Harem Changwu Biography

Chapter 49 He Doesn't Want To See Me

After lunch, I saw that the sun was shining outside, so I rarely left Changwu Hall.

I didn't know where to go, I just wanted to walk casually, but I didn't want to, and as I was walking, I unknowingly arrived outside the courtyard of the Royal Study Room.

"Is the Empress Dowager going to see the Emperor?" Qi He, who came with me, stood outside the front courtyard of the Imperial Study Room and asked me.

The noon sun was just right, and it was warm on the body, as if the whole body was warmed.

I stood outside the gate of the imperial study room, followed the extension of the sun and looked at the closed door of the imperial study room not far away, and didn't reply to my words for a long time.

I didn't reply, and Qihe didn't rush me either.

After such a long time, I shook my head: "No."

I don't know what I can say to Ruruo after meeting Mingqi.

Regardless of Han Yuting and Qi Xiayun, those two are the ones I want Mingqi to bring into the palace. As early as the moment I promised Chu Bufan, I was ready for Mingqi to favor them.

What really makes me unable to let go is Chang Ruo.

Occasionally, when I was alone, I would also think that Chang Ruo and I were obviously sisters of the same father, but why the gap between the two of us was so big.

My father asked me to enter the palace as a widow for Chang Ruo, holding Chang Ruo in his palm, and regarded me as the abandoned son of Chang Ruo.

The same is true for Mingqi.

Obviously I was the one who accompanied him for ten years, but after he met Chang Ruo, his heart completely fell into Chang Ruo.But between me and him, everything changed from the moment he met Chang Ruo.

Between me and Chang Ruo, everyone seems to choose Chang Ruo forever.

I have no intention of discussing winning or losing with Chang Ruo, and I don't care whether other people choose me or Chang Ruo. The only person who can make me care is Mingqi.

Therefore, Mingqi's pampering Changruo still made me uncomfortable after all.

In particular, the days when he favored Changruo were after he had a quarrel with Meng Qingcheng because of his misunderstanding.

"The Ai family doesn't want to see the emperor for now." I said.

In fact, I understand in my heart that I don't want to see Mingqi, so Mingqi doesn't want to see me.

In the morning, Fang Yan asked me why Mingqi didn't go to Changwu Hall to pay my respects for ten days.

At that time, I told Fang Qiang that it was because Mingqi was busy.

But in fact, this statement is not only simple in mind, but even Fang Hao can't be fooled, let alone myself.

Although I haven't been out of the Changwu Hall for a long time, I also know that there are no major affairs in the court recently, and I know that no matter how busy Mingqi is, it will not be as busy as the period at the end of the year.

And at the end of last year, when Mingqi was busy every day until late at night, he still found time to come to Changwu Hall every now and then to pay his respects, or to have dinner with me. Unlike now, he didn't show up for sixteen or seven days.

Besides, as Fang Qian said, if Mingqi was really busy, he wouldn't stay in the concubine's hall every night, and he should be dealing with business in the imperial study every day.

As for Fang Qian's saying that beauty misleads people, that he married a wife and forgot his mother, and so on, I know that the reason why Ming Qi didn't come to Changwu Hall is even more so.Just because the person who can do the above two things is either a fool or an unlucky man.

And I have been with Mingqi for ten years, so I naturally know that he is neither a fool nor an unlucky man. I understand Mingqi's emphasis on love and righteousness better than anyone else.

Mingqi hasn't come to Changwu Hall for a long time, I think there is no other reason, but it's just that Mingqi doesn't want to come, doesn't want to see me.

"Go back." I took one last look at the closed door of the imperial study, shook my head, turned and left.

"promise."

(End of this chapter)