The rest of my life is only early summer

Chapter 1059 Loving her is his involuntary heart

"...So, you see, I am blessed and fateful. To me, this injury is not considered an injury at all. After I rest for two days, I will be able to jump around again. Besides, you just promised me, Will go to Antarctica with me to see the aurora, how could I be like what she said? I will definitely make myself better."

"... Chu Xia, really, there's nothing to worry about me. I'm fine. I know my own situation. It's not as bad as she said."

"...Don't keep crying and mourning, or you will get old soon, and you won't be pretty when you get old. Li Jinchen should despise you."

How could Qiao Chuxia not know what Shen Yu's intentional purpose of saying these words was.

It is precisely because she knows everything and knows everything clearly that it is more difficult for her to accept it.

Obviously he was the one who was hurt because of her, and he was hurt so badly because of her, but why did he turn around to comfort her in the end?
But what did she have to worry about?What's so good about her is that she deserves his maintenance and desperate protection.

What he should worry about is himself, and the person he should care about should not be her. Why is he still so stupid at this time?He still can't tell who is the person he should desperately protect?
When Qiao Chuxia thought of this, a strong sense of sourness and self-blame surged from the bottom of her heart.

Endless self-blame and guilt occupied her whole heart, and even her voice trembled and choked with sobs when she spoke again: "Well, I believe in you, you will be fine, you will pass through safely This time, I am still waiting for you to go to see the aurora with us after you recover.”

Shen Yu was very aware of his current physical condition, and also very clear that what the nurse said to Qiao Chuxia just now was not just an exaggeration, trying to scare Qiao Chuxia.

However, no matter what the result is, he doesn't want Qiao Chuxia to feel any guilt or self-blame because of him and because he saved her in the future.

It was his choice to save her.

Loving her is also involuntary in his heart.

Protecting her is what he is willing to do.

Even if he had to take his life to exchange with her, he would not hesitate.

However, he didn't want Qiao Chuxia to live in guilt towards him because of this accident, and to feel guilty towards him all the time.

Because saving her is something he must do, and it is something he is willing to do.

If he chooses to escape today, choose to ignore, this is what he regrets for the rest of his life, and this is the biggest regret in his life.

Loving her and protecting her has always been his business alone, and he never needs any response from her.

Therefore, she didn't need to blame herself at all, let alone take any responsibility for him. Being able to pay for her was already considered happiness to him.

Because what he wanted was never her responsibility and guilt. She never gave him what he wanted, and she will never give it to him in the future.

As for the others, he doesn't need them either.

However, Shen Yu was also afraid, afraid that after he was paralyzed, he would not be able to see her again, so that those words and secrets he had hidden in his heart, in this life, he would never have the chance to face her again. She said it.

He didn't want her to see his most embarrassing and miserable side. If he was unfortunate, as the nurse said, he would spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair.

Then, at that time, it was the time when he and Qiao Chuxia said goodbye completely, and they would never see each other again in this life.

(End of this chapter)