My opinion about the world

Chapter 604 "The Narrow Gate"

"Hokkaido..." Ye Yu didn't turn his head, still stood there and opened the book Yuanzi handed him, and glanced at the preface written at the top... If you want to understand a book as soon as possible When it comes to the summary of the content contained in the book or the feelings described, then reading this part is naturally the most correct way, but it is a pity that Ye Yu was not able to find the part he wanted from there.

"I remember that the snow scene over there is very good. If I can... I think I will go to see it at least once." After closing the book with a bang, Ye Yu replied that Yuanzi was about to go to Hokkaido. There was no mention of words such as persuasion, on the contrary...he showed a little longing for that place.

Such an ambiguous reaction made Yuanzi unavoidably feel a little dissatisfied in the confusion, what... that day when he heard that Touma and Hotaru were leaving, he became so anxious, but it was his turn to become indifferent , even if there is no jealousy towards his friend, Ye Yu's actions undoubtedly made Yuanzi feel as if he was underestimated.

However, what she didn't know was that this was just Ye Yu's way of accepting his fate for an uncertain future.Since it cannot be changed, simply force yourself to accept it.The strong have the right to decide their own destiny, but no one can influence the decisions of others, right?

From this point of view, Ye Yu wants to find out the reason why Yuanzi recommended this book to him.I also know that what the girl wants to say to herself must be hidden between the lines in this book. As for how to find them out, Ye Yu still has no idea...

"Then... I'll take this book first." Completely ignoring Yuanzi's hesitant expression, Ye Yu took the closed book in his hand and said something to Yuanzi before leaving , he couldn't wait to read the contents of the book.

"Let's go! Don't come back again!" The girl who was extremely annoyed by Ye Yu's attitude waved her hand at him angrily, but she also knew that what she said was completely untrue. When she comes back again, she will definitely show herself a familiar smile like she did countless times before... Of course, the premise is that someone will not trip over the chair legs and fall to the ground.

Ye Yu didn't plan to go back to the service department after coming out of the art department, so after saying hello to the girls, they discussed going home together. As a result, it took a lot longer than usual to arrive home today. Even if you deliberately took a long way to go to the market, it is still the same.

Ye Yu made the dinner very sumptuous. As the saying goes, Taoists like to eat extravagantly when they are in a bad mood, so although Ye Yu thinks that he has accepted the established future, the side shown in his subconscious is still It made him, who was a little speechless looking at a table of dishes, deeply realize the unwillingness hidden in his heart.

But what good is such a thing after all?Ye Yu didn't know...just eager to find the answer, he hurried into the study after dinner and began to read the not-so-thick novel.

Ye Yu's reading speed is very fast, and at the same time, his extraordinary experience often makes it easy for him to understand some very profound content from the text. Unfortunately, at this moment, Ye Yu's experience has become like a shackle that binds him...Jane In other words, after reading the original text, he had no way to understand what was written in it.

In the article, most of the content contains a strong European style, and theology has also played a considerable role in it, but I want to let a big monster who has been infected by oriental grammar for tens of thousands of years understand Western thinking patterns and religious beliefs?This is probably a bit too difficult...

What's more, in order to understand the work from the side, Ye Yu went to the Internet to search the author's life... and then the whole person became bad.

"What are these things? Fuck!" If this book hadn't been borrowed from Yuanzi, Ye Yu really wanted to throw it away at this moment. The kind of work with the author's own problems seems to be unreliable. It's amazing how easy it is to accept!It's not about prejudice. Ye Yu has always felt that no matter what type of literary work it is, it reflects a part of the author's heart. In this way, can those guys with problematic conduct write anything meaningful?

Except for criticism, satire, dark humor, and a lot of negative and pessimistic works for contrast, there are very few sunny ones!It is too difficult for Ye Yu to accept something like this.

"I really don't understand these so-called literary works..." With a long sigh, Ye Yu threw aside the book that was almost torn by himself, until now he really couldn't figure out why Yuanzi gave him such a book Yes, and it was the first time that Ye Yu began to doubt whether he could really get some important inspiration from it.

After hesitating for a while, he picked up the narrow door again. Anyway, this is the only clue now. It’s too early to say give up. Isn’t there a saying that read a book a hundred times and you will see its meaning? Well, then although it can't be done like that, it is still very easy to read it 4 or 5 times.

So Ye Yu finally bit the bullet and opened the book again, and began to re-understand the sad psychology of the heroine in the book that was distorted by reality and religion...

Alyssa in the article is simply a woman who wants to love, but suppresses her feelings for various reasons. She regards herself as the tempering of her lover leading to heaven, coupled with the psychological shadow of her childhood and the influence of the surrounding reality , so that she had to face her lover coldly, but in the end she died prematurely because of her suppressed feelings.

Such an approach Ye Yu expressed that she has no way to understand it, especially the part that involves religion... However, through her reflection on other girls in reality, Ye Yu also found that there is no one like her at all , even if it is Yuanzi who gave this book to himself, it does not have much in common with the protagonist described in the article.

"Then what is Yuanzi trying to say with this?" Ye Yu was a little confused for a while, neither the content of the article nor the character of the protagonist had any connection with the reality he had come into contact with so far. He doesn't know where to start if he wants to break his head.

In desperation, Ye Yu had no choice but to pin her hopes on her long-term memories. She remembered that a novel called "Literary Girl" ended up borrowing this "Narrow Door". At that time...how did you explain it?

After thinking desperately for a long time, Ye Yu suddenly found that the situation described in that book was not consistent with the situation he was in now, so the meaning of such words as a reference has shrunk again... In other words, Ye Yu is helpless at the moment ...

(End of this chapter)