The rest of my life is only early summer

Chapter 620 His Monologue (2)

"... Before I could recover, you suddenly stretched out your hands and hooked my neck, and with the smell of alcohol in your breath, you stupidly opened your mouth to me."

"...I still remember what you told me back then,
You said to me at that time: So it was you bastard.do you know?
I really wanted to throw you downstairs immediately, but you immediately added a sentence in the next second.

You said: But why do I like you bastard?Really blind. "

"...Although I know that the bastard you're talking about can't be me, it should be Shen Yu, but I stubbornly believe that the bastard you're obsessed with is me, so I chose to be selfish and didn't push you away. "

"...However, if I could have predicted everything that will happen later, I think... I think... I think if I start all over again, I will make the same decision. After all, I don't want you to become someone else's woman."

"...After you finished scolding me, you suddenly stood on your tiptoes, and your warm and moist lips pressed against yours. Your lips were very soft, as if carrying an electric current and magic power, which made me feel the first time in my life. Once my brain went blank, my body inexplicably produced a kind of emotion that I can't explain until now, and it was inexplicably clustered and throbbing in my body."

"...I clearly know that a kiss should be my greatest wish, but I am reluctant to push you away. I am crazy and possessed, wanting more. Strange thoughts are growing wildly in my body."

"...I like you so much that you keep talking about in your mouth, it's like a dose of the deadliest poison, quickly catalyzing my evil and selfish thoughts into towering trees and taking root on the ground."

"...I couldn't wait to turn a dream that was just a dream into reality."

"...God knows, the moment I have you, how nervous I am, how happy I am, how satisfied I am, at that moment, I seem to have the whole world, and you are my whole world, even if you give me everything All, I am also willing to exchange with you."

"...Because you are so beautiful, so beautiful that you don't have a trace of blemish, so beautiful that it would break if I touched it, and so beautiful that even holding you like this seems to be a mistake. I know very well, I Shouldn't get any of you because I don't deserve it."

"...However, I am paranoid that your beauty can only belong to me alone, so I want you like crazy, even though I know that you may not want to at all, or you just recognize the wrong person, but Still taking care of yourself and taking you for granted."

"...However, because of my fear, because of my poor self-esteem, because of my ridiculous dignity, after the incident, I didn't apologize, I didn't have a good face, and I even hurt you directly by saying something. irreparable."

"...Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid to hear you say those hurtful words first, I'm afraid that the person in your heart is not me, I'm afraid that everything I did to you last night is just a nightmare to you, and you will be defeated My pathetic and pitiful pride, so as soon as I woke up, I couldn't wait to blurt out those hurtful words first, immediately protected myself, and then left the room pretending to be calm and strong."

"...I admit that I am a scumbag and a coward. Not only did I not take the slightest responsibility, but after what happened, I chose to escape and leave without any explanation or apology."

(End of this chapter)