dear miss jane

Chapter 95 What to do?
Jane's mother seemed to have expected the result a long time ago, and when she saw Jian Xin walking in with red and swollen eyes, she comforted her.

"Xin'er, everyone has such a day, mom is fine."

"Mom!" Jane Xin hugged her mother and cried bitterly, "There must be a way, there must be a way! Woooo..."

"Life and death are up to you, don't force it, Xin'er, you have to be stronger." Jian's mother patted her on the back softly to comfort her, "Actually, my mother still had the same idea at the beginning, Anle..."

"No, I'm going to go to the doctor again, Mom, I won't give up, and neither can you!"

Jane Xin couldn't listen to her mother's decision of euthanasia, so she ran out of the ward to find the attending doctor to ask if there was any other way to save her mother, but she was stopped by Chen Zifan not far away.

"Jane Xin, calm down a little bit, I just came from there, do you have anything to say after you calm down?"

"I'm so scared!" Jian Xin looked at Chen Zifan with tears streaming down her face.

Chen Zifan hugged him distressedly, he understood Jane's fragility, "Don't be afraid, you still have me!"

In the garden of the hospital, Jane insisted on sitting under the sun. Her heart was very cold and dark. She needed the warmth of the sun at this moment.

Chen Zifan frowned deeply. Jane's mother once talked with him about euthanasia, and even wanted him to persuade Jane Xin.

Hesitating to speak, Chen Zifan inquired, "Jane Xin, we all know what Auntie means. Although euthanasia is difficult for those of us who are still alive to accept, it may be a relief for her? Should we follow her order?" What about the will?"

"No," Jane refused without thinking, "Mom chose euthanasia because she was afraid of adding burden to me. Mom thought of everything for me, but I can't lose her, no, I won't Accept her euthanasia, there must be a way to prolong life, I will not give up like this!"

"Jane Xin, the more you persist like this, the more auntie can't bear your pain."

"She is my only family member, the only one!" Jane Xin insisted, her mother is the person who loves her the most in the world, she cannot let her mother make the decision of euthanasia, otherwise she will never be able to forgive herself.

Knocking on the door of the doctor's office, Jane Xin directly asked, "Is my mother's condition still..."

"I can understand your feelings, but the patient's condition is now... I hope you can be mentally prepared."

The doctor said it implicitly, but Jane refused to give up, "Is there any way to prolong my mother's life, is there?"

"This..." the doctor hesitated, "The only way is to undergo chemotherapy, but the process of chemotherapy is very painful, and the cost is also high. The most important thing is that the process of chemotherapy will be accompanied by many complications. , according to the patient's condition, none of us can guarantee anything."

Jane Xin walked away in a daze, the doctor's words kept echoing in her ears, and when she walked to the door of the ward, Jane Xin looked through the glass at her mother who was sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed.

"Jane Xin," Chen Zifan called her in a low voice, "Auntie just fell asleep, and she hardly ate anything that day."

Jane Xin withdrew her gaze and was determined, "I've made up my mind, even if there is still a glimmer of hope, I will not give up on my mother. Even if it is chemotherapy, I will spend it with my mother!"

"Jane Xin," Chen Zifan frowned and tried to persuade her again, "Chemotherapy requires a lot of money, and we simply can't afford it with our current capabilities!"

"I can't control that much, no matter what the price is, I only want my mother to live!"

(End of this chapter)