The rest of my life is only early summer

Chapter 1134 Fanwai (10)

As if wanting to engrave her appearance into his mind, he caressed every inch of her carefully, and carefully outlined her face.

Xu Moyan's eyes gradually turned red. After all, he couldn't resist the longing for her in his heart. He finally plucked up the courage, stretched out his hand to hold her pale white hand, and tightly held her small hand in his, wanting to borrow Feeling the warmth in his palm, it was transmitted to the bottom of her heart.

Lin Yijia's palm was very cold, soft and small, and Xu Moyan could wrap her palm tightly in his palm with one hand, like holding a rare treasure, taking care of her carefully.

Xu Moyan stared at the girl's peaceful sleeping face, and with a nasal voice, said slowly: "Jiajia, I know it's too late for me to say anything now, it's too late, please forgive my selfishness, forgive me Because of my cowardice, because I am not brave, we have missed so much, and I have missed you."

"...I don't know when I started to look forward to your appearance, I look forward to your arrival, I don't know when I started, every day in the afternoon, I would become extra nervous and afraid While you will come, it’s even more nervous that you won’t come.”

"...I'm used to your appearance, and I'm used to reading every postcard you send me, I'm used to you always talking about things around you by my side, and I'm used to the fact that one day you suddenly didn't show up in my In the world, my whole world fell into a barrenness and emptiness."

"...I've never been so panicked. In the days when you didn't show up, every day is suffering for me, every day is torture, I'm afraid you have given up on me, I'm afraid you already belong to someone else , I'm afraid you won't come again."

"...But even so, I still dare not admit my love for you, and I still hypnotize myself saying that I don't love you, because I am afraid that my love is just a burden to you, just a drag. "

"... Later, I heard Xia Xia say that something happened to you. I didn't realize until that moment that nothing is more unacceptable to me than losing you. If you can come back, I will be like you, desperate I love you, I don't care what the result is or not, whether I regret it or not, as long as I can love you, have the ability to love you, and have the strength to love you, I will definitely do my best to love you."

"...I admit that I am selfish like this. On the one hand, I can't give you any happiness, I can't give you any promises, but on the other hand, I want to keep you by my side, and I don't want you to leave me. I am really shameless and selfish, but Can you just let me be self-willed and presumptuous just once, let me love you well, and let you love me with peace of mind."

"...Jiajia, I love you. Unknowingly, I have fallen in love with you deeply, but will this sentence come too late? Will this late confession not be enough to make you happy? I continue to love you again?"

"...I'm sorry, Jiajia, if time can go back, I will love you with my life, let you know that I love you very much, and before I lose you, I will hold you firmly In the palm of your hand."

Xu Moyan buried his face deeply into Lin Yijia's palm, and the tears from the corners of his eyes dripped down his cheeks into her palm, and then there was a slight sobbing sound in the quiet ward.

Hot tears soaked her soft palms...

"Is what you just said true? Are you really willing to love me? Even if it's a fruitless love?"

(End of this chapter)