I'm making soy sauce in the world of famous detectives

Chapter 475

Guangyou opened his mouth again and spit out the only syllable, but failed again.

He couldn't help doubting himself: "Is it really because I haven't really said this title for too long?"

Indeed, it had been a long time since he had called anyone by this title.

It seems that since he left the normal society at that time, it seems that he has not called.

"Humph."

Guangyou snorted coldly in his heart, and laughed at himself, "I can't even remember that picture."

He was mocking his ruthlessness, it's just that he hasn't yelled for such a long time, and he even forgot the scene of the last yelling.

"Guangyou, what's wrong with you?"

Elena could see that Guangyou seemed to be distressed, and she could also see that he really wanted to call him by that name, but he seemed to have encountered a little difficulty.

"I haven't called for a long time, and suddenly I feel weird."

Guangyou frowned, stretched out his hands to cover his chest and said truthfully, "I can't explain, I don't know the reason, I feel tight in my chest, and I don't know what's wrong."

Elena turned her head and glanced at Koji Miyano, but Koji Miyano shook his head and gave her a helpless look.

"Otherwise, don't force yourself."

Although Elena's expression was a bit disappointed, she didn't want to see Guangyou distressed because of this incident, but she just felt a little pity. After all, if she couldn't hear this time, she wouldn't have a chance in the future.

Guangyou didn't make a sound, but he shook his head gently to show his attitude.

give up?
How could it be possible to give up!
Whether this is a dream he imagined or a supernatural event such as Tuo Meng, it is a rare opportunity.

The joke on the Internet is that I dreamed of being beaten by others when I was sleeping, and then I woke up with a start. Said: "Boy, you dare to come back."

But Guangyou has never encountered such a dream-catching thing, and he doesn't think he will catch it this time.

Wouldn't it be a pity if we didn't say it now?
Then the gain outweighs the loss, even if he wakes up, he will be troubled by this matter for a long time.

The Miyano couple in front of them are illusory anyway, what are they afraid of?
"Oh…"

Guangyou stopped again, this time it wasn't that he couldn't read, but he realized the key point.

It had been a long time since he had experienced any interaction with the man he called so.

To put it simply, he just couldn't bring his emotions into it.

It may sound exaggerated, but it is true. Guangyou really wants to treat this experience that may not exist at all.

This is the first time in his life, the first time from his previous life to the present, and he also hopes that this will be the last time.

No, there is no need to hope, Guangyou still has confidence in this point.

This time was the first time in his life, and it was also the last time.

Therefore, he wanted to treat this time well, and he didn't want to leave regrets this time, so he didn't listen to Elena's persuasion, but continued to work hard to overcome his inner feelings.

But for now, it seems a little difficult.

Sometimes Guangyou feels that he is quite useless, obviously it is such a simple few syllables.

Even if it is changed to Chinese, it is only a word composed of two pinyin.

Is it complicated?
It's so simple that most people can say this word within a few months of birth.

He would have done it before, to be precise, he would have done it before having this dream.

Hanging on his lips as a meaningless word, so that he can say it without any reaction.

However, now is not the past. The word that is about to be uttered at this time is the same as the previous one, but the meaning it contains is completely different.

It is also because of the meaning contained in the latter that Guangyou has some fluctuations in his heart.

"Maybe it's because I haven't really called out this title to other people for a long time, so I can't say it for a while."

Guangyou raised his head and told Elena the problem he realized.

"sincere…"

Elena repeated these two words, and there was a hint of doubt on her face, but then she understood, looked at Guangyou, and comforted, "Guangyou, are you thinking about your parents?"

"I don't think so anymore."

Guangyou nodded, then shook his head, his tone couldn't tell what kind of attitude he had towards this matter, and said, "It's been a long time, and I haven't started to think that way anymore."

He felt that he was really heartless, obviously the parents who gave birth to him, but after so long, there were only sporadic fragments of the couple in his mind.

Gradually, Guangyou remembered what his parents looked like.

The pictures about men are not good, and every picture is a scene of the man getting angry because of drinking.

The clearest scene is the scene where the man hits the woman.

Guangyou still remembers the specific details clearly, it was obviously a man's problem, but in the end he beat a woman and still cried about how miserable he was.

That night was the first time Guangyou fought his biological father...

It seems a bit off topic, but Guangyou doesn't know why he thinks of these memories that have been hidden in the deepest part of his heart.

Guangyou only knows that he used to call out that man's name very sincerely, but that man never took him seriously.

There are still many fragments of memories like this, and Guangyou is too lazy to recall them.

That woman also brought him warmth, but it was only because of the man that the time became very short.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this kind of memory that he has some resistance to these two names.

"How long has it been, why can't I let it go?"

Guangyou shook his head, feeling somewhat unable to bear his own thoughts.

But there was indeed some shock in his heart. Just as he was about to say it, that scene appeared in his mind, and then he was embarrassed.

It felt like a pimple appeared in his heart, which he hadn't realized at all before.

"Hey, another one is almost ready, but another one comes."

Guangyou was completely speechless, but after a while, the tightness in his chest was much better.

In the final analysis, there is actually one reason. He attaches great importance to emotional aspects. As for money, the principle he has always believed in is that enough is enough.

Money, enough to eat and drink, enough to support him to travel occasionally, and to accompany Xiao Ai to buy the latest style of bag is enough.

Only the emotional aspect is more important to him, which is also the main reason why he was angry most of the time before.

Although on the whole, it is not a particularly bad thing to value feelings, but it also brings a lot of trouble.

"Guangyou, how about this?"

Elena persuaded again, "Don't force yourself, I already understand what you mean."

Guangyou felt something in his heart, but he didn't show any abnormality on his face. He raised his head and looked at Elena, and said, "Let me try again. In fact, I really want to experience that feeling."

From the very beginning, neither of them directly said who that identity was, but everyone present knew what they were talking about.

This is also the advantage of talking to smart people, what needs to be said is too clear.

Elena naturally understood what kind of feeling Guangyou was talking about, seeing his understatement in front of her, she also felt a slight pain in her heart.

She can understand this feeling a little bit, because Xiao Ai also feels this way.

Thinking of this, Elena moved...

(End of this chapter)