President Daddy, let go of my mommy

Chapter 43 Gypsophila

"Ring bell bell!"

The alarm clock rang stubbornly, Gu Sheng stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and pressed it down.

However, she sat up and looked at the itinerary, she was stunned.

Huang Ying didn't come to disturb her today, she really is a very sensible girl, Gu Sheng is very satisfied.

Gu Sheng got up and took a shower, then opened the curtains, it was still raining outside the window, and it kept falling.

Spring is full of rain.

Gu Sheng chose a black sweater and a plaid skirt. She stood in front of the mirror to try on the clothes, thinking to herself, would her mother like herself like this?

I remember when I was a child, my mother always liked to dress up Gu Sheng beautifully, which made many people envious, and said that she would give birth to a doll as beautiful as Gu Sheng.

However, at that time, Gu Sheng was not called Gu Sheng, but Tang Mengmeng.

Today is the death day of Tang Mengmeng's mother.

Gu Sheng got dressed and put on sunglasses, because she had dark circles under her eyes because she stayed up late, and she had a premonition that she would cry today, so she put on sunglasses.

People in their twenties who cry on the street will definitely be considered mentally ill, unlike a young girl who cries on the street, even if she is driving, someone must be willing to stop the car to wipe her tears.

Gu Sheng no longer believed in these hypocritical methods, she believed only herself.

She opened the door and saw a fresh bouquet of baby's breath and lilies at the door.

Gu Sheng had a sore nose. Huang Ying must have helped prepare this. Every year on the death day, Gu Sheng would bring these two flowers to visit his mother.

In this world, besides men, friendship is the most precious.

Gu Sheng picked up the flowers and walked out.

She drove to the cemetery alone, which is far away from the city and remote, and it takes a long time to come here every time.

But Gu Sheng was grateful for this long journey, which allowed her to sort out her chaotic thoughts.

Sometimes, in fact, Gu Sheng would also resent her mother, why did she leave such a young girl behind?Let her feel the pain of life, let her feel the heat of the situation.

Why didn't you take her away together?

If given a choice, Gu Sheng would rather never come to this world.

This is the famous cellist Gu Sheng.

Occasionally, she would also have some dark emotions haunting her mind, but fortunately, Gu Sheng could always make these rubbish emotions disappear in time.

She would bluntly say to Huang Ying: "Huang Ying, save me quickly! I'm about to be swallowed up by dark emotions!"

So Huang Ying would think of various ways to help her get out of the dark emotions.

Later, Huang Ying thought of a way to simply face this cruel reality. Her mother was indeed gone, but she was allowed to enjoy the beauty of life.

Feeling the beauty of life comes from Tian Tian, ​​a young child who constantly brings surprises and touches to Gu Sheng.

Gu Sheng is more and more grateful to her mother for giving her life, so that she can have Tiantian.

She never thought about Tian Tian's father.

The wiper swung back and forth, wiping the glass very clean, and Gu Sheng's heart gradually became clearer as the distance approached.

When she finally arrived, she found a place on the side and parked the car.

Then she walked up holding baby's breath and lilies.

The mother's cemetery is in a very quiet corner, which is very similar to the character of the mother's life. At that time, the person who handled the mother's funeral seemed to know her very well, so he deliberately found such a place.

The rain dripped down under his feet, Gu Sheng supported the umbrella in one hand and hugged the flowers in the other, walking on the road.

Childhood memories are washed up by the rain, and my mind is full of images of my mother.

That year, Gu Sheng was 5 years old, at an innocent age, her mother took her to fly a kite, but the kite blew onto a tree, and neither her mother nor Gu Sheng could reach it.

Suddenly a gentle and tall man came, he stepped forward to comfort Gu Sheng, and helped take down the kite.

The young Gu Sheng was only focused on holding the kite and running happily in the wind, but he didn't notice his mother's shy face.

Running, laughing, making noise, very happy!
Suddenly, a sharp voice shouted: "Bitch! You have learned to use children to seduce people!"

Gu Sheng turned around in shock, and saw a woman with heavy makeup standing not far away with her hands on her hips, her eyes were wide open, as if she wanted to swallow Gu Sheng in one gulp!
Gu Sheng's mother hurried over to protect Gu Sheng, but she ran very slowly, very slowly, that sharp woman ran very fast, she stepped forward and snatched the kite from Gu Sheng's hand, The kite was torn apart forcefully.

When the wind picked up, Gu Sheng watched helplessly as the kite was torn apart, and the pieces were blown away by the wind.

Gu Sheng's tears were also dried by the wind. She ran and shouted: "Kite! My kite..."

The mother stepped forward to hug Gu Sheng, Gu Sheng looked back, the mother was also in tears, but instead she stopped crying and comforted the mother, it's okay, I don't want the kite anymore.

However, it was bought with the pocket money that Gu Sheng had saved for several months.

The man ended up following the sharp woman.

In my memory, Gu Sheng asked, "Mom, who is that uncle?"

Mother remained silent, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Gu Sheng asked again: "Mom, who is that aunt?"

The mother wiped away her tears, hugged Gu Sheng, and said firmly, "No matter what, stay away from her in the future."

This was the first time Gu Sheng asked, and it was also the last time she asked.

She remembered what her mother said.

Now that she was grown up, she also knew that that man was her biological father, and that woman was Tang Zixin's mother.

……

The rain drenched the memory.

Gu Sheng finally came to his mother's cemetery, but saw a large bouquet of gypsophila quietly lying in front of his mother's cemetery.

She thought she was wrong, so she quickly took off her glasses, and a bunch of baby's breath accompanied her mother.

Who?
Gu Sheng looked around, but there was no one there.

Only the dripping of rain.

She put the flowers in her hand in front of the cemetery. Her mother's favorite flower was baby's breath. Gu Sheng liked lilies. She prepared lilies and leaned against the baby's breath, just like when she was a child, she snuggled up to her mother.

"Mom, I'm back." Gu Sheng said softly, more like muttering to himself.

"Do you miss me? Mom." Gu Sheng sobbed, and the tears came down, and she didn't wipe them. Over the years, she swallowed so many tears, but today, she allowed herself to be willful once.

In front of mother, let her be a child again.

She believed that if her mother was alive, she would definitely hold her and let her cry once in her mother's arms.

Gu Sheng squatted down, and the umbrella fell to the ground, letting the rain drenched her body.

She hugged herself with both hands, thinking of a lonely and helpless child, not at all the radiant and confident Gu Sheng on the stage.

Only when he is playing the cello, can Gu Sheng forget everything and shine with the cello.

(End of this chapter)