My opinion about the world

Chapter 597 Ye Yu's Fragility

It was a good banquet, but in the end it was reduced to an unhappy ending.Even though he forced himself, Ye Yu, who was never good at hiding what was in his heart, finally left a clear displeasure on his face, making the atmosphere in the room extremely embarrassing for a moment.

This kind of atmosphere made Touma feel a little restless, but Yingying seemed to be there calmly, no different from usual. I also knew that this kind of her naturally made the expression on Ye Yu's face even more gloomy...

At this time, Ye Yu was so strange that even Yukina didn't know how to deal with it. As for Yukino, who usually didn't see eye to eye with Ye Yu, she became surprisingly honest at this time... and She also has Ying Lili.Probably only the girl who has known him since he was a child will understand how much unhappiness Ye Yu's heart is filled with...

"Ah... lost my temper, I have to apologize tomorrow." Because of Ye Yu's dissatisfaction, the banquet ended in a hasty end, the girls left with their own thoughts, and Ye Yu waited for everyone to leave After that, he plunged into his own room, and just nestled under the quilt without turning on the light.

Before Yukina left, she was still hesitating whether she wanted to stay for a night, but in the end the girl's kindness was still rejected. Under the current situation, what Ye Yu wanted most was to be alone... Enough His experience has enabled him to find the best solution for the present through self-examination, and now it's just that he can't think about it for a while... that's all...

"If you think about the benefits, it's actually nothing... If you have the Internet and a mobile phone, you can buy a plane ticket and visit if you can't do it. Not to mention Dongma, Yingying will come back to China every year on vacation, right? After all, she His parents are still here. Looking at it this way, it seems that there is no difference compared to now, except that we see each other less often."

In the room surrounded by darkness, Ye Yu was talking softly to himself alone. Generally speaking, what he said was undoubtedly the truth, but in the end...all the words turned into words A weak sigh, after all, what is the meaning of such self-comforting words.

There is no difference...how could there be no difference!The distance between regions alone is enough to make people sigh. We only meet once in half a year or even a year. The time difference is different, the environment is different, and even the things that happen around us and the things we usually come into contact with are all different. Will their friendship be as strong as before?Who are you kidding...

What's more, there is nothing in this world that is more forgetful than human beings. After the initial period of adaptation, they will be thrown into the new environment and bondage again. There are only so many hours at the disposal of human beings in a day. What will happen to those old friends after they are distributed to new friends?

Humans are not big monsters, they can spend ten years or even a hundred years waiting, and just a few months are enough to dilute everything before, and want to restore the original feeling, how can it be so easy.

And it is precisely because of this that you should cherish the bonds around you the most, right? But why did they choose to leave... Ye Yu doesn't understand, and he really doesn't want to understand, the future, ideals, etc. Is that important?So that you can throw away all the things you have accumulated without hesitation? !
Well, Ye Yu admits that his thoughts are too pessimistic and extreme, but as a guy who has never experienced the pain of parting for the first time like now, he is beginning to doubt whether what he cherishes is also cherished by others .All he can be sure of is that he is not wrong, but are Hotaru and Touma wrong?After all, everyone is actually doing what they think is right...

It's a pity that being correct doesn't mean everyone can accept it...

He turned over and lay on his back on his bed, and then curled his arms up on his forehead. Ye Yu just stared at the ceiling above his head without blinking. What about those who want to lose.

I don't know how long it took before there was a slight sound at the door, and not long after that, he felt a girl crept onto his bed, and snatched half of his quilt quite familiarly... No need to guess at all. At this time, who else could appear in his bedroom besides Zhenbai.

"Zhenbai, you said that it would be great if everyone could stay by my side like you..." Muttering something completely impossible, Ye Yu turned over and hugged Xiao Zhenbai into his arms. The arms around the girl were very strong, and it seemed that only by tightly feeling the existence of the other party with his chest like this would he have a moment of peace of mind.

"Forget it... stay if you want to stay, and leave if you want to leave. I have no reason to restrain, let alone keep, so it's like this... I, it's not because I'm lonely or something that I go like that. This is with you."

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The next day Ye Yu woke up early after a long absence, but in fact he didn't sleep much last night.Holding Zhenbai for most of the night, he still didn't feel sleepy until the girl was fully asleep, and at the end he was dazed and waited until he opened his eyes again, and the sky was already dawn.

Sitting up from the bed, Ye Yu didn't have the idea of ​​going back to sleep for a while, and looked at the time on the mobile phone next to the bed, it was just a little past seven in the morning, and after he cleared his mind a little, he climbed out of the bed by the way.After tucking the quilt for Zhenbai so that she could continue to sleep for a while, Ye Yu then left her bedroom.

In the living room, there are still traces left by yesterday's banquet. Although the girls helped him clean up the tableware and the empty wine bottles, the first impression can still give people a feeling after the carnival. This inevitably made Ye Yu recall the entanglement in his heart yesterday, but the strange thing is... After just sleeping for a night, most of that entanglement dissipated inexplicably.

"Hey... After losing my strength, am I no different from an ordinary human being?" The tone was a bit mocking, but the expression on Ye Yu's face did not reveal the slightest bit of loneliness, on the contrary, he seemed very generous Interest... "Perhaps this game can no longer be regarded as a game, life or something... is still life after all."

He sighed inexplicably, but he was not in the mood to think too much in this kind of place. He went to the kitchen to make three breakfasts with the ingredients left over from yesterday, and then wrapped one of them and put it on the table in the living room as a leftover. He gave the one to Mashiro, and then he packed the rest and left his room.

After going out, he turned left and walked only a few steps before he came to Yingying's door, but when he stretched out his finger to knock on the door, he suddenly realized that he didn't know whether that girl Yingying was awake or not... ...some self-deprecatingly withdrew the outstretched hand, but at this moment, there was a burst of cheerful piano sound in the room...

(End of this chapter)