invincible ugly queen

Chapter 33
"Your Majesty, you're hurting me—" Chu Shaoqiu's sudden force tightened her grip on Nangong Wanqing, causing her to panic for no reason, her wrist hurt, and she hurriedly pushed him away: "The memory of the emperor's past It may be painful, but those are in the past, I don't want you to live in hatred forever."

Realizing that he had lost his composure, Chu Shaoqiu slowly let go of Nangong Wanqing, his expression was a little dazed, his movements were slow as if he had been slowed down by a thousand times, it took him a long time to calm down, and he said with a sneer, "In the past? Can the pain pass? Even the best imperial physicians in the world can’t cure me, and even they can’t cure this poison, can this pass?”

"I believe that one day the emperor will find the antidote, even if you can't find the emperor, you can't give up on yourself, at least let yourself live a little easier." Nangong Wanqing tried her best to comfort him, hoping that he would feel better.

"Would you like to stay with me for the rest of your life?" For some reason, Chu Shaoqiu suddenly asked such a sentence. There was such a trace of expectation in his fragile heart, and even he himself couldn't figure it out. He refused to obey, didn't have any morals that a queen should have, and didn't care about his own face, but this time he was poisoned, and he unexpectedly got someone to call him here.

Nangong Wanqing was silent. Although she was Chu Shaoqiu's queen, she never admitted it in her heart: "I don't quite understand what the emperor means."

"Since you entered the palace, you have never taken me seriously. All my women call themselves concubines, but you still use your previous title. I can see that you really don't want to stay here." He Without concealing the doubts and true feelings in my heart.

"What you said is absolutely right. I don't want to stay here at all, in this palace." Although she was surprised by his question, she expressed her truest thoughts without hesitation.

"But you are my queen now, you are already the most honorable woman in the whole world, what more do you want?"

"What I want is not the title of queen, not the honor and holiness of a queen. What I want is a complete lover, no three wives and four concubines, who belong to me completely, and only me in his eyes Existence. Smile with me when I laugh, weep with me when I am sad, ride a horse and sing with me in spring, watch the moon and stars with me in summer, watch autumn leaves fall with me in autumn, and enjoy the snow with the stove in winter. Can it all be done?"

"You have 72 concubines in the Sangong Sixth Courtyard, countless women, even if I am a queen, I am just one of them who has been submerged. I don't want this kind of life." As she spoke, Nangong Wanqing seemed to have this kind of thing in front of her eyes. One picture after another made her yearn for it, but everything like this is her own dream. I don't know if the day will come true. The past life or this life, it was all a dream of her own, but she still insisted on waiting for such a dream.

Chu Shaoqiu looked at her quietly, saw her mourning expression, and saw her firmness in her dreams. He also recovered from his own shock and said something that he didn't even believe: "If I can do it, what about you?"

Nangong Wanqing looked at him in astonishment, her eyes were full of doubts, what was he talking about?

"What are you in a daze for?" Seeing her in a daze, Chu Shaoqiu gave her a water chestnut without hesitation: "Tell me, what do you want me to do?"

"It hurts—" Nangong Wanqing suffered from the pain, and said in a dull voice, "What should I do?"

(End of this chapter)