President, I love you again

Chapter 390 You Don’t Look Well Today 3
I miss you so much.

Seeing that she didn't make a sound, I knew she must be sad again. Lu Yanchen didn't want to add to her pain, and didn't want her to think about it again, but: "Xuexi... there is one more thing I want to tell you in person. Where are you now? I'll go find you."

Xuexi took a deep breath, suppressing the tears in her eyes.

"I'm in 1080."

"Are you with my big brother?"

Unexpected, but also reasonable.

"Okay, I'll go right now."

After hanging up the phone, Xuexi was thinking about what Lu Yanchen said just now.

Lu Yuqing, who was sitting in the driver's seat, didn't bother her, and just stared at her sideways.He cherishes every second he spends with her.

Xuexi noticed his gaze, immediately opened the car door and got out.

Lu Yuqing looked at her back, until she left, he still didn't leave for a long time.

As soon as the door sounded, Xuexi immediately got up from the sofa and ran to open the door.

Lu Yanchen, who hadn't seen her for a long time, was still as upright as he was five years ago, but when his eyes saw her, they shook in an impenetrable tangle.

"Come in quickly."

Lu Yanchen sat on the sofa unceremoniously, and Zhou's mother brought tea.

Xuexi didn't have the heart to invite someone to drink tea first, but asked eagerly: "You said there is one more thing on the phone, what is it?"

Lu Yanchen didn't answer directly, but had a serious expression on his face.

He who has always been straightforward would actually do this, Xuexi seemed to feel the seriousness of this matter.

"What's the matter? Tell me, there is nothing I can't accept now. Even if the sky falls and the earth sinks, I don't have anything to be excited about."

Lu Yanchen also knew her current situation, but...

"Xuexi, can I ask you first, why did you live here again?"

There was no fluctuation on Xuexi's face, and she replied truthfully: "You also know Lu Yuqing's character. Now that I don't have Xu Yang, and Yunxi is also hospitalized, I have no way to disobey him. He was arguing and pestering all the time, and I was tired, it's the same wherever I live here."

"Then I'll ask you another question." After Lu Yanchen finished speaking, his voice hesitated for a moment before he rang out again: "Do... still love him?"

There was a fleeting tremor on Xuexi's pale face, and then she replied calmly: "You know the current situation of the two of us very well, why bother to ask such a question again."

"But I still want to know." Lu Yanchen persisted.

Xuexi's eyes lowered slightly.

"Five years ago, I first fell in love with him, and then fell in love with him slowly, bit by bit. I thought he would be the man I love the most, and I will love him deeply for the rest of my life. We lived together and lived happily ever after, but what happened, I had to cut off my love for him, I had to let myself hate him, and then I lost my memory because of the fire, during these five years In my life, I fell in love with Xu Yang. Hehe..." She suddenly sneered, the smile was so weak: "To be honest, after recovering my memory, I always feel like I have become two people, but I finally chose Xu Yang, but Xu Yang..."

Xuexi's voice turned into a gasping choked sob.

Listening to her answer, Lu Yanchen understood her feelings in his heart, but she still didn't answer his question directly, but it seemed that she could no longer pursue it.

He took a deep breath and sighed helplessly.

He didn't know how to tell her some things, but he had to say it, maybe it was a good thing for her to say it.

"Xuexi... Actually, after I caught Haisha, I found another thing."

"What's the matter?" Xuexi asked suspiciously.

"Actually...actually..."

"What's the matter?" He seldom hesitated so much, which made people more and more confused.

Lu Yanchen looked directly at her: "Actually, your father's death was caused by Haisha."

Xuexi looked at him in shock.

"What did you say? Haisha did my father's death? Didn't my father commit suicide by jumping off a building?"

"Actually, I have always been confused. Although your father is very proud, he is also very strong. The bankruptcy of the Su family did hit him hard, but his love for you and Yunxi is greater than that of the entire Su family. Well, how could he be willing to leave you guys behind? And he is such a proud person, suicide will only make people think he is cowardly, based on what I know about him, he will definitely find a way to revive the Su family. "

Xuexi was also a little shaken by what he said.

Her father was indeed the kind of person who would not be easily beaten. She also thought how could her father commit suicide?However, if his father didn't commit suicide, and Haisha really killed his father, then what about Lu Yuqing?Did she hate Lu Yuqing wrongly?No, no, if she doesn't hate him, then her feelings for him... No, no... What she loves now is Xu Yang, who just lost his life protecting her, how can she fall in love with Lu Yuqing again?However, Lu Yuqing has done nothing wrong... No... No...

Her mind suddenly became chaotic.

Lu Yanchen had already guessed that she would be like this, but: "Xuexi, since my elder brother didn't kill your father, can you and him get back together?"

Reconciled?

Xuexi's complexion suddenly changed drastically, even the way she looked at Lu Yanchen was different from before.

This is really a big joke.

How easy it was for him to say just now, just move his lips up and down, and it's all right.But what is she going to do?Tell him happily, okay, great, I can love him again, and I can be happy again.How is this possible?This is simply not something that can be easily done.

Lu Yanchen knew what kind of cynicism and ridicule he would face when he said these words, but this is really the case. Since she still can't let go of her elder brother, and now the enmity between her and elder brother is gone, so as long as she can let go of her heart, Everyone can be happy and joyful.

Xuexi growled.

Lu Yanchen saw that something was wrong with her, and called her again: "Xuexi..."

"I told you to shut up, didn't you hear?" Xuexi yelled angrily, and she glared at him angrily: "What do you want from me? Five years ago, you found out that Lu Yuqing killed my father. It was you I have to hate him and have to leave him. It is because of leaving him that I was designed by Xiao Xingxing and Min Min. I was caught in a sea of ​​fire, lost my memory, lost my child, and made me fall in love with Xu Yang ... Now, you tell me that my father's death has nothing to do with him, and you want me to return to him so that I can get back together with him. Lu Yanchen, as a policeman, please stand for everything you say. One sentence is responsible, please check the truth clearly before you say it. Do you know that my life is all messed up because of your one sentence. "

Lu Yanchen thought that she would be very excited, but he didn't expect that she would say such a thing.

Five years ago, it was because he went to investigate the matter of Su's family, and because he didn't find out clearly, they turned the originally happy couple into enemies, and made her suffer the pain of life and death. What he said just now was indeed true Thoughtless.

Although he hoped that she would be happy soon, but he was too anxious.

"Xue Xi, I'm sorry."

"Shut up! Don't talk anymore! What do you think your sorry can save? Can it save my hatred for Lu Yuqing? Can it save my child's life? Can it save Xu Yang? Can it save my love for so many years?" Painful? Nothing can be saved, so I don’t want your sorry, you go, I don’t want to see you, you go!” Xuexi is very clear that she is a little unreasonable, and she is a little angry with others, but she is really very sad now. Messy, annoying, and want to be alone.

Lu Yanchen looked at her regretfully.

He stood up from the sofa and looked at her painful face with worried eyes.

He wanted to comfort her, but he gave her pain now.

I'm sorry, Xuexi...

If he hadn't investigated the Su family's affairs five years ago, it wouldn't be like this today.

I'm really sorry... sorry...

I don't know what else to do other than sorry.Sorry……

Withdrawing his gaze from looking at her, he left 1080 with heavy steps.

Xuexi sat on the sofa and cried again.

Why did things become like this?She wrongly blamed Lu Yuqing, but she can no longer love him, she still has Xu Yang in her heart, her head is so messed up, her heart is so messed up, her whole life is a mess.

(End of this chapter)