but he couldn't.

How should he comfort this torn heart?
"Hush...be quiet, don't make noise, mom hates noise the most, mom will get angry later, let's be good."

Then Bai Lulu hugged Anyang tightly, and smiled foolishly, laughing so hard that her eyes were moist.

"We are good, we are good, auntie is happy, Lulu is the most obedient, Lulu is good, cry. Anyang is here."

Like comforting a baby, Anyang gently patted Bai Lulu's back, and a warmth surged into his heart, as if it was the warmth of his mother.

Bai Lulu cried recklessly in Anyang's arms, wanting to cry out all the feelings one by one, the whole sky was so pale that there was no color at all...

"Woooo...cough, woo...my mother..."

"Ah... woo woo woo... Anyang..."

"Why did you leave me? Why did she leave me!"

"I really, I really wanted to tell my mother about the many friends I met and about my life in the North."

I want to tell her that I miss her cooking every day, I want to sleep with her at night, I want to see how she is doing...

"I really didn't know it would be like this. How could she be so cruel to leave me and Dad behind!"

Is it because I didn't look at her more when I left, is it because I left in a hurry, I should call her every day? "

"I don't want this! I don't want this!"

Anyang was also heartbroken and didn't understand, but he couldn't tell her that this was already a fact and irreversible.

Just let time stop for a while, let the injured child rest in his arms, let him bring sunshine into her life, even if there is not enough warmth, even he has had a lot of sadness.

Just let time stop for a while, at least let her know that she still has him, and her father.

Just let time stop for a while, let her drain all the hurts and pains, and let her spend the time safely in the river of time.

That night, the two children knelt in front of the cold coffin with tears on their faces, and the girl fell asleep in the boy's arms... In the dream, there was a flowering tree, and there was a gentle woman smiling under the tree.

Tears were hanging, hanging like dewdrops.

In the dark night, even if the wind blows over the cliffs, shakes the boulders, and the years pass silently, the souls of the deceased will still return home, guarding the loved ones forever, forever and ever.

On the second day after the New Year's Eve, Bai Lulu's mother, a crippled woman who had given everything to her husband and children all her life, was buried under the loess forever, and she could never come back.

Anyang accompanied Bai Lulu every day and encouraged her to talk more.

He knew that everything would pass, but it would not be so easy.

Bai Lulu will get better, as long as the years give him enough time to prove it.

Bai Lulu only spoke a few words to her father, Anyang, and then stopped talking.

Because the world is nearly destroyed.

"Lulu, come here."

Dad finished sorting out his wife's belongings by himself, and called his daughter, let's talk.

"Dad, what's the matter?" Bai Lulu smiled slightly, found a chair and sat down, facing her father.

She could see silver hair and white hair. Dad was really old and couldn't bear everything.

Are the years always so ruthless?Must it leave traces of its presence on people?

Mother's departure is nothing more than adding mud and sand to Dad's life, and Dad's voice is hoarse, as if, as if the withered yellow sand can be leached out, it is warm and painful.

He said: "Lulu, Dad knows that you are an obedient child. You will go back to school in a few days. Dad believes that you will live a good life. You must get better as soon as possible. Let Dad and Mom rest assured. do you know?"

Bai Lulu's eyes became moist again. She thought her tears had been shed, but she realized that there was no end to crying.She hated herself for crying so much.

"Well, I'll be fine, don't worry Dad, you too, you must take good care of yourself, don't worry about me."

Bai Lulu was about to leave, and the most worrying thing was her father. He was a big man, how could he take care of himself...

Tears, tears, the same hateful tears.

This is her father, the father whose black hair turned white overnight, how could she hide her tears.

"Okay, don't worry about me, don't worry." Dad smiled naively as if he had left the north at that time, the smile was so dazzling and painful.

Bai Lulu and Anyang have returned to the north, where they can escape from the north that has experienced pain and death.

When I arrived in the north, I happened to meet the school's essay competition.

No.1, Anyang "Regardless of North and South".

Bai Lulu saw it, and then dared not touch it again.

It reads, "We have come to the north, where there are large plains surrounded by poplars, the wind and sand whistling in and out, flocks of migratory birds waiting to travel south and return north in the coming year, and strange cities and buildings."

"We left the south, the south where the grass grows and the warbler flies to the February sky, the small bridges and flowing water are the south of the people's houses, the city is full of peach blossoms and the willows are full of embankments, the hibiscus competes for spring, and the pear blossoms win the snow."

"There is such a past that you are willing to engrave and remember with your whole life, and there are people in that past that you are willing to give everything to protect, even if the country is overwhelmed, even if it is beyond redemption."

"That's how we live, busy and ordinary. The misty Jiangnan in that past, the beautiful women in that past, all disappeared one by one."

"I'm the only one who sticks to a few vows of immortality and refuses to change, regardless of the south or north, no matter how long the journey is."

In the same way, Ye Lang also saw that something was wrong with his apprentice, so he didn't dare to ask, so he had to give her favors every day and sing her a song every day, singing her sorrow, excitement, joy, and loneliness.

Until I don't know how many years have passed.Until those flowers start to bloom slightly.

"Master, let me sing you a song..."

"I want to sing me to you, while I'm young like a flower."

"Master, my apprentice knows that it is impossible for you to like me. I am so stupid, disobedient, and still making trouble. Now that I don't make trouble, do you feel that you like me a little bit? Or is it not so annoying? Me?"

The words spoken by the speaker are so heartfelt, how can it not move people.

Ye Lang hesitated to speak, because there were still so many uncertainties, he no longer knew how to face this woman who didn't know what had been hurt before, so he could only leave everything behind and run away crazily, desperately.

The sky was gloomy, and Bai Lulu was left singing and playing alone: ​​Dearest, the journey is far away, let's be together.

Of course, the sound was not loud, but Anyang who was waiting on the first floor could hear it.

In fact, he should know that Bai Lulu has always only regarded him as a good girlfriend.In the end, I will still not be so beautiful.

In fact, Bai Lulu should have known that this was the case. The first time she saw Ye Lang, she knew that it was impossible for them to meet much.

So instead of being sad, she calmed down and said what she wanted to say without any regrets.

Hold the guitar quietly and continue to play and sing.

I didn't know there was Anyang waiting downstairs.

The dormitory is still that dormitory, and the people are still those people.

The difference is people outside the play, such as Sun Hang.

"Xiaoyue, what do you think is wrong with Lulu? She doesn't like to laugh or make trouble anymore." Xiao Shanshan pulled Qin Nianyue to sit down.

One month after the start of school, Bai Lulu felt strange, anyone who cared a little could see it.

Qin Nianyue had a sad face: "I don't know, it's been so weird since Lulu came home, but we should have confidence in her, right?"

Since then, the two have been doing the same thing as Anyang: making Lulu happy every day.

Sun Hang still quarrels with Qin Nianyue every day, loses his temper every day, apologizes every day, eats with Qin Nianyue every day, meets them every day, protects Qin Nianyue like a baby every day, repeats every day.

He was healthy enough to look like a normal person, but only like a normal person.

Until one day, his breathing stopped.

Bai Lulu remembered very clearly that he and Qin Nianyue had just finished arguing that day, and there were still tears in the corners of his eyes, and he fell heavily in front of us, breathing heavily under a tree.

Bai Lulu also remembered clearly, she wondered if it was so painful when her mother left.

She didn't even believe that a life that was still alive just now was so still. Why didn't his death be as peaceful and peaceful as Professor Morley's departure in "The Last Fourteen Tuesday Classes"?
Why is it right in front of her eyes?That's all?

She almost couldn't remember how Qin Nianyue screamed like crazy, ran over to hug her beloved and shouted helplessly, while she watched blindly. Bai Lulu knew that she was helpless in the face of death.

Sun Hang, cause of death: heart disease.

From a certain day on, Qin Nianyue stopped talking and loved eating, even more than when Sun Hang was around.

Where is her heart?

Bai Lulu is the same as before, caring for Ersha like her own child, whether it is cold, hot or not, hungry or not, okay?

Even if Bai Lulu was just talking to herself, she still believed that Sun Hang was a scar deeply engraved in Qin Nianyue's heart.

Fortunately, scars always get better.It seems to be a kind of destiny, everyone is loved and watered by love like this.

In this way, it is another year.

It's been a long time since I went to guitar lessons again, during which Bai Lulu's heart was as calm as water, without a single ripple.

Because the sunlight had been scattered, leaving a little deep and misty yellow powder floating in the sky above the teaching building, Ye Lang accompanied Bai Lulu downstairs and left alone.

Bai Lulu is always used to watching Ye Lang go, used to watching his back.

The crow circled above her head and screamed, thinking about the time, the senior should not have taught her for a long time, the junior senior and senior sister should be busy looking for an internship unit.

About to leave.

It seems that it is really about to leave forever.Looking up at the rehearsal room, Bai Lulu couldn't hide her panic anymore, the sky was burning red with fire, and she was about to bleed, as if she could still feel pain.

When Bai Lulu woke up, the sky was already red with dawn, and the sun was shining on the floor.

She knew that Ye Lang was holding her tightly, and she was holding Ye Lang's favorite guitar tightly.I have already forgotten how to rush upstairs crazily, rushing into the flames without hesitation, looking for the sleeping guitar in the smoke and dust.

She had already forgotten that she saw Ye Lang's lost and terrified eyes just before she fell asleep. She thought she was dreaming, so did those gentle eyes really belong to her?
She blinked to confirm that she could still see things clearly, and Ye Lang's unrepeatable distress.

She smiled, looked up at Ye Lang and comforted him softly: "It's fine, don't worry."

Carefully handing over the guitar that had been rescued through all kinds of hardships, Ye Lang stared at her in a daze, frowning, without saying a word.

"Senior master, let me go, I didn't break your guitar, look, it's fine."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ye Lang hugged Linli tightly, as if he was going to sink into the marrow of his bones.

"Are you stupid? You are not allowed to do such dangerous things in the future. I don't need the guitar."

There was obvious sullenness during the conversation. Seeing that Lin Li was silent, Ye Lang closed his eyes, touched Lin Li's head, and said softly, "If you have anything, I..."

If you have something, what should I do, how can I continue my humble and incomplete life alone?How can I make it up to you?
The sun is warm and the sun is bright.

When Anyang found Bai Lulu, he just saw her in Ye Lang's arms, tears in her eyes, smiling like a flower, so intoxicating.

"Alright, it's been a long time since I laughed like this." Then An Ran left in silence.

(End of this chapter)