Chapter 37

"How many people are there?" The waiter at the inn warmly greeted the distinguished guest in front of him, and he knew at a glance that he came out of the palace.

Xiao Anzi looked at Xiao Er and said, "One, Room No. [-] of the Son of Heaven, call your boss over."

Xiao Er said with some embarrassment, "We don't rent out the Tianzi No. [-] room, so please ask the guest officer to change to another room."

Xiao Anzi looked at the shop waiter coldly, and said expressionlessly, "Is your ear broken? Tell your boss to come out."

Xiao Er didn't dare to neglect Xiao Anzi, so he quickly ran to the second floor to call the boss.

The boss looked drunk, blushing, with a toothpick in his mouth, walked down the stairs, and shouted loudly, "Who is it? You want to live in Tianzi No. [-] room?"

Xiao Anzi looked at the boss and smiled, "Of course it's me."

When the boss saw Xiao Anzi, with tears in his eyes, he immediately ran to Xiao Anzi, hugged Xiao Anzi, and said with a choked voice, "An Rong, you are finally back."

"Uncle Zhang, I haven't seen you for so many years, you are still the same." Xiao Anzi laughed.

Uncle Zhang punched Xiao Anzi and said, "Boy, I haven't seen you in so many years, let's have a drink with Uncle Zhang."

"En..." When Xiao Anzi saw Uncle Zhang, he felt very kind. In Xiao Anzi's eyes, Uncle Zhang was like his relatives.

When he came to a room upstairs, Uncle Zhang asked someone to fry several dishes that Xiao Anzi liked to eat for Xiao Anzi. Uncle Zhang picked up the wine glass and said to Xiao Anzi, "Uncle Zhang is happy today, come to Anrong and we will do it. "

Xiao Anzi also raised his wine glass, drank the wine in one gulp, and said, "This wine is really strong."

Uncle Zhang patted Xiao Anzi on the shoulder and said, "Boy, a man should be able to drink if he sweats. This kind of wine is also called strong? It seems that you are still young."

Xiao Anzi smiled wryly and did not speak.

Only then did Uncle Zhang realize that he had said something wrong, and he said with a guilty face, "An Rong is a fool of Uncle Zhang, so I shouldn't talk about your sore spot."

Xiao Anzi looked at Uncle Zhang and smiled, "Uncle Zhang, you know that I'm still a man, just."

Uncle Zhang is puzzled and you ask, "Just what?"

Xiao Anzi said with a wry smile, "I fell in love with a woman."

"What?" Uncle Zhang was a little surprised at first, but then he said calmly, "You know, since you entered the palace at the age of six, you are doomed not to love anyone. Even if you love her, you can't get it, or it will kill you."

Xiao Anzi drank the wine silently and did not speak. When he entered the palace, Uncle Zhang secretly stuffed him with a pack of poison. It was precisely because of this pack of poison that he did not really become a eunuch. I have gotten used to the life of a eunuch, but only the appearance of Qingzhu made me lose my proper position and mess up my position.

Uncle Zhang knew that Xiao Anzi was sad, so he comforted him, "If you find him, you can take your beloved away and live a life isolated from the world."

As soon as Xiao Anzi heard about that person, an indescribable anger arose in his heart, "Why? He abandoned me as soon as I was born, why did I go to him?"

Uncle Zhang patted Xiao Anzi on the shoulder and comforted him, "That's your mother's dying wish. You must fulfill your mother's wish, so that your mother can feel at ease under the Jiuquan."

Xiao Anzi didn't say anything, and continued to drink until he passed out on the table.unconscious.

Seeing Xiao Anzi drunk, Uncle Zhang couldn't help feeling distressed, and said in his heart, "Rong Ru, why bother? Why did you suffer for a promise? An Rong shouldn't have stepped into the vortex of your relationship with him."

In the dream, Xiao Anzi came to a forest. In the forest, misty and foggy, people could not tell the direction. Xiao Anzi kept walking in the forest, but walking around, he was still in the same place. At this time, Xiao Anzi Afraid, he was afraid that he would be trapped in this place forever, he shouted loudly,

But the surrounding area was still very quiet, there was no echo at all, just when Xiao Anzi was desperate, a person came out from the fog, that person was Xiao Anzi's mother, Rong Ru.

"Rong'er." Rong Ru softly called Xiao Anzi's baby name.

"Mother" Xiao Anzi excitedly ran towards the direction of his mother, but just as he arrived at her side, her mother disappeared. "Mother, where are you? Don't leave Rong'er alone."

A voice echoed around Xiao Anzi, "Rong'er, if you find your father, mother will come back to you."

Mother, Xiao Anzi squatted on the ground in pain, hugging her body tightly, thinking that maybe holding herself like this, her heart would not feel cold, why does mother only want father and not herself?Why didn't my mother like me when I was born?Never looked at yourself more than once?Why did the mother not forget to tell her to find her father even before she died?Why?What is he in my mother's eyes?He is her own son, why did she go to such lengths to get herself into the palace to be a eunuch?Inquire about him for her?Just for a man who only promised her but never fulfilled it?
Anzi has been living in a cold world since he was a child. There is no motherly love, no fatherly love. There is only the eyes of his mother occasionally looking at him, full of resentment, as if he has taken everything from his mother. He doesn't know what he did wrong. He wants his mother to like him, so he has always been very obedient, as long as it is what his mother wants him to do, he will try his best to do his best, but his mother still ignores him. Gradually, a little bit of memory came into being. He was afraid of the dark, and wanted to sleep with his mother at night, but was scolded by his mother for being useless. He didn't look like a man, and he didn't look like his father at all. Crying, crying very hard, he knocked on the door desperately, and said something unclear in his mouth, "Mother, open the door. Mother." But no matter how much he cried or howl, there was still no response from inside, and he was alone. man squatting at the door

Outside, he kept looking around, it was pitch black, he was trembling with fear, if he hadn't been seen by Uncle Zhang who was passing by and brought home by Uncle Zhang, maybe he would have been eaten by wild dogs long ago, and neither would his mother the next day. found myself.
Xiao Anzi was awakened by the nightmare, and touched the corners of his eyes, which were still wet. It turned out that thinking about himself would still shed tears.
"An Rong, are you awake?" Uncle Zhang handed a towel to Xiao Anzi, motioning for Xiao Anzi to wipe his face.

Xiao Anzi took the towel and wiped his face.

"An Rong, who is Qingzhu?" Uncle Zhang smiled strangely.

Xiao Anzi was taken aback and asked, "How did Uncle Zhang know about Qingzhu?"

"You keep calling that person's name in your dreams, is it the name of someone you like?" Uncle Zhang said with a smile.

Xiao Anzi nodded with a smile and said, "Uncle Zhang, don't worry, I will bring her back to see you."

"Good boy, Uncle Zhang is waiting for your wedding." Uncle Zhang patted Xiao Anzi's head kindly.

Xiao Anzi didn't tell Uncle Zhang that Qingzhu was the imperial concubine, because no matter who Qingzhu was, he wanted to marry her.
(End of this chapter)

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