dear miss jane

Chapter 56 I want to die once

Jane Xin is really a little afraid of heights, the Ferris wheel is getting farther and farther away from the ground all the way up, she desperately grabs Xiang Yihang's arm and refuses to let go.

"Tell me why you were crying just now? Otherwise, just stay alone and don't pull me!" Xiang Yihang threatened viciously.

"Ah, don't," Jian Xin clung to Xiang Yihang when she heard that.

"Hehe, there is nothing to be afraid of. It has a very high safety factor. Open your eyes!"

"I do not!"

Xiang Yihang ignored her struggles, pushed her to the front and tried to seduce her from time to time, "People who are afraid of heights are caused by psychological effects. Trying to face those things that scare you is actually nothing. Believe me, you The scenery in front of me is really good!"

Jane Xin knew that what he said was right, and just as he said, her psychological effect was too strong, and when she leaned into Xiang Yihang's arms to see the scene in front of her, she was not so timid.

"I didn't expect you to play these things too, I always thought you would disdain it!" Jane Xin laughed at him.

Xiang Yihang looked embarrassed, "I really don't like it, I thought this method would let you confide in your heart, but I didn't expect you would rather die than surrender!"

Afterwards, the two played a lot of sports, and when they reached a bungee jumping place, Jian Xin stopped.

"What, want to bungee jump? Now you're not afraid of heights anymore?" Xiang Yihang said with disdain.

"I want to die once, I want to know how it feels to be close to death!"

Jane Xin talked about the scary reasons, but Xiang Yihang knew that what she said was serious. Her sadness made him wonder, could she still not get over the pain of being broken up?But Xiao Xu had clearly told him that Jane Xin had already pulled herself together, or did Chen Zifan's reappearance arouse her pain again?
Putting on the equipment, Jane Xin walked slowly towards the diving platform, with the sound of the wind blowing in her ears, the front looked like a cliff with no road, and a deep lake at the bottom of the cliff, if this was death, then the lake would be her The final destination.

If I die, will anyone remember me?Jane was lost in thought.

If she dies, will the pain and resentment in her heart, her resentment and incomprehension in living be all gone?She will no longer remember who she is, and will no longer be entangled with Ji's family. She will leave this world silently, and leave those who love her and those she loves.

Do you have any regrets?Jane asked herself.

"Are you ready? I will call three numbers and you can jump!" The staff in charge of bungee jumping reminded.

Looking at the sad but calm Jane, Xiang Yihang felt distressed beyond words. What has a woman experienced that makes her want to die so much?
"Three, two, one...jump!"

Jane Xin closed her eyes slowly, and jumped forward without any nostalgia.

"Jane Xin!" Xiang Yihang's voice followed suit.

There was a brief blank in Jane Xin's mind, only the whistling wind was her companion, but during the long fall, she thought of her mother, her father, her 15-year-old self, the rainstorm, and the red... The girl in clothes and her loving mother also thought of Chen Zifan with a bright smile, and her tears fell again.

But when she couldn't restrain her sadness, a call came faintly in her ear, and she recognized that it was Xiang Yihang's voice.His domineering indifference, his warmth and unbridled affection firmly occupied her mind.

"You will fall in love with me!" His firm words are irresistible.

The people in the stands whispered to each other, and all the conversations reached Xiang Yihang's ears, "It's the first time I've seen someone bungee jumping so calmly, she didn't even bark, she's a woman!"

"No, I'll see you for the first time too!"

(End of this chapter)