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Chapter 82 Save That Beautiful Boy 82 (Extra)
My name is Jiang Yanzhi.

I have been different from others since I was a child. This is the truth that I only understood after I grew up.

I don't like to play around, and I don't understand why people around my age like those extremely childish games and toys.

Before the age of nine, my family was normal, with a father and a mother.

My mother is Qin Wanyang. She loves me very much and always looks at me with a pair of gentle and loving eyes. Although I don't like this kind of eyes, I know that she really loves me, so I am willing to share with other children. Just like a child, be a little more naive to see her happy.

I thought life was like this, and maybe my whole life passed like this.

Until I saw that disgusting scene.

My father was hanging out with other women on the bed at home, and I stood at the door, listening to the disgusting voice inside, thinking of my mother, who worked hard day and night for this family, and the result was nothing. It was such a betrayal.

When my mother came back and found out about it, she had a big fight with my father, who got drunk and started beating us.

This is the first time.

In the next two years, the two of them often quarreled and fought. My mother couldn't sleep well day and night, and she no longer had a smile on her face. When she saw me, my mother always looked at me sadly.

She is a very proud woman who cannot stand her husband's betrayal in her marriage.

Finally, she filed for divorce.

I was sentenced to my father, I was very sad, and my mother seemed powerless to change this result, she packed her things and prepared to leave.

I didn't want to see my mother leave and went out alone.

I saw the dying father who was beaten in the alley. He has been drinking a lot in recent years. I think he must have been drunk and ran into some hooligans nearby, so he was beaten like this.

A knife was stuck in his chest, and blood was flowing all over the ground. I knew that if I didn't save him, he would definitely die.

I didn't save him, I just stood in front of him and watched coldly.

Watch his breathing weaken, watch him die.

I am in a good mood.

But looking back, I saw my mother.

She looked at me like she was looking at a monster. I was at a loss for a while, looked at my situation, and suddenly realized that she had misunderstood something.

I didn't open my mouth to explain, because I knew, and trust me, I didn't need to explain.

After all, my mother let me down. She thought I killed my father and became insane.

I locked her up, threatened and lured her, and did not allow her to speak out.

Six months later, my mother became insane.

Later, I learned that someone in my mother's family had suffered from mental illness, and my mother should also have mental illness.

What about me?

For the first time, I doubted my own spirit.

I learned to pretend.

I pretended to be like a normal person, able to laugh, get close to people, have emotions, and then I went to high school.

I didn't expect that someone would pursue me because they would destroy me if they didn't get it.

I am isolated.

That person thought he could get me by destroying me, but he didn't know that my nature was like this.

I watched those people's fear and disgust towards me with cold eyes, and I sneered at it.

I am more terrifying than they imagined, and it is easy for me to kill them.

It's just that it's too boring.

Until I met that girl.

That day, I was beaten by people. Those people thought they could play with me, but in fact, I was thinking at that time, should I continue to pretend, I really couldn't bear it, and wanted to kill these people.

At this moment, she appeared and saved me.

I will never forget that she said to me, "In this world, people's hearts are much scarier than yours."

Looking at her, I felt a little strange in my heart, but my body and mind were happy.

For the first time, I had this emotion for someone else, and I started reaching out to her and wanting to be with her.

Even willing to become what she likes.

I never thought I'd be this deep.

I am in love with her.

The possessiveness towards her is getting stronger and stronger every day, and I think about her all the time.

Want to kiss her, want to possess her.

But I was afraid of frightening her, so I just pressed down hard.

It was such a sweet torture.

Later, I finally got my wish.

I will always remember that night, I hugged her, kissed her brow, watched her pant under me, the red corners of her eyes were charming and moving, that feeling made my heart beat to death.

I thought we would always be together, but tragedy still happened.

Her health suddenly became very poor, she often fell ill, and finally, she was infected with tuberculosis.

I wanted to stay with her and take care of her, but she told me to go back to school.

I was angry and sad and disappointed.

In fact, I have always known that she came to me for a purpose.

She always inadvertently said some positive words around me. She thought that what she did was flawless, but in fact it was full of loopholes.

I know that she may have seen through me, so she wants to turn me into a normal person.

I don't care about it, she wants me to do whatever she wants, anyway, I just want her.

But I didn't expect that she was so sick that she didn't even want me to be by her side.

I am very depressed.

That was the first time we quarreled, and we had a cold war for a long time.

I would come to the hospital to see her every night, but I was afraid to go in.

Later, Gu Qingqing appeared and told me that she approached me only because of a bet.

Actually I don't believe it all.

I don't care why she approached me, I just know that at this moment, she loves me, and I love her too.

She suddenly confessed to me.

She said that she didn't love me, and she approached me for other purposes.

I went crazy, I don't know why she said such a thing, I locked her up and watched her day and night, but she still escaped.

She doesn't want me anymore.

I suddenly felt that life was very meaningless. I thought she was different, but I didn't expect that she didn't want me anymore.

I don't know what's the point of being alive.

How much I want... to die like this.

Anyway, no one would care.

……

She wrote me a letter.

Her condition deteriorated and she needed to go abroad for surgery.

It turned out that she didn't want me.

She said, waiting for the day we meet again.

I will do well, I will take the college entrance examination well, I will become excellent for her, and I will wait to meet her again.

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The college entrance examination is over.

Her letter also came.

She is dead.

She said in the letter that she knew a long time ago that she didn't have long to live, and she forgave her for lying to me again. She wanted me to take the college entrance examination.

But she doesn't know, without her, no matter how good my life is, what good is it?
She gave me a reason to have to live.

She wants me to fulfill her dream.

Her dream is to build a charity worthy of the trust of people across the country.

She is always so kind, sometimes I really wish she could not be like this, I selfishly hope that she only has me in her heart.

I survived, alive like a walking dead, fulfilling her dream.

Chu Chu, this time, I can finally come to you, next life, please wait for me.

——Jiang Yanzhi.

　One update tonight, make up tomorrow, good night.

　　
　
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