Returning to the Pastoral: Mrs. Yipin

Chapter 378 Talking Hearts
"How do you let me stop?"

Xuan Haorui looked at Su Yun and said, "How can I stop now? If you had agreed to marry me earlier, how could there be today's disaster?"

"Ah……"

Su Yun smiled, with a trace of pity in his eyes, which made Xuan Haorui very uncomfortable, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Su Yun sighed, and said, "Don't you still understand? Your father has long coveted the throne. Even if you, a son, don't support him, he will still rebel."

Xuan Haorui was stunned for a moment, a gloomy look flashed in his eyes, and he said with a hint of self-deprecating tone: "Yes, who said no?"

After finishing speaking, he lost interest, rolled over from Su Yun, lay on the side, silent for a while, and asked: "Yun'er, if you met me first instead of Lu Shi, would you like me?" ?”

Su Yun was slightly stunned, and thought for a while, but suddenly found that he had no answer in his heart.If you have to come up with an answer, then you just don't know.

Yes, I may not have a good impression of Xuan Haorui at the beginning. I feel that he is too heavy and too dark, not as bright and sunny as Lu Shi.Because she herself is a person who likes simplicity and doesn't like to intrigue with others, so she keeps a respectful distance from such a person, whether it is in the previous life or in the present life.

It's just that after this series of things were released, leaving aside the complaints against him, she really didn't know if she would like him from the point of view of his question just now.

After all, as a man, Xuan Haorui is indeed excellent.

With a good family background, a good appearance, both civil and military skills, the most important thing is to face such a man's infatuation, as a woman, I am afraid it is irresistible.

If there is no Lu Shi, would I like him?
Confusion appeared in Su Yun's eyes. After thinking for a long time, he whispered: "Maybe, maybe not, I don't know..."

Xuan Haorui turned over, faced Su Yun, and asked stubbornly: "What do you mean you don't know?"

"Because nothing in this world can be said..."

Su Yun sighed slightly, "Until now, I think it's because no woman has ever resisted you, that's why you are like this. People in this world are so stupid, what you can't get is always the best. What you get But you won't cherish it, Xuan Haorui, if I had been obedient to you from the beginning, would you be as persistent as you are today?"

Xuan Haorui was stunned, looked at Su Yun's calm eyes, lowered his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I don't know..."

"Hehe, at the beginning, I'm afraid it was just your desire to conquer, right? An excellent man is always held high by others, but suddenly someone comes out and ignores you. His self-esteem is frustrated, so he thinks it's his fault. I like it, it's love, but it's not..."

Su Yun's voice was very calm, and his expression was also very calm, as if this matter had nothing to do with her, calmly as if he was talking about other people's affairs, "Perhaps many women in this world are looking for a husband like you, Not only does he come from a good family background, he has a noble status, he is also well-versed in both civil and military affairs, he must be talented and good-looking, such a man is a lover who can only be met in the hearts of women in the world..."

"Then why are you?"

Su Yun smiled, "But for me, this kind of situation is not what I want. After all, Lu Shiben is not my beloved..."

Xuan Haorui's body trembled slightly, it was the first time that he and Su Yun spoke these innermost thoughts together in such a calm and peaceful manner.

When he heard her say "Lu Shi is not her beloved", he was really surprised.

Although he didn't want to admit it in his heart, he was not a fool, so he naturally knew Su Yun's feelings for Lu Shi.

But now she actually said that Lu Shi is not her beloved, so what kind of lover is she?
"You told me that you want a couple for a lifetime, and Lu Shi agreed to your condition, so you agreed to marry him? I can also promise you a couple for a lifetime, why don't you choose me? Since he is not your beloved, then what should your beloved be like?"

Su Yun turned his head, stared at Xuan Haorui and said: "I am a country woman, and I am still a widow with a bad reputation. For me, what chance do I have to choose other people's family background? And I also have this Confidence, even if I don’t rely on my husband, I can support myself and live a happy life, so it doesn’t make much sense whether my family background, rights and wealth are better than mine, so the lover in my heart is just an ordinary person .”

"Lu Shiruo just promised me to be a couple for the rest of my life, how could I choose him? He refused the marriage offer from the Empress Dowager for me, and traveled three thousand miles, begging all the way back to Yunzhou, Xuan Haorui, if there is such a A woman treats you, will you let her down? The distance between me and him is like this three thousand miles. He is the son of Lu Anqing, the son of a world-renowned Confucian. I don’t need to say more about his family background. He is the legitimate son again, why do you think his father let him marry a widow?"

"So you mean to say that you thought of this before you fell in love with him, and you didn't like him?"

Although Su Yun's words made Xuan Haorui a little surprised, they unexpectedly made him feel a lot better.

It turned out that she really felt that living in a good condition was a kind of pressure for her.Even Lu Shi felt a lot of pressure on her, let alone a child of the royal family?

Such disguised comfort softened Xuan Haorui's expression, she was indeed unique, so unique that she was not like a woman in this world.What a woman thinks of in such a difficult situation is still on her own. No matter whether such a woman has absurd ideas or not, at least she can get people's respect.

Perhaps, the reason why I am so crazy about her is because I feel this.

"Um……"

Su Yun nodded, "What I want is an ordinary man, hehe, although it would be cliché to think this way, I am just a mortal, walking in this secular world, I will naturally be affected by the secular world, and this is my condition. Wouldn’t it be overestimating one’s self to rely on one’s beauty? How can serving others with color last long? People, alive, may be confused about other things, but they cannot be confused about themselves. If they don’t have self-knowledge, then this life will be over.”

"Ah……"

After listening to these words, Xuan Haorui was silent for a long time before he smiled wryly, "You are only in your early twenties this year, but your mentality is like that of a person who has gone through vicissitudes. Are you clear?"

Su Yun didn't answer.In her previous life, she didn't think so much, but the sudden change, the pressure of life, and the three views of the world all forced her to calm down and think about something.

Perhaps in literary works, time travel is a fun thing, but only when you really experience it, you will know that the time traveler is not only not omnipotent, but also because of the different values ​​of the three views, you must be careful everywhere, otherwise you will die. But it's gone...

She has realized this since the incident of borrowing food.

Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes. No matter which time and space you live in, you must have a clear understanding of yourself, otherwise you will end up miserable.

(End of this chapter)