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Chapter 602 Yaozi's Story

"Why me?" The invitation from a piano master didn't make Ying feel overwhelmed with joy. Instead, she hesitated for a while and then asked Yaozi with blinking eyes.As a talented girl who has been in the piano circle since she was a child, she is very clear about what the names of piano master and Yoko Touma mean, but it is precisely because of this that she feels puzzled.

For an internationally renowned pianist like Yaozi, as long as she announces her apprenticeship, geniuses from all over the world will scramble to join her apprenticeship. Compared with those people, Yingying's qualifications may only be considered As usual, it would be a bit too flattering to say that Yaozi was happy to see Lie Xin, so the only reason Yingying can think of is Dongma... But this is precisely what Yingzi is most unwilling to accept It is fine to say that she is innocent or something else. When Ying helped Dongma back then, Ying had no intention of getting anything from her, and now this kind of thinking is even more deeply rooted.

"Don't be so nervous~~" It seemed that Yaozi had seen through the thoughts in Yingying's heart. She smiled and waved her hands to signal that the other party should not be too nervous, then put one hand on the piano as if she was caught in some kind of memory, and her eyes looked into the distance. He said softly, "Although I said that Hesha was the reason for accepting you as a disciple, it only accounted for a very small part. Do you understand what I said? Actually... the most important thing is that seeing you Somehow it reminds me of me when I was young."

"Eh?" Yaozi's answer caused Ying to fall into deep doubts for a while. Although she had heard some piano music written by the other party for Yaozi Ying, she couldn't understand it at all, and now she is like this. It is only natural that Hotaru would feel confused.

"Don't look at me like that, I was much worse when I was studying in Vienna than you are now." The corner of Yaozi's mouth raised a soft smile at some point, making Yingying feel a little absent-minded for a while. Before this, the girl never expected that this capable-looking woman would show such an expression. Even in the words and phrases she learned from Touma, she seldom heard her say that her mother was a gentle woman. Women, on the contrary, superb piano skills and equally ingenious business methods coupled with a chaotic private life are what Touma most often mentions.

Ignoring the astonishment on Touma's face, Yaoko, who had already fallen into memories, said there with a nostalgic mood, "I was also as old as you at that time... no, maybe even a little smaller At that time, I had a falling out with my family, so I ran to Vienna with only a little money and looked for places to learn piano. But at that time, I couldn’t speak the language, and I didn’t have much money on me. It's very difficult to go down, but I don't think there's much to do. In order to be able to learn the piano, I almost do everything.

For example, sleeping with the instructor and the person in charge of the theater is almost commonplace. I remember that I spent that time in the bed of different men besides practicing hard. Now thinking about the reason why I ran away from the house at that time because What I want is that I don't want to marry a man I don't know, and then have to rely on all kinds of men to live. Tsk fate is really interesting. "

Although she roughly guessed that Yaozi's early experience would be very unusual, she never thought that it would be like this anyway. This made her stick out her tongue a little bit because she thought her private life was bold enough. Think about it in another place. She might have given up a long time ago, but she doesn't understand why Yaozi told her these things, maybe even Dongma has never heard of such old things.

"Ah, look at me, now that I'm getting older, I can't stop talking about the past..." Yaozi, who had recovered a little bit, saw Yingying's expression of not knowing how to answer, and laughed with a poof She came out, and sure enough, she was not mistaken. She is indeed a good child, "I actually want to say that the place I lived at that time was not much different from where you are now. A small room was in a mess. , but only the piano is well maintained~~”

"That's why Aunt Yaozi wants to take me in as an apprentice!!" Hearing what Yaozi said, Ying instantly felt relieved. If Yaozi saw the shadow of her youth from her, then everything can be explained, right? what!And from the simple memory just now, Ying can be said to be in awe of the woman in front of her... Only she, who is also a woman, can understand how much Yaozi paid back then.

"That's just one aspect. As for the other things...that's a very long story, do you still want to listen to it?" I will never let go of this opportunity to gossip, Yaozi just smiled a little fondly and continued to say,
"When I stayed in Vienna for about 4 or 5 years, I slowly started to emerge. Although I can't say that I am famous, at least I don't have to rely on men to climb up a little bit like I did back then. So I got some free time to come out.

You don't know that Europe at that time still maintained some of the traditions, such as various salons and receptions, and only by participating in such places can you gradually get acquainted with the upper class.At the beginning, I participated as someone else's mistress, and then I slowly got various invitations based on my own reputation, sometimes as a guest but more often as a receptionist The pianist appears.And that guy and I met at a drinking party...

At that time, although I no longer needed to rely on men, but...how should I put it?Such absurd days have passed for a long time, and after returning to calm, I will feel a little uncomfortable..." A rare self-mockery appeared on Yaozi's face when he mentioned this, probably because he felt helpless for himself when he was young, "So I Just keep in touch with guys that work for me that way, but occasionally go find a guy that I like, and that guy I knew from the first moment I saw him...I like him. "

"Is he... is Xiaohehe's father?" You can understand it without too much guessing just by looking at Yaozi's tenderness when mentioning him, so almost as soon as the words come out of your mouth, Yingying feels that her question is really stupid .But Yaozi didn't answer this, just continued to say,

"He was different from all the men I saw at that time. He looked decadent and dull but he was a gentleman. From his conversation, he had a lot of knowledge, whether it was astronomy, music or art. One or two. You don't know, when I saw that melancholy smile, I knew I was fascinated by him, he was really a good man... It's a pity that he was married, although his wife had just passed away at that time. He left him with two children."

"so……"

"So I lied to him to sleep with him several times. It's rare to meet a good man. Wouldn't it be too bad if I didn't do it with him a few times~~ And I was pregnant with his child again, although he probably didn't know that I was with him at all. It's right to have a child~~" Speaking of this, Yaozi winked playfully at Yingying, what's the matter, she just took what Yingying said just now and used it!
And Yingying suddenly understood something, thinking carefully that she is too similar to Yaozi back then, even the decision she made...

Thinking of this, Ying suddenly showed a bright smile to her future, and Ye Yu, who was going to prepare tea at this time, just came back, and she couldn't understand the very inexplicable atmosphere between the two of them...

(End of this chapter)