President, I love you again

Chapter 60
"What? Want you to be a model?"

Sure enough, as she expected, Xiao Xingxing was very surprised, and continued to ask as she expected: "Why did brother Qing ask you to be a model? This time the new product launch event is full of uproar, and eighty or ninety percent of it will not be successful." , but Brother Qing actually asked you to be a model on the cusp of the storm? What did he think? What does he want to do?"

"I don't know about it. But since he gave me a generous reward, I can only listen to him and finish the job well. But I think that he has been in charge of the mainland for so many years, and he will definitely not do meaningless things. He must have thought of some way to recover the loss of the mainland." Of course, she still guessed a little bit of Lu Yuqing's thoughts, after all, her status is special, and her relationship with the mainland is even more special. On the T stage of the new product launch of , there will definitely be various discussions. In fact, in today's society, discussions are already a powerful way of publicity.

Xiao Xingxing is already an adult, she also thought of this, but how can the loss of the mainland be recovered with this alone?What does brother Qing want to do?
Thinking of Lu Yuqing.

On the contrary, Xiao Xingxing lost his voice.

Xuexi looked at the phone to make sure she didn't hang up, and asked suspiciously, "Xing Xing, why aren't you talking?"

"Sister Xuexi, I... want to talk to you about my relationship with Brother Qing."

It must have come to this point, Xuexi suddenly became nervous.

"You and Lu Yuqing? What's wrong with you...?"

"I was dumped by Brother Qing."

"Dumped?"

"Don't be surprised, this is not the first time, but counting this time, Brother Qing dumped me 23 times in total."

23?
Xuexi was really shocked by this number.

However, Xiao Xingxing said very generously: "I still clearly remember that Brother Qing dumped me for the first time 12 years ago. I was only eight years old at that time. I was dumped by him twice a year on average. You don't know, after I immigrated, I only saw him two or three times a year, but he... well, I don't understand, I've worked so hard, why brother Qing Just don't like me? What can I do to make him fall in love with me? I...I..."

As she spoke, her voice began to choke.

Hearing her gasp, Xuexi felt sorry for her and wanted to comfort her, but... her own heart had already gone to Lu Yuqing, how could she comfort her?
Both of them fell silent suddenly.

after awhile……

"Sister Xuexi, I want to ask you something, but it will definitely hurt you, can you... can you promise me not to be angry first?"

"Well, I'm not angry." No matter what it is, how can she be angry.

Hearing her words, Xiao Xingxing seemed to have won a gold medal for avoiding death, and boldly asked: "Do you... still love Brother Qi?"

No one has ever asked her this question, and she did not expect that she would ask this question.

Think deeply.

I have been in love with Lu Moqi for 19 years. 19 years is such a long time. Too many unforgettable things have happened. It would be a lie to say that she no longer loves him, but if she loves him, she has already The quality has changed, not to mention that she has fallen in love with Lu Yuqing now.

Is this a kind of flirtatiousness?

I fell in love with the other, but I couldn't completely forget the former one.

Do not……

This is not a playful heart, it is a transition...

Because she no longer wants to get back together with Lu Moqi.

Opening her mouth slowly, she replied softly: "I can't say that I still love him, but I can't say that I don't love him at all, I can only answer you, I'm on the road of not loving him."

Xiao Xingxing listened in a daze: "Then do you hate him?"

Xuexi answered this question very simply: "I don't hate."

"Don't you hate it at all?"

"I don't hate at all."

"Why? He abandoned you when you needed to help Su the most, and married another woman. Why don't you hate him at all?"

The corner of Xuexi's mouth smiled faintly: "When he told me to break up with me at first, I was shocked and heartbroken, as if the whole world was falling apart. I even had the urge to commit suicide, but I just never thought about it." I hate him, maybe because I love him so much, so I can't hate him at all. But part of the reason is that I have been with him for too long, I know him too well, I know he must have thought it over and over again, I broke up with me in the end, so I respect his choice. In fact, what can I do even if I don’t respect it? Love is never alone, and hating him will not make me comfortable, so let’s forget it, and the days are still long , why bother yourself."

Xiao Xingxing listened quietly to her narration of the past, feeling sore in his heart, feeling sorry for her and himself at the same time.

"Sister Xuexi, why didn't you fight for it? If you said you didn't want to break up at that time, he might not have left you. He must still be a little reluctant to part with you for so many years."

"Twisted melons are not sweet, I don't want to embarrass him, and I don't want to cause trouble to him."

"troubled?"

Xuexi suddenly stopped answering.

In fact, before Lu Moqi proposed to break up with her, Bai Ruqin approached her, and she knew what she said without even thinking about it, but the most amazing thing was that she said that if she didn't break up with Lu Moqi, she would threaten her with her own life. Lu Moqi, in short, she is absolutely absolute, she would rather die than let her enter the Lu family.

Hearing such words, she was already disheartened.

Should he choose her, or choose his own mother's life?How is that different from asking a wife who fell into a river with her mother?
She really couldn't make Lu Moqi face such a choice, so...she readily agreed.

Maybe she should stay, but at that time, she was exhausted and had no courage.

Xiao Xingxing called her cautiously on the phone.

Xuexi came back to her senses, with a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth: "Things at that time were too complicated, and I didn't know what to say. In a word, love is for two people, but marriage is for two families."

Xiao Xingxing thought about this sentence for a while, and then asked: "Do you regret it? Break up with Brother Qi?"

Xuexi was silent for a while, thought for a while, and said a little evasively: "Why do you ask these difficult questions, can you change it to something simpler."

"I... I actually don't want to mention your sadness, but I just want to know, in the face of a relationship that has lasted for more than ten years, should I choose to let go? Or should I choose to continue to hold on? Just now I also told you Having said that, I was dumped by Brother Qing, but this time is different from the previous ones, he said... said... said..."

"What did he say?"

"He said..." Xiao Xingxing hesitated for a long time, and said with a choked voice: "He said that he already has a woman he loves deeply, and he will never fall in love with anyone else."

Xuexi's heart seemed to stop beating suddenly.

He has a woman he loves deeply?

who is it?

Is he really not going to fall in love with anyone else?So... what is she going to do?
My heart suddenly resumed beating, but it hurt so badly, as if it was about to break...

"Sister Xuexi, what do you think I should do? Do I want to let go? But I really love him, I don't want to let go, I want to work harder, but brother Qing said so absolutely, I... what do I want? What should I do? I'm so sad...I don't know what to do..."

Hearing Xiao Xingxing crying on the phone, Xuexi also wanted to cry.But maybe because she had experienced too much, she held back her tears, but she didn't know how to answer her, because she didn't even know what to do?

"Sister Xuexi, can you teach me?"

"Sister Xuexi, help me..."

"Sister Xuexi...Sister Xuexi...Sister Xuexi..."

Listening to her calling her name over and over again, she began to regret answering the phone call. It would be fine if she didn't answer it. If she didn't answer it, she wouldn't know about it. Continue to immerse himself in his current pampering.

Just when she didn't know what to do, Lu Yuqing walked into the bedroom, saw her pale face, hurried over and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

It wasn't particularly loud, but it just happened to enter her cell phone.

(End of this chapter)