Datang Imperial Physician

Chapter 357 You Are Here

There will be no more days when everyone gathers together to play like this in a short time, and at least half a year of travel will be spent on hard journeys.The traveler is destined to be a lonely person. Even if someone is with him, the loneliness of a person cannot be filled by a partner. There are various kinds of loneliness. With a lover and relatives, we just give each other the joy of life. Courage, but parents, relatives and friends, even a confidant brother who can speak intimately, but no close girlfriends.

Xie Jiu considers himself a person who can endure loneliness, and in this strange era, he sometimes feels lonely and desolate.There are holes in the human heart that cannot be filled by lovers, they are reserved for people other than lovers.Her life, so far, has had many lucks and many regrets, but generally speaking, she is happy.She pityed Princess Gao Yang and loved Princess Gao Yang because she saw her loneliness in her youth from Gao Yang.Wei Chi always said that people are always irresistible to people who are similar to themselves. When they see the shortcomings that have appeared in themselves, they appear in others, but they are anxious and worried.

Xie Jiu once expressed her heartfelt gratitude to the veteran uncle who taught her brothers and sisters martial arts since childhood. Martial arts gave her perseverance, perseverance, and patience. These qualities allowed her to survive her lonely teenage years. necessity.And Gao Yang obviously lacks these, he is an impatient, sensitive and fragile child.

"Min'er." After pondering for a long time, Xie Jiu decided to speak. Wei Jia once told her that if you don't take the initiative to say something, others will not know it.Occasionally, people should forget some constraints and take the initiative to get what they want.

"Master."

Gao Yang likes the way Xie Jiu calls her name, and also likes the way she looks at him, that kind of loving and gentle eyes, makes her feel weak all over, makes her involuntarily want to get close to Xie Jiu, and also makes her uncontrollably call Xie Jiu When she became a mother, sometimes she couldn't help thinking that if her mother was still there, maybe she would be like Xie Jiu, a person who is not too enthusiastic, but has a unique, Xie Jiu-style tenderness and love.

Xie Jiu waved to Gao Yang with a smile, called her to his side, and said in a low voice: "When your master and I are on tour with His Majesty, I will give you a task."

Gao Yang's expression was happy, and then he said in a slightly depressed tone: "Master, Min'er is going with Royal Father too."

Xie Jiu was surprised: "Why do you suddenly want to go with me?"

Gao Yang's face was full of displeasure, obviously because he was thinking of something unhappy, he pouted and said aggrievedly: "A few days ago, the Empress suddenly called Min'er for questioning, saying that she hadn't been able to do so because of her body. She fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, but did not take good care of and discipline me. Now that I am in good health and I am too old, it is too late to take care of me, but I have to fulfill my duty of discipline. Usually in the palace, the Empress is in charge of the harem. The last time I wanted to talk to me, but I was delayed due to trivial matters. This time, my father went on a tour. Although the road was hard, but I had plenty of time. I am also old, and I have reached the age of marriage. The empress said that she happened to teach something on the way , to fulfill the motherhood."

For this kind of opportunity that others regard as a gift, Gao Yang is full of depression, she doesn't want to go on tour with her, she wants to stay in Beijing, and there are reasons for staying in Beijing.Xie Jiu was thoughtful, pondered for a while, just nodded, and said softly: "In that case, let's cancel the mission and talk about it later."

"Master, what task do you want Min'er to do? Just say it, Min'er will work a hundred times harder to do it."

Xie Jiu smiled, stroked Gao Yang's drooping hair, and said, "It's not a big deal, I just want you to get along well with Niu Niu. During the period when Master and your master-in-law are not in Beijing, when you have free time, You young people go out for a stroll together, and you are bored at home all day long, so you don’t have time to come out and see the green mountains and green waters for comfort.”

Gao Yang pursed his lips again, and whispered: "I would rather stay at home than play with Li Xueyan."

Xie Jiu glanced at her, and asked bluntly, "If you're not with Niu Niu, who else can you be with?"

Gao Yang was suffocated by the question, lowered his head, feeling aggrieved, tears began to gather in his eyes, but he bit his lip and did not speak.Xie Jiu sighed helplessly, stretched out his arms to take Gao Yang into his arms, and said softly: "Why do you want to help Niuniu get a princess title?"

Gao Yang said: "She has always been at odds with Min'er, Miner must overwhelm her, she cannot be kicked out of Beijing because of her status, she must stay in Beijing, and Miner bullies her severely, See how crazy she is, see her..."

This childish reason, awkward tone and expression made Xie Jiu smile, and interrupted her: "Why can't you express your true thoughts frankly? Why are you so afraid of exposing your weakness in front of Niuniu? Are you friends?" ?"

Gao Yang was stunned for a moment, his face turned red, a little embarrassed after being seen through, but also a little shy, startled, met Xie Jiu's encouraging eyes, murmured a few times, but didn't have the courage to say it out.Xie Jiu sighed secretly, and continued: "Because I am afraid that after my weakness and shortcomings are exposed, Niuniu will not play with you or be friends with you, right? Because you only have Niuniu, a friend who can express emotions unscrupulously." ,right?"

In an instant, Gao Yang felt a scorching and shocking feeling as the sun pierced through the dark clouds and hit her body. That feeling filled her with complicated feelings, and there was even a blank thought in her heart. It turned out that Master knew that even the deepest secrets in her heart Both cowardice and timidity know that it turns out that this is the feeling of being seen through, and it turns out that this is the feeling of being remembered and hurt in the heart.

"Master..." Gao Yang's eyes filled with tears, and he looked at Xie Jiu, tears streaming down his face, with mixed expressions of sadness and joy, quite complicated.Xie Jiu stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, and said softly: "Silly boy, we two are surprisingly similar in this respect, we are both cowardly and reserved, timid and arrogant people. But silly boy, if you don't reach out, how can you Only then can you make friends who can hold hands? A true friend will not abandon you because of your weakness and shortcomings. If you will abandon you because of these, then it is not a friend."

"Master!"

Suddenly, all the dark clouds covering the sun were blown away, the sunny day came, and the warmth came. Before, I always felt that something blocked my vision. At this moment, I fully understood that the one who blocked me was myself.

Xie Jiu smiled and hugged the little girl who threw herself into her arms, finally heaving a sigh of relief.I have been watching Gao Yang pretending to be strong like this, watching her like a kitten with teeth and claws, obviously very fragile, but likes to pretend to be herself, cowardly and dare not take the initiative to take a step, only dare to hide alone in the fortress that she thinks is safe But envious of the sunshine outside the fortress.I don't understand how the sun can shine in if she doesn't walk out of the fort by herself!So damn like her.

Xie Jiu sometimes wondered why she took the initiative to care for Gao Yang who was hiding and crying alone. According to her previous style, she should just walk away and not like to meddle in other people's business.Xie Jiu always thought it was because of the influence of Wei Jia. When discussing this issue with Wei Jia occasionally, when he lamented that Wei Jia had a great influence on her, Wei Jia just laughed.Only once, Wei Jia said that she was shirking responsibility, and then said something inscrutable, people always act according to instinct when they hate things.

At that time, Xie Jiu didn't understand. When he asked, Wei Jia just laughed and said that she wanted to think for herself.Now that I think about it, Wei Jia is really a careful guy, and I understand that Xie Jiu and Gao Yang are really similar people.Both of them have seemingly glamorous and happy family backgrounds, seem to be the status of the favored ones and dazzling experiences, but only they know the loneliness underneath.

Xie Jiu has an instinctive dislike for the loneliness in childhood, and she doesn't even want to mention it. Isn't this an escape?Gao Yang is like the reappearance of the past she hated, so she can't harden her heart to reject Gao Yang, and even instinctively wants to love her and care about her. It turns out that everything is just because of their similarity, their sameness Cowardly and reserved.Xie Jiu saved Gao Yang, so Gao Yang saved Xie Jiu.

"Let me say, Princess Gaoyang, Comrade Li Min, how long are you going to cry? Even if it is Jinshan, with the turbulence of your tears, no matter how powerful the white lady is, she probably has to admit defeat. It's too scary!"

Gao Yang was crying so deeply that he was about to vent all his grievances and fears. When the more he cried, the more he felt, Niuniu finally couldn't see it, and came over, fooling around, imitating Wei Chi's usual tone and uttering a sentence.

Just such a sentence came out, and Gao Yang couldn't cry anymore. She also heard Wei Jia's story just now, and she was also moved. Naturally, she understood the meaning of Niuniu's words. While shy, she felt aggrieved and complained to Xie Jiu : "Master, look, do you have such a bullying friend?"

Xie Jiu smiled, and before she could speak, Niu Niu rushed forward and said, "Nonsense, can you not be a friend? If you don't regard you as a stupid girl as a friend, do you think that this girl has time to talk to you? I might as well read more if I have time." What about two books?"

Gao Yang was taken aback, feeling a little strangely moved in his heart, but his mouth was reflexively sarcasm: "After reading so many books, why don't I see you win me a few more times? Who keeps losing?"

Niuniu rolled her eyes and said, "Aren't you afraid that you will cry and let you?"

"Beng sophistry, I don't know if the master has said that? Sophistry is covering up, covering up is hypocrisy, covering up is admitting defeat."

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The two little girls started back and forth again, bickering happily.Xie Jiu couldn't stop smiling as she listened to it, she could see that from now on, the two little girls were really different, and she was also different, an empty place in her heart was filled, and she had no regrets up.

With a satisfied sigh, she turned to look at Wei Jia. A certain man gave her a big smile. The warm smile in his eyes touched her heart, making her feel like crying. Just beside her, give her a warm hug, that would be great.However, Wei Jia is now by the children's side, around him, surrounded by Qilin siblings, and Xiao Sizi.Forget it, this little regret, let it pass.

A group of people played happily for two days and spent a lively weekend. Wei Jia, the head of the child, took the children, big and small, and played crazy. At the end of the party, he sent the children away and coaxed the Qilin siblings After falling asleep, Wei Jia was also so tired that he lay on the kang and hummed.After lying down, I realized that I had been playing too crazy for the past two days. My limbs were sore and weak, and my muscles all over my body felt limp, and I couldn’t use any strength. !"

Xie Jiu was very considerate to give him a massage to relax. The feeling of Wei Jia being pressed was so ecstasy, it was painful and refreshing, he wanted to scream in pain, but also wanted to laugh, and finally turned into humming, that Look, don't mention how funny it is.
"By the way, Min'er said that she is also going on tour with His Majesty."

Xie Jiu suddenly remembered what Gao Yang had said to her, and quickly told Wei Jia.While humming, Wei Chi murmured: "As expected of being the number one empress through the ages, this action is fast."

Xie Jiu couldn't react for a while, and asked, "How do you say?"

Wei Chi said: "Think about it, although Gao Yang's relationship with Yin Andao was not high-profile, he didn't deliberately hide anything. I guess the empress saw something and decided to take care of it. On the way out this time, let's find Take the opportunity to find out, ask the empress what she means, see clearly what should be managed, and talk about what should be said."

Xie Jiu nodded with a thoughtful expression.Wei Jia suddenly turned up and hugged Xie Jiu, hugged Xie Jiu in his arms, and asked with a smile: "What did you say to Gao Yang today? Seeing the emotion on your face, look at our eyes, let our little darling Jump, that's fast, I'm almost catching up with the bullet train."

Xie Jiu rested in his arms and said with a smile, "Guess."

Wei Zhi rolled his eyes and said, "Sister, do you think I'm a fairy or a roundworm in your stomach, how can I guess all of them?"

Xie Jiu teased: "Didn't you always claim to be in the same unit as Feng Gong? Didn't you call yourself a friend of women?"

Wei Chi cracked his mouth, and said helplessly: "Even if you are a friend of women, you may not understand everything about women's thoughts, right? Then we are women? In other words, I am a big man, the pure kind !"

Xie Jiu smiled, resting his head on the hollow of Wei Chi's shoulder, gently smoothed the clothes on his other shoulder, and said with a smile: "I always feel that I lack something, so I study hard, read a lot of books, and learn a lot. I want to fill in the missing part, but no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I learn, the empty part is still empty, and I always do it wrong. I feel that no matter what I do, no matter how long I search, the empty part cannot Fill it up. Then, when I was teaching Miner today, I suddenly felt that some of the holes had been filled. I had done so much before, but it turned out to be useless, so I felt a little bit emotional and self-deprecating.”

"Oh, that's it." Wei Chi replied.Xie Jiu smiled and asked, "Do you understand what I want to express?"

Wei Jia shook his head honestly, and said honestly: "I don't understand, but I think you seem to be in a good mood, which makes me very happy. You women are too delicate, and no matter how careful a man is, he will be blind. Uh ...Are you a little disappointed?"

Xie Jiu shook his head and chuckled: "No, that's fine, that's enough."

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The source of the title of the eighth volume, Yilu Lihua, is as follows. Guess what it has to do with the whole volume and the whole book!hey-hey!
It is heard that the Wujun Prefecture Newspaper has returned to Xijing Luyou
The white-haired general is also very strong, Xijing got a good book last night.

Hu'er dares to plan for a thousand years, God would rather know that one day will come back.

Liesheng Renen's deep rain and dew, ZTE pardons the wind and thunder.

Suspending to know the cold food court mausoleum, pear blossoms bloom everywhere on the post road.

(End of this chapter)