Destroyed outside, gold and jade inside

Chapter 403 Contradictions between husband and wife
But later facts proved that the nanny and maids really underestimated a child's understanding of responsibility and responsibility.He underestimated Fang Li's confidence in helping his mother share the heavy burden and being a useful man in her mother's eyes.

However, after two or three days of effort, he was surprisingly patient with this younger brother whom he didn't like at first, and even rejected him very much.

He also vetoed the name his father had chosen for his younger brother, and had to rename it himself.He likes to name his various animal friends on weekdays. He probably recognizes this younger brother and thinks that his younger brother can also become one of his little friends, even surpassing those little friends in the past.After thinking about it for two or three days, he told his father that he named his younger brother "Fang Yi", saying that his younger brother was hard won.

Fang Yan disliked it, but Shen Xinniang happily agreed.

Since his younger brother took the name Fang Yi, Fang Li took care of him more attentively.Even Fang Yi opened his mouth to cry, and the nanny didn't know what was wrong, so Fang Li could tell without raising his head: "My brother urinated, change the diaper quickly."

Because Fang Yi spent the longest time with his brother, he seemed to be extremely dependent on his brother, and when he didn't see his brother for a long time, he would cry loudly.Only when Fang Li comes back can he be coaxed.

For a time, the relationship between the brothers was like glue.

Even the nannies and maids find it incredible.

Shen Xinniang felt that it should be taken for granted, "Caring is responsibility, and vice versa. With responsibility, there will naturally be love."

Fang Li had the experience of taking care of his younger brother himself, and when his younger brother grew up and could run away, he followed him every day. "Brother, brother" followed him all over the house and the streets full of admiration. , he felt that having a younger brother was really a very good thing.

So when he had younger brother Fangran and younger sister Fang Ping, he had no trouble accepting it.

Because Fang Yi had an older brother, he didn't think it would be a problem if he had more younger brothers and sisters.

Therefore, Fang Ran and Fang Ping's arrival was not as fearful and repulsive as his elder brother was to him at that time.

It's just that they feel that their mother seems to be getting more and more unhappy.There seems to be a vague contradiction between mother and father, and it is a contradiction that they cannot understand or understand.

Until Fang Li was 11 years old, Fang Yi was eight years old, Fang Ran was five years old, and even the youngest Fang Jing was one year old.Shen Xinniang finally couldn't bear it anymore and drove Fang Yan to the study to sleep.

The younger brothers and sisters are too young, but Fang Li, who understands animal language, is intelligent and keen, and is the oldest. For him, there are almost no secrets in this world that he cannot find out.He knew that there seemed to be some differences between his father and mother, so he sent his "little partner" various birds to listen in all directions.He quietly came to his mother and asked her secretly, "Mother, is Lingshan a good place?"

Shen Xinniang was slightly taken aback, her gaze seemed to fall far away, as if involuntarily immersed in memories, there was silence between mother and child for a while, and then she nodded slowly, "Yes, it is a very, very good place, There are mother's childhood, mother's many youthful years, mother's many, many good or bad memories."

"So, where does mother want to go back?" Fang Li asked softly.

Shen Xinniang shook her head, "I want to go back, not because I have too many memories there, but because... because of some thoughts that cannot be relieved if I don't do it and achieve it. There is a feeling there, There is a kind of mind that needs to be passed on, I don't want him to just disappear in the vast time and be gradually forgotten."

Fang Li was silent for a while, wondering if he understood what his mother meant, his immature brows were slightly frowned, his expression was very much like his father, "Then why can't father and mother fulfill his wish together? Father doesn't feel sorry for her. Mother's?"

"Your father is worried..." Shen Xinniang sighed.

Now Shengshang is [-] years old, and Shengshang is wise, and has long wanted to control everything in his own hands.There is already a faint conflict between the uncles and nephews, even though they tolerate each other because of the deep affection between the uncles and nephews.But the accumulation of conflicts will eventually erupt one day.

However, Fang Yan only considers the Holy Spirit as the little baby who needed him to rush back from Lingshan desperately to protect him, and the child who needed him to firmly support and protect without letting go.However, he ignored that the Holy One had already grown up, had his own grand plans and wishes, and had his own revenge to be realized.His excessive protection and excessive worry can only become the shackles on the Holy One, causing him to struggle and distress, but because of the old friendship, he cannot break free from the constraints.

It's time to let go, the child will always grow up, the so-called "widow" by the Holy One means that he needs to be alone and superior, and needs to control everything.

And he, the uncle who used to manage everything for the Holy One, should retire behind the scenes and take care of himself.

Every time Shen Xinniang said such words, Fang Yan would sigh.She understands that it's not that he can't let go of his rights and status today, but he just can't let go of his concern and love for the Holy One.But he didn't see that his love had become a restriction and a burden to the Holy One.

I don't know how much Fang Li understood his mother's words, but since his mother was helpless in this situation, he naturally had no way to persuade his father to wake up.

Shen Xinniang was faintly worried that the friendship between uncle and nephew would last long now that she had retired, but what would happen when the majesty really didn't want to be patient anymore and the conflict between uncle and nephew broke out completely?How sad should Shengshang and Fang Yan be?Both of them are people she really cares about, and she never wants to see such a situation.

However, the opportunity to change all this appeared suddenly.

And it really came from Fang Li - Sahela, who listened to Fang Li very much, brought back a letter from the northwest, which was Gongsun Lan's letter asking for help.

When Gongsun Lan and Yu Miao got married, Yu Miao was in very good health. Even in the past ten years, he had almost never suffered from any serious illness. Occasionally he had a headache, and he could heal himself without decoction.But this time, he fell ill suddenly.There was no warning, and he was so sick that he could hardly get up.

This frightened Gongsun Lan. She is also the mother of two children now. The two children are still young, and she is only 30 years old. It is the time when she needs to spend time with her husband. Without the power to recover, if I wait any longer, I'm afraid my husband will die.She almost shed tears every night.During the day, she had to force herself to smile, not to let her seriously ill husband worry about her, and to let her children see a strong mother.

Later, Yu Miao finally told her very solemnly that there was a rumor in the Yu family that all the male descendants of the Yu family would not live to be 45 years old.And he is just over forty now.

He never mentioned it before, and it wasn't intentional concealment.It's that he didn't believe it, and he didn't take this matter to heart.He knew that the reason why his elder brother changed from a general who was loyal to the emperor and the court to a cruel and selfish person was also because of the fear of this death, and the fear forced him to distort human nature.He felt that if he didn't think about it and didn't care about it, he wouldn't be affected by it.It's just that he didn't expect that this matter was true, and he couldn't escape it. It's just that Gongsun Lan who married him suffered. If he knew that there was no way to avoid it, he would definitely not marry her.Don't let her suffer from his illness.

But Gongsun Lan shook her head again and again, cried hard behind his back, and when she came back to him again, she said calmly and very solemnly that she didn't regret it, marrying him, she felt that she had done it in her life The most sensible thing.

Then came this letter asking for help from Shen Xiniang.This letter was kept from her brother and also from Yu Miao. If it was possible, she naturally hoped that her husband could live a good life. He is only forty, and he is in his prime.He also wants to watch the Northwest become more and more prosperous and prosperous.He also wants to watch his children grow up, and personally teach them martial arts and the principles of life.How could he pass away so early?
Gongsun Lan remembered that when her elder brother was ill, Master Ziyang strongly recommended Shen Xinniang, and in the end her elder brother's illness was indeed cured by Shen Xinniang.In this life, she is doomed to owe Shen Xinniang a deep friendship. For her husband's illness, the only person she can think of right now is Shen Xinniang.

While Shen Xinniang was worried about Yu Miao, she felt that this was an opportunity for Fang Yan to let go of the government and leave the court.When she received the letter, Dang even wrote a letter for Sahela to bring to Master Ziyang.Let Master Ziyang prepare to leave the capital together and go to the northwest.

Although she has a spiritual spring, she doesn't have medical skills. Ziyang Zhenren has excellent medical skills, so it is more certain to go to see Yu Miao together.

And before Fang Yan came back from the palace, he called his children to him, and asked them if they would like to go to the northwest, to see Aunt Gongsun, to see the grasslands in the northwest, to ride horses, to shoot, to the highlands that day A wide place to have fun?

When they heard that they were going to play, except for Fang Ping, who had just turned one year old, he didn't comment, and the other children jumped up and down happily.In addition to wanting to play, they want to see and see, and often listen to the vast and magical place described by their brother.Because Fang Li understands animal language, he often chats with Sahela and other birds flying from the northwest. From their mouths, he has heard about the grasslands in the northwest and the various customs and customs in the northwest, and he has been longing for it for a long time.The younger brothers were naturally influenced by him and were full of expectations.

Shen Xinniang squinted at her children, "Mother wants to take you there, but the conditions there are not as good as in the capital, and the climate is colder than in the capital, so your father may not feel relieved to let you go with mother. What should I do?"

Fang Li immediately took the lead and said: "How can I ask my mother to go alone? Since the environment is not as good as the capital, and mother is a girl, she needs our protection! We are all men! We should protect mother!"

His two younger brothers, Fang Yi and Fang Ran, nodded immediately, "Protect mother, protect mother!"

Shen Xinniang raised her hand in satisfaction, and patted Fang Li's head, "Okay, then wait for your father to come back, and discuss it with your father."

(End of this chapter)