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Chapter 471 Gu Jinzhou Tang Lin Fan
When I took the ID of Yiye Guzhou, I didn't think I was lonely, but because of the damn input method, I made Gu Zhou a lonely boat.

And because the Nine Nether Realm changed the ID rules, I haven't changed them.

One is that I am lazy.

One is that I think the ID of One Leaf Lonely Boat is quite good.

It's just that I didn't expect that this ID would accompany me for the rest of my life.

acquaintance
I met Erlin in the game.

That day, she seemed to be playing darts.

I usually like to fight against court figures, but when I saw Erlin dressed in brocade clothes, I couldn't hold back, and then shot her to death.

She let out an ah.

"It's over, it's over, I failed again, and I will return to Xinshou Village if I surrender again."

The little girl's voice has a hint of crying, but I just feel that she is not sad at all.

"Forget it, let's go back to Xinshou Village after meeting Xinshou Village." The little girl gave up on herself.

After a long while, she seemed to remember that there was someone like me next to her.

"Ah, who are you? To snatch my old lady's bodyguard, you are very brave... Ah! My god!" The little girl was startled, and she looked really lively.

I thought, dealing with such a little girl, I shouldn't feel too bad.

Later, we became friends.

I escorted her to the dart.

Protect her to complete the task.

She didn't seem to feel anything was wrong.

Everything is taken for granted, and I am actually quite upset in my heart.

But I don't want to let it go.

Maybe it was because I had some bad thoughts about her.

"Erlin, tell me, why do you take it for granted that I protect you?"

"Ah, aren't we friends?" Erlin seemed a little unresponsive.

"Friends?" Can friends be taken for granted?And, is it just friends?

"What's wrong?" It seemed that in her cognition, friends were taken for granted.

Of course, she doesn't seem to realize that this friendship is only my unilateral contribution.

However, when I knew that she really had friends who didn't ask for anything in return, I realized why she could take life for granted.

Her friend's ID in the game is [Xingyao], she is a girl who doesn't like to talk very much.

From their conversation, I know that they are roommates.

I've run several missions with both of them.

Unexpectedly, every time, Xingyao drew Erlin and asked her to complete the task.

Even sometimes take her to upgrade.

"Don't you think it's unfair?" I asked Xingyao.

"Huh? What's unfair?" Xing Yao seemed a little puzzled.

"Well, she has been protecting her, but she didn't do anything." I don't know why I asked, maybe, it's because I was really confused.

"Well, is there?" Xingyao asked me back.

I am a little puzzled, how can there be such a person.

It wasn't until later, after getting along with Erlin for a long time, that she realized that she was just a little nervous.

Also, she doesn't seem to have feelings at all.

Specifically, she has no erotic emotions.

My sister-in-law said something to me.

She said, Tang Lin and I are not suitable.

At that time, I had already fallen in love with Tang Lin.

I asked my sister-in-law why.

She said it was because Tang Lin was careless.

Tang Lin was born with a cold heart, so she couldn't give me any response.

And I just want to ask for something in return.

What I think is that if I pay, I have to get something in return.

The sister-in-law said, Tang Lin can't give me what I want.

She said, this relationship is doomed, only my own unilateral contribution.

Because Tang Lin has no heart.

No, specifically, she doesn't know how to like someone.

Her most beautiful appearance is her free appearance.

However, once she encounters something related to Qing, she will gradually lose her freedom.

I dated Erlin for a year.

During this year, Tang Lin always felt at a loss when we were together.

And some wary.

I admit, I feel bad.

But, I don't want to let go.

However, looking at her cautious and somewhat at a loss.

I suddenly didn't want to continue.

A year later, we broke up.

Erlin said, take care of it in the future, and find something that suits you.

Er Lin said, she is not suitable for me.

I say goodbye.

I silently added a sentence in my heart, you are the most suitable for me, but I am not suitable for you.

I still like Er Lin's free look.

I don't want to restrict her freedom.

Perhaps, it was really because my love was too heavy and burdened her.

So, I chose to let go.

After several years, I thought I would forget Erlin.

However, I found that I still can't do it.

I have never been married in this life.

Knowing that Erlin would never be forgotten, she still went to marry someone else, so it would be too unfair to that person.

Er Lin has also never been married.

Several times, I knew she had gone on a blind date.

But she is still not married.

I do not know why.

I even had a little joy in my heart, maybe she likes me.

We, will it be possible.

Later, Erlin disappeared from my sight.

The sister-in-law said that she went to travel around the world.

She has found herself.

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唐霖
The day my mother died happened to be summer.

That day, the weather was hot, hot.

Mom has been waiting for Dad to come back.

But dad didn't show up.

Later, my mother died.

I squatted by the bed and watched over my mother.

When Dad came back, Mom's body was broken.

I was only five years old at that time.

When Dad came back, he said nothing and cremated Mom's body.

Then, took me to an aunt's house.

That aunt is Dad's new wife.

It turned out that the father had a daughter.

The new aunt doesn't like me, she always gives me bad looks, my bedroom before junior high school is a small attic.

Until junior high school, I chose to live on campus.

The daughter born to my father and my aunt is one year older than me, and she always bullies me.

None of this has anything to do with me.

When I was five, I didn't know anything.

But I always remember what my mother said, and how my mother looked before she died.

For the rest of my life, I will live heartlessly.

Pretend to be crazy, a little silly, easy to bully.

Pretend you can't remember the day your mom died.

After a long time, I really got used to it.

Everything I do becomes nervous.

Maybe, I pretended so much that even I believed that I was such a simple person.

I never thought I would be in love.

It's just that this love is doomed to fail.

Because, I don't believe in love.

Before she died, my mother took my hand and said, "In this life, don't be tempted."

I persisted for 20 years.

No.20, I fell in love with a boy named Gu Jinzhou.

No.20 In two years, I broke up with him.

Because, I can't pass the level in my heart.

I can't forget what my mother said, and I don't believe in love either.

The year I graduated from college, that is, when I was 23 years old, I personally sent my father and stepmother to the prison.

Because they killed their mother with their hands.

Then, my life seemed meaningless.

I don't want to see any of the people I knew before, because when I see them, I can't help but feel guilty.

Because, the me they saw was a fake.

I'm actually not lively at all, not cheerful at all, that Tang Lin they like is all pretended by me.

And I have been lying to them.

I started traveling around the world.

In the new journey, I no longer have to pretend.

I am still the cold and heartless me.

In my twilight years, I met a man.

It's my college roommate.

Her name is Yuan Mochen.

A very mysterious girl.

"Long time no see." This is what I said to her.

"Long time no see." She smiled, still as gentle and lazy as before.

"I'm sorry…"

"I never cared." She still spoke to me in a familiar tone.

It seems that I have always been that Tang Lin.

"Thank you."

"You should know that no one really cares."

But I care.

It's just that, until now, I believe that it turns out that I have always been the cocoon of myself.

(End of this chapter)