Lonely laughing allure: shallow love, long hatred

Chapter 41 Secret love, until death (2)

She doesn't want to be like this, becoming a stranger, for her, life is worse than death.When she was by his side, she played her sister's true colors so realistically that it hurt her so much.

It's not that I haven't thought about giving up, but can I let her do it?The deepest impulse is just because she loves him, whether it's secret love, unrequited love, bitter love doesn't matter.She either loves or loves more, she has no choice.

Let me see that I love you as much as I love you, without hesitation.This was what Ethan was waiting for, but the waiting was long and endless.If she missed it and he fell in love with someone else, then the ending was hers alone.

Secret love, she traveled a long distance alone, only relying on her surging enthusiasm for him, it went to a long time.

Bitterness, only she knows.She doesn't blame anyone, really, she cares too much, she only looks at him where she can see, for her, that's enough.

Love doesn't have to be earth-shattering.I love you, in my bright years, just love you without regrets or complaints.

Can you promise me an eternal promise?I know it's just my self-deception.But if I do it again, I will still love you as before.A person, silent and hopeless, loves you.

It won't stop, and it can't stop. The yearning deepens step by step, and if it sinks, there is no possibility of standing up.

I can't give up, giving up on you is like being pricked by a needle.Missing is not pain, but the process of pain.However, I am still very pleased, because I can recall every bit of us in the dark corner with you.

Even if it's just me imagining it alone, it doesn't matter.Because loving you is the luckiest thing in my life.

Even if there is nothing I can do, you are just you, always aloof, secretly in love until death, loving you without reservation.

Yi Sang'er's heart seemed to be on the verge of lingering.

Swallowing tears, "Xiaomo, I want to go back." Trying to smile, the stubborn Ethan, Su Momo looked at, unable to hide his worry, "Okay, let's go back."

With Su Momo's support, Yi Sang'er, who was walking shakyly, was finally sent to the car.

Just when Su Momo was about to send her home, Yi Sang'er yelled in panic, "I don't want to go home." In a state of confusion, she also knew that she didn't want her brother to see her dejected look , Don't let my brother worry.Seeing this, Su Momo comforted her softly, "Okay, we won't go home." He grabbed her hand to prevent injury.This says to the driver, "Go home."

With En En's help, Su Momo helped Yi Sang'er to the bed, and prepared hot water to wipe her face.She put on her pajamas for Ethan, then turned off the light and went out.

It was still ten o'clock in the evening when Su Momo came home. At this time, Shangguanqian hadn't slept yet.Anyway, the work was not over, so I went downstairs to drink coffee.

After returning from the honeymoon, except for a cook, a driver, three maids, and Housekeeper Xie and En En, the rest of the servants were taken to the ancestral house.

When Su Momo came down, there was only Shangguanqian sitting in the hall.Just when Su Momo took the water and sent it to Yi Sang'er, he said unhurriedly, "What's the matter with Sang'er?"
In Shangguan Qian's eyes, Yi Sang'er is like a real sister. They grew up together and have a very close relationship.When Su Momo sent Sang'er back, although the movement was small, it still alarmed him.

Su Momo turned her head and looked at this so-called husband who came back from her honeymoon and couldn't see her even once a day.

(End of this chapter)